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@admonstrum
> i've remade && moved to another url, if i haven't followed you yet and you'd like to stay mutuals + see us interacting at one point then feel free to reply to this post / dm me
> i've remade && moved to another url, if i haven't followed you yet and you'd like to stay mutuals + see us interacting at one point then feel free to reply to this post / dm me
why yes i DID reuse the same graphic 3 times, no i will not be taking criticism. anyway i'll be following people on my new blog tomorrow i'm tired right now i hate graphics design with a passion
desperately been trying to figure out a consistent way to draw reaper
actually obsessed with this game atm holy shitd
honestly like sue i'll probably be remaking too. considering bringing genji over, as well, so it'd be a dual-muse blog, but i'm not certain about that just yet. i need to start being more selective when it comes to following people (back) i just feel overwhelmed and that's probably also what's causing me to not write as much (i hope).
the pain of running multiple blogs is accidentally liking or replying to something on the wrong one
there's so many people i want to write with but alas fate ordains my writing juices be gone
i grip @/dimensionalspades' jack by the throat I LOVE THAT MAN
i have many thoughts concerning reaper and i'm pretty sure not one of them is healthy
i think what's making me feel "burned out" so to speak is the fact that all my replies are all 1000000 paragraphs long and so i look at them and think "maybe tomorrow" and it's just a vicious circle but at the same time i literally can't not write a shit ton idk it's PainTM
every day i look at my hands and wonder; is today the day? am i finally going to be able to sit still and concentrate on writing? the answer is usually 'no', but, PERHAPS, tomorrow it will be 'yes'
Retribution
"Is it not most unfortunate, how certain individuals simply cannot recognise when it is time to go." Her voice is slow, laced with usual charm in addition to an undertone of mockery — 'Their little angel had seemingly risen from the ashes once, stubborn, DELICATE, intending to sabotage the good thing they had going for them. A supposed MEDICAL PRODIGY turned mockery for everything scientific, startled by what disfigured hands had created; was it not poetic that charading saint would meet her end through the hands of what she appeared to have feared the most? Before she interfered again, a NECESSITY after all. They had pointed it out too, scientist and reaper meeting up in Talon's lounge after the former was filling up a comically large mug of coffee, the latter just having handed over latest mission details to LACROIX, stating faux angel as next target. She glances over, peeking above the rim; Ever observant, no? Treating even the most minuscule of interactions almost akin to an experiment. "Speaking of… Indulge me if you will." She takes another sip of coffee, lips quirking into one of her characteristic smiles, hand promptly gesturing forward in an elegant motion. "Have you ever had to experience a most cruel argument with a... friend?" Naturally, she knows their background, of course she knows what they were before — Strength admired, own work too, only thing pitied was the other's complain over clearly felt pain ( use it, use it, USE IT, you smoky fool. ) "If I would tell you to pull your trigger on Lacroix... Would you?"
There is no hatred when they look at Moira, no disgust or disdain- there is simply a VOID. Of course, they're... 'grateful' to her for turning them into this, sure, but the pain is, all in all, something they'd much prefer they didn't have. It's bearable, most of the time, but when it isn't- USE IT TO FUEL YOUR RAGE, she'd say. Reaper doesn't hate her, but neither do they like her. They respect her, for what she's done and can do, for her work with Talon- isn't that all they have to do?
They're not afraid of her ( they're not afraid of anything )- after all, they've known her for years, Gabriel has known her for longer- but she is unsettling, the way she smiles, the way she moves, the way she acts. Gabriel was a people-watcher, and Reaper is much the same. Old habits never go away, it seems.
Moira's question nets only a glance up from his own cup of coffee, for the moment, perhaps trying to decipher what exactly it is that Moira wants from them. It's impossible, though, isn't it? Moira is ever mysterious in that regard- in every regard, really. They lower the cup from its position perched 'pon their lower lip; ready for them to take a sip, instead, to place it down on the table before them. Their gaze is indifferent, only the slightest tinge of curiosity hidden behind their crimson hues. "Haven't we all?" comes their reply, an answer in the form of a question- they don't care to think too much about it, after all.
"You know I don't take orders from you, specifically, but if the Council comes to an agreement on it, there will be no hesitation from my part." they continue, holding her gaze with their own. WILL THERE REALLY BE NO HESITATION? ( You hesitated when it came to ending Jack's life- and sure, one can argue that it's different; Gabriel loved Jack... but Amélie was a good friend of his, too, that feeling never changed, even after it was established that she killed Gérard. At the time, though, perhaps there was a sliver of anger- muted as his emotions had become- and the thought of avenging his best friend, but Amélie had been a friend, and he'd watched her over the years, come to learn about her and her secrets; he knows Amélie would never have done so without something making her- so can you say for certain that you won't hesitate pulling the trigger on someone who used to be a friend? Who has become someone you respect? ) YES, Reaper decides, if Widowmaker steps out of line or if the Council concludes the experiment has lasted long enough; it will be a bullet through her head; NO HESITATION.
"Why do you ask?" they pause, then offer Moira an amused, almost knowing smile, "Has she failed a mission? Or are you simply growin' bored of your FAVORITE LITTLE TOY?"
@vanctua
Hey Guys...
I’m okay, but I need help. ;7;
While currently on a leave from work and since I am at a temporary stay, I am low on finance. And while I hate having to do this, I spoke with others and they think it’s for the best. If you could either donate or help spread this around, I would really appreciate it. Even $1.00 helps a bunch.
Um!! This is the contact.
$OnionSquid
I wasn’t sure what to use, so I decided just to use CashApp cause I already have that. ;7;
EDIT: I have also included my PayPal. I didn’t realize CashApp was strictly US. ;;o;; TY to the person who pointed it out!!
You’re not obligated by any means to do either, though!! I appreciate everyone of you who’ve reached out and it means more to me than you know. ;7; It’s been a helluva week.
Meta + Jack
Jack... Jack was the prettiest boy he'd ever seen- he'd always known he wasn't just into the ladies but seeing sunny Jack Morrison with his ocean blue eyes and golden hair and glittering smile that very first time ( and every day after that ) was the push he needed to realize he was more into men than he was into women.
Just like Jack Morrison was the push he needed to get him through the SEP and get him through the rough beginnings of Overwatch.
That pesky ( he cursed it every night, cursed himself every night for those thoughts ) ring on his finger; the ever present reminder that he was to have eyes for one person and one person only- didn't stop him from falling in love with Jack. But falling in love didn't save him from the fate of having his emotions dulled by the serum, and his love ( for both Martina and Jack ), however strong it had been, would become the muted version it would forever be until the day he died.
But what then does Reaper think of Jack? Of Gabriel's memories concerning him? With their emotions dulled as ever and only a rage that they can't place the origin of fueling many of their moves, do they feel the same?
The answer is never clear- their love isn't love but instead something wicked and foul, something that roots itself into their very core and suffocates it- but they are haunted by Jack Morrison and his vigilante persona nonetheless and will continue to be even if they kill him.
send meta + a word, phrase or name, etc. for a headcanon / @femtaile
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You're not gonna slow it, heaven knows you tried."
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