lilian(≡^∇^≡)

21+ nb lesbian transfem ❤️ feedism ❤️ occasional writer

[actuallilian]

Hi! I'm Lilian! (any pronouns)

I've scrolled feedist tumblr for a while now and finally decided to make an account (*^^*)

❗️ I'm very much a lesbian, I love all women and I don't want cis men here ❗️

I'd love to interact with people but I'm still very shy and socially anxious so be patient with me (*T^T)

Not actively gaining any weight yet but I'd love to! (even though I'm like 80% feeder...) I'm not in a supporting environment rn but I have hope (*｀▽´*)

I'm very much a dom-leaning switch, my other main kink is petplay (／▽＼)♪

My other interests are video games, reading and writing feedism fics and stories. I'm obsessed with my self-insert, she's called Hari and she's everything I want to be, every feedist story I write is with her (*≧ω≦)

🚫 DNI if you're fatphobic, transphobic, homophobic, etc. 🚫

[plushcow]

eating until i literally can’t sit up .. 🥵🤤😵‍💫

[blimp-feeds]

Who's my fat fucking puppy? Yes, you are, yes, you are :3

[fatfangs]

something so erotic about a belly you cant hide no matter how you try. theres no sucking in or putting your arms in the front that can hide it. its the first thing your lover sees when you are bare and its where their hands gravitate. your cheeks are burning red as they stroke it, marveling at the softness and heft of it. they lift the bottom roll of fat up just let it plop back down on your plush thighs, sending tiny ripples along the surface of the skin. they smirk. no one has ever touched you like this before. they are so lean compared to you, with a perfect little hourglass of a figure. they see the differece too and it makes their mouth water. a quick move and suddenly you are on top of them, pinning them down with your whole weight. your round gut and their concave stomach come together like a puzzle. they moan. you are being squeezed and groped and played with. theres a knee between your thighs. you are wet both in the eyes and the underwear. you have never been this ashamed or turned on before.

[honey-jaw]

Some people will never understand the experience of being 13 in the 2000s and desperately looking up different versions of “fat,” “belly,” and “big belly” on Deviantart.

[biggestsoftestpuppy]

fat rolls are sooo pretty 💓I love the way fat squishes into itself, creating soft little mountains of fat, I love how big tummies compress into rolls when sitting down, or how back fat folds over the fat of your lower back and love handles, and the way that when you move around the world and contort your body it creates little flabby rolls on your side, it's especially beautiful that if you get fat enough they're always there, as a reminder that there is so much plump flesh on your body that it squishes into itself to make room for everything, creating so many beautiful rolls of fat that are crafted perfectly for loving hands to squish and sink into 💓💓

[weirdw00d]

I forgot to post about this here but I have a new updated weigh in out 🥰

I've been gaining pretty quickly again recently and I was really pleased by the number I saw :3 It's live everywhere! 🐷

[vilebutchmom]

fat butch belly in your face.

like if you agree.

(this post is about lesbians)

[tumboodles]

too many cheat days !!!

[kitkenk]

really really scary when i see a hornypost involving men actually

[kitkenk]

("tell me when the scary part's over" voice) when does she transition

[teatimezz]

I love so much that tits become universal if you get fat enough, like yes I love fat boy tits, fat girl tits, fat it tits, fat thems tits, fat anything tits it’s so epic.

[lilcowzia]

i actually would like to promote obesity tbh, its awesome

[housecow]

i really like this pic, it can’t be restricted to just of …

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

[potentialfatty]

Denial

Imagining a feeder who actively makes sure you don’t realize you’ve gotten massively fat. They size up your clothes without you ever noticing, never make comments about how big you are but how small you are. Lying about how there should be faster results, telling you that you should eat more followed by a painful stuffing. When you scroll places like tumblr admiring fellow gainers, seeing how big some people have made themselves, you start to realize how you look bigger than them. Your gut hangs lower, your thighs explode out of any pants and stretch marks cover your bulging belly. You tell your feeder this and they say how people always look smaller online, that you still have a long way to go to be as big as the fatties you once dreamt of becoming. All the while knowing that they had made you far bigger long ago and the only way to keep you going is to get you to a point where turning back is no longer an option.

[vampiricgut]

Love having all this soft, wobbling lard hanging in front of me 😵‍💫

[vampiricgut]

Rewatching this made me immediately order food to stuff with