agony's embrace

keep them longing, make them PLEAD

[agonizedembrace]

━━ # AGONIZEDEMBRACE ㅤ; ㅤㅤ"ㅤI WAS BORN OF A THOUSAND SCREAMS ㅤ,ㅤ WHAT'S ONE MOREㅤ ? "

ㅤㅤㅤ━━ is it a crime to feed ? is it wrong to feast upon the willing ? ━━ ㅤㅤa study into the mind and emotions of the very demon of agony, evelynn. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤever cherished by han since jan 2023.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ➥ CARRD ㅤㅤㅤㅤ➥ HEADCANONSㅤㅤㅤ

proceed with caution : evelynn is not one to shy away from a multitude of methods to get her way, including ( and not limited to ) : violence , sexual acts, manipulation , and much more. due to her nature alone, this blog acts as 18+. anyone below the age will be blocked.

[f4t4lles]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤYOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF !

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#F4T4LLES as lovingly penned by han ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤind & selective multimuse, featuring mina ha of deadlock

[agonizedembrace]

as of now, this blog will be achieved / on haitus . thank you to everyone who's written with me in the past, and to those who stopped by along the way to read.

[agonizedembrace]

been very on the fence about this blog lately, mostly due to stuff that's happened semi-recently

[agonizedembrace]

"they're  lying  to  you." - Blood moon for ur consideration :)

" You say as though I'm not aware. "

Annoyance wears her features poorly ; bitterness shown plainly and disdain at the very thought of what the near future could possibly hold. Evelynn remains slouched in her position on top of the tree branch, arms crossed and straddling the bough. Tired eyes cast away from the man, directly at the red moon that haunts above.

She knows the game well. Watched countless priestess fall right into their hands, like moths drawn to a flame and until recently, Evelynn hadn't cared.

A sigh escapes her, ever heavy and she brings her attention back to the executioner. " What of you then, love? Are you too so contempt to play? For what do you gain? "

Hoisting a leg over, she leaps down with a certain grace ; mystical. Eerie. Her head tilts, far too offset for anyone human and she remains unwavering in her gaze as approaches in even steps. Behind her, lashers drag along the dirt, as if lacking life.

" I almost pity you. " Practically a whisper, nearly over tuned by the crinkling of twigs and leaves beneath her clogs. " Even you too will not remain forever haunted. A gentle embrace by death eventually and that's it. Your soul will go with the wind, rebirth anew, yet ... be sparred of the memories. "

Evelynn stops now, in arms length and allows a moment to pass. The somber bristling of leaves not quite fallen filling the space. " Were I to play this charade, that is not the fate which I get. " There's a pause, head snapping back to a rightful position and exhaustion that settles in golden hues. " Nor for her. "

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After scanning the saloon for its vacant owner, and listening for his unmistakable gait, the demon dare looks the devil's way. Enough curiosity and alcohol to finally fuel their inquisition. "Not all hellspawn are unwelcome in this fine establishment, what with you and your fine fiends bein' employed. Got a hunch your boss might have a personal vendetta against certain strays."

On the bar top now littered with new scoremarks in neat arcs (definitely not abused from an earlier game of five finger fillet) a knife is idly spun on its side. "Could make one wonder what y'all get paid in, to keep performing in a cage."

Dry is the expression Evelynn wears, a glass handled between pointed digits and chin raised as they speak. While outwardly she displays no feelings in either direction of her involvement ( or rather, lack thereof ) in the saloon, there are a thousand words left unsaid ; bitter and fueling the devil's desire to be free.

Slowly she lowers the glass, the alcohol swaying and few remnants finding a new home on the counter. " And yet ye wonder why some are unwelcomed. " Her tone is cold, a gaze unreadable as she scans the crowd to ensure they're truly alone in their discussion. " Perhaps it'd be wise for one to not prod their nose where it don't belong. "

Leaning closer, the devil lets out a long breath before getting in their personal space. " Everything comes with a price, darling. " A hand that once coddled the glass slams down on the knife, ceasing its movements immediately. Behind her lashers rattle in irritation as nostrils flare, finally leveling her stare. " What would you trade for freedom? "

[recordmemes]

༘⋆｡ stirring the pot starters

a mix of arguments, tension, manipulation, gossiping, fighting, & general emotional messiness!

you  weren't  supposed  to  hear  that.

don't  look  at  me  like  i'm  the  only  one  lying.

want  to  tell  them,  or  should  i?

you  think  i  don't  know  what  you  did?

i've  hit  people  for  less.

oh,  i  thought  you  already  knew.

that's  funny,  you  didn't  say  that  last  night.

say  that  again.  i  dare  you.

you  wanna  talk  about  loyalty?

no  offense,  but  if  you're  the  last  to  know,  that's  on  you.

go  ahead  -  pretend  like  it  wasn't  your  idea!

they  deserve  to  know  the  truth.

you  didn't  hear  this  from  me,  but  -

oh,  so  now  you  care?

don't  flatter  yourself.  you  were  just  convenient.

you  crossed  a  line.

we  had  bets  on  how  long  it  would  last.

it's  not  even  a  secret  anymore.

you  don't  get  to  cry  about  it  now.

touch  me  again  and  see  what  happens.

say  it  again.  louder  this  time.

you  really  thought  nobody  would  find  out?

don't  act  so  innocent.

okay,  but  am  i  the  villain  for  laughing?

tell  me  who  else  knows.  right  now.

this  whole  time,  and  you  didn't  say  a  word?

