A long time coming. So where do I begin?
"A heart that thinks 'there is always tomorrow,'
is like a fleeting sakura blossom.
Perhaps it may blow away,
Within a midnight storm."
-The monk, Shinran (親鸞) upon becoming a monk.
Hello everyone. It has been a long time. I was the semi-amateur historian formerly known as Aggrobot. I don't know what I am now.
I apologize for the long absence. I have neglected you all somewhat, but life caught up with me. After university I became a working person (社畜) and my love for history got away from me somewhat.
I felt inspired to return for a variety of reasons, chief among them re-reading some of @the-archlich and @arosthorn's old posts. Recalling the good times I had in this little community made me happy. So the calligraphy above is dedicated to you, my old history community.
This is not to say that I completely dropped my history studies. I now have a pretty strong understanding of both the Genpei period and the Nanbokucho period of Japanese History and my ability to read Classical Chinese poetry in kanbun kundoku has gotten better. But as of late, I have been itching to return to China, the land of my ancestors, the Land of Mountains and Rivers.
Perhaps there is one thing that should be updated on: I have become a published poet, although admittedly not in my native tongue. I have published a handful of Japanese poems in the local tanka magazine of a city I briefly lived in. In light of this endeavor, I took a poetic sobriquet: The Traveller of an Overflowing Dream (濫夢旅人). The sobriquet was inspired by the Xunzi (荀子) by the author of the same name, as well as the Chinese poet Li Bai (李白) and Japanese poet/author Natsume Soseki (夏目漱石). Perhaps I may share some of my poetry with you in the future. Perhaps I may even commit it to brush. Time will tell.
While I would like to return to studying Chinese history problem is, I don't know where to start anymore. While I still have some of my de Crespigny readings and a complete collection of Cao Pi's known poetry, in addition to some of my Republican era readings from my thesis. But alas, this is incomplete and not nearly up to standard. Moreover, I suspect that great research has been done since then that I am not aware. The world does not stop simply because I get bored haha.
Below I have compiled a list of topics I am interested in returning to study. If any of you have good resources for them, it would be most welcome.
The Three Kingdoms Period (220-279)
a. The Gaoping Incident
b. The Three Rebellions of Shouchun
c. Conquest of Wu by Jin
The War of the Eight Princes
The Yongjia Disaster and the Foundation of Eastern Jin
The Murong clan and the various states of Yan
Republican/Warlord Period (1911-1937)
a. Federalism in the Republican/Warlord Period
b. Wu Peifu
c. Yan Xishan
If you have read this far, I thank you heartfelt. I look forward to reconnecting with some of my old friends.
Honestly, I do not know which ones are still around and which ones have moved on. Regardless, I hope we can speak again.