Jean x Reader (3 year time skip since end of Season 3, pretend Annie is not in a crystal LMAO)
NSFW WARNINGS: female pronouns reader, oral sex (m & f receiving), sex with jeanâs horse cock, reader aroused by his blush LMFAO, slow build up
âOi. Get back here brats,â Levi grunts, gesturing toward a door. âTime for dinner. I know the restaurantâs all you brats have been thinking of. Especially you, Sasha.â
âYahoo!â Sasha squealed. âI wonder what Niccolo will make todayâŠmaybe even that pizza he was telling me aboutâŠâ she mutters, smiling to herself and probably daydreaming about stretchy cheese and marinara sauce.Â
Connie grinned, sharing a look with the other smirking cadets--no. Soldiers. All of the cadets had grown into soldiers now, ranging from 17 to early 20s, plus some new recruits who had joined, including you.
Everyone knew Sasha had a thing for Niccolo-- it was something you and all the other cadets teased her about almost every day. The atmosphere buzzed with a lighthearted feel as the group joked around. You had all just recently completed a successful mission clearing Ragako of some straggler titans left from 3 years ago, and it had gone extremely well: so well that the Corps were getting rewarded with a trip to Niccoloâs restaurant.
The Corps made their way to their destination, the train: a new machine designed by Hange and other engineers she had recruited, it would be their way to the restaurant. Everyone stared at it with slack jaws and wonder-filled eyes. It would be your first time on the locomotive.
The Corps rushed forward, all clambering to get on first and sit with their friends and significant others.
You, along with your group of Mikasa, Eren, Armin, Annie, Connie, Sasha, and Jean were the last to file into the last cart.
Pair by pair, your group began filing in.Â
You and Jean Kirschtein were last in line to get on the train, and the uncomfortableness you felt surely was justified. After all, the others basically all knew who they would sit near and talk to--Sasha/Connie, Mikasa/Eren, Armin/Annie-- except you two. You couldnât help but sneak a look at Jean, standing next to you in the line, tallest in your group. His dark eyes looked a bit tired but still had a hard glint of intensity -- probably just excitement to visit the restaurant. You also noted his broad shoulders and a bit of a scruff on his sharp jawline -- characteristics that had not been there before a few years ago, when you had first caught a glimpse when you joined the Corps.
Heâd always been attractive. Whenever he smiled at you when you said something to your friend group, whenever he would grasp his hair when he seemed frustrated. And you couldnât forget his blush and the way his dark eyes glanced away in embarrassment that day you complimented his hair. Although he had seemed intimidating, you had felt a spark of arousal at his blush.
âY/n. Y/N.â Mikasa frowned. âAre you okay?â
âYeah. Câmon, get on the train!â Connie pouted.
Your eyes snapped up in surprisement. You hadnât noticed how your mind had drifted into that memory of Jeanâs blush, and how everyone, including Jean, was already in the train cart.
âSorry! Iâm coming!â You blushed and clambered on the train.
There was a stretch of awkward silence for a few seconds as you realized the problem.
âEr...why isnât there room for me?â You asked, frowning a bit.
âThe only place you could sit is one of our laps, you could sit on my lap!â Sasha offered, smiling at you, a crumb on her lip.Â
âSasha, donât forget you have all that food stuffed in your pockets. Y/n might smush it and you would cry later,â Connie said, rolling his eyes before looking up at you apologetically. âSorry Y/n, but I honestly donât know where you could sit.â
Silence filled the train car for another second, before you heard Jeanâs husky voice. âThereâs a small bit of room next to me.â
You gratefully accepted that as your best seat, and tried to squeeze in. One of your legs was against Jeanâs and the other one was almost hanging out, but you tried to brush it aside.
As the train lurched forward, you heard Jeanâs voice again, this time closer to your ear and a bit softer. âYou can move in closer, you might fall off like that.â
âThanks, Jean.â you reply, inching closer. You became aware of his legâs warmth against yours.Â
âDamn those thighs are strong...â you thought to yourself.
You sat like this for a while, in discomfort, listening vaguely to Armin tell Annie about a book he had read.
All of a sudden, your shoulder was jerked to the side and your legs were thrown to the side.
The train had just bumped over a bridge, and you sighed in annoyance until you realized the position you were in: Jeanâs steely thighs under your own, his warm chest on your back, and the tickle of his hair on the top of your left ear.
You immediately flushed red, and were about to scramble off his lap until his right hand gently patted your shoulder. You froze.
âWait, uh. Y/n, I-I think you should wait a while. The road above is a bit bumpy, and the train might throw you off,â he muttered, his face turning that beautiful pink color again as he retracted his hand and rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly.
