Both hands found either side of his face as she drew herself closer to him, gazing down at the features of his mortal vessel. She hadnât realized how much she missed him until she stood there seeing, touching, and feeling him. His words were above a murmur while the smile was one of relief rather than joy. The soft ever-present crease of disapproval and warning now dipped deeper into his forehead. There was faint darkness just below his eyes.Â
His eyes, they told her everything.
Persephone stood in silence, taking in the image of her husband in this life as the many faces of his past shifted just below the surface. She saw a mighty emperor, the ruthless Impaler. She saw the honorable Yoshitsune, and the influential Robespierre.. The notorious Angelo La Barbera, the magnificent Suleiman.Â
He had always found her. Made it his lifeâs mission. And she had fought him every time only to end up by his side, albeit kicking and screaming the whole way. Every life time there was a dread, a newfound reason to add onto the last as to why she hated him. She blamed him for everything, for the unspeakable things he did because of her. She blamed him for the lives he had given them, both good and bad, but always finding the bad in even the best of lifetimes. She blamed him for who she had become, stripped of her innocence, deflowered and forced to become a Queen so many moons ago.
But she rarely thanked him. Even more rarely did she ever show him her whole heart. Hades was only granted glimpses at a time, peeking through the cracks of her fortified walls to see parts of his name and face adorning it with forbidden acceptance of their toxic love. Everything he did, everything she defied both to him and to herself always came full circle to answer the perpetual question of why.
Why did she stay every time? The easy answer was that he would find her, that there was no point in trying to leave. This wasnât a lie. But only Persephone and Hades knew the real truth. It was moments like this one, silent moments staring into each otherâs soul that one could find the answer. Moments of uncertainty and fear that gave all the fighting and screaming meaning.Â
She stayed silent, reading his eyes for answers that he was attempting to mask, reading him as if she could see what was in his mind. Her thumb brushed the surface of his freshly shaved jawline while fingertips outlined his face, his brows, his nose, his lips. Her own eyes asking him the question he would soon have to answer. Where have you been?
To say Hades had the instinctual gift of deception was putting it lightly. Not quite a trickster as Hermes, but rather a god who was capable of twisting the âtruthâ in a way to get him what he wanted. Lying was simply second nature, the same way as it was to any villainous human in history; the gift of using his ideals in such a way that brought others to his feet, begging to be apart of his movement.
And then there was Persephone. The god of the underworld was not foolish, he was certainly aware that she had picked up that trait, perhaps at a small and less evil scale, but that had made her immune to such tricks. Even still, Hades had never wanted to lie to her in the first place... he valued her far too much. If there was one thing he could pride himself on for being her lover, it was that he was almost always honest.
Sure, little white lies slipped by from time to time, far too long in-between to ever even remember. From the goddessâ first night in the underworld, Hades was only open and completely truthful about their situation. It was cruelly ironic, for him to be so honest about his love for her while she did everything in her power to hide her love for him.
This brought him to an inevitable decision; her petite hands framing his face as they stood silently lost in each othersâ eyes. Heâd had Geoffrey lie. The truth of where heâd been was likely enough to push her over the edge, and he wasn't entirely sure if it was worth it not to lie again. Perhaps he had a slight advantage over his brothers, their wives would have this same conversation nearly day after day, only their husband would have to admit to their infidelity rather than their criminal punishment. Hades would never... could never find himself in the arms of another woman. Was it a relief? An even trade off? A life of evil rather than a life of cheating? He honestly didn't know which Persephone would have preferred if given a choice.
No longer able to hide behind the silence as her eyes screamed the simple question, the god drew in a heavy breath. âI've been...â he started before his voice faltered, hazel hues practically begging for forgiveness for the hurt and fear his actions would cause her; silently taking responsibility for the mess heâd made.
âRight after the event... I wanted to check up on you-- to be there for you. But... the cops brought me in for questioning.â He drew another long breath as his eyes lowered to avoid meeting hers. âThey asked me about Joseph.â