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Every time someone mentions H.G. Wells I have to readjust to his pronouns because I accidentally internalised the canon of a 00s Syfy show where he's secretly a woman.
He doesn't come up often enough that it stops happening, and I fear one day I'll need to discuss him and slip up.
I'll pull my classic did you know move but it'll be "facts" from a long dead TV show about cursed objects.
I just want to point out the core of what the diffuser did in this conversation
They recognized that the mother was also expressing a vulnerable truth about herself - that she felt like a bad mother because her child was expressing gender feelings she wasn’t equipped to help with - and met her where she was, a concerned parent with limited information - to point her where she should be heading, research and resources.
Im going to make more of an effort to stop reflexively pushing people away when they express biases and make more of an effort to hear the underlying fears when i can
person trying to get out of a timeloop but they keep getting brutally murdered by the other person stuck in the timeloop, who is having the most amazing vacation of their life and refuses to leave
i’m trying to find some love for wriiting again so please send me some prompts if you want! i want to start writing again and finish my damn ravenclaw!draco fic but i. can’t. get. excited. about. writing. thanks in advance y’all~
ALSO AVAILABLE ON AO3 // THANK YOU ALEXIS FOR THE DIALOGUE PROMPT
“Is that my sweater?”
Draco froze, a blush spreading across his cheeks. He could feel his face getting hot as he turned around to face Potter. He caught Potter staring at his chest and his breath caught. He spent a moment taking in the view of the man before him, and then cleared his throat and brought Potter’s attention away from the shirt and up to his face.
“Of course not. I wouldn’t sully myself with your clothing.”
Potter raised his eyebrow and it shot up under his messy hair. He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned against the door frame.
“Oh really? Malfoy. It’s got the stain on it from the tea I spilled two days ago.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I must have spilled something on it during lunch.”
He pulled out his wand and pointed it at the spot and whispered a Scourgify under his breath.
“See? Never happened. And your sweater never would have held up against my magic, it’s far too inferior.” He smirked up at Potter, daring him to question his story.
Potter laughed and shook his head.
“Whatever, Malfoy. Just don’t keep it forever.”
He turned and left the office, and Draco could hear him saying something about it not even being that cold under his breath.
///
“Malfoy, I really need my sweater back. Hermione signed us up to go to this Ministry Ball and it’s kind of the nicest shirt I own.”
Malfoy scoffed, not looking up from the papers on his desk.
“That sweater can’t be the nicest thing you own. It’s dreadful. And I don’t have it. You must have misplaced it.”
Harry closed his eyes and rested his head in his hands. It had been weeks since his sweater disappeared and he’d seen Malfoy wear it several times. This was maddening.
“Bollocks, Malfoy. I know you have it. I don’t believe you for a second. You were the only one with access to the office when it vanished.”
Malfoy finally met Harry’s eyes.
“And what would I want with your sweater?”
“I don’t know, Malfoy. Maybe you cuddle with it at night. How am I supposed to know?”
Malfoy’s mouth set in a line as he broke eye contact, his eyes darting around the room.
Harry watched Malfoy’s cheeks turn pink, just like every time he brought up his sweater. He fought the smile playing at his lips as he watched how flustered Malfoy got. He couldn’t stop himself from imagining how flustered he could make Malfoy, how he wanted to be the one to be the one to bring the blush to his face, to , He shook his head.
“Listen, I don’t care why you have it. I just need it back.”
Malfoy opened his mouth to protest, but no words came out. He looked back down at his paperwork.
“Maybe a house elf threw it out thinking it was rubbish. You probably left it somewhere else in the building, I don’t know why you’re accusing me.”
Harry rolled his eyes and got up from his desk, muttering about how much of a pain in the arse Malfoy was as he left the room.
///
Draco stood in front of his closet, staring at the soft green sweater hanging there. Fine, he had stolen it from Potter. At the time, it was just to get the office tidied up. He was so tired of the perfect Harry Potter leaving their shared office a mess and expecting no consequences.
And yet, he couldn’t bring himself to give it back.
The first night he brought it home, he had found himself holding it to his face, inhaling deeply the strong, musky scent of Potter. He could almost pretend that Potter had been here, that he’d shared Draco’s space.
But that would never happen.
They may be getting along alright now, but he would never be forgiven for the things he did during the war. Before the war. To Potter. To his friends. To innocent people.
Draco wasn’t proud of who he had been, and he had been working hard to be a better person, but his Dark Mark was a reminder that he would never be able to escape his past. And Harry would never be able to see past that.
And he shouldn’t.
///
Harry sighed. Hermione had taken him out to get a new outfit for the Ball, and all he could think about was how Malfoy was still holding his sweater hostage. He pictured Malfoy wearing it at his flat, curled up with a book, a cup of tea by his side. He took a shaky breath in. This wasn’t helpful. He had to stop pining over Malfoy. It wasn’t healthy.
“Harry, come try this on.”
Harry rolled his eyes. How many outfits was Hermione going to force him into?
“I don’t understand why he won’t just give me the damn sweater back. I shouldn’t even be having to do this.” He muttered and Hermione patted his shoulder.
“You needed some new clothes, anyway. Just let him keep it.”
“But why?” Harry sighed again. “It doesn’t make any sense. He spent years tormenting me and suddenly he wants to snuggle up in my clothes? Is he trying to torture me or something? I don’t trust him.”
Now it was Hermione’s turn to sigh. She turned to face Harry and put her hand on her hip.
“First of all, that’s a lie. You trust him with your life or you wouldn’t go on those missions with him. Secondly, that’s not who he is anymore. You know it and I know it. Hell, even Ron knows it. And thirdly, that’s the fifth time you’ve brought up that sweater today. Maybe you’ve got something you need to work through?”
She raised her eyebrows at him, staring him down. Harry blushed and looked at his feet.
“Now. Try this on. We need to find something that fits.”
///
“Listen. You can keep my sweater. Hermione replaced it. So.”
Draco stopped walking and looked over at Harry.
“Really? Now is when you want to bring this up? We’re about to enter a house where there’s been reports of some really dark magic happening and NOW you wanna bring up the sweater?”
“Well, Hermione said I needed to work through some things and that’s what I’ve been doing. And just now I’ve come to the conclusion that you can keep it.”
Draco ran his hand through his hair, avoiding eye contact with Harry.
“So. Now we can go in and take care of this. Right, Malfoy?”
