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this is a survivor ! AU for Maria Robotnik from the Sonic Franchise where she returns as a black arms / hedgehog hybrid like Shadow, dubbed under the name “Project Starlight” - a super top secret project Professor Gerald Robotnik & Dr. Erin Crowel started to create a fail safe for Maria in case the worst happened.

it is also a sideblog to @onestepfcrward , i like & follow from there.

IMPORTANT LINKS. promo post. / google doc. / headcanons tag. / moodboard. / spotify.

#💙 people die when they are killed... right maria? ( ooc. )#pinned post.

Maria literally never acknowledges when she's hurting and she's been hurting for a very long time - she always focuses on putting out positive energy for everyone around her and especially for the ones she loves - she will ALWAYS choose someone:s life over her own. So when she actually does sit with her hurt? Oh my god. Oh my god is it the most tragic thing.

#💙 but there’s a shining in the shadows. ( headcanons. )#thinking about her again.......god maria is such a tragic fucking character there is so much there!!!#like on god get this kid some therapy!

today is her birthday!

#💙 people die when they are killed... right maria? ( ooc. )

" You're the president and you didn't tell me?? "

#💙 i’d rather be causing the chaos. ( crack. )#💙 and so when i’m ready to be bolder. ( dash comm. )#sonicprim3d

anonymous said: Hey Maria! You heard that Shadow has become the president of the United Federation??

" Of course, I've known that Shadow got into working with— "

" —I beg your pardon? PRESIDENT? "

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#💙 you said i will listen ; tell it all. ( answered. )#anonymous #i know this is about burning's shadow FGJKFD SHE'S PERPLEXED

her playlist!

#i dont have a music tag nooooooo

literally shut the fuck up, i'm about to eat drywall

#💙 people die when they are killed... right maria? ( ooc. )#self commentary #UGGGGGGGGH sometimes i write things and it makes ME cry!

anyway back to thinking about her getting to experience being outside for the first time. just those first several weeks processing and acclimating to this new body and.. getting back on her feet.

but yeah. going outside for the first time. walking in nature for the first time. hearing the birds sing and the wind rustle the leaves and the crickets chirping, all these new sounds that she never heard before. all these strange new scents she's never experienced and getting to see real flora and fauna, not just in a text book. getting to have multiple days where she gets to go outside and she's just in shock and awe.

thinking about her feeling like she's in a dream, being totally out of it while her company leads her along. until finally she stops one day, suddenly becoming overwhelmed by the sharpness and vividness of this new reality surrounding her, closing in on her so very suddenly and without her control. it hitting her all at once, and leading her to fall to her knees with a sob.

"I'm.. sorry. I'm sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I should be happy, shouldn't I? My whole life, I've wished dearly for this moment. I've wanted nothing more than to finally get to see this world. I should be happy. I should be happy. So... why am I crying?"

and for the first time, she tangles her fingers in the grass, the dirt staining her knees and her gloves, the sun soaking her fur. it hits her right then that she never thought it would actually happen. she could convince herself of her hope, back on the ark, for her grandfather's sake, that one day she would overcome this illness and be able to live happily with her family on earth. but she always knew deep, deep down that she was doomed from the start.

and i just think about that a lot. that moment of realization. that moment where she finally just breaks down under the reality of everything that's happened, everything that had to happen, in order for her to get to this point. it's a bittersweet realization. she's here, she's alive, despite it all. she has a new life to discover. but her happily ever after came at a great cost.

#💙 but there’s a shining in the shadows. ( headcanons. )#i guess i'm back on my maria brainrot again #i feel.. so strongly about this character #she makes me so emo #i just adore her #this kinda turned into a half drabble but #i can do so much more for her than canon ever gave her dhfhddh

" Please don't hurt him...! "

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#💙 i’d rather be causing the chaos. ( crack. )#💙 and so when i’m ready to be bolder. ( dash comm. )#BE NICE TO HER FRIEND #<- does not know the Things he's done to warrant getting beaten up #though to be fair even if she did know she still would still be against beating scourge up dfdjks

sonicprim3d

" Fine. A moderate amount of beating. "

achancetobehappy

" I was thinking something more like a friendly board game... Or maybe a puzzle... " Oi vey.

#💙 i’d rather be causing the chaos. ( crack. )#sonicprim3d #maria vc: arent you tired of going apeshit? don't you want to just be nice??

wait, shadow no- don't beat them up thats one of her new besties--

#💙 i’d rather be causing the chaos. ( crack. )#💙 and so when i’m ready to be bolder. ( dash comm. )#sonicprim3d #GFJKFGKFKG this is to be expected #sorry shadow she already befriended the evil hedgehog #nobody is safe from being friends with maria

achancetobehappy

anonymous said: Are you the real Maria are just a copy Learning as her?

“ I … am Maria. … Aren’t I ?” It’s hard to know for herself, when her memories are so disjointed and she felt so out of place in this body. Some days, she’s not even sure who she is anymore. The girl wrings the hems of her dress anxiously, she dislikes questions like these. They make her feel unsure of herself. “ I have her memories. I remember… Space Colony Ark. I remember Grandfather. I might not look the same anymore, but… I’m her. … Right ? ”

#anyway this ask always lives in my head rent free when i think about maria #she parallels with shadow so much aaaAA

not missile and i realizing that maria and scourge actually have more in common than we were anticipating,

#💙 people die when they are killed... right maria? ( ooc. )#hard core identity issues ✓#feeling like just a copy of the real thing ✓#feeling like they have to PROVE theyre not weak ✓#oldies fashion ✓

" I just realized.. my birthday is next week..! "

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#it's cominggg #its on the 1st

scumbag-the-hedgehog

The green hedgehog squints for a moment as he tries to think of what would suit Maria considering she... didn't exactly scream "creepy" in any capacity. He's similarly drawing a blank and just throws out the first 'monster' that comes to mind. "...howzabout a Frankenstein? You could put on some fake neck bolts or something."

achancetobehappy

Oh dear. That's the exact thing she was worried about. Honestly, it's not really herself she's concerned with, more so than Shadow...

She chuckles a little awkwardly, rubbing her arm. " Hmm, maybe... "

...It's kinda ironic how much that costume idea would suit her.

" .. Or maybe a vampire .. ? I could probably pull that off too. " With the fangs, and the eyes...

Less awkward connotations, too.

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#scumbagthehedgehog #bless your heart scourge

scumbag-the-hedgehog

"C'mon, you practically dress like that all the time. Use the holiday as an excuse to do somethin' a little creepier. Bring out yer inner bad guy for the night."

achancetobehappy

" There's just so many choices.. it's a little hard to pick.. " Hmm. Something creepy? She's drawing a bit of blank. " .. What would you suggest, Scourge? "

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#scumbagthehedgehog #the most non-corruption arc corruption arc ever #SHE CAN'T PICK.. she's too wholesome. does not know how to be creepy

" Oh, I just can't decide what to be for Halloween this year. I already did Alice... maybe Cinderella? "

#💙 i’ll never know unless i try. ( ic. )#she'd look so cute in the ballgown actually

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