âOkay. Thank you so much, Jean,â you said quietly, still aware that you were on his lap. You wondered if he could feel your legs tense up, or smell your hair that you had just washed this morning.
You could feel every breath he took against your back, and every breath you took in smelled like him.
And sure enough, the road ahead was bumpy.
You felt your arousal every time the cart hit a road bump and your sensitive parts rubbed against Jeanâs. You hoped he wouldnât notice, but he appeared to be even more awkwardly tensed up than you about it. His breathing had become a bit erratic in your ear and something under your ass was hardening.
When the train ran over a giant rock, you basically bounced up and back down on Jeanâs lap.
When this happened, you couldnât help but let out a small moan before horror filling your face.
Jean stiffened behind you, and your cheeks burned with embarrassment. Neither of you said anything else until you got to the restaurant.
You slowly left his lap, not daring to look back behind you, and entered the restaurant to sit with Sasha and try to erase the sensations of sitting on Jeanâs lap.
âIâll have the steak, medium-rare, please,â you heard Jeanâs smooth voice say to Niccolo taking the orders.
He was sitting across from you, and neither of you had mentioned what happened on the train, but it was still fresh on your mind. You couldnât help but wonder if the slight blush that had been present on his face all meal was from that incident.
As the food came, and you dug in, you couldnât help but sneak another glance at Jean.
But he was already looking at you with an unfathomable look in his eyes as he took a bite out of his steak.
After the dinner, the Corps were getting lodging in the town of the restaurant.
You had always roomed with Hitch, but today she seemed to have other plans in mind.
âY/nnnnnn, I am so sorry.. But could we perhaps do a switch?â she asked, lips breaking into a devious smile.
You frowned at the short-haired girl suspiciously.
âWhat do you mean?â you asked.
âWell...I really want to spend the night with Annie and Armin after that dinner, I want to see something. So maybe Arminâs roommate could stay here for the night instead?â she begged.
You frowned. You really didnât want this, but you knew that Hitch would be really sad if she couldnât see her friends, so you gave in.
âFine. But PLEASE make sure his roommate doesnât stink,â you joked.
âThank you sooo much!â Hitch grinned, squealing.
The door lock clicked open as whoever outside twisted the key Hitch had given him, and stepped inside.
You heard the click of his shoes as the man stepped in, eyes falling on you. The room seemed a lot smaller all of a sudden. Although you normally felt pretty tall, you felt small next to Jean.
âHey, Y/n..â he started. âLooks like iâll be staying here tonight. Is that okay?â
âYeah, of course. Your bed is the one on the left â You forced a sweet smile on your face. In your mind, however, you were shocked that Jean was the one staying with you. Memories of his strong, warm chest against your back on the train, his dark eyes on you in the restaurant, and his hard bulge ran throughout your mind again, the way they had plagued your thoughts ever since you had left the restaurant.
You heard a warm and slightly tired-sounding chuckle from Jean, and you snapped your head to his direction, eyes narrowing at him.
âNothing,â he smirked as he glanced up from unpacking his clothes in your direction. âIt was just kinda... cute how you were just staring into space just now, I guess. Wonder what you were thinking aboutâ
You rolled your eyes, a blush spreading across your face. I wonder what heâd think if he knew I was thinking of him, you thought to yourself. Hell, he probably knows.Â
Another thought passed your mind as you watched him unpacking, the muscles around his neck and arms moving through his thin collared shirt: With the way he was looking at me earlier at that restaurant... I bet Iâm not the only one with thoughts of continuing what happened on that damned train...
You smirked and walked up to him casually as a plan moved in your head. He moved his head and looked at you in confusion.Â
He then ducked his head down again, focusing back on unpacking his clothes. You couldâve sworn there was a hint of that blush you love on his cheeks again.
âSo...say, Jean. You look awfully tired today,â you murmured as you went on your tiptoes and flicked some of his soft hair.
He turned back to you. It was clear now that he was blushing and glancing down at your chest, nipples visible through your thin training shirt.
You thought of how his complexion looked so nice in the small bits of red sunlight filtering through the window and the glow of the lamp on the small bedside table in the room. It was a shame that his shirt covered up the rest of him right now.
âYeah...itâs been busy recently I guess.â he muttered a bit tightly, his blush growing deeper as he rubbed the stubble on his chin.
âWe should get more time to relax,â you sighed and flopped down on the bed right next to the pile of clothes he was unpacking.
Jean looked at you sprawled on the blankets. You gave him another smile and patted the area beside yourself on the bed. He rolled his eyes at you but gave you a small smile back as he sat down beside you a bit stiffly.
Now it was your turn to roll your eyes as you pulled him to lay down properly beside you, your thighs touching.