Draco nodded, and turned back to the house, pulling out his wand. He cast a quick Muffliato, and they slowly approached the front door, Harry close behind Draco. When they reached the porch, Harry did a quick scan for traps, and not finding any, Draco whispered an Alohomora and quietly opened the door.
Draco was the first into the house. And then suddenly there was darkness.
///
Harry watched Malfoy cross the threshold and immediately start to crumple to the floor. This wasn’t right. This couldn’t be happening. He had checked for hidden hexes, he couldn’t detect any. He never missed them. Had he been too distracted? Maybe bringing up the sweater had been a bad idea, because it had brought that image back to his mind, of Draco wearing it at home. He let out a strangled cry as he watched Draco hit the ground, and sent off a Patronus for back up.
“Draco!!”
No response.
He just lay there on the ground, completely still.
He couldn’t be dead. He couldn’t. This was all Harry’s fault and all of a sudden he couldn’t get enough air. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t move.
And then suddenly he was standing on the porch, just outside of the door frame. He didn’t remember moving. He scanned again for any kind of wards or spells. Nothing.
So either Draco entering the house used up any spells, or they were undetectable.
Harry took a deep breath and took a step inside the house.
///
Draco awoke in a strange bed, Harry asleep in a chair by his side.
He blinked several times and tried to sit up. Looking around the room he recognized it as an intensive care unit at Saint Mungo’s. What had happened? How did he get here?
He remembered being on a mission and talking about that stupid sweater and then…
He looked over at Harry, he was leaned over the hospital bed, his face buried in the crook of his arm. Draco shifted a bit and noticed his hand was warm. He looked down and Harry had it in a tight grip, even in his sleep.
Draco cleared his throat loudly, and Harry shot up in his seat.
“Draco? Merlin, you’ve been out for days. They couldn’t figure out what spell had hit you! We thought you were never going to wake up, I-”
He stopped as Draco glanced down, squeezing his hand.
“Oh.” Harry pulled his own hand away and into his lap, his face turning red. “I just. Um.”
Draco couldn’t fight the grin from spreading across his face.
((this isn’t done, and i will be making a new post when i am finished with the whole updated fic, but i wanted to post something new so enjoy this tiny bit))
“Is that my sweater?”
Draco froze, a blush spreading across his cheeks. He could feel his face getting hot as he turned around to face Potter.
“Of course not. I wouldn’t sully myself with your clothing.”
Potter raised his eyebrow and it shot up under his messy hair. He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned against the door frame.
“Oh really? Malfoy. It’s got the stain on it from the tea I spilled two days ago.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I must have spilled something on it during lunch.”
He pulled out his wand and pointed it at the spot and whispered a Scourgify under his breath.
“See? Never happened. And your sweater never would have held up against my magic, it’s far too inferior.” He smirked up at Potter, daring him to question his story.
Potter grinned and shook his head. Shrugging his shoulders, he turned and left the office.
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Narcissa cradled the head of her baby boy as she gently bounced him up and down, threading her fingers through his fine blonde hair. His face was relaxed, mouth slightly opened as he drooled on her shoulder, snoring quietly. Narcissa hummed softly. Her life changed when she had Draco. She had never loved anyone as much as she loved this beautiful, sweet, perfect boy.
///
It was six in the morning on a chilly April day when Narcissa was awoken by a small hand on her cheek. She opened her eyes sleepily and smiled when she realised it was Draco, his mouth open wide, his giggles filling the room. She tucked a lock of hair behind his ear. He reached up for her hand, gripping it tightly with both of his own. Narcissa squeezed back, tugging him closer, pulling him into the bed. It had only been three years, and Draco had taken over her whole heart. Draco snuggled up to her, burying his head in the crook of her neck, and they both drifted back to sleep. This was everything she could had ever hoped for.
///
Draco’s eighth birthday started with dozens of owls dropping parcels off at the Manor. His eyes lit up when he opened one up and it was his very own broom. He shook with his excitement, bouncing up and down as he begged to fly it. And how could Narcissa say no to that face? She took his hand and led him outside, reminding him to only try to fly low and stay close. He nodded and took off with ease, his broom listening to him from the start. Narcissa watched with a grin on her face as Draco flew in small circles, his head thrown back with laughter.
///
When his Hogwarts letter came, Draco ran first to his mother. His quick footsteps echoed off the walls of the Manor, his laughter like music to Narcissa’s ears. He had been waiting impatiently for weeks, ending each day with a frown on his face and complaints on his tongue. Why hadn’t Dumbledore sent him his letter yet? He was magic after all. When he turned the corner and ran into Narcissa at full speed, she scooped him up into her arms and twirled him around, kissing the side of his face. Draco couldn’t stop chattering, the excitement bubbling up in him and spilling over. Narcissa just smiled and listened, unable to get a word in.
///
Narcissa got a letter from Draco in December of his second year. All he did was complain about how stupid Harry Potter was, and how everyone thought he was perfect, but he wasn’t. Apparently their duel hadn’t gone well, and Draco was taking it badly. This wasn’t the first letter Narcissa had gotten like this. She chuckled to herself as she piled it on top of the others, all complaining about Harry Potter. How he wouldn’t be Draco’s friend, but he was friends with everyone else. How Dumbledore had given him house points for breaking rules, and those points cost Slytherin the House Cup. How he flew a car to Hogwarts and nobody seemed to care. Narcissa wondered if she’d ever stop hearing about what Harry Potter was doing at school.
///
Narcissa stood outside the closed door, trying to swallow her sobs as she heard Draco screaming. This wasn’t fair. This wasn’t her son’s war. He shouldn’t be punished because her husband had failed. The screaming got worse and Narcissa turned away, holding herself up with the wall as she tried to escape. She couldn’t do anything. She couldn’t help her baby boy. She couldn’t listen anymore. She choked on her tears as she collapsed on the stairs, screaming to try and block out the sound of Draco’s cries. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. He was supposed to have a better life. This wasn’t fair. This wasn’t fair.
///
Narcissa walked slowly towards the body in the dirt in front of her. The Dark Lord at her back sent chills down her spine. As she crouched down to check that he was dead, she noticed a slight movement. She leaned down, her heart racing, as she whispered in Harry Potter’s ear, asking about her son. Her heart burst when she found out he was alive, he was still in the castle. She let out a shaky breath, tears stinging her eyes, as she stood and turned, pronouncing him dead. She would get her son back, Harry Potter would save the day, because by some miracle he still fighting, and her precious Draco wouldn’t have to live this life anymore.
