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[adastra-ed]

intro~✩

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hiii~

i’m astra and this is my e/d blog. i’ve been on e/d tumblr for years but im active again finally! i use she/they pronouns, and i age slide (if following minors makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block! you can also message and ask about my age sliding for exact numbers). sometimes i’ll mess up and interact with someone who has me on a dni, so please kindly let me know if i do!! if i make you uncomfortable for any reason, please block! no hard feelings ♡

i use (and sometomes make) calorie trackers each month and keep a log of what i eat, etc., so this blog will be triggering for those in recovery. also, this is a place for me to vent, not just about e/d stuff but about trauma/system issues/our autism/etc. so please proceed carefully!

i’m super friendly and love people so let’s be friends! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

stats, DNI, more info & other blogs below~

some things to keep in mind:

PLEASE do not interact if racist/transphobic/ableist/fatphobic/etc. (you know who you are), in fact just block me.

i use the ribbon/bow emoji to tag my original posts ("🎀post")

i tag common triggers, but if there’s something you want me to tag so you can filter it off of ur dash pls let me know via dm or ask~!

my main blog that i like/follow from is @adastra-ed-main 

my low-cal recipe blog is here: @recipesforbusybees (our system host helps out there sometimes)

our system host’s ed blog is @bodilypa1n, i hang out over there sometimes too~

when i talk about the host, i use the 🐺 emoji

my mpa/edc username axx666, add meeee~ (accounts shared with host!)

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stats:

i’m 5'2

i age slide from 16-20 (body is 21)

sw/hw: 210

cw: dont even want to know

ngw: 160

ugw: satisfied

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[enchantedbook]

Art by kAt Philbin

[littlelillycatsworld-deactivate]

PSA

I know I give the aura of a cute little rabbit (actual words a fucker has said) but I swear the next man who is old enough to be my dad who stumbles into my DMs and asks for pics I will eat your eyes and call it a meta day

I'm not your cute little bunny girl I'll be your worst fucking nightmare you creepy old fucks. stay away from me stay away from minors stay away from the ed community

don't fuck with me get off the internet and into therapy or the grave I don't care which you choose

[sicklikerick]

FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT, SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEDOPHILES IN THE FUCKIN BACK, YOU MFS ARE SICK 🗣️🪦

[deadontheweb3]

[adastra-ed]

too bad i only lose weight in the fucking winter... would have loved to go swimming this summer :/ too bad someone would turn to stone if they so much as saw my upper arm !!!!! 😃🔫

[sweetbunnyi]

.˚ mealspo ༉‧₊˚.

[tilibunni]

i almost fainted today and pushed a whole banana inside my mouth in 5 seconds

[puritynymph]

[adastra-ed]

guess who's back bitches!!!!

[ana-is-my-friendd]

Ok I need to shut up about this song I'm sorry but

[00scatwalk]

todays choices are tomorrow’s consequences.

[adastra-ed]

whats the diff between low res n high res?

hey there!! i'm so sorry, i'm sure you asked this ages ago!!! 😅

people seem to disagree on this-- imo "high restriction" to me means restricting but on the "higher" end in terms of calories (whatever that means to you), so high res for me is about 1000 cals and low restriction for me might be 200-300 cals. i think of it as "low-calorie restriction" vs "high calorie restriction", basically.

but i've seen people say the opposite -- high restriction meaning restricting a lot (lower calories) and low restriction meaning restricting less (higher calories). im honestly not sure which is more common!! i think the second one makes more sense LOL but the first one is just how i think about it ☺️ hope this helped!! sorry if this doesnt make any sense ahahaha

[hxrnyonmain-deactivated20220829]

She's very fragile (she's me)

[putmeinamovi333]

i try to tell myself 500 cals a day isn't bad but i feel so disappointed. like i could've did 300 cals.

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

[caffeinatedopossum]

I'm realizing how many of you have eating disorders simply because you've been abused for being fat before and you just desperately want and need to be treated like humans. And that probably sounds really stupid coming from me, a person who has always been skinny with and without my ed, but I mean it when I say that is so so fucked up. And the worst part is, you're right actually- you WILL likely be treated better if you're thin and I hate it. You're not wrong for needing something to change here but I'm so sorry that *you* took the responsibility upon yourself in the form of an extremely self harmful solution instead of the abusers that made you feel like you need to be less to be considered human.

In conclusion, violence against fatphobes and abusers and I hope one day every one of you feels safe and loved in your own body like you deserve <3

[4norexicflower]

Thank you for this post it speaks to me

[vomitdolled-deactivated20221020]

how many calories in a tumblr post