𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 , 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

moved to hauntics !

[alansqr]

i  think  i’ll  actually  move  al  -  haitham  to  my  multi  bc  all  my  solo  blog  attention  is  always  on  atienne  .  @hauntics  .  the  docs  aren’t  fully  written  yet  (  i  am  in  the  middle  of  revamping  )  but  the  blog  is  up

[alansqr]

what are you all doing here i haven't even written his document . ueueue ( sounds of crying )

[alansqr]

THAT ONE YORICK L.EAGUE OF LEGENDS QUOTES WHERE THE MAIDEN GOES 'your human form is so confining . you could be infinite' AND HE REPLIES 'i am enough' . AL - HAITHAM AL - HAITHAM AL - HAITHAM A

[alansqr]

ik I’m not in my haitham blog but can they throw hands for scientific research purposes

why for science ? i'd say for fun . just a good past time ; throw hands w/ yourself . let's find out who did it better - the former archon or the patron saint

[alansqr]

reminds me that al - haitham's divine for is fkin massive . 60ft (18m) from tail tip to scalp with a 120ft (37m) wingspan

[alansqr]

" you haven't been home. " it sounds more accusatory than he means, really; not that he's been keeping track or anything [ he has his own work to do that doesn't involve keeping tabs on the scribe ]. just that there's a kind of silence when no one else is there. a discomfort settled right at the back of his head that he hadn't known the meaning of until he'd looked up from his work one evening and seen the cold, dark loneliness for what it was.

that's why he's here, of course. not because he misses him, just that he misses company. of course. he itches absently at a spot at the back of his ear, and pointedly doesn't look at al-haitham.

" come have dinner with me. " a pause, two pauses. " i'll pay. "

      @holyfiends​    :     𝒌𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒉

    𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏  𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆  𝒊𝒔  𝒂𝒏  𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒕  𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒄𝒆  𝒊𝒏  𝒐𝒏𝒆'𝒔  𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆  ,  they  occasionally  forget  to  keep  track  .  so  ,  it’s  no  surprise  that  more  than  a  day  has  passed  with  al  -  haitham  being  absent  from  home  .  many  things  tend  to  keep  them  occupied  -  work  ,  thoughts  ,  even  memories  from  past  times  rear  their  head  in  silence  .  though  ,  eventually  they  have  to  return  .  if  not  for  rest  then  for  a  change  of  clothes  at  least  .  the  one  thing  they  didn’t  expect  was  kaveh  awaiting  their  return  (  more  eager  than  he  usually  does  ,  even  if  his  tone  doesn’t  suggest  as  much  )  .  their  attention  is  pulled  from  where  they  put  their  key  to  their  room  -  mate’s  eyes

    there  is  a  hint  of  a  smile  making  its  way  to  the  corners  of  their  mouth    ❛    indeed  ,  i  haven’t  been  home  .  i  didn’t  think  you’d  notice  or  mind    ❜    on  the  contrary  !  they  simply  assumed  kaveh  would  have  enjoyed  the  time  to  himself  he  got  .  it’s  a  surprise  for  them  .  not  one  they  mind  all  too  much  ,  just  one  they  didn’t  expect

    ❛    if  i  didn’t  know  any  better  ,  it  almost  sounds  like  you  missed  me    ❜    it’s  a  tease  .  just  one  part  of  their  endless  back  -  and  -  forth  (  sometimes  gentle  ,  sometimes  fierce  )  .  for  now  ,  al  -  haitham  moves  past  kaveh  to  hang  up  their  coat  . . .  and  to  consider  .  was  he  joking  or  was  he  serious  ?  desperate  for  shared  time  of  which  they  had  forcefully  deprived  him  for  the  last  two  days  ?  they  hum  at  the  end  of  their  thoughts    ❛    alright  then  .  i’ll  indulge  your  request  .  it’s  been  a  while  since  i’ve  had  a  good  meal    ❜    or  any  meal  ,  at  that  .  hunger  does  not  gnaw  at  them  as  it  would  on  anything  more  mortal  .  of  course  ,  they  hunger  and  starve  too  -  however  ,  never  for  food  .  it’s  always  something  passed  and  gone

[alansqr]

every day i think abt the fact that al - haitham was never and will never be considered a god but they're divine enough to be cursed with immortality and the faith of a few people who consider them a patron saint

[ohisms]

𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 .   (   a  series  of  question - based  starters .  )

❛  how  did  this  happen ?  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  talking  about ?  ❜ ❛  why  didn’t  you  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  you  stop  running ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  get  your  number ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  really  think  i’d  never  figure  it  out ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  pushing  me  away ?  ❜ ❛  why  should  i  care ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  did  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  weren’t  you  there  for  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  why  aren’t  you  dressed  yet ?  ❜ ❛  where  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  never  stay  in  the  mornings ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  ever  stay ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  hear  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  look  me  in  the  eyes ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  kiss  you ?  ❜ ❛  what  aren’t  you  telling  me ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  anything  i  can  do ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  here  to  kill  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  am  i  supposed  to  go ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  wanna  get  out  of  here ?  ❜ ❛  who  sent  you ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  put  this  behind  us ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  looking  for  someone ?  ❜ ❛  who  gave  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  who  was  that ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i’m  stupid ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  help  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  who  am  i  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  is  this  so  important to you ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  want  to  come  in ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  mean  it ?  ❜ ❛  when  did  you  stop  loving  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  these  things  always  happen  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  do  you  think  you  are ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  lying  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  here ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  tell  me  the  truth ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  believe  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i  deserve  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  do ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  walk ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  a  good  ending  for  us ?  ❜ ❛  what  was  i  supposed  to  do ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  care ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  make  it  better ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  help ?  ❜ ❛  did  i  ever  stand  a  chance ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  trust  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  ever  stop  talking ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  come  with  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  would  you  say  that ? ❛  how  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  move  on ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  i  see  you  again ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  talk ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  a  minute ?  ❜ ❛  do  we  know  each  other ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  shut  up ?  ❜

[alansqr]

here's an inbox call while i listen to my alarm at 6:15

[oopsprompts]

“Well, what do you call it when someone tries to kill you?”

