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Independent + Mutuals Only Traitor/Villain!Izuku Midoriya Tracking: AbyssalCall

[abyssalcall]

Semi-Hiatus 6/19/21 to ???

Starting on the 19th, the oral surgeon will be extracting ALL of my teeth so they can install dental implants in my upper and lower jaws.

The estimated recovery time is 4 MONTHS, so it will be an ongoing process, but the first 2 weeks will be arguably the worst 2 weeks of my entire life because my entire mouth will be swollen and bleeding and they’ve prescribed me a standard but very STRONG painkiller for the following 16 days (possibly more if my mouth is slow to recover).

When I am feeling better/don’t need opioids to manage my pain anymore, I’ll be able to write again, but just letting you guys know I might drop off the face of the planet pretty soon.

[abyssalcall]

Raw meat and blood seem to appease Abyssal’s hunger the most as opposed to a mountain of grains or vegetables, so keeping himself from being on the brink of near constant hunger is easily remedied by supplying himself with sources of protein. 

Living things tend to spark a kind of animalistic predator instinct in Izuku if he hasn’t eaten regularly, so catching him drooling while eying a passerby’s dog or wanting to chase down a stray cat are issues he obviously wants to avoid.

[plotbunnie]

Nonverbal RP Starters

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

[abyssalcall]

@etglacies​

He wasn’t sure why Todoroki had suddenly opened up to him, but Izuku was quite glad that he did. It was a horrifying tale to behold- A desperate man resorting to the cultivation of a specific Quirk through marriage, the apparent abuse hiding beneath the visage of a celebrity household, the lack of a childhood... All details that painted a certain picture, a tragic hero struggling against his monstrous father’s machinations and overbearing influence.

Midoriya’s already large eyes widen slightly shock, body language nervous and tense. The smaller boy yanks at the hem of his gym uniform’s jersey, stretching the fabric between his scarred fingers.

“I’d always thought that having a powerful Quirk was a gift- An asset that anyone would see nothing but benefits from. This is the first time I’ve ever considered that power can also be a burden to the one wielding it,” he admitted freely, raising his line of vision from some random spot on the ground to meet Shouto’s gaze.

“It must feel awful, knowing that none of your achievements and hard work are ever attributed to tremendous effort spent on your part, but your family name. You’ve spent all this time developing your current skillset with a self-administered handicap, that’s impressive to say the least, but that gets overshadowed by the fact that your admittance to U.A. was based on recommendation, right?”

Izuku had ventured a guess as to the related issues and prejudices the other boy was forced to endure and based on Todoroki’s intense, single-mindedly driven personality, he was none the less impressed by him all the same.

“My reasons for wanting to win this upcoming round may be petty, but I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself if I just gave up- And I’m sure that you’d rather earn a well-fought victory. I’m sure that there’s a lot that I still don’t understand about the hardships and struggles you’ve faced, but the fact that you have managed to maintain your own independence apart from him... It’s admirable.”

Having someone like Shouto on their side would be incredible, not simply from a utility standpoint, but the reasoning behind his anger and resentment towards hero society- His personal growth and story was a living example of why Izuku himself wanted reform. All Midoriya had to do was carefully maintain the rage fueling his vendetta and plant a few seeds... Employ his powers of suggestion to lure the other student to alternative ways of approaching his own goal.

[abyssalcall]

I am drenched in sweat, have blisters on my hands, and gouged a chunk of my right ring finger out- A successful day of preparing my raised bed garden.

I just need to catch my breath, maybe drink a gallon of water, and I’ll get to some replies and starters.

[1unaaaaa]

Eve's new song :D / 夜は仄か (faint at night)

[abyssalcall]

Omfg, they took like FIVE impressions of my upper jaw and got plastic shit all over my face and up my nose. But I guess I am ready for my implant surgery next Saturday *sweating nervously*

I have to pick up my meds soon, but I’ll be back and finally ready to bang out some starters. Anyone else needs to plot, then boop the heart and I’ll come bother you.

[abyssalcall]

♡ for me to hop in your DMs for Plotting.

