i love cheap thrills

obsessed w flowers, pretty skies, alex turner, and halsey

[silly-luv]

[ahurricaneandthunderstorms]

Tonight I unintentionally rediscovered that an ex still follows me on spotify

and when I clicked on his profile his most recently played artist was one with one song he ever played.

It was on a playlist for me what seems like eons ago,

that was our way of communicating,

like a modern day love letter that never technically involves having to admit when you're wrong or saying you're sorry.

I played that song

from eons ago

and my whole world got fuzzy and my chest got tight,

each piano note feeling like another death drop on a rollercoaster launching me forward at hyper speed back in time.

Not for the reasons you might think.

Not because I thought it was about me,

or because I thought he thought about me,

but because I thought about his wife.

The one I just heard about him putting his hands on

the way he did to me.

I wondered if he played her that song

as his way of begging for forgiveness,

the way he did to me.

I wondered if this poor woman will take him back.

(they got a kid you know)

She probably feels like she has to stay

and this grown man will still be trapping women with shitty spotify apologies.

I wonder if there's a song out there I could play to her

one that would also say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I didn't have him arrested so he couldn't hurt you too.

I'm sorry you're with him and I hope you can leave

and I'm so sorry if you feel like you can't.

[briansellars]

the front bottoms (2011) + favorite lyrics

[serratedpens]

“Inside the Apple” by Yehuda Amichai translated by Chana Bloch

[girlrose]

R.E.M - ariana grande

[breakmyheartwithlyrics]

Taylor Swift- Daylight

[ripe]

[1980vibes]

cactus are from another planet, i swear it

[trapped-nerves-deactivated20220]

peace sign // the front bottoms

[oozins]

from my favorite love songs 

[weltenwellen]

Katherine Arden, The Bear and the Nightingale

[vigilantejustice]

this one scene in the latest simpsons episode got dangerously close to classic simpsons levels of heartfelt

[ellievhardy]

[breakmyheartwithlyrics]

Taylor Swift- Cardigan

[tendernxss]

The Front Bottoms // Plastic Flowers

[melikesyoucomics]

2319,

With cold weather approaching and the pandemic still raging on, I’ve been thinking a lot about the things I miss and what I wish I could stockpile. I’ve been working on a project to capture that feeling, making paper mache canned and boxed goods to illustrate what I’d be stocking my cupboards with if I could. Here’s the first batch!

[samo-666-deactivated20220529]