One of the most attractive things? Someone who senses when you’re stuck in your head and reassures you gently, without ever making you feel like you’re too much.

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One of the most attractive things? Someone who senses when you’re stuck in your head and reassures you gently, without ever making you feel like you’re too much.
at least having tuesday off school gives me another day to procrastinate emailing all my new teachers about my name/pronouns!
and another day to get myself so anxious about being my grades only out trans man until i throw up!
I envy people who can just exist in public without thinking how they’re perceived by others
does anyone know how to make an anxiety attack stop
and also how to stop a depressive episode or at least make it manageable
If a turtle gets flipped on its back is it physically possible for it to flip itself back over right side up? Sometimes when I’m in the pits of anxiety I wonder if this is how a turtle feels, suddenly unable to right itself in the world. The existential realization that this is it and you’ll be stuck here until someone or something comes to rescue. Waiting for the moment you feel a pressure… slowly lifting you up up up and over until you are back on your feet. Right in the world once again. And back to reality, almost as if you didn’t just need rescue moments ago.
I googled it and most turtles actually CAN right themself depending on the species. So dry your tears sis, you can rescue yourself.
My Anxiety Diary 019 - Sylus and Anxiety
Have the weekly cheescake picture!
So, the start of the year is going pretty well, which of course only causes me to be more anxious!
I bought Final Fantasy XV, it's the only mainline FF I never played along with XI (I tried playing XI one time, I couldn't even understand how to make an account lol). So far I'm liking the game even if I don't enjoy huge empty open worlds, but the combat is fun and the characters are pretty cool.
Yeaaaah I'm playing Love and Deepspace, it gained a slot in my morning rotation. What do I think about the game so far? The quality is like, really high for a mobile game without a PC client, the character models are actually insane, the story is well written and it has SO MANY FEATURES oh my god this game is packed with content and I didn't even touch the housing system at the moment. I'm a Sylus girlie btw, I like him a lot.
I pulled for Epica on TrickCal, and I found her, but the most important thing is that I FOUND BUTTER, MY FAVORITE CHARACTER CAME HOME FINALLY, hope Speaki doesn't make me wait too! I love Butter, she's my precious daughter.
Speaking of non gacha games, I bought Vikala on GBVSR. She's hard to play but she's also REALLY FUN, and I vibe with her a lot, so I'm enjoying my time with her, it's the character I'm familiarizing the fastest with their toolkit so far and she gives me a decent room for expression I was looking for, plus I like playing silly characters (I played quite a bit of Lowain before buying her)
There's also another thing I'm planning to try for the new year, but I'll talk about it another time.
I hope whoever sees this may have a wonderful week!
i hope there is an alternate universe out there where i know peace
Sometimes it feels like I'm running out of time to transition medically and that scares me.