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Courtney

It's raining again as you walk up the steps leading to my house. I kiss you again while you embrace me just to let me go. I feel homesick. Loving you is simple and comes so naturally. I miss you again. Looking through old pictures just to see you smile. I feel you again. You're the smoke in my lungs. What's caught in my throat. I feel homesick. Loving you is simple and comes so naturally. I don't know where to go but I'll keep my head down and swallow you whole. Counting stars keeps me hopeful. I just wish you were here to tell me it's all a dream. It's been three whole years and you're still stuck in my head, stuck in my head. I don't know where to go but I'll keep my head down and swallow you whole. I feel homesick. Loving you is simple and comes so naturally. The words that you said. It's tough to swallow. Tough to swallow. If we both worked out. I'd watch your dad walk you down the aisle.

Time Spent Driving

Time spent driving is measured in songs and cigarettes. Will you forget my jaw line? Will I forget your vanilla scent? I miss your light scratches against my skin. Again and again. I won't feel them again. Time spent driving is measured in laughter and silence. Not all stories have happy endings and not all summers are golden. More likely I'll drive off this cliff than hold you again. Again and again. I won't feel you again. I haven't felt shit since then. I haven't felt shit since then.

A girl from Texas showed me a photo she drew and I confirmed my suspicions and it's a picture of me. I should feel happy or something.

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Distorted

Disclaimer: one of the most private songs I've written and it's written from a certain person's perspective concerning our relationship. Breath it in the pressure, the smoke. Let it go the tension, your hopes. You thought I was perfect. Made not of diamonds but broken glass my face is distorted. Don't get to close or I will hurt you. Hold me and you will bleed. Refracted light lets you see the real me. And when you fall in love with me I'll walk right out the door without a single word. And when you look out towards the sea will you think about the time we spent together. And when you fall in love with me I'll walk right out the door without a single word. And when you feel me on the breeze will you tremble at the thought of being alone. In reverie you wait for the hope to fade away. You'll never hear me say the words you want me to say. In reverie you wait for the hope to fade away but it won't. But it won't. And when you fall in love with me I'll walk right out the door without a single word. And when you look out towards the sea will you think about the time we spent together. And when you fall in love with me I'll walk right out the door without a single word. And when you feel me on the breeze will you tremble at the thought of being alone. And when you fall in love with me I'll say that we're not meant to be.