don't  act  brave  now.

you're  really  gonna  do  this  here?

it  wasn't  supposed  to  get  this  far!

you  can't  rewrite  history.

oh,  i'd  never  say  it  to  their  faces.

it  was  supposed  to  stay  between  us.

we're  all  thinking  it,  i  just  said  it.

you're  not  as  untouchable  as  you  act.

do  you  even  feel  guilty?

they  warned  me  about  you.

go  ahead,  make  it  worse.

if  you  repeat  this,  i'll  deny  everything.

the  next  thing  out  of  your  mouth  better  be  an  apology.

you're  about  three  seconds  away  from  regretting  this.

you  keep  pushing,  and  i'll  push  you  back.

they're  going  to  find  out.

one  more  lie,  and  i  walk.

they're  lying  to  you.

you  need  to  back  off.  now.

you're  defending  them?  after  everything?

don't  try  to  hide  it.

tell  me,  was  i  just  a  placeholder?

you  really  think  sorry  fixes  this?

there's  nothing  left  to  say.

don't  act  like  you're  the  one  hurting.

i  don't  owe  you  any  explanation.

whatever  helps  you  sleep  at  night.

you  should've  seen  this  coming.

i  hope  it  was  worth  it.

i  told  the  truth.  just  not  all  of  it.

you'll  miss  me  before  i  miss  you.

smile.  you're  ruining  the  mood.

i'd  watch  that  tone  if  i  were  you.

it's  not  my  fault  you  believed  me.

you  have  such  a  talent  for  pretending  you're  innocent.

we  both  know  this  is  over.

i  never  said  i  was  a  good  person.

i  thought  you  were  different.

[agonizedembrace]

[ 10:01pm Abel -> Eve ]: You've dealt with this feeling before in regards to the Baudelaire boy. I believe I am experiencing what humans refer to as "guilt". What an odd feeling - how do you nagivate it?

[ 10:01pm Abel -> Eve ]: For once I am being serious.

-> [ Abel ]: the audacity to text me this so late at night

-> [ Abel ]: have you no thoughts for my skin care routine?

-> [ Abel ]: it is one of the most interesting feelings. i recall it when i had to consume akali that one time

-> [ Abel ]: this would be better in person. meet me at the farm. 11

[nepalmera]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪᴅ, 끝없이 ᴏɴ ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇ

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤind.ㅤ semi-selectiveㅤlow activity

[agonizedembrace]

right so i caved, here’s my mira blog that i’ll be floating around on as well

[agonizedembrace]

slight update: currently there is no set ship for blog thank you that is all

[doodlesfromthebird]

(Was reminded I made this, so I'm re-posting!) I am NOT taking requests right now, but anyone is free to use and repost for themselves! Happy expression drawing~ 👋😊

[agonizedembrace]

doodles from the other night

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❂ = wiping blood off their face. for blood moon <3

send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

it was another night of ambush.

thankfully for the demon and priestess, they were still awake when the rustling of branches caught their ears. it's a thrill as much as it is a terror ; knowing how close they are to tracking them down and succeeding at their goal. evelynn detests the very idea, taking extra care to sink her claws and lashers deep inside those who follow.

she's still reveling in the high of such a delicious meal that she doesn't take notice to akali who approaches. not that her presence isn't welcomed ( quite the contrary ) but she supposes the human would find the scene beneath her well ... revolting. fragments of a man is nothing close to pretty by any means.

what truly takes her by surprise is the hand that reaches out for her, gently of all things wiping away at idle blood that spilled upon her features. to say she's at a loss of words is an understatement, and the demon finds her lips parting at such an action. for someone so witty, quick tongued, evelynn can only stare in some state of shock ( and adoration, not that she'd ever admit that ) as the moment unfolds.

she bites back the words that rush to her lips. ' kiss me. let us merge. i want to make sure you live. ' and instead settles on a force, albeit forced. such tenderness is not often given towards her, scarcely does she know how to react. in a panic, a need to say something she blurts the next thing that comes to mind: " i should have saved you the killing blow. "

[mumblesplash]

like it's MY fault my love language is acts of service and all i know how to do is kill

[wonderful-rp-resources]

send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

Alternatively, send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible! Please specify the muse for multimuses!

✘ = hugging them.

Δ = playing with their hair.

❤ = kissing them.

₪ = asking them out for dinner.

☀ = giving them a gift of _ ( asker’s choice ) .

♘ = stabbing them.

♕ = bowing down before them.

♒ = lying to them.

✿ = buying them flowers.

☾ = being found shirtless.

♢ = reading them a story.

☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm.

✎ = speaking in a different language.

✏ = teaching them a different language.

▄ = telling them a joke.

♬ = singing to them.

☹ = insulting a loved one.

ஐ = slapping them.

✂ = threatening them.

❃ = dancing with them.

▤ = falling asleep on them.

☮ = waking them up after a nightmare.

♣ = discovering them crying.

回 = patching a wound.

✮ = stargazing.

▓ = caught stealing their belongings.

☽ = wandering alone at night.

♡ = complimenting them.

≡ = offering a place to stay overnight.

☢ = falling over.

✦ = being well-dressed.

❂ = wiping blood off their face.

◎ = taking care of them while ill.

☁ = being caught in the middle of a storm with them.

⇕ = holding their hand.

↱ = being lost with them.

☠ = pushing them against a wall.

[uniiicornmemes]

On anon or not, tell me what YOUR headcanons for my muse are.