///
Narcissa and Draco sat at the dining room table, their meals untouched in front of them as Draco stumbled over his words, unsure how to get them out. His mother reached out and grabbed his hand, urging him to relax. He held back tightly and forced out how he and Harry had been seeing each other. It was Harry, now, and he would really like it if his mother respected it, and it just happened and… Narcissa stood up and Draco stopped talking, his hands making his way to his lap, twisting together there, his eyes boring into the food in front of him. It was silent for a moment, before Narcissa made her way around the table, wrapping Draco in a tight hug and kissing him on the top of his head. All she could think about was how Draco could finally be happy again.
@ferret-face STACY OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!! THANK YOU!!!! it’s adorable and gives me feels from our Narcissa headcanons! 😭 this is so great!! i knew you have nothinggg to worry about ❤️
hi sorry if anyone is waiting for posts (more of the ravenclaw!draco fic, etc) i’ve just moved back to the states three weeks ago and i started working again like two weeks ago and have been really busy all the time. i’m trying to get stuff written, i swear lol.
Drarry Prompt: (8th year) Where Draco ends up holding Harry's hand every time he is scared. This comes as a surprise to both of them.
Harry gaped at Malfoy, their fingers laced together. Malfoy was staring blankly ahead, his mouth twisted in a frown. Harry was too in shock to say anything. Too confused to move. The had been in Potions, somehow paired up together again, working on their Draught of Living death, when out of nowhere, his hand had flown to Harry’s, gripping it tightly. Harry had been mid-sentence, explaining how they could have used this potion during the war. He found himself unable to finish, his thoughts lost completely. He couldn’t focus with the warmth of Malfoy’s hand in his own. Harry could feel the other boy’s heartbeat, pulsing quickly between his fingers. He swallowed.
“…Malfoy?”
///
Draco shook his head roughly, as if trying to expel the memories from his head. His eyes focused around him and he realised he was sitting in the Potions classroom.
“Malfoy…”
He turned his head, a sneer forming on his face.
“What, Potter? Can’t figure out a simple potion? The instructions are right in front of you.”
Potter looked like he was trying to hold back a laugh, as he raised their joined hands. Draco spluttered, a soft blush forming on his face. He ripped his hand away like it was on fire.
“Taking advantage of me? Just wait..” He trailed off. “Nevermind.”
Neither of them spoke the rest of the class,
///
It wasn’t until a Defense Against the Dark Arts class a couple of weeks later that it happened again.
They had been standing next to each other in the semi-circle, waiting for the Boggart to approach. Everyone already knew how to cast a Patronus, but their new Professor had decided it was worth going over again. Draco glanced over at Potter and caught himself staring. He frowned. Draco didn’t know how they kept getting stuck working together. Some inter-house unity bollocks. McGonnagall had decided that after the war, the students who returned needed to get along better and be more accepting of each other. Some Hufflepuff nonsense, as far as Draco was concerned.
Suddenly, it was his turn to face off with the Boggart. He gasped as it shifted and morphed in front of him, and all of a sudden Potter was standing before him, a cruel smile twisting his face. He reached for Potter’s hand, gripping it tightly.
///
Harry couldn’t move, save for his eyes darting back and forth between Malfoy and the imposter standing in front of him. He vaguely registered that Malfoy was clutching his hand tightly, but he couldn’t focus on that. Why was he Malfoy’s boggart? And then the Boggart Harry started talking.
“I can’t believe I saved you. I should have let you die in that fire. Should have let you die on that bathroom floor. Should have finished the job then.”
Harry noticed Malfoy start shaking, and then realised his own was shaking. He looked down and saw they were holding hands again. When did that happen? He tried to let go, but Malfoy was holding on so tightly he didn’t stand a chance.
“You weren’t worth saving! You just went right back to join Voldemort, then slinked away with your family, your tails between your legs. What good have you done since?”
Harry shook his head and stepped forward, catching the attention of the Boggart, as it changed again, this time into a Dementor. Harry sighed, shaking his head. Of course it was still the same, he still couldn’t get over that fear. The fear of fear itself, as Lupin had said.
“RIDDIKULUS”
The room was silent as the Boggart moved on, and Harry tugged on his hand that was joined with Malfoy’s.
“You know, I don’t regret saving you, right?” He said quietly.
Malfoy finally met his eyes and shook his head slowly, after some time dropping his hand to his side.
///
One week later, walking with Potter and Pansy in between classes, Draco was pushed against a wall. He turned around to face his attacker and it was some Hufflepuff Eighth Year. He didn’t know his name, but he knew his face. They shared most of their classes together. He didn’t even have time to reach for his wand before the larger boy had his out and pressed against his chest.
“You know, nobody would mind if I just hexed you right here. You shouldn’t have come back. No one wants you here.”
Draco closed his eyes and flinched, not able to defend himself, preparing for the worst.
///
Justin Finch-Fletchly? When had he developed such a mean streak? Harry started to protest, stepping closer to Malfoy, his hand reaching for his wand, when suddenly it was full of something. He looked down. Malfoy had grabbed his hand. Again. He couldn’t help the smile that started to form on his face, before he brought his attention back to Justin.
“You and I both know what will happen if you do that, and I don’t think you want to fight me.” He started, magic flaring in his veins. Justin’s eyes went wide, and he stepped back, shaking his head. “Whatever, Harry. He’s not worth it, anyway.”
As Justin walked off, Pansy turned to Malfoy.
“I can’t believe you were just going to take it, You didn’t deserve that! Everyone knows the position you were put in, they basically put your entire trial in the Prophet!” She sighed. “Come on, Draco. Let’s go to class.”
As they turned to walk away, Malfoy tugged Harry along. Either he didn’t realise he was still holding on, or he didn’t want to let go. Harry didn’t mind either way.
///
Eighth years from every house sat huddled together in their shared common room. It was Halloween and somehow Pansy had convinced Draco to participate in the movie night they were having. Some Gryffindor had brought a muggle movie in and Granger had figured out how to make it work without a… television? Whatever that was.
He somehow found himself on the couch, sitting next to Potter, Weasley on his other side. It didn’t bother him as much as he expected.
///
Harry could feel the heat of Malfoy’s body, his leg pressing against his, but for some reason he didn’t want to move it away. Seamus had brought in Nightmare on Elm street. Harry had heard his cousin talking about it with his friends once, but he had never been able to see it. Thank Merlin Hermione was clever and fixed it so everyone could watch.
He looked over at Malfoy, He had started growing out his hair more, it hung loosely around his face, kissing his cheeks. Harry blushed. He did not think of Malfoy and kissing in the same sentence. He didn’t.