[weirdletter]

Untitled, by Ivan Stan, via Instagram.

[rp-memes-cafe]

Send “Let’s hear it” and a symbol for the mun to record themselves doing any of the following:

[abyssalcall]

rp-memes-cafe‌:

♪ - sing a song from your (the mun’s) childhood ♫ - sing a song you relate to your muse ♡ - explain in depth what love is to your muse ☠ - explain in depth your muse’s greatest fear ♋ - talk about common traits you and your muse share ☼ - talk about five other muses that make your muse happy, and explain why ☾ - talk about what made you choose your muse and how they became who they are today ♢ - what are three of your favorite threads you’ve had with your muse and explain why ✖ - explain three of your headcanons for us, or come up with three ☆ - talk about three other blogs that roleplay the same character as you

[abyssalcall]

❛ We’re tougher than other kids. ❜

Midoriya isn't sure what to make of Dabi quite yet, though their first meeting had hardly been a stellar impression. All For One's successor, Tomura, Shigaraki, and the green-haired student had faced down Himiko Toga and the taller Stain devotee- the only reason why neither of them were either dust or skewered by Abyssal's limbs was due to intervention from Kurogiri.

The dapper, elder gentleman had a point- They did need to bolster their ranks, but he had been hoping to aid in screening the recruits somewhat. Toga was harder to communicate with, as her attention span tended to drift and impulsivity guided her every move. Dabi, on the other hand, had managed to concisely relay details about his meta abilities- What he specialized in, as well as areas where he was more deficient than most.

"I've never had much in common with other people my age," he had admitted earlier, not glancing up from fiddling with a mini transceiver he had kit-bashed together and was hoping to employ during their dedicated infiltration of U.A. High School.

His scarred hands paused between soldering the circuit board when Dabi spoke freely, Izuku's neutral expression softening just slightly.

"Ugh, he's so creepy..."

"How does he even know all that stuff? What a nerd-"

"He's mumbling nonsense again, freaking weirdo."

Those had been the reactions to his tendency to hyperfocus on topics he was interested in, while other students might be seen as charming for their excellent grades, it was yet another source of ridicule in Midoriya's case.

But he wasn't bitter about it- That's not what all of this was about. The very notion of his current work being some paltry 'revenge' scheme against his detractors was insulting. No... What he wanted to aid in making a reality was something pure in intention and would ultimately be beneficial to Japanese society- even the world- at large.

He still wasn't sure if 'toughness' was necessarily the correct quality he possessed, but... maybe he could see himself as tough, if Dabi thought so.

"Yeah... You're right," he replied, blowing briefly at the thin, snaking plume of smoke billowing from the heated copper plating and bundle of wires sitting against the bar top.

"What kinds of things did you do for fun? Uh- When you were around the same age, I mean," he amended, nervously pulling on a bit of plastic attached to the transceiver.

Whatever it was, he was sure that it had to be something really daring and difficult to achieve- Like being the best at something extremely dangerous or cool.

[persephonememes]

* (  THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ I wish you would have told me. ❜

