akverum 🖤

[akverum]

I've never seen an angel

But I know the devil and he told me I'm fine

[akverum]

Step by step

I break away

Need the time to get on track

My wounds are deep

Still bleeding

Stich me up I´m through with it now

I´ll start all over again

[akverum]

I add another scar to my collection

It´s been a while since the last time

I choose a path but the wrong direction

I´ll turn around and try and try again

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So what if you can see the darkest side of me?

No one will ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

(This animal I have become)

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You do it all for my own protection

You make me feel like I'll be okay

Still I have so many questions

How do you stay so strong?

How did you hide it all for so long?

How can I take the pain away?

How can I save?

[akverum]

Unbreak the broken

Unsay these spoken words

Find hope in the hopeless

Pull me out the train wreck

Unburn the ashes

Unchain the reactions

I'm not ready to die, not yet

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On this bed I lay

Losing everything

I can see my life passing me by

Was it all too much?

Or just not enough?

Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

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Waking up waking up waking up waking up

In the dark

I can feel you in my sleep

In your arms I feel you breathe into me

Forever hold this heart that I will give to you

Forever I will live for you

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I hate everything about you

Why do I love you?

You hate everything about me

Why do you love me?

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I can handle my rivals, but can't fight these demons alone

Please don't go

All these fakes, all these snakes in the grass, gotta keep it cut low

Keep the circle small, stand tall through it all

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Stick that needle in my eye, just lost my peace of mind

I'm not evil by design, but I feel dead at times

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Flying ravens with a message 'bout me

On my knees like I'm rectifying

Hand on my heart like I'm testifying

Want the beef, I go prime on it

Fuck a king, I turn God on it

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You taste like a mistake

Seasoned with trust

[akverum]

I saw the world a couple times

Tried to cure the ache with absence

But that hole was still a hole

And my mind kept playing tricks on me

Feeling older every day

Took everything I had to not crash and burn

But I'm starting to learn

Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope

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I can't believe I've come so far in such short time

And I'm still fighting on my own

If I stop to catch my breath

I might never breathe again

So just know this,

I've never been so torn up in all of my life

I can't believe I let myself break down

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I could lie, could lie, could lie

Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

[akverum]

Come on and save me

I’m loosing my touch

Day after day

Cause I miss you so much

Come on and save me

I’m loosing my mind

Waiting and waiting

For you to be mine

Come and save me

From me… me…

Come and save me

From me… me…