He couldn’t focus the entire movie. He knew there was something going on with this guy going into dreams, but his thoughts kept drifting back to Malfoy. He was so present next to him, he couldn’t stop thinking of their thighs pressing together, their feet resting against each other. He was so preoccupied, he almost didn’t notice when Malfoy’s hand found his, gripping it tightly. He was too busy watching Malfoy’s face, watching his eyebrows shoot into his hair in shock. He swallowed and turned to face the movie, unconsciously stroking the other boy’s hand with his thumb.
///
“Um.. Malfoy?” Harry finally got his attention, after standing nearby for a few minutes, unsure what to say.
“Yes, Potter? Here to harass me?” He looked up from his book and raised his eyebrow at Harry.
“What’s going on? I mean, with the hand holding? Hermione is making me talk to you. I told her to mind her own business, but then Ron and Neville ganged up on me, too. Um.”
Malfoy scoffed.
“I’m sure I have no idea what you’re talking about. I think you should go.”
“I… don’t mind.” Harry struggled to get out. “The hand holding, I mean. I just don’t understand. You hate me.”
Malfoy just stared at him. Harry stood there for a moment before he cleared his throat and nodded sharply.
“Right, then. Right. Okay.”
He turned and rushed out of the library.
///
Draco caught up to Potter near the Great Hall.
“Wait!” He called out, coming to a stop a few feet behind him. “I… I don’t know. The hand thing. It just happened. And then again.”
Harry turned and frowned.
“So, what?”
“I mean, I don’t hate you.” Draco forced out. “I don’t think I ever did, not really. I think I was just angry. And jealous. And, well. I don’t think Pansy understands. What I had to go through. What you went through.”
Harry tilted his head to one side. Draco thought he looked like a confused puppy, and shoved down the thought that it was slightly adorable.
“But, why?”
Draco sighed.
“I’m not sure. That potions class. It’s like I was back in the war. You were talking about it and then I was there. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. And Defense? That boggart-” Draco clenched his jaw and looked away.
Harry stepped closer.
“It’s okay, you know. To be scared?”
Draco frowned.
“I’m not! Why would I be scared, Potter?”
“Draco…”
His head snapped up at Harry’s use of his name.
Harry held out his hand and Draco took it, a slow grin forming on his face. Together, they walked into the Great Hall.
It’s the bitch of living as someone you can’t stand
Draco rolled over in bed and winced. His arm was so sore, throbbing in pain, in time with his heartbeat. It was that evening that the Dark Lord had branded him, marked him made him his own. What could he do but agree? His family and his life were at risk. But now, laying in the dark, the severity of his action suffocated him. What was he supposed to do, know? Kill Dumbledore? Is that really what he was asked to do? Being part of the Inquisitorial Squad, catching Potter and his lackeys... That was one thing. This was something else entirely. This was someone’s life. Sure, he was an old coot, but he didn’t deserve it any more than his family did. He couldn’t do it, he couldn’t! But he had to. He didn’t have a choice. He had to kill Dumbledore. He had to let the Death Eaters into Hogwarts. He had to.
He swallowed and groaned, staring at the Dark Mark. He never wanted this life. Spoiled? Sure. Arrogant? Some might say. But a murderer? He never wanted this. It wasn’t fair. Why was he being forced to fight in this war he didn’t want to be a part of? But if he didn’t...
He tried not to cry, but the tears came anyway. He tried to imagine himself in a different life, somewhere where he could be happy. His mum, his father, him. All he wanted was to be happy. He didn’t want to be this person. And yet, here he was, being forced to carry out some madman’s crazy demands.
He wiped his face with the back of his hand, trying to dry it, but only leaving wet streaks behind. He never thought it would come to this. He knew his father had some strong beliefs about Mudbloods and Muggles, but he never expected this. He never thought he would be dragged into it.
He scratched at his arm, making his breath catch in his throat. He wanted the Mark gone. Not only did it hurt, but it was hideous. His skin was red and swollen, and that ugly snake made him wish he wasn’t in Slytherin.
Draco reached over to his nightstand and pulled out a vial of Dreamless Sleep. He had started brewing it when You-Know-Who had taken up residence in the Manor. He pulled out the stopper, and downed the whole bottle in one go. Stuffing his hand under his pillow, he tried not to think about it, tried not to think about what he was going to have to do, and hoped that sleep would overtake him soon.
Christmas break was… interesting. Draco had tried to avoid Potter, but they had ended up spending the evenings together. During the day, he would go for walks in the hallways, study in the common room, practice his potions. He didn’t need to; Severus had been coming over to the Manor since Draco was very young, teaching him all sorts of things, making sure he’d be prepared for classes. But he found some sort of solace, some sort of relaxation in sitting in the empty Potions classroom and trying to perfect his Sleeping Draught. It was a second year potion, but he wanted to get it right.
But at night. At night, he was lonely. At night, the deafening quiet of the Ravenclaw tower felt like it was closing in on him, choking him. So he took Potter up on his offer. He wrote a letter, telling him that if Potter was so lonely, then Draco could take pity on him and play some games. He would meet him in the library after dinner.
The first night he showed up, the Weasel was there. He grunted and left as soon as Draco approached the table Potter was sitting at.
“Don’t mind him.” He had said. “He stayed to keep me company. He didn’t know I offered, you know… And his dad, he’s telling him to stay away from you. He works with your dad, you know. At the ministry. And, well. He doesn’t treat Ron’s dad very well.”
Draco opened his mouth to say something about how the Weasels were the real blood traitors. Friends with Muggles and Mudbloods. One of the few Pureblood families left, and they…
But he stopped himself. Potter was looking at him with a half smile, and Draco shut his mouth and shrugged and sat down at the table. He commanded one of his pawns to move, refusing to acknowledge Potter’s words. He wouldn’t badmouth his father. They played in silence, just saying enough to move the pieces on the board.
The next day, Weasley stayed. He didn't say anything. He spent the entire time glaring at Malfoy, eyes darting back and forth between him and Potter. And Draco didn't say anything, other than commands to his chess pieces. But Potter talked. Potter asked about what he was doing during the day. Draco shrugged. He asked about Draco’s family. Draco just glared and played his next turn.
It was three days later that Draco came into the library, and Weasley nodded at him. It wasn't much, but it was something. He nodded, and then he left, and then it was just him and Potter. Him and Potter, and Potter acting nice. Why?
