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Aixen | He/him| 24 | I draw ; #aixenart > Oc tag: #aixenocs h: @/sruoh

[aiixen]

 ✨ ABOUT ME  ✨

Aixen ✦ He/Him ✧ Artist ✦ ITA/ENG 

COMMISSIONS OPEN: INFO HERE.

➺ Art tag: #aixen art

➺ Oc tag: #aixen ocs

➺ Oc x Canon tag: #Katsurin (Katsutora x Itoshi Rin)

➺ No Fear Comic: ONE  ✧ TWO  ✧ THREE ...

➺ Original Story side blog: @villa1ns​

Currently Into: ...

↳ JJBA; Jujutsu Kaisen ; Bloomic ; Blue Lock ; Tokyo Revengers ;

↳ No Fear is a comic project that I’m doing out of pleasure and fun ! It’s a Blue Lock fiction written by @/earthtooz, featuring Itoshi Rin and the Reader (designed by me.)

DNI and I will block you on sight if you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, or oppress any minority group.

✧ I mainly draw OC content with occasional fan art of whatever I’m currently into.

✦ My work is strictly SFW. I do draw occasional male characters with their chest exposed, although that’s strictly for studying purposes when I’m working with references and I think it suits the character.

✧ I do accept requests, but I can’t guarantee that I will draw it. (I’m more likely to draw stuff for my friends and mutuals if they ask, mwah). If you really want me to draw something, you can commission me.

✦ I make and fully support: Oc x Canon and Self-insert x Canon content, so if you don’t like it, you are free to block me. ( If you hate this kind of content, then please, do block me.)

✧ I feel very strongly about boundaries, so if you are overstepping them, I will not hesitate to block you. I will also un-promptly block, soft block to break mutuals if for any reason I feel uneasy or uncomfortable ( it’s for my own well being !).

✦ I can let myself get dragged away with excitement at times, so apologies if I come off as too strong, I swear I don’t have any malicious intent, feel free to block me if I accidentally overstep your boundaries, no hard feelings.

✧ I will reply to DMs, asks and messages whenever I have the energy for it ! But you are free to @ me at any moment to catch my attention.

➸ My current brainrot is over my oc x canon ship with Itoshi Rin... so you’ll see a lot of it !! 

➸ While this blog is where I post mainly my art, I will at times reblog works from others ! You can use my art tag to quickly look through my art if needed.

➸ Mutuals are free to hmu at any moment, if you want to talk with me I’m open to hand you my discord for easy access to communication ! 

➸ Unfortunately I am italian, so yeah, you do you haha

[radicalhoodie]

SDUHFIABFIUBIABIFADSAB WE FORGOT to post about our O2A2VNJam entry!!!! my friend @aiixen and me made a game 🌚

"a game about drifting aimlessly through space and meeting an alien👽"

featuring: - 1k words - a introspective (and maybe sad?) story in space!!!​ - a beautiful scrolling background made by aixen :) - an animated sprite (with the power of emofuri and my tears) - two endings!! they're both neutral!!​ - a pink alien :) that doesn't like you :(

it's free to play!!! here on itch.io <3

available for pc and mac <3

[dailyedgeworth]

today, dating sim crossover

[dailyedgeworth]

here’s a closeup of the boys:

[aiixen]

👁️‍🗨️🐰

[crescencestudio]

shoutout to @mangothedoodler for knowing EXACTLY WHAT TIME OF THE YEAR IT IS

BABE WAKE UP ITS MERMAY

[aiixen]

I also have been studying animation in my free time so here's keyframe of my otp kissing (that I hope to be able to finish one day)

[poritora]

Painting study ft my beloveds💕

[aiixen]

Ive been reading Magi and Adventures of Sinbad once again, so I revamped my oc for it

[aiixen]

alive but at what cost

[aiixen]

Stupid crush on this man

[crescencestudio]

Devlog #35 | 09.26.23

Hi everyone!

Hope the beginning of Fall has been kind to you all <3 To be Frank, it has not been Kind to me LMFAO. But I'll get into that, so let's dive in yippee!

Before I do, someone liked this post recently, which was such a throwback. It was before the full demo was out and everything!! I was so young and full of life. I'm going to sprinkle some comparison shots of the new assets with the old ones to break up the text and also walk down memory lane with me! (Full GUI not shown as I'm still waiting on the assets)

Chapter Cards (Left: After | Right: Before)

The "Progress"

I'm going to structure this devlog a little differently from the usual template. The main reason being, for those of you who didn't see, I have not been feeling Myself recently.

This month I found myself all out of sorts. While I felt like I was making progress and doing so much everyday read: fighting for my life, when I looked back on things at the end of this month, I didn't feel like I really did much.

On a higher level, I finished fulfilling Kickstarter physical rewards, opened a Kofi shop of the remaining merch, edited Druk's route and continued writing Etza's route, updated assets and code for the updated demo, and then general commission stuff (BGs from Vui, soundtracks from Peter, etc.).

But overall, Alaris felt largely like it was kinda sitting at around the same spot as it did when I entered this month. Which made me a little sad! I had wanted to make So Much Progress on Alaris because next month I won't be able to work on it really. Then, I realized I haven't taken a break from game development since I started it two years ago HA!!!

The Real Progress

Development for me has been back-to-back. Chapter releases every 1-2 months during my first half year of development, Full Demo release shortly after, Kickstarter shortly after, Full Game Development shortly after. When I was feeling burnt out from Alaris, I made intertwine. Then I was Heavily Involved in the development of two games shortly after.

All of this on top of my IRL responsibilities, which include a job, PhD school, and well, functioning as a normal human occasionally.

And then here we are at the end of September 2023, and I'm wondering why even though I creatively want to work on Alaris, I find my brain literally just getting too tired to think.

Etza CG (Left: After | Right: Before)

I think ever since the Kickstarter, I've put a lot of pressure on myself to consistently put out LOTS of updates for each monthly devlog. I don't want people to think I'm not working on things or I'm not committed to delivering after giving me their hard earned money. But now, with two years under my belt, I'm realizing that is... HMM maybe too high of a standard to put on myself for my first game ever. There are many much more seasoned developers than me who don't put that pressure on themselves (which is Good and Healthy).

So this month, I debated scrounging around and gathering all my crumbs to give you all a devlog that you'll be satisfied with. But I decided ultimately that wouldn't be good for me and would honestly not be the most transparent way to present the current process of things.

And so. Here I am. Head in my Hands. Letting you all know that while I'm not "burnt out," I am.... only human LOL (one human at that). And so some months, like this one, will just not have much progress to report. Not because I'm not working on it or any other deeper reason. But because it's physically impossible and unreasonable for me to be continuously pushing out a steady stream of content.

In-Game Sprites & BGs (Left: After | Right: Before)

Next month, I'lll be taking a vacation. It's actually my first Big, Official one in a Long Time! I'm very excited for it. And while I did initially think about working on Alaris while I was traveling on trains or things like that, I decided to respect my own need to be a Human and just take a break for once in my life. I don't even want to say I Might work on things, because that sentiment alone will pressure me to make some progress. So yes. Next month, there will be no devlog or updates. But please rest assured, I am "working on Alaris" by letting myself just Exist and Rest Up!

Not an Alaris screenshot but it is market research that deserves to be included because I played House in Fata Morgana recently and it was Phenomenal!

Thank you all for understanding and your continued support. I'm extremely appreciative to have such a kind and patient community. Hope you all have a wonderful October filled with Fall Treats, and I'll see you in November! <3

[aiixen]

nightowl

[aiixen]

The next one is for the Nightowl fans 🫶🫡

[sadlad03]

some gay gay boys for the gay gay month

[aiixen]

XYX

[aiixen]

Hi I played Blooming Panic and I'm (insane)

[aiixen]

No bc why did I get into jjk , why why why why ( ruined )