âI-uh-â he stammered, clearly not sure what to say now that you two were in such close proximity, and he could feel your warmth next to him.
âItâs fine. You donât have to say anything,â you explained to him. âIâve just been so tired and stressed as well, I just wanted to relax tonight.â
You shifted a bit closer to him on the bed. He didnât say anything or move in the next couple of seconds, the two of you just enjoying the moment in the bed before the stress of the next dayâs training and planning would hit.
You sighed softly. How long had it been since you had felt this tired? Sure, the titans on Paradise were basically eliminated--but you were not naive enough to think that this would be the end of your journey as a soldier. Just the thought of encountering more titans across the sea that would threaten your friends and family made you almost sick.
Your pretty face crumpled into a bitter frown.
âY/nâŠâ he said slowly.
âWhat?â you replied, looking up at him through your eyelashes, eyes tired.
âI...I want you to be happier.â he muttered, turning to you and fixing his dark eyes on your face. âI know youâve been stressed recently, pushing yourself during training and so have I, but...stay safe, okay? Iâm worried about you.â
Your eyes widened in surprise. Yeah, Hitch and Sasha and Mikasa teased you about training too hard a lot and always checked up on you, but this was the first time someone had noticed you werenât happy doing this much training, and how you sometimes pushed yourself to limits that you knew you couldnât keep up.
Overwhelmed with surprise and emotion, you threw your arms around Jean and put your chin on his shoulder. His muscles immediately tensed around you, and his warm hands wrapped around your waist, fitting perfectly in its dips.
You buried your face in his neck, breathing in his delicious smell of wood and wine.
Your thoughts were running at a million miles per hour, and you figured you could be more vulnerable with him now.
âJean, I...I really liked sitting on you on the train today.â you blurted out, still hugging him.
He went stiff for a moment, and you feared you had ruined the moment between you two until he chuckled, the vibrations from his chest spreading to you.
âYeah...I liked it too.â
You broke off the hug to look at him, only to find him already looking at you and smirking.
Before you know it, his lips were connecting to yours, and your hands were running through his soft hair and tugging the ends to get him closer to you somehow. He broke off the kiss, and you furrowed your brows, but then felt his lips on your neck, sucking it and definitely leaving marks that would last for the next couple of days.
You let out a soft moan that he responded with by marking your neck even harder. You felt his lips curl into a smirk on your neck.
âJean...have you done this before?â you murmured.
Before he could finish his response, you pulled his hair and pulled him off of your neck.
âRelaxâŠâ you said, tilting your head to give him your own smirk as you trailed your hand down his chest, rapidly unbuttoning the buttons of his thin shirt and feeling the hard planes of his chest stiffen under your hand. âI want to make you feel less stressed too.â
He groaned. âY/n...you really donât have to do this,â he muttered, looking away from you as if embarrassed.
You smiled up at him from your position in between his thighs, unbuckling his belt and pulling his pants off before running your hand over his muscular thighs.
âI want to, though. I want to taste you,â you said, keeping eye contact with him.
His dick was longer than you expected, flushed a warm color and with a slight curve at the tip that you knew would hit that spot in you later that brought you the most pleasure.
He let out a choked whimper at the first time your warm tongue touched his throbbing member, his thighs tensing and veined hands clenching the bedsheets.
You continued to pepper small licks around his dick, giving him comments that made him even harder, if that were even possible, like âYou look so nice like this.â and âStay still for me, okay?â
The way the 6â3 man was now completely at your mercy, his head tilted back and muscles tensed, made you get slicker down there.
âF-fuck, Y/n....â he groaned, peering down at you and your flushed face through the messed up strands of hair that your hands had been running through earlier.
You smirked as he continued to groan.
âBut Iâve only been licking your tip? Why are you so sensitive?â you teased him, a string of saliva connecting your mouth and his tip. He only let out another moan in response, his tip twitching again.
You relaxed your throat and began to take him down completely, although his length barely fit in your mouth.
Jean let out even more moans, moaning your name and âfuckâ repeatedly. A sheen of sweat covered his chest, glistening in the moonlight and lamp light, and you marveled at the sight.
After a few more times of deep-throating him, he suddenly reached his hands down and yanked your head roughly off of his dick. You looked at him, confused at the sudden demeanor change, still wanting to feel him pulse beneath your tongue and see him lose all his control.
âI was about to cum, but I want to wait until Iâm inside of youâ, he explained. âNow, itâs my turn to taste you.â
He pulled you up from your position between his legs, and roughly pulled off your shirt so that your breasts were out, and you pulled off your shorts and underwear yourself. The cold air hit your sensitive parts, making them even more sensitive.
