Sad Stoner Thoughts

Spiritual mama x2 Spilling my thoughts on this page

[fairycosmos]

a small thing i learned from my sister dying is that i really would rather the people i love be a burden than be whatever the hell else they'd be if they weren't. yes even if it's messy and not always fair and hard completely inconvenient for everyone involved. even if it's weird. even if i'm rolling my eyes a bit inside sometimes. i just want you to bother me. please always bother me

[fairycosmos]

like "it's rotten work" "not to me not if it's you" actually sometimes it's still rotten work. even if it's you. and i'd still do it a million times over

[af0922]

Blog era/90s tube top mom summer lock in

[mynorthernattitude]

just trying to be his favorite girl, his soft spot, his weakness, his “nah i’m good, i got somebody” reason.

[af0922]

It’s June and I’m manic and depressive and empty and whole and grounded and chaotic and loved and hated and like the smoke I am always spiraling, changing, adapting to my surroundings and just for a single moment I wish the surroundings could adapt to me

[free-my-mindd]

[catalisst]

Self - listen up!!

[af0922]

Took my offspring to the butterfly house and saw a lizardddd 🦎 green things make me happy!!

[smokedruid]

if there’s one thing about me it’s that i love trinkets. give me a rock? i’ll keep it forever. little charm? i’m wearing it every day

[af0922]

Summertime blog selfies ☀️🌻🍉

[bakwaaas]

Euripides (Tr. Anne Carson) / @wholeheartedsuggestions / Jenny Slate / Euripides again

[the-worryin-librarian]

euripedes

how can you press me to your breast

and rock me to sleep

when I am like this?

how do you never tire

of the same old thing?

the truth of me is an ugly, brooding creature

mewling and unwell

and frightened of its own power

come, let me see your hands

surely I’ve marred them with my doings

oh, what have I done to deserve being held so soft and sweet?

[paper-wounds]

[af0922]

Living in the US these days 😞

[paper-wounds]

[af0922]

New flash- they don’t give you the love you’re wanting and they leave you anyway

[paper-wounds]

[af0922]

Sometimes my brain moves so fucking fast I can’t even catch the thoughts. None of my thoughts and ideas are full or thought through, just fragments of thoughts that I desperately reach for in my brain. Something solid, tangible, to hang on to and think through to completion. My days go by in snapshots of thoughts and experiences, and I find myself often unable to sit in stillness and intentionally THINK. Fucking focus on something for one moment before moving on to the next. ADHD demons are active today!!!

[sharpenededgess]

[af0922]

I’ve had worse afternoons

[af0922]

My familiar ❤️

[anniespositivity]

One thing I've realised: I don't have to achieve something extraordinary in order to deserve my place in this life. I'm allowed to live quietly. I'm allowed to enjoy small hobbies and simple things. I'm allowed to work a job that simply pays the bills. I'm allowed to exist without constantly chasing something bigger. I don't have to compare myself and hold myself to an unreasonable standard all the time. Sometimes I can simply be. And still have worth. And still have every right to be here.