❛ You didn’t tell your sisters what you saw. ❜

❛ Some things can’t be told. You live them or you don’t. ❜

❛ I’m sorry. ❜

❛ Mom says that a house is like a body. ❜

❛ All this time we tried to get into this room, now we can’t get the fuck out! ❜

❛ She saved me. ❜

❛ I don’t feel anything. ❜

❛ I’m scared. That’s all I am. ❜

❛ There’s nothing left. I’m only scared. ❜

❛ It’s just a house. ❜

❛ It’s very different in the night. It’s different in the dark. ❜

❛ What if I dream that you kill us? ❜

❛ Do you think there’s a thing worse than that? ❜

❛ I don’t think there’s anything worse than that. ❜

❛ Did you just punch me in the boob? ❜

❛ Someone ask you what you think? ❜

❛ I’m so proud of you. You’re doing so well. ❜

❛ Keep it up. ❜

❛ I’m glad you’re here. ❜

❛ I should have made more of an effort with you. ❜

❛ You tried as best you could. ❜

❛ I should have met you halfway. ❜

❛ People fuck up. ❜

❛ I guess you don’t get that, you don’t really get it until you fuck up. ❜

❛ You like to fix things. ❜

❛ You’re good at fixing things. I keep hearing this about you, is that right? ❜

❛ I’m not so sure anymore. ❜

❛ Who do you think did this? ❜

❛ It’s not as bad as it is in your head. ❜

❛ Most of what people say at a funeral is a wish. ❜

❛ Now you stand there and you talk about ghosts and spirits. ❜

❛ Is she okay? ❜

❛ How do you know that? ❜

❛ It’s a twin thing. ❜

❛ This house is bad. ❜

❛ These will help with the cold. ❜

❛ What are you, um, looking at? ❜

❛ She fucking knew better. And she did it anyway. ❜

❛ We’re tougher than other kids. ❜

❛ We make ourselves really safe. And no one ever gets in. ❜

❛ Just because you care about them doesn’t mean they won’t burn you. ❜

❛ You’re scared. I can tell. ❜

❛ Be sure to let your imagination get the best of you. That’s the first step. ❜

❛ Imagine the worst thing possible. Assume it’s true. Then go from there. ❜

❛ I’m drawing boundaries, which is something you should look in to. ❜

❛ How long do we have to live here? ❜

❛ When we die, we turn into stories; and every time someone tells one of those stories, it’s like we’re still here for them. ❜

❛ We’re all stories in the end. ❜

❛ I love you completely, and you loved me the same. The rest is confetti. ❜

❛ Someone should’ve told her she didn’t have to try this hard. ❜

❛ Pandas don’t eat macaroni. ❜

❛ And I’m just- I’m just floating in this ocean of nothing, and I wonder if this is it, if this is what death is. ❜

❛ Journeys end in lovers meeting. ❜

❛ I’ve seen a lot of ghosts. Just not the way you think. ❜

❛ To learn what we fear is to learn who we are. ❜

❛ Horror defies our boundaries and illuminates our souls. ❜

❛ A ghost can be a lot of things. A memory, a daydream, a secret. ❜

❛ When you’re little, you learn how to see things that aren’t there. And when you grow up, you learn how to make them real. ❜

❛ Fear and guilt are sisters. ❜

❛ No live organism can continue to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality. ❜

❛ Most times, a ghost is a wish. ❜

❛ All I could think of when I got a look at the place from the outside was what fun it would be to stand out there and watch it burn down. ❜

❛ Fear is the relinquishment of logic, the willing relinquishing of reasonable patterns. ❜

❛ I feel a little clearer just now. ❜

❛ I feel like I’ve been here before. ❜

❛ You have to live. ❜

❛ I don’t know how to do this without you. ❜

❛ There’s no without. I am not gone. ❜

❛ I’m scattered into so many pieces, sprinkled on your life like new snow. ❜

❛ There’s so much I want to say to you all. ❜

❛ I’m so sorry our last words were in anger. ❜

❛ I’m sorry if I didn’t listen, and I’m sorry… ❜

❛ It wouldn’t have changed anything. ❜

❛ I loved you completely. And you loved me the same. ❜

❛ What were you feeling before? ❜

❛ I was feeling fear. And… And guilt. ❜

[abyssalcall]

character association

bold  what  applies. italicize what applies only in certain scenarios. ( repost, don’t reblog! )

tagged by: @viruscide (thanks!)

tagging: @amplifyingtrace, @crumbletoash, @specthrum, @theabandonedones, @spitecremated, @friedsewerrat

                                                    ╳    FLAWS. moody.   short - tempered.   emotionally  unstable.    whiny.    controlling.    conceited.  possessive.  paranoid.    lies.    impatient.    cowardly.   bitter.   selfish.   power - hungry.    greedy.    lazy.    judgmental.  forgetful.    impulsive.    spiteful.   stubborn.    sadistic.   petty.    unlucky.   absent - minded.   abusive.    addict.    aggressive.   childish.    callous.    clingy.    delusional.    cocky.    competitive.    corrupt.   cynical.   cruel.    depressed.    deranged.    egotistical.    envious.    insecure.    insensitive.    lustful.    delinquent.   guilt  complex.    reclusive.   reckless.  nervous.   oversensitive.