Christmas morning, Draco woke up alone. He didn't get any parcels from his mother or father. He wasn't expecting any, but it still hurt. He found himself sitting by the lake, throwing stones in, when Potter approached him.
"Malfoy? What are you doing down here?" He looked confused.
"What, do you have a monopoly on this tree? Am I not allowed to be here?" Draco sneered, tears stinging at his eyes. This wasn't fair, couldn't he have anything?
“No. I just. Well, I’ve been coming here most days. Gotta have some breaks from Ron, or he’ll drive me mad. He’s great but..” he trailed off. “Anyway. Since you’re here. I was going to wait. Until tonight. But um… I have something for you. It’s not much, but... I figured your family wouldn’t. You know. Don’t worry, mine didn’t send anything either. Ron’s Mum knitted me this sweater, though. I think she wanted me to not feel alone. Um. Anyway. Here.”
He pulled something out of his pocket and handed it to Draco. It fit neatly in the palm of his hand.
“It reminded me of you? I guess. I don’t know. I just wanted you to have something for Christmas, I never got anything for Christmas before, and I know what it’s like.”
Draco looked closer. It was a rock. Just a rock. But it was smooth and grey with blue speckles on it, and felt nice in his hand.
“I thought, I don’t know. I just thought it was nice.”
Draco fought the smile playing at his lips. This was Potter. They weren’t friends, they couldn’t be friends. His father was already ignoring him, what would happen if he heard that he was friends with the boy who was the downfall of the Dark Lord? Maybe he had been too nice, playing with him every night. Maybe he had given him the wrong idea.
But that didn’t stop him from returning to the library that night.
It was New Year’s Eve that Potter approached him, excitedly explaining that Ron had gotten some fireworks from his older brothers, that the two of them were going out to the quidditch pitch to set him off, that Draco should come.
This time, he didn’t fight the grin forming on his face.
* * * * *
Once school started again, he didn’t see Potter or Weasley as much. He passed them in the hallways, and shared a few classes together, but it was nothing like over break. They spoke occasionally, when they all ended up in the library together, Granger joining in on the conversation. But other than that, it was almost like it never happened.
Except Draco started to carry his rock in his pocket.
When Draco first met with Pansy and Blaise after the holidays, they told him they had gone over to the Manor for Christmas, just like they did every year. Draco had squeezed his eyes shut as hard as he could, to keep the tears from spilling out. He found himself holding onto the rock like a lifeline. He kept them closed for a moment, trying to catch his breath. When he opened them again, he saw Blaise and Pansy watching him, concerned frowns on their faces.
“You know what. It’s fine.” Draco started, trying to hide the shaking in his voice. “It’s not like I expected any different. You know my father. Besides, I got to work on my Potions without any distractions. I think I’ve finally got that Sleeping Draught down.”
Pansy sighed, reaching out her hand. “I know it’s hard, with your father, but your mum… I don’t think she was happy about it.”
“Thanks, but I’m fine, honestly. I’ve just got to go get some studying done. Big test in Charms, tomorrow.” And with that, Draco got up and walked out the door, leaving Pansy and Blaise to be harassed by Myrtle. It was never brought up again.
It was a cold day in February when Draco found himself cornered in the hallway by Marcus Flint, a Slytherin sixth year.
“If it isn’t the little Muggle lover. I mean, why else would the hat put you in Ravenclaw? You sure aren’t smart enough. Didn’t even get invited home for Christmas. Your precious daddy can’t even stand to be around you. Blood traitor.”
Draco’s eyes darted around, looking for the closest Professor, another student, anything. Nothing. He closed his eyes, and waited for the spell to come. He was used to it by now; the first and second year Slytherins liked to throw stinging hexes at him in between classes. But it never came, because all of a sudden, Harry bloody Potter came around the corner, his Gryffindors in tow, and started shouting.
“Hey! Leave him alone! You too scared to pick on someone your own size!?”
Draco couldn’t believe it. Not again. As if it wasn’t bad enough, now he had an audience to watch him be mocked and stupid saint Potter just happened to be their leader.
Marcus turned around to face Potter, and when he realised there was a crowd of first years behind him, he rolled his eyes.
“Whatever, Malfoy. You aren’t even worth my time.” He huffed and walked away.
“What the hell, I don’t need your help, Potter!” Draco spat out. This was humiliating. “Just sod off and leave me alone!” He turned to storm off, and found himself being held back. Potter had a death grip on the back of his robe.
“Malfoy, you were going to get hexed! Flint isn’t a good guy, he knocked me off my broom during our last match, didn’t you see?”
Draco turned as best as he could and took a swing at Potter. He missed his face, but his fist glanced off Potter’s shoulder.
“I’m not a damsel in distress! I don’t need you!” He shouted, going red in the face. “I’m fine!”
Potter let go of his robes, and immediately shoved Draco.
“Why are you being such a git!?” He stepped back, trying to make sure he was out of range of Draco’s flailing arms. “Don’t be so sensitive! Just because you weren’t sorted into the house you wanted and your father doesn’t want you around, doesn’t mean you have to take it out on everyone else! Lots of us deal with crappy families all the time!”
Draco froze.
Potter blushed. “Wait. I’m sorry. I didn’t-”
Draco saw red. He lunged at Potter and knocked him to the ground.
“Who do you think you are? You don’t even know me!” Draco pulled back to punch him, his blow landing square in the center of his face.
“Malfoy, stop it, I didn’t-” Another punch, this one hitting his chin. Draco sat up, keeping Potter pinned beneath him.
“You and your bloody-” he was cut off by someone lifting him up. “What are you doing, let me go!” He squirmed, trying to free himself.
“Mister Malfoy. Mister Potter. Detention, both of you.” The voice of his godfather filled his ears, and he was just about to protest when the other boy beat him to it.
“Professor Snape, I didn’t do anything, I was trying to help him!” His hand reached up to check his nose for blood.
“Both of you were fighting. Both of you get detention. That’s final. And ten points from each of your houses.”
He put Draco back on the ground and left him alone with the group of Gryffindors.
“Sorry mate, I had to get someone,” Weasley started. “I couldn’t just let that tosser beat you to a pulp.”
Potter picked himself up off the ground, dusted himself off and took a deep breath.
“It’s fine. We should get to dinner.”
He didn’t look at Draco as he walked off with his friends, leaving him standing alone in the hallway, fingering the rock in his pocket.
* * * * *
They were told to meet at Hagrid’s hut at dusk the next day, that there was a special detention in store for them. When Draco finally made his way down there, Hagrid and Potter were both waiting expectantly, the half giant’s huge dog by their side.
