Addictive-Behaviour

Ellie. 17. 5'7. HW - 145 lbs CW - 134.4 lbs GW - 115 lbs None of these photo's belong to me - unless stated otherwise.

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i need some help.

badly. 

I've put a load of weight on over summer from going out with friends/holliday/not really watching what i eat cause i haven't got time with everything else i have to fucking do.

but i don't want to do what i've done before to lose weight. 

it's not so much about losing weight (who am i kidding?), it's more that i feel really unattractive and just ... fatty.

i want my boyfriend to look at me and go 'woah' ... but i don't think that's possible currently "/

idk guys ... 

help?

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i want to be able to lift my shirt and see bones

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Hey

how are we all doing? ><

i'm already down a bit, just need to keep it up ... or down as it may be :D

[addictive-behaviour-blog]

I've done okay today :)

I've done around an hours exercise :) 

And ive eaten with in my goal calories :D

Think i may change my goal calories a little higher and instead of what i'm doing currently maybe trying something a little different ... 

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Hi, you should check out midailydiet it's a new social network where users post their meals/exercises with photos or follow anyone else to share or get tips on meals, snacks etc for ideas & motivation whatever your goals

Anyone tried this? :) x

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Can I ask you guys things? :)

I was wondering if I could ask you guys questions? Cause I always have questions ... So can anyone give me some ideas for good, healthy, small, simply and ... 'diety' lunches? And if you know any like snack things if I'm starving?

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Gym.

I went to the gym and did:

15 mins on the running machine - 4 running,1 walking x3

10 mins on the cross trainer

10 mins on the bike

50 sit ups, holding each for 5 secs.

Happy with this ... just need to keep it up now i guess. 

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i love this photo 

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Hello followers.

I took a brake from Addictive-Behaviour.

This was mainly due to the fact that my boyfriend had gotten me to eat 'normally' and behave 'normally' when it came to food and my self image. 

To the point where i was comfortable around him, and to eat food ... 

But then i became comfortable eating loads and loads and loads of food -.-

I've bought a dress - worth £135, which is a lot for me ... and i'm too fat for that dress now. 

I am GOING to wear that on July the 5th (my boyfriends birthday), but i need a flat stomach and a bigger thigh gap to do it. 

So hello, and welcome to everything i do for the next couple of weeks, feel free to work with me or talk to me, ask for advice, i'm here.

N.B.

Someone loves you, out there. That's what my boyfriend taught me, that someone will love you enough to get you out of the ED, i promise <3 

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God. I wish I was what people called 'petite'

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I want hip bones that stick out like this

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I feel like I were single I would have lost more weight by now. I'm entirely dissatisfied with my body but, like, knowing that the man I love actually likes it and doesn't care if I gain just gives me another reason to keep binging.

Just a thought. 

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i love being able to see rib bones there ... 

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