                                                       ♔    STRENGTHS. honest.    trustworthy.    thoughtful.    caring.    brave.    patient.   selfless.   ambitious.   tolerant.    lucky.  intelligent.    confident.    focused.  humble.   generous.    merciful.   observant.   wise.    clever.   charming.    cheerful.    optimistic.    decisive.    adaptive.    calm.   protective.    proud.    diligent.   considerate.    compassionate.   good  sportsmanship.   friendly.    empathetic.    passionate.    reliable.   resourceful.   sensible.    sincere.   witty.    funny.                                                🖌    SKILLS  &  HOBBIES. art.   acting.    astronomy.    animals.   archery.   sports.    beach  combing.    belly  dancing.    bird  watching.   blacksmithing.    boating.    calligraphy.   camping.   candle making.    casino  gambling.    ceramics.    racing.    chess.   music.    cooking.    crochet.   weaving.    exercise.    sword.   fishing.    gardening.    ghost  hunting.    ice  skating.    magic.   engineering.    building.    inventing.    leather  working.   martial  arts.    meditation.    origami.   parkour.  people  watching.   swimming.    puppetry.    pyrotechnics.    quilting.    reading.   collecting.    shopping.     socializing.    storytelling.    writing.   traveling.    exotic  dancing.   minor  /  major  potion  tricks  and  trinkets.

[abyssalcall]

Monchichi says “Plot with Soda, my cuteness compels you”

[abyssalcall]

[abyssalcall]

ι’м noт goιng вacĸ вecaυѕe eιтнer way ι won’т нave anyтнιng

[abyssalcall]

specthrum‌:

The sudden outburst is so urgent, so unexpected, that Mikumo relinquishes his hold immediately; taking a step back.

That had been genuine fear in Izuku’s eyes just then. Deeper even then what welled green eyes up with tears whenever Bakugo decided to make their lives even more of a hell than it was already.

Afraid of him? Had he ever hurt Izuku?

Mikumo opens his mouth to speak his indignation when his brother continues. And like it so often goes, he feels the wind being stolen from his sails; any anger ebbing away. It’s impossible to be any sort of real kind of pissed at Izuku. He was so genuinely good. Soft hearted and fragile.

He swallows hard and crosses his arms, as if to physically shield himself from the steadily building guilt. No, not this time. He’s not going to back down this time. There’s something going on here.

“That’s not true ‘zuku.” Voice quiet, but firm. “Even if you believe it,”

Izuku was the one who was more suited to be a hero. There was more that mattered in this world than strength. It was so much harder to stay kind. Something Mikumo himself hadn’t quite managed to do.

“What do you mean by ‘this’? Please, just tell me. Don’t you trust me?”

Izuku’s hands clamp down into fists against the tops of his thighs, his wide eyes narrowing down into almost hateful slivers of green. Mikumo was always like this, saying things that weren’t even true in an effort to make him ‘feel better’. It would have worked if the facts weren’t so glaringly obvious.

“Then tell me- What is it that I can do, what ability do I have that you know about that I don’t? Because without my Quirk, I’m nothing! I can’t make my own gear like you can, do you even think I would have gotten into U.A. if it weren’t for my Quirk? Maybe if the exam challenge had been... I dunno, crying, then yeah- Sure! I could do that in my sleep!”

His voice is cracking and it’s followed by an almost hysterical, incredibly bitter sounding laugh. He doesn’t want to be doing this, he doesn’t want to hurt Mikumo’s feelings just because he hates himself this much, but every ounce of meaningless praise directed at his pitiful, weak self might as well have been rocks or knives gouging into his heart.

“I know you’re just trying to protect me or make me feel better, but you still don’t understand... You don’t know what it feels like being useless your whole life.”