When you were on his bed, exposed to his dark eyes trailing over your body that you were proud of from all your days of training, you felt heat rush between your legs.
You pushed your legs together, embarrassed all of a sudden, but Jean lowered his body and bent his head down so that he was hovering above your thighs, and spread your legs for you, his grip as tight as steel.
âDonât hide from me,â he commanded.
You let out a moan in response, loving the feel of his hands pressing into your soft thighs. You knew where this was heading, and the anticipation made your head dizzy.
Jean lowered his face so that you could feel his breath on you, and you whimpered in anticipation. At the first contact of his tongue on you, you moaned, because no other guy had done this with you. You vaguely thought of how after tonight, no other guy would ever compare to how you felt with Jean.
âJeanâŠâ you moaned.
âFuck, you taste even better than I thought you would,â he responded, as he sucked your clit and ran his tongue through your folds.
As he continued eating you out, his grip still preventing your thighs from closing, he let out some of his own groans that made you even wetter, and combined with your moans to make the best sounds you had heard in your life.
âJeanâŠâ you repeated, gripping his granite-colored hair in your hands. âI want you in me now.â
Jean gave your clit one last kiss before he got up, licking his lips.
He smiled at you, loving the sight of you as a panting mess on his sheets. His dick was rock hard already, wanting to be inside of you.
You blushed when you saw the wetness on his stubble, but he seemed to not mind at all. Jean began rubbing his tip on you, and thrust his hips forward all of a sudden, even though you were still recovering from your previous orgasms.
When he slid in easily, due to how wet you were, both of you moaned at the sensation.
âOh fuck...you fit me perfectly.â
The sight of Jean, strands from his side parted hair falling into his forehead, darkened with sweat, made you moan even more. His eyes were fixated on you, begging for more of his dick and for him to go faster.
The intensity of his stare made you look away, blushing and moaning, but his large fingers grabbed your chin and made you look back at him.
âDonât look away.â he scolded.
âA-alright.â you moaned, looking back into his eyes.
He began to pound into your faster, eyes never leaving yours, his hand making his way to grope your breasts before settling around your throat, not pushing very hard but probably leaving marks there.
You seemed to be sucking him into you every time he pulled out again, which made his rough thrusting irresistible and his moans louder.
The intensity of the pleasure you felt every time he fucked you this good made your eyes roll back and sweat to cover both you and Jeanâs bodies.Â
âJean...Iâm coming soonâŠâ you moaned.
âMe too.â he gritted his teeth and slowing his thrusts so that they were precise and deep.
âPleaseâŠâ you moaned, not sure what you were begging for: some sort of release, anything, as you clawed his back.
âPlease what?â he groaned.
âPlease...let me cumâŠâ you whimpered.
Jean groaned at your pretty sounds, so desperate for release, and began thrusting harder.
It was as if he couldnât control his deep thrusts. You had known that curve in his dick would hit you at the right spots, but now that you were actually experiencing it, you were sure you were in heaven.
With a cry, both of you came, Jean cumming into the condom. He gave you a few more lazy thrusts to milk out your broken cries before he pulled out and leaned down over your naked body to kiss you.
âY/n⊠That was amazing.â he blushed again, seemingly shy all of a sudden after he had just fucked you into almost-a-coma.
âI could say the same to you, JeanâŠâ you smiled.
He went into the bathroom and got something to clean you up with.
âWe made a mess on the sheets,â you groaned into the pillow. âHitch is gonna tease me so bad about this tomorrow.â
Jean laughed, his eyes crinkling at you.Â
âWhatever. But you look so pretty right now Y/n. How could she tease you when you look so pretty?â he joked.
âYouâre too sweet, JeanâŠâ you smiled back at him as he clambered slightly awkwardly back into the small bed with you.
Damn, I am so lucky, you marveled to yourself as he put his arm around you and pulled you closer to his chest. You buried your face into his chest, breathing in his scent. His usually meticulous hair was now messy and tickling your ear again.
âYou know ⊠Ymir was right about you having a horse cockâŠâ you giggled.
Jean frowned, pulling you off his chest to look you in the eyes. âWhat the fuck?!â he snorted, but his lips were pulling up into a smile.
The rest of the night was filled with you two laughing and joking about trivial matters, distracting you from the pain and loss that would happen the next year. But that night was one out of many special nights between you and Jean only.
Hitch took one glance at your messy hair, eye bags, and goofy smile the next morning and instantly began squealing.
âI TOLD YOU SO, SASHA!â she screamed.
Connie and Sasha smirked at you, whispering something about how they had known it since they had caught Jean staring at you during training when you first joined the Corps.
âHitch...shut up pleaseâŠâ you groaned, exchanging a look with Jean, who was blushing again.