Misplaced Musings @agentbluefox - Tumblr Blog

General Info

Multi-fandom, history, music. Basically a catch-all for whatever interests me. Feel free to drop by my ask box or dm’s and say hello. If you see me reblogging posts from you that are months old, they probably just got stuck in the purgatory of my drafts and have finally found their way out.

My sci-fi sideblog is here: @deep-space-archaeology , where I post mainly about Stargate and Star Trek.

And my writing/OC sideblog is here: @bluefox-confidential where I’m transitioning all my ramblings about my original writing and characters.

#pinned post #updated 10.20.22 #updated 5.20.25 #updated 6.28.25 #updated 3.28.26 #updated 7.14.26

crocoduck-golden-lines

I sometimes wonder if the events of that summer didn't happen in some other dimension, a place where your life exists before you've lived it, and where it goes afterward. None of it ever seemed real.

Tim O'Brien, The Things They Carried (1990) Tim O'Brien

crocoduck-golden-lines

There it is, they'd say. Over and over—there it is, my friend, there it is—as if the repetition itself were an act of poise, a balance between crazy and almost crazy, knowing without going, there it is, which meant be cool, let it ride, because Oh yeah, man, you can't change what can't be changed, there it is, there it absolutely and positively and fucking well is.

The Things They Carried (1990) by Tim O'Brien

#i need to reread this book actually #literature

rowanintheriver

when tim o'brien said that's what stories are for. when he said that stories are for joining the past to the future. stories are for those late hours in the night when you can't remember how you got from where you were to where you are. stories are for eternity, when memory is erased, when there is nothing to remember except the story. holy fuck.

meanbuddhist

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

#my body knows that I’m a freaking idiot actually

solreefs

you ever get surprised by your own recurring issues. like come on man. I thought we were past this.

iloveyoudeanwinchester

You're not supposed to get what you want, man. Since when do we get what we deserve. The one thing I want...is something I know I can't have. Since when is life about getting what you want? I'm just well fed. The big empty. Because inside, you're already dead. I know who you love. You don't think you deserve to be saved. I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing. I heard your prayer. I only wish he felt the same way. The very touch of you corrupts. Everything you've ever done, the good and the bad, you've done for love. The best part is, I don't care that I don't care. You're not a person. I guess I'm not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. I didn't deserve what he put on me. That's not who I am. We lost everything...and you're gonna bring him back. Cas, I need you. Don't do this, cas. [OMITTED] [OMITTED] [OMITTED]

#hey wtf

poet-of-dust

memory(i forgot my own name again)

it makes me sick, sometimes. thinking about what i've forgotten.

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devil town - cavetown // true stories - david byrne // disintegrationinsilence // shanngraham // sue zhao // dikdikpronouncedxylophone // next to normal musical // feral-ballad // fukuona girl animation - ester1onyx // @eptck // theoptia // half-return - adrianne lenker // we hug now - sydney rose // i still exist - justin kaminuma // ace-disgrace-on-the-case // @shjapologist // humunanunga // eptck // ribs - lorde // @olliethesungod // where’d all the time go - dr. dog // unknown // in stars and time

#quotes

allthewhumpygoodness

Can't decide which I prefer -- delirious whumpees who ramble about a new thing every ten seconds because their mind is wandering relentlessly, or delirious whumpees who become fixated on one subject that they insist is important (and very likely is Not)

#both are beautiful but the second? gorgeous #chefs kis #writing

asteroidtroglodyte

Quick shout out to the Down syndrome kid from my after-school program back when I was in grade school. Like yea he had the usual issues but he was a sweetheart and quite funny; and one day both his parents showed up at the same time to pick him up and I had the experience of meeting a family of genetically disabled people that had jobs and a home and a kid in school and it was a profoundly normalizing experience for me like I couldn’t take eugenicists seriously after that because like “no they totally can have whole entire meaningful lives with marriage and children and work and hobbies have you not met Dennis??” Anyway quick shout out to Dennis you were a real one

mossquitoman

Tom cruise after making yet another movie in which he has a morally questionable older mentor figure

#go off #tom cruise

limboliturgy

How it's been going

Exodus 4:13, Andrei Tarkovsky Journal 1970-1986, The confessions of Saint Augustine, Jeremiah 1:6, Jonah 1:3, C.S. Lewis Surprised by Joy: The Shape of My Early Life.

#quotes #Christianity

homunculus-argument

Those who think that wisdom and whimsy are mutually exclusive have neither. It's vitally important to do the right thing when the consequences are dire, and to do a whole bunch of utterly frivolous silly dumb shit when it doesn't matter what you do.