“We been waitin’ fer yeh, Malfoy. I already told Harry, here, but we’re lookin’ for a unicorn. Found some blood, so I know one has to be hurt real bad in there. Or worse. There’s lotsa ground to cover, so we’ll split up, I’ll go on my own and you two can have Fang to keep yeh safe.”
“Is that even allowed? It can’t be safe in there, there’s a reason they call it the Forbidden Forest.” Draco scoffed. “And what is that mutt going to do, slobber on whatever is in there?”
“Dumbledore said I could take yeh in, so that’s what it’s gonna be. Unless you want a letter home to yer parents?”
Draco swallowed and shook his head. It was bad enough, already. No, he’d do this stupid detention, get it over with, and then stay away from Potter and all his trouble. He’d keep his head down and hope that his father was ready to see him by summer vacation.
“Right, then. Well, off with yeh. Just make sure Fang stays with yeh, and shout if there’s any trouble.” He turned and lumbered off into the forest, disappearing into the trees.
“Listen, Malfoy… I’m-”
“Save your breath, Potter. I don’t want to hear it. Let’s just get this bloody detention over with and just stay away from me.”
He took off towards the tree line.
“Wait- Malfoy! Come on, I just wanted to say I was sorry.”
“I said I don’t want to hear it.” he shouted behind him, as he hit the forest, immediately feeling overwhelmed by the darkness. His hand found his way to his pocket, toying with the rock in his pocket. It didn’t mean anything, it was just something to do. To busy his mind, distract him from what was going on.
Potter finally caught up to him, Fang trailing behind.
“Listen, Malfoy-”
Draco held up his hand to quiet him.
“Just shush. We’ll find this unicorn, and be on with our lives.”
It was Potter who knocked Draco over this time. He was easily able to overpower him and pin him underneath him, because Draco was completely taken by surprise.
“What are you-”
“Just listen!” Potter shouted. “I’m sorry about what I said, but... I really have just been trying to help. I see you have no friends, not really. I know some of the other Ravenclaws are… civil with you, but who do you have other than that? None of the Slytherins, that’s for sure. I’m just. Trying to be your friend. I guess. I know how lonely it is to not have friends.”
He paused, and moved off of Draco, sitting on the cold ground.
“It’s just. I know I didn’t want to be your friend before, but. Well, you have to remember what you said to me at the robe shop. And how you talked about Ron, my very first friend. I see you’re better now- I mean you definitely could use some work. You’re a git, and stubborn, and you really wear far too much gel in your hair… But. I guess you’re okay, sometimes. And even though you’re a complete arse the rest of the time, I don’t think you deserve how people have been treating you.”
Draco just lay on his back and stared at Potter. He could feel his back getting damp, the wet earth seeping through his robes, but he couldn’t bring himself to move. What was he saying? He wanted to be friends? He opened his mouth and closed it twice before he found the words to say.
“My father wouldn’t like that, Potter.” he said softly.
“Sod your father. Do what you want to do. He’s a bigger git than you are, if that’s possible.”
Draco sat up slowly and shook his head.
“I don’t… know what I want.”
Harry shrugged, standing up, brushing the dirt off his robes.
“That’s fine then. Right. We’ve got a unicorn to find.”
He held out a hand for Draco, and Draco stared at it for a moment before he grabbed it and used it to help stand himself up.
“Right. The unicorn.”
They made their way deeper into the forest, the trees getting thicker the farther they went, until they came to a small clearing. There, on the grass, was a unicorn, surrounded by a pool of it’s own blood, shimmering silver in the moonlight. Draco stopped, holding his hand out to grab Potter’s robes, to keep him from getting any closer. Something was starting to nag at him, there was something about unicorn blood that he remembered hearing his father talk about, whispered behind closed doors. What was it?
“What do we do?” Potter whispered.
It was then that a hooded figure approached the unicorn, sending chills throughout Draco’s body. He noticed Potter’s hand shoot up to his scar, his face twisting in a grimace. This was wrong. Something was wrong.
He couldn’t fight the scream bubbling in his throat, as he grabbed Potter’s hand and ran. He ran and ran, tugging the other boy behind him, hoping that Fang was keeping up. Hoping that Hagrid heard him, and by some miracle, could find the two of them in the dense forest.
Me and @ferret-face did a sprint for 500 words. She wrote for Draco and I wrote for Harry. Here is my piece.
The ground felt cold and wet against his back. Harry was not sure if it was from the rain that had fallen, or blood left over from the battle but he dare not look. Noise was all around him and it made him want to cover his ears. There was people screaming and crying, jeering and laughing, and some noises that Harry could not even describe.
There was once sound above all that Harry heard the loudest. In reality, it was quiet and was impossible to hear with all of the other commotion.
“No…” was all he heard from the one person he wished would not have to witness this.
While Harry lay on the cold ground, pretending to be dead after Lord Voldemort hit him with a final killing curse, Draco Mafloy’s heart broke and Harry heard it like it was the loudest noise around him.
He wanted to run to him and tell him that it was all a lie, that it was all a diversion. But if he did that, then Voldemort would attack the onlookers right then and there in a fit of rage. Harry needed this moment of surprise and not even Draco Malfoy’s broken heart could tear him away.
Voldemort tried to silence the crowd, but his magic would not hold. Harry’s hand twitched in a mockery of him trying to reach out for Draco as he heard the telling sounds of a soft sob.
“No.. No don’t cry,” Harry thought. “I can’t keep going like this, please don’t cry.” He was glad that everyone was more focused on the threatening figure of the Dark Lord than they were of him. If anyone suspected… if anyone could see him breathing….
“Draco come here,” Lucius called. “Come with us.”
“No,” Draco called back with a certain strength that seemed strange on him, but not unwelcome. “No. I’m staying here. I’m not going back with… with him. Not after what Harry did for us.”
Again, Harry fought the urge to run to him and hold him in his arms. “You do have some Gryffindor in you after all,” He thought to himself. A small smile appeared on his face.
“Look at that. Your son the blood traitor. Why am I not surprised? Your family has been nothing but a disappointment,” Voldemort sneered at the cowering couple. Voldemort raised his wand, a fateful and familiar green curse lit up at the tip. Just as he was about to speak the words, Harry jumped up from his spot on the cold ground.
“No,” He shouted with all of the courage he could muster. “You won’t have him. Expeliarmus!”
But he was too late.
The spell had already left the tip of Voldemort’s wand and was headed straight for Draco. A scream from Draco’s mother was the only warning he had before Draco was thrown back into the rubble of the school.
