Admittedly the knowledge that Lloyd was surely here did not do much to quell the nerves inside of him. There was much to be said about his poor decision making skills regarding the other, and facing those was not necessarily Kratos’ forte. If anything, he was more than convinced the boy did not need him, and involvement would be…Painful.
(I must remember that he already has a father. It would not do to step on toes or memories or—)
A pause in his thoughts as a familiar ruff of brown hair passed his periphery. As though he had summoned his son simply by thinking of him…And yet he was corrected by his inner negativity as if it was that simple–
And yet, there Lloyd was. And despite his misgivings, and his desire to remain away. Because a bright-eyed idealist like Lloyd has no use for someone like Kratos Aurion, he still found himself walking over to the other. Standing before him in this strange city, and all he could say was:
Because what do you say when, upon the rediscovery of your family, you immediately retreated. A mission, some fool’s errand that could have been done by someone else. Having reconciled Lloyd’s being alive and never seeing him again. And now, here he is.
( third time’s the charm ... ? )
lloyd still found himself, nearly a year of being in the hive and the habit rekindled by the transplanting to spirale, seeking out familiar faces in the crowds. it happened subconsciously - his coffee would nearly be knocked off his table as he whipped around to inspect the long blonde hair that had passed or he would nearly run into someone on the street while watching a pink ribbon flutter by. his father is certainly no exception to this urge.
yet every time it came to be true - colette, sheena, genis, so on - lloyd found his mind wrapped around in a neat little bow of uncertainty. the surrealism always yanked the rug out beneath his boots and he was left, to varying lengths, stunned still.
when kratos speaks his name, lloyd wafts away the mist in his skull, blinking up at his father. why is his mouth so dry?
“kratos?” he all but croaks.
from whence does he hail? play it cool. play it safe.
“i - i didn’t - did you just get here? i didn’t know you ... were here.”