INDEFINITE HIATUS

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[agentmassachusetts]

Hello. It’s been a while.

I am uncomfortable even logging back on to this account. I remain extremely affected by what happened regarding myself and another tumblr user a few years ago, preceding my departure from the roleplay community/the slow decline into inactivity beginning in early 2017. I do not ever want to interact with the RvB fandom ever again.

I doubt many of you are still following this blog after it’s been inactive for so long, and I understand. I had fun while it lasted, but it’s been time for me to move on for a while now. See you guys around.

[agentmassachusetts]

yeah, I really don’t think I’ll be coming back unless a miracle occurs. I might try and make Jordan fandomless and see how that goes, but that won’t happen for a while, if at all.

please like this post if you can. hit me up at my main blog if you’d like to chat.

[agentmassachusetts]

figured i should put up an official hiatus pic. if/when jordan comes back he’s going to be a sad old grump.

[agentmassachusetts]

anyway if I come back to this blog, expect major reworking. I'll probably limit the verses to just the ones where Jordan is a mercenary + the au verses, no more pfl.

[agentmassachusetts]

ooc - PLEASE READ

So, I’m not sure yet, but I might be shutting this blog down. Or at least going on a very long hiatus. 

For those of you who don’t know me and what a petty fucker I am, some relationship shit happened with another RvB RPer a while ago, and the falling out essentially ruined the series for me. She’s the reason I’m rather protective of my characters and why I don’t ship Massie, as well as the overhaul of his backstory that happened in August, plus why I shut down the Alpha/Church RP blog that I used to run alongside this one. I returned to this blog to see if I could gain any enjoyment from it like I used to, but I’m still very much a mess.

I’ve been trying to be more active on here since the hiatus I took after our breakup, but every time I think I’ve got my feet under me, something happens that reminds me of her and I spiral back into a pit of depression. I just don’t have the energy to care about RP stuff anymore. I try my best to keep up with people and push out replies as quickly as I can, but I genuinely do not have the energy that I would like to have to devote to this.

I’d like to apologize to everyone that I keep waiting on a regular basis. Please feel free to come talk to me through messages here or on my main, or ask for my skype, if you’d like a more reliable way to talk to me. I haven’t made up my mind yet if I’ll be abandoning this blog, but it’s likely that my reply schedule will remain absolutely abysmal, and I’m sorry about that.

Please do not reblog this post. If you need to talk to me about something I said in it, my messages and inbox are open.

[agentmassachusetts]

OOC

Sorry for not doing replies/updating! shit was happening, got depressed, got busy. the usual

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          Can’t undo a word I said,                                   Years of struggle still ahead,                   All the trouble in my head,                                                                I wish I were good instead.

[softlenaluthor]

[bleachedxblack]

“You want to defend my honor from the Director? Maybe start pleading dramatically?” He joked, voice tired and obviously still strained from the ordeal, but he was joking.

He didn’t withdraw from his looser embrace. Despite verbal comfort normally being a poor fix for him, Massie’s touch was more reassuring than most.

[agentmassachusetts]

“Sure, why not? I could talk my way out of almost anything, your honor has nothing to fear." It was a rather tall boast, of course, but he really would back up Rhode during debriefing if it was necessary. He didn’t want the younger Freelancer to get in trouble.

[rpmusings-galore]

it’s easy to fake a  { smile }                    when you’ve been doing it for a while

[bleachedxblack]

Rhode nodded, understanding smile on his lips. He got that, was pretty used to it too. “I’d be interested in getting one just to see what they’re like, you know? I can’t imagine how they must work, but they’re made a prize because they’re useful.” He shrugged faintly. He’d see what happened, he guessed.

[agentmassachusetts]

“Mm.” He hummed in agreement. “Seeing how they work would definitely be interesting. I've only seen them in use here once or twice, they're pretty different from the shipboard AI I've seen before. I wonder what's different about them, but I guess I'll just have to wait my turn to find out, huh?"

[agentmassachusetts]

“Thank you.” He could feel new tears starting to well up at the corner of his eyes as he leaned into Rhode, allowing himself to get close to the other Freelancer. He thought it had been ages since the last time someone cared enough about his wellbeing to comfort him, and he felt himself begin to cry again. “Thank you for coming back.”

[agentmassachusetts]

ooc

sorry for not responding folks, i know ive had stuff sitting around for a week now, i’ve been super drained this week and i hope to get to everything soon

[agentmassachusetts]

update: I am pretty darn sick

[agentmassachusetts]

I am better now! Working on getting drafts done asap

[agentmassachusetts]

aaand my mental health has taken a nosedive. still plodding along on the drafts, sorry for the wait!

[agentmassachusetts]

[ Bold which of the two traits applies most to your muse! Note that these will not necessarily be opposites! ]

Ambitious // Vindictive

Self-critical // Selfless

Idealistic // Relaxed

Loyal // Innovative

Patient // Neat

Kind // Moody

Fearful // Open

Frugal // Glamorous

Trusting // Confident

Perfectionist // Patriotic

Methodical // Humorous

Maternal/Paternal // Callous

[agentmassachusetts]

ooc

sorry for not responding folks, i know ive had stuff sitting around for a week now, i’ve been super drained this week and i hope to get to everything soon

[agentmassachusetts]

update: I am pretty darn sick

[agentmassachusetts]

I am better now! Working on getting drafts done asap

[krepiert]

[bleachedxblack]

Rhode released a slow breath that threatened to waver, still. That was good. Definitely reassuring. At least he’d have someone at his back. He still held the agent close, but shifted from letting his chin rest over his shoulder to setting his forehead against him, giving them a small amount of space. “Thanks Massie.”

[agentmassachusetts]

“No problem, Rhode. You know I’m gonna be there. I’m not gonna leave you alone." As he spoke, he shifted carefully to allow Rhode to pull away, if he wished. He tried his best to be reassuring, but he was afraid he was pretty out of practice managing anyone's emotions but his own.

"I'll hold your hand through debriefing if you like.“ He grinned at Rhode, hoping to help cheer him up.