“DRACO,” Harry cried, but he could not go to him. Voldemort was on him in an inst(Stopped here because i won :) )
okay so we didn’t talk about it at all before the wordsprint so it doesn’t match up at all BUT WHATEVER
As Hagrid entered the courtyard, Draco’s breath caught in his throat. That couldn’t be Harry. It couldn’t be. Why would he do such a dumb thing? That stupid, reckless, Gryffindor… Why would he go into the forest? He had to have known all that was waiting for him was death. He choked back a sob, trying to remain calm.
They were all fucked, now.
Every last one of them.
Everything he did, saving him at the Manor, the Room of Requirement. It had all been for nothing.
And Harry.
Harry was gone. He would never know how Draco felt. He would never know that after all these years, he finally realised he wanted to be something outside of his family. He wanted to do some good. And it was because of him. He never knew how to say it before. But he wanted to tell him. After this bloody war was over. This war that none of them should have been forced into. This wasn’t the lives they should have had.
He felt his legs give way beneath him, as he slumped down on the concrete step. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His heart was racing. What was he going to do, now?
Students were clamoring around him, everything was in chaos. And all he could do was sit and stare at that ugly half giant holding everything he finally let himself want in this cold, miserable world.
And it was dead.
Gone forever.
And then the Dark Lord was there, taking over his attention. Calling him over. He looked at his parents, tears in his eyes. They were all he had left. He didn’t want to go back, he wanted a new life. But.
But he somehow found his legs, and shakily walked across the courtyard, never able to pull his gaze from Harry’s broken body.
And then Neville was talking. And he couldn’t hear a word he said. He couldn’t focus. All he knew was his mothers hand in his, and Harry’s empty body, not moving, never moving again.
And then.
And then there was movement.
And then Draco could breathe again.
Because all of a sudden, Harry sprang to life. The crowd came to a roar, everyone shouting. Draco didn’t stop to think. He just acted. He screamed Potters name, running across the courtyard, feeling like he could fly, and threw his wand to his outstretched hand.
Maybe now Harry could see all the good he could do. Maybe now he could see that he could make the right choices. Maybe he stood a chance.
Laughter bubbled in his throat as Harry wielded his wand.
Maybe he could be happy.
originalobjecttheorist replied to your post “The impossible is so awesome. It's kinda like a story I'm writing but...”
Not at all. Don't worry. I don't have the monopoly on that idea
no no, i know! i just know it sucks when people have like the e x a c t same idea as you, even when it’s unintentional! just wanted to make sure i wasn’t accidentally writing the same story hahahaha
The impossible is so awesome. It's kinda like a story I'm writing but at the same time completely different. I love it.
omg thank you so much!! i was really hoping people would like it and not just me, haha. i hope it’s not too similar, i’m def not trying to copy anyone or anything!! it just came to me the other day and i can’t get the idea out of my head, i’m obsessed!!
"Hmmmm... I can see you want Slytherin, but is that really where you belong? Is that really what your heart desires? Cunning, yes. Ambition, sure... But you're also full of intelligence and wit. And though you don't have it now, I can see your potential for acceptance. Yes, Ravenclaw would be much better suited for you, much better for you in the long run. I know you won't be happy with me now, but just trust me. You'll be better off. Better be..."
"RAVENCLAW!" The sorting hat bellowed, as Draco Malfoy sat in shock beneath it. Draco Malfoy, whose entire family had been sorted into Slytherin. Draco Malfoy, whose father had spoken to him not six hours ago, who told him he needed to make his family proud. Draco Malfoy, who was now frozen in fear, all because of that one word the Sorting Hat just called out.
A silence fell over the Great Hall, and then quickly erupted into noise as students whispered to one another. A Malfoy? In Ravenclaw? He must be up to something, his family must be up to something. It didn't make sense.
Draco still sat at the front of the Great Hall. Lost. Confused. He opened his mouth to protest. Nothing came out. He normally had some sort of retort, some sort of comeback, but he could come up with nothing. He didn't think this was possible.
He rose, in a zombie-like state, and walked over to the Ravenclaw table. He noticed Harry Potter, the boy who rejected his friendship, standing in the sea of first years waiting to get sorted. He looked just as confused as Draco felt.
As he sat on the bench, he noticed the other students scooting away from him. It was fine, it was going to be okay, his father would sort this out. He held his head up high, clenching his jaw, tears stinging at his eyes. It was fine. This wasn't permanent. It would all be taken care of.
He didn't notice Harry's eyes boring into him as he was being sorted, a twisted sort of frown on his face.
* * * * *
Draco scrawled a sloppy letter to his father that night, trying to explain there must have been a mistake. Something was wrong, the hat was confused. He could sort it out right? He could fix everything?
He never got a reply.
* * * * *
Draco sat alone in the library the next day, his feet swinging, legs too short to reach the ground. He had spent the night trying to keep the tears from coming. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. He was supposed to be rooming with Vince and Greg, eating lunch with Blaise and Pansy. He had a plan, why did that stupid, ratty, old hat have to ruin everything?
He sighed, pulling out some parchment to write another letter home. Maybe his owl had gotten lost. After all, she had never had to fly from Hogwarts before! There must have been some sort of mistake, some shifts in the winds, that kept him from getting a reply from his father. He tried again, explaining that the hat must have been wrong, that it was getting too old to still be doing this sorting business. That maybe someone was playing a prank on him, or someone at the school must have a grudge against the Malfoys and had rigged the whole thing. Some mudblood trying to get back at his father through him.
He signed the letter, and eagerly rolled it up, ready to head off to the owlery. As he came running out of the door, he almost ran straight into the chest of a Slytherin fourth year.
“Watch it, Malfoy ,” He practically grunted, snatching the paper from Draco’s hand. “What’s this, a letter to your precious Daddy? Too bad you’re a traitor, he’s never going to write you back. My dad says he should just get rid of you and start over!” The boy laughed, crumpling the letter and tossing it over his shoulder as he walked away, leaving Draco alone again. This wasn’t right. This wasn’t fair. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be.
He found himself sitting in the empty hallway, ruined letter in hand, wiping the tears off his face as he sobbed quietly to himself. Everything was wrong. People were supposed to be afraid of him, of his family, not… whatever this was. He startled as he heard a group of footsteps, jumping up, trying to compose himself. Looking weak would only make things worse.
He couldn’t contain his annoyed laugh when of course it was Potter and the Weasel boy, followed closely behind by the giant mess of hair.
