I Write Poems??

Edan/Dyslexic Poet- the irony will not defeat me I write about my person experiences and accept submission

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You make me want to do bad things like

Kiss you

Please go

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Watch the husk of a girl and weep.

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Wipe away your tears babygirl, I’ve got you now

-notes I leave to myself at 2:37am

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There is a sick joy to seeing how bad your life can become

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The orchestra is slightly off pitch, tonight

Like every night

I still dance until my feet bleed.

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Hi I'm Miray

And I'm a victim of the Lebanon explosion, I kno you Prolly already  donated/ rebloged my post or maybe not.

But the campaign was brought down and refunded after reaching  $2k.

Now I have to start afresh

More info on my Gofundme  -  https://gf.me/u/ysgcxd

And all proofs on my main blog - @mir-ayy

I Kindly help me boost my post(pinned on my blog) and also donate if you can😢. As I start aftesh again.

Thank you 🙏🙏

Source - @miray-yyy

 main blog - @mir-ayy

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Sometimes it hurts so bad and i can’t tell anyone

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If I stopped talking no one would ask about the silence

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I can see all the secrets of the universe

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We all want a movie outburst where everyone understands how sad we are, but in reality we say nothing until we disappear.

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Life can be so painfully cruel,

But you must walk on no matter how your feet bleed.

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This world has loved me so softly,

And my closing number will be a love song in its memory

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Mum asks when was the last time I showered,

Sorry mum it’s been a while,

Mum asks am I going to get out of bed,

Sorry mum it’s been a while,

Mum asks could I clean my room it’s a mess,

Sorry mum it’s been a while,

Mum asks am I going to do something productive with my day,

Sorry mum it’s been a while,

Your little girl is just a shell now,

Replace the empty husk,

Replace me,

Please,

I cannot stand your mournful eyes.

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Why does reality hurt so much

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Anybody else get into this state where they can take care of some of their basic needs but not all of them so it’s not bad enough to tell anyone? Like I can shower but I can’t wash my hair, I can’t make myself food but I can sleep for 15 hours straight and still feel tired, I can feel so I’m not aparthetic but it all feels so muffled.

Sorry for the rant I’ll leave it at that

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Drifting as a ghost,

The dripping time strikes midnight and I strike it back,

These four walls construct the meaning I have centred my life around,

I am crumbling inside them.

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Counting to 10 and Hoping it Makes Me Holy

I’ve been praying on my knees,

For so long,

But the ground has so many bodies below,

Beckoning,

For me to reach even close to heaven,

And I have given up praying,

And yet I am still on my knees,

Sinful, sinner, sinning,

Father I have sinned,

It has been a lifetime since my last confession,

But I am not asking for forgiveness anymore,

Although even now my hands shake as I revel in your glory and my fear,

And I am spilling my guts on this floor, so maybe, maybe-

I will be holy.