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[glassofflesh]

always filled with faceless mourning

now I see you in my dreams sometimes sinister & mean sometimes sweet as hell i don't know what to believe

when you walked me home that night i had felt safe by your side you said "I'm so glad I met you rene, goodnight"

your picture is still on my wall, on my wall i think about you often, often

so take my lip between your teeth and taste me by devouring and I'll start watching my weight again, oh

some things are best left unsaid some things are best left unsaid

serotonin on a stinking subway there's a shadow on the eastern wall It reminds me of rolling over every little drop of alcohol

singing mountain lullabies i see the darkness in your eyes but you never let me down no, you never let me down

you took a year or two off to decode what the camera pulled in cause the usb port fried punching 'til your hands tire jerking at the FireWire narcissistic filmwatcher i got knocked down

thought of you as my mountaintop thought of you as my peak thought of you as everything i've had, but couldn't keep i've had, but couldn't keep

when your love has moved away you must face yourself and you must say i remember better days don't you cry 'cause she is gone she is only moving on chasing mirrors through a haze

Black is the color of my true love's hair His face so soft and wondrous fair The purest eyes And the strongest hands I love the ground on where he stands I love the ground on where he stands

[slimemode]

back on the path of the wolf

[machineteethepoch]

[godsbestvictiim]

[forsapphics]

all the cool girls are lesbians

[nevver]

I’ve had dreams like that, Min Ding

[feral-ballad]

Yrsa Daley-Ward, from bone; “nose”

[Text ID: “Last night I smelled you / in a dream.”]

[godkissedme]

Well that’s between me and my flesh

[glassofflesh]

gross girl lover girl music

she sayin that she sick of my shit i don't take critique from a bitch seeping from my wrist to the floor cold light leaking from the door razor wrapped in tissue, give a little more turn into a product, feelin' like a whore yeah, i'm drunk as fuck, can we just fuck? girls like me get addicted to the gore

i can tell i'm prey by the look in your eyes if i look away, you'll just eat me alive oh, my heart is racing, something's not right but that's what i like, like, like i can tell i'm prey, but you look so soft i know it's not safe to be close at all chemicals in my brain saying something is off but that's what i want, want, want

and i feel so dangerous but you say i'm doin' fine now guess that's how it goes i'm the dumbest girl alive

text, text, text, text like you tryna start a fight yeah, i'll fuckin text you back i'm the dumbest girl alive

stick a knife in your heart i know that if it’s real then it bleeds let the whole world see it now is not the time i make u leave feels like it’s a pastime all the time said u wanted ur life to be working around art feels like i'm a drag like all the time keeping my composure while i cannot play the part

and you still got a lot to learn you don’t know me and u would probably nеver will i’ve seen u lost the turn i see u right through it and i’ll makе u watch until it hurts

i don't wanna tell you about it baby cause i just wanna give you the time and space for you i'll wait a thousand years, for you i'll wait a thousand years, i dont wanna tell you about it baby but i feel like if i don't i just might go crazy so baby won't you stay with me i need you more than you believe

[lycaniums-room]

Hush

[ofcourseiwouldnot]

[numberoneredbullfan]

so like if u wanted to kidnap me and keep me naked and collared in a small cage in your basement and treat me like a dog and invite your friends to gang rpe me, beat me, piss in me, id be like kinda down for that yk if u wanted to...

[ohummhi]

[stupididiotgirl]

[yhivi]

Otay, this is probably too many, and I haven’t even submitted the photos yet, but blathh + thoughtvomette + I shot this set for GodsGirls a lil’ ago, and it was berry fun.

[radio-jupotter]

we are kind of in "fetish world where everyone does my fetish" but the fetish is heteromonogamy

[freeusebait]

A friend of yours asks if you want to go to the gym with her to help her with her routine. She says having someone there just makes everything so much easier.

An hour later, your crushed between her thighs, unable to smell anything that isn't her.

"awe sweet thing are you whining? I said I needed help with my work out, did I forget to mention that it was to be my sweat rag? Oh well too bad. You'll be good a puppy and clean me up won't you? I just sweat so much these days... Thank god I have a desperate thing like you here. Now c'mon, my asshole isn't gonna lick itself....