Dead Inside @abused-and-traumatized - Tumblr Blog

i’m going to scream i’m so bored all the time but nothing interests me and i don’t have the energy to do anything like i have a list in the back of my head of all this stuff i want to accomplish but when i think about actually doing any of it my brain just like hits a wall and suddenly it sounds like the most unappealing thing in the world

archived-deactivated

whats it like 2 be…………..whats the word? mentally healthy,

ratguzzler-deactivated20181213

y'all ever get hit with the realization when you’re in the middle of doing something like, whoa, what the fucking shit this is real life. like this is happening right now. not even when its something crazy i mean when you’re like doing the laundry or some shit

ratguzzler-deactivated20181213

its like you get snapped out of autopilot and suddenly everything becomes physically clearer and louder

traumabell

perfectly-burning

Thinking about it feels like ripping open a scab but I don’t know how to do anything else so I just keep picking and picking. I’m obsessed.

sublime-cinema

Do you ever get moments when you’re so fucking depressed that you start cackling at random things because it feels like your spirit is on its last breath and trying to escape your rotting corpse?

bbppddd

toadallybpd

Does anyone else with BPD revisit the symptoms of BPD or take those little quizzes to see if the quiz says you have BPD over and over again to be absolutely sure for the 8536885 time that you are actually experiencing this disorder and aren’t faking it???