aesthetic or something

meg, she / they, 24

[escuerzoresucitado]

[daily-spooky]

Art by ashleybobaxter

[sosuperawesome]

ohwelladays on Instagram

[theambitiouswoman]

[deseos-de-la-via-lactea]

source

[fatalesophie]

[neaarty]

[eunreal]

Me after putting on my mascara

[steliosagapitos]

[foxconfessor]

ph. Artist Nata Sin

[yeesiine]

[popokko-deactivated20210315]

i could glow pink in my room if i wanted to. if i felt like it.

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

[stuckinapril]

If you’re like me and you have the debilitating habit of beating yourself up over things, look yourself in the mirror and just go “I am young and I am allowed to make mistakes. It’s not that serious.” Bc it really isn’t. It is not that serious at all. This is not our second time living. We did not have a rehearsal for what the correct way to live is. This is our first time and we are allowed to stumble. It’s fine. It’s not that serious.

[adrenaline]

[feral-ballad]

Jihyun Yun, from Some Are Always Hungry; “Reversal”

[Text ID: “I so want to survive this. Please lead me whole into another season so I may dare begin again.”]

[fainting-is-punk]

No one really tells you that when you're disabled, visibly or not, you'll have to get over feeling the need to apologize for everything.

You'll apologize for

Not being able to move quickly through small doors and walkways

Not being able to eat foods your friends like, make, or want you to try.

Having to ask for help.

Asking for space and to not be touched.

Needing accommodations

Being passionate about something

Being tired

Being tired when you weren't an hour ago

Being in pain

Being in pain when you weren't an hour ago

Going outside

Not going outside

Being on disability

Having brain fog

Needing medication

Not being "nice"

Using mobility aides

Asking people to simply do their jobs

Wanting to be treated like a human

And so much more

I know I shouldn't apologize for these things. It's not my fault. But, when you've been raised in a world where your very presence is an inconvenience and worth apology, it's hard to not break out of that cycle.

Don't even get me started on the underlying feeling that your partner, family, and friends are saints for "putting up with you."

I know it's a thing I have to work though myself. It's internalized ableism that I need to fix. But it sucks that it was instilled in me and now I have to deal with it.

[freshpickle]

ANDY