“Tuesday.”

[weltenwellen]

Margaret Atwood, “Thoughts from Underground”, Selected Poems: 1965-1975

[alansqr]

all of you want to kiss al - haitham so bad it's embarrassing

[alansqr]

if al - haitham ever had a lover they'd get not a single word of love confessions but rather very eloquent love letters . can't shake an old habit ( being the first scribe and writing everything down that ever left the greater lord's mouth when he was still divine )

[larieson-a]

    hi  hi  !  so  i’ll  be  on  a  business  trip  from  the  3rd  to  the  10th  .  i’ll  queue  replies  to  fill  the  days  but  i’ll  be  mia  ooc  .  just  a  heads  up

[alansqr]

act 3 part 2 spoilers . i think it's interesting that only humans have the capability to dream so if you go and ask al - haitham about what happened he'll just straight up lie to you about the things that happened to him . like he wasn't trapped in that dream . he was aware it was taking place but he was on the outside of it with no way of getting in bc he doesn't dream . he's incapable of it and yet he still contributed most of the knowledge to the archives

[alansqr]

al - haitham is the best gd example of what a few thousand years of voluntary servitude and devotion followed by the person , who took over , not even returning your calls does to a man

[moosings-deactivated20231019]

RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS 2.0

continuing from my original random dialogue series  ( 1.0 | 1.5 ),  i thought to create a brand new one for even more (random) situations! the following prompts are from a variety of public sources, as well as my own. as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!

thank you for agreeing to help.

sorry, it’s just that i get very nervous when someone else is driving.

i sense tension…

there’s a reason i keep this door closed.

i can’t believe you would do this to me!

there’s nothing reassuring about what you just said.

i thought we’d be safe here.

thanks for looking out for me.

i’m right here.

thinking about it makes me sick.

i’m not asking.

c’mon, i’ll drive you home.

there’s something i’ve been meaning to tell you.

hey, you owe me this favour.

i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you.

you’re too good for this world.

i’ll be okay, i’m always okay.

sorry about last night.

do you remember we used to do that in school?

i need your help.

you have no idea how much this means to me.

how long have you been standing there?

we have to stop meeting like this.

there’s someone in the house!

you’re beautiful.

very few people understand me, but you do.

i’m sorry.

get out of my way.

i saw it as clearly as i see you standing there now.

if you leave now, you lose everything.

please stop talking.

i make my goddamn choices myself, based on what i know.

don’t upset your father, not now.

you’re gonna get us killed someday.

i don’t feel good.

do you ever think we should just stop doing this?

i think you should stay the night.

who’s side are you on?

believe it or not, i am grateful.

i’m not supposed to talk to strangers.

you have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.

i don’t think this is a good idea.

you’re not dead yet.

i wish you told me sooner.

are you kidding me?

you must be mad, coming here like this.

i don’t know how i can repay you.

you embarrassed me this evening.

don’t act so surprised.

there’s something i need to get off my chest.

tell me what’s bothering you.

everything is always about you!

midnight, on the bridge. come alone.

you stand there and accuse me, but where were you at the time?

i knew you wouldn’t be able to see it through.

i need more time to think.

you need me.

i’ve forgotten what it’s like to feel young.

you’re okay, you’re okay.

i don’t remember my childhood.

if we both stick to the story, they can’t prove anything.

i’ve been checking you out.

you look tired.

this must be hard for you.

never underestimate me again.

you got a package for me?

i think you’re right.

my hands are clean in all of this.

we really need a better excuse to see each other.

i’m ready to try again.

where i go and what i do is none of your business!

i never thought i’d see you again.

my work is my life.

we never should’ve kissed—that was our first mistake.

i feel very alone.

you are loved, don’t ever forget that.

i’m not gonna make it.

i don’t think i could live alone again.

when i was younger, i saw something i shouldn’t have.

i don’t want to have a baby.

stay the night, you deserve the rest.

you look ridiculous in that thing.

quick, hide behind the sofa!

hurry! they’re pulling up in the driveway!

i haven’t had a good breakdown in months, perhaps i’m due.

you’re impossible to ignore.

if you get me his phone, i might reconsider.

i’m afraid you’d look at me differently, now that you know.

i can’t trust you anymore.

hope is a silent killer, one day you’ll find that out for yourself.

i miss moments like this more than anything.

you can’t keep treating me this way!

sorry, i haven’t checked my phone all day.

my head is killing me.

just do as i say, and no one gets hurt.

you woke me up.

i didn’t mean to make you upset.

i can’t believe you’re just gonna give up like that!

just breathe.

i’m in the mood for pizza, what do you think?

if this is going to work, you’re going to have to trust me.

i’m not a big fan of the dark.

i could kill you!

you should’ve listened to me.

there’s always going to be someone who wants to knock you down.

it’s not fair!

so you had a bad day, there’s always tomorrow.

be nice to me, it’s my birthday.

you didn’t have to walk me home.

i would appreciate it if we didn’t discuss personal matters right now.

there’s no need to be callous and cruel.

this is for your own good.

i could kiss you.

i’m in the middle of something, this better be urgent!