“Malfoy? What are you doing here? Why weren’t you at dinner?”
“I don’t belong with them. Nobody wants me there. I don’t want to be there. I’m getting it fixed, my father is going to get me in the right house.”
Stupid dumb Harry Potter rolled his eyes.
“Hermione says that the hat is never wrong. You’re still a stupid git, but maybe you have some good in you after all. Deep down. Deep deep down. Way deep.”
With that, he walked away, Hermione and Ron following behind. He made it about ten steps before he turned around.
“And you might want to start carrying some tissues with you if you’re going to cry in the middle of the hallway. You look a mess.”
* * * * *
Draco came to breakfast the next day. He sat at the Ravenclaw table with his head held high and ate his eggs. He had written two more letters to his father the night before, none of them had been answered. It was starting to look like he was going to be stuck in this stupid house. And if he was going to be stuck here, he had to be strong about it. It was bad enough he was in the house, if his father were to find out he had been crying about it… He shuddered.
Looking around the Great Hall, he noticed a few students pointing and whispering. He sighed. He’d have to get used to that, he supposed. He noticed that some of the students at the Ravenclaw table were sitting closer than the first night. They weren’t really sitting with him, but didn’t seem to be trying to avoid him as much as they were right after the sorting.
His eyes wandered over to the Slytherin table, where he saw Blaise and Pansy sitting together. He waved when he caught Pansy’s eye, a worried look on his face. She gave him a sad smile, and bumped shoulders with Blaise to get his attention, pointing at Draco across the hall. They waved back.
At least he still had them, Draco thought. The other Slytherins might have it out for him, but at least he could still count on his best friends. They’d been inseparable since they were babies, but he had been worried they would disown him as well. He really didn’t know what he would have done without them.
Just as he was pondering this, the Great Hall started to fill with owls. They swooped and dropped letters and parcels to every table. He was surprised when a heavy package dropped in front of him. He looked up just in time to see his family’s owl fly away.
He unraveled the twine that held the box together, and dug in. Pumpkin Pasties, Chocolate Frog, Cauldron Cakes… And underneath it all, a letter! He dumped the sweets out on the table, so he could read it.
My Darling Draco,
I’m so glad you got into a good house. If it couldn’t be Slytherin, at least it was Ravenclaw, not one of those other nonsense houses. Your father, on the other hand, is… upset. Better not write for a while. Give him some time to adjust. It’s hard on him, you know. I had to sneak this letter in, he didn’t even want me to send the chocolates. I convinced him, but I don’t want to push it. I’ll send you post as often as I can.
Stay strong.
Mother
Draco blinked tears away. Mother was right. At least he wasn’t in Hufflepuff or Gryffindor. At least he still had Pansy and Blaise in his corner. At least his mother still loved him, even if his father was basically choosing to ignore his existence.
He didn’t notice that Harry was watching him across the Hall.
* * * * *
The next few months passed by slowly for Draco. He didn’t speak much with anyone except for Blaise and Pansy, when he had the chance. He had found a girls’ bathroom on the first floor that nobody used. He would send notes to Blaise and Pansy telling them when to meet, so that the other Slytherins wouldn’t find out. The only downside was that it was haunted, but that just guaranteed they would never be interrupted. Nobody wanted to put up with the ghost who wouldn’t stop crying. Moaning Myrtle, they called her.
Draco learned the hard way not to call her that to her face.
He got sweets from Mother every few days or so, less often there was a letter hidden inside. They never said much except that she loved him, and to stay strong. They stopped mentioning his father.
The Ravenclaws didn’t pay him much attention. They never outright excluded him, except when it came to studying. He always ended up doing that alone, in the library. Somehow it was always when Potter and his friends were there.
Perfect Potter, who had somehow survived the Dark Lord. Perfect Potter, who had somehow made the quidditch team as a first year. Perfect Potter... Draco thought. Everyone thinks he’s so smart. Wonderful Potter. With his scar, and his broomstick.
Potter, who had shushed Ron when he questioned Draco about what he was up to.
“Just because his family is bad, doesn’t mean he is.” He had said. “You’re not who your family is. I should know.”
And with that, he had left. Nothing more, nothing less.
Except.
Except he had also stood up for Draco when he was being threatened in the hallway by a group of second year Slytherins. “Blood Traitor, Blood Traitor, Blood Traitor” they had been chanting, wands out and aimed at him.
“What, are you too stupid to know any other insults?” Harry had shouted, Ron, Hermione, and a few other Gryffindors were flanked behind him. The must have been on their way to class together. Draco cringed, how much more embarrassing could this get? “It’s not his fault you were too dumb to get into Ravenclaw!”
He had grabbed Draco’s sleeve and pulled him out of the crowd.
“C’mon, Malfoy, you git. Don't want to be late. I know your precious grades are important to you Ravenclaws.”
Draco had pulled his arm away roughly.
“I don't need your help, Potter.”
And with that he had turned on his heels and stormed off, leaving the group of Gryffindors behind him, trying to ignore the outrage of Potter’s lackeys, shouting about how he should have just left the Slytherins to hex him. Malfoy didn’t deserve his help.
He didn’t see Harry shrug them off and continue to class.
* * * * *
It was well into December, a few days before Christmas break, when it happened. He was sitting at breakfast, muttering to the closest Ravenclaw that the bacon looked overcooked, when the owls came in. And his owl dropped a red envelope.
A Howler.
The Ravenclaw table quieted and stared, as Draco picked it up. Should he run? Did he have enough time to make it to the hallway? He thought better of it, took a deep breath, and opened it gently. His father’s voice boomed across the room.
DRACO LUCIUS MALFOY.
DO NOT COME HOME FOR CHRISTMAS.
YOUR MOTHER AND I WILL BE AWAY.
And with that, the letter shred itself up, and rained down like confetti on the table. He swallowed and looked around. The Hall had gone silent. Everyone was staring. Everyone.
He bit down on his lip hard to try and stop it from quivering. Mother hadn't written about this! He had already packed his bag! He needed to get away from this place!
He locked eyes with Potter, who was looking at him thoughtfully. He quickly looked away, back to the mess of paper in his breakfast. Pushing his plate away, he buried his face in his hands, wishing the ground would swallow him up.
It was the next day that Potter approached him in the hallway, his hands wringing together nervously.
“I know we aren’t friends or anything, but if you want, I have to stay for Christmas, too. You can hang out with me… Ron’s taught me wizard chess and everything. We can play. If you like.”