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To the small town girl afraid she would never escape the bounds of the Bay: You will cross mountains and sail waters you never even knew existed. You will fly over cities and greet new horizons, and you will feel lighter with each moment you are in motion. You are not tied to the borders or the people who kept you anchored so long. They will understand, in time, that choosing your own course does not mean you are ungrateful for the place or the people you are “from.” Your “from” may be where you begin, but it does not have to be your end. Small town girl, the world is bigger than you’ve ever imagined it to be and you are only just getting started.

remnant-thoughts

2024 ended on a bittersweet note

how to explain that being resentful and spiteful just drains us

going on long drives to the beach to clear my head is the new hobby

rest well my friend

i still have so many things to tell you about

i am driving now

its scary but fun

i lost my kitten last month

it was hard looking for an emergency vet clinic at 5am

its busy season again

how many years has it been since?

2021, 2022, 2023, 2024

and i'm going to 2025 but you wouldn't be there

while i spend endless nights at work

why am i still in this job right?

i remember you said you can't imagine yourself as an auditor

remember how my work starts by the time your busy days end?

and yet we still find time to

- send emojis when the words are gone

- commiserate

- drink our 4th cup of coffee for the day at the same time

i never got to meet you

hmmm, that one is really sad

but my friend, i knew you

i knew you

and i miss you

mopillow

Fuck my life

This is going to hurt more than what I was expecting

aimi-rly

Is it weird I want He Tian to do the disappearing soon because I want to read them reuniting after years 🥺

pink-friday

He is so precious!!!!!

perfectfeelings

“We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”

— Anthony Hopkins

it doesn't really matter what things we do now

i just want to catch up like old times

i see our old conversations and

how, after a tiring day,

you will send a random thought

or if there's nothing else, a random emoji

hi...

i see my grandma's smile

as she realises that i'm home

and how she would always be there first to welcome me

i see the old stream behind my old abandoned high school