a january love

In shades of white and gold ✨

[ajanuarylove]

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨? 🥀 • • • #poetry #gaylove #gayromance #lanadelrey #beautifulpoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CqTZ9S0NaLH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

✨✨✨ • • • #gayboy #gayguy #gaymen #gaylove #gaylife #gayfitness #gaydude #gay #instagay #fashion #gaystagram #queer #gayfashion #fashion #instacute #gaypride #twinkboys #instafashion (at Pietermaritzburg, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp0Ze70N6L7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

Du kannst dich immer noch lieben, während du jemanden brauchst, der dir zeigt, wie es sich wirklich anfühlt, geliebt zu werden ❤️🌹 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaymen #gaylove #gayhot #gaylife #gaystagram #gayteen #gaycute #gayhunk #instaboy #gayfitness #gaydude #gay #instagay #gaystagram #queer #gayfashion #fashion https://www.instagram.com/p/CpxYAz7N-xo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

Du kannst dich immer noch lieben, während du jemanden brauchst, der dir zeigt, wie es sich wirklich anfühlt, geliebt zu werden ❤️🌹 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaymen #gaylove #gayhot #gaylife #gaystagram #gayteen #gaycute #gayhunk #instaboy #gayfitness #gaydude #gay #instagay #gaystagram #queer #gayfashion #fashion #instacute #gaypride #twinkboys #instafashion https://www.instagram.com/p/CpxUPZ2turx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

My brother says I look like the Joker when I smile. • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaymen #gaylove #gayhot #gaylife #gaystagram #gayteen #gaycute #gayhunk #instaboy #gayfitness #gaydude #gay #instagay #fashion #gaystagram #queer #gayfashion #fashion #instacute #gaypride #twinkboys #instafashion https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpsz3kltpUd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

✨ • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets https://www.instagram.com/p/CpgFRQtN6wE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

✨🌙🌹 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets (at Pietermaritzburg, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpZnW9gNNXv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒅. 𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒔. 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆. 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔. 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑪𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑶𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒔. 𝑩𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒅’𝒔. 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔. 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒆. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑨 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈. 🥀 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets (at Pietermaritzburg, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpS33qYLVQU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

🥀🥀🥀 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets (at Pietermaritzburg, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpS1y9krTV5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

🌹🌹🌹 • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets https://www.instagram.com/p/CpQSA2Ktiwd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

2014 with a heart stuck in 1975 ✨ • • • #gayboy #gayman #gayguy #gaystagram #gaycute #traveldestinations #instaboy #gayfitness #cleanbodycleanmind #instagay #fashion #queer #gayfashion #fashion #gaypride #twinkboys #poetry #vintagelove #vintageaesthetic #lanadelrey #poets (at South Africa) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpLPX01N3BF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ajanuarylove]

A few things happend today, however I don’t have the energy to currently type everything out as it is 23:22 at night and I have to attend my place of employment tomorrow, but, my beautiful, dashing and gorgeous crush of the last 9 year had accepted my follow request on Instagram after sending it months ago. It sounds like something small but to my little beating heart it means quite a lot to be honest. He is the firat guy that broke my heart’s protective layer and filled it with love at the young age of seventeen. Damn, I cried so many tears over him in my last year of high school. He will definitely always have a place saved for him inside of my soul. This is crazy because I know he’s straight (or, at least I think so) but I honestly believe that we are soul mates. It is just like that and we are definitely going to end up together. We have been designed to be together.

xoxo

almost a decade of love.

[ajanuarylove]

Jesus, I’m so tired of being all by myself. Dear God, where is my knight in shining armor?

[ajanuarylove]

And so i find myself looking at pictures of you,

wishing i had sent you roses instead of guns.

xoxo

the one who left you on read.

[ajanuarylove]

These baby names are so pretty -

Boy: Joshua Henry Austin Taylor

Girl: Juliette Adeline Alexandra Alison

xoxo

✨🌹🌙🌎

[ajanuarylove]

These people on Grindr be annoying me. I quickly shut him up.

[ajanuarylove]

Restoring old family pictures. What a trip down memory lane. I have to say, Remini is a pretty good app to increase the quality of old pics, just saying ( thanks Paris Hilton). I feel a sense of sadness and disappointment at mylsef for not actually making an extra measure in capturing more memories from my friends and family back in the day. There are so many more memories that I would have liked to look back on today even though I had the most shocking hair imaginable as a teenager in the early 2010’s with my flapping cowns lick and pathetic limp, mousey brown hair and twiggy legs. But still, memories are memories and they should be treasured and kept somewhere where you can always look back on them. I’ve always been very sentimental about things like that ever since I can remember but now after my cousin’s violent murder where she was beaten to death with a cast iron pot and strangled from behind, her body discarded in a cattle field, pajamas and all, a week and a half ago, it has increased. I’ve actually, on a deeper and more fundamental reason, come to the realization of how important family is and the love you need to give them while they are still walking this journey with us in the land of the living. It’s my mama’s birthday tomorrow. A full and wonderful 52 years old. I love her so much and value her fierce protectiveness over her children so much. Her life is currently all over the place but she will find her happiness one day in the stability she’s always been yearning for.

xoxo, my loves.