h e y