Marina

I should probably just invest in a diary at this point. She/Her. 26

[aceofsw-ords]

Sometimes it’s funny being such a great reader but having to explain to people I’m dyslexic with ADHD so my writing makes me sound like an idiot

[aceofsw-ords]

You could split my ribs open like a pomegranate, eating until you filled your heart’s content and I’d still thank you.

[aceofsw-ords]

Betrayal hurts especially when I was the damn fool who handed him the knife.

Taking his hands,

Showing him the dotted line across my throat.

[aceofsw-ords]

Do you think this feeling will ever stop?

Will I be an old woman, picking apart what I see in front of me?

Forever haunted by my reflection.

Am I forever doomed,

repeating back every flaw as I try to fall asleep?

My own perverse lullaby.

Or once my dark hair grays, will I just blend back into the wallpaper.

A ghost of a ghost of a girl who’s sobbing applying her lipstick.

[aceofsw-ords]

Your name is a promise I will never break

We’re a sprawled out mess on my bedroom floor

Nothing will ever compare

[aceofsw-ords]

In my chest I’ve built a little home

A home

for you to rest your weary head.

Full of warmth and soft lights, you’ll never grow cold or taste the bitter winter.

Rays of sunlight forever peaking through the curtains.

Just you and I forever woven together.

[silent-insanities]

As the weather gets colder, I hope you hold me closer.

[aceofsw-ords]

He thanked me for loving him back.

Honestly, how could I not?

[glowcowboy]

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

[iremluna]

and rage

[glowcowboy]

yeah and also the rage

[aceofsw-ords]

For the first time in a long time,

I’m so happy to be here.

[aceofsw-ords]

He looks at me like I’m something precious

[aceofsw-ords]

Grief is shapeless creature

A shameless glutton grovelling at the feet of another

[aceofsw-ords]

Your eyes hold a certain sparkle, golden pools reflecting back onto me.

I fell into you without any fear of hitting the bottom.

[aceofsw-ords]

Now here I am

Twenty four years old trying my best to put pressure on the wounds from when I was seventeen

I can’t seem to stop the bleeding

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

ill spend the rest of my life trying to forget

[aceofsw-ords]

Lingering kisses goodbye, we’re halfway out the doorway with our hands wrapped around each other.

Hold my face gently bring me closer and closer to you. Until I’m a swooning sweet rag doll in your arms.

You never want to leave

and I never want you to go

[aceofsw-ords]

I want a love I never have to beg for, a love that calls for me first.

[aceofsw-ords]

I found a love that I never have to beg for and he’s so ridiculously beautiful