it’s been a while since i’ve posted here
and i never thought i would have to again. but i have gender dysphoria, which is new. i think. i haven’t talked to a gender therapist yet tho, so we’ll see. i’ve been feel like this for probably 6 months, and i started zoloft about a month ago and it’s helping worth my anxiety. and i’ve been binding for probably 2 months. i think maybe my binder restricted my breathing so it made me more anxious, but honestly i was thinking about starting meds before that. i kinda just want this blog to be an online journal about my feelings so i know how i felt a year ago, if that makes sense. anyway, hope future natalie is cool.












