nathanstleger:
It’s instinct, deep and familiar, that tells him Logan is drunk the instant the other man opens his mouth. Not tipsy, not buzzed – really, truly drunk, and not recently either. It’s the consistent intonation of a Logan who has been drunk for, if he had to guess, the better part of the day. Well, that’s one way to handle the impossible situation they’ve found themselves in. He only hopes, a distant worry, that Logan being drunk the entire time he’s here doesn’t make him a credible alibi.
“I don’t know how I spent twenty two years without leaving this state, but yeah, you’re right; it’s pretty dismal.”
The fact that Logan’s drunk might, he thinks, be a mercy. The sting of seeing him again ha faded, over the course of a little over 24 hours, to a dull throb, an afterthought somewhere in the very back of his brain, like remembering that time your friend forgot your birthday but deciding not to hold it against them later on. If he’s going to make it through however long he has to spend being back here, he’s going to need someone other than Cecilia to talk to. And a Logan drunk is a Logan who isn’t going to make a big deal out of the fact that they’ve got more history than either of them wants to let on.
At least, he hopes so.
“But, hey, that’s what booze is good for, I guess. And at least it costs less on a college campus than in the middle of DC.”
“Dismal is a word for it, yes.”
His head tilts slightly towards Nathan. There’s something calculating in the other boys eyes, Logan can almost see cogs whirring in there. It makes him want to cleave him in two, see the moving parts and what they might be chugging their way towards. It sets something uncomfortable deep in his gut, makes a small voice in his head want to lean forward and say stop looking at me like you know me. Its easily quieted, easily ignored, shut down by the vicious fact that Nathan does know him, knows him well despite the years of distance.
He brushes it under a mental rug, lets a slow smile spread across his face. “They should put that on the brochures.” He agrees. “Can get drunk here for a lot cheaper than other places, because its in the middle of nowhere.” A chuckle. “They’d come in droves.”
He swallows the rest of his drink, signalling to the bartender for another, savouring the burn of it at the back of his throat. Its easy, then, to let the buzz of the alcohol and the familiar presence quiet his mind. Easy to stop caring about the calculating looks Nathan might have been giving him. A small group gets louder, so he takes it as an excuse to inch closer, all the better to speak and be heard.
“Bet no one plays that game with you in DC either.” It pops into his mind, a flash of a memory. Him and Nathan used to spend a lot of nights like this together, alcohol buzzing in Logan’s mind, high off the company. “You remember, right? Used to huddle up at the bar and watch everyone else and come up with our own variations of their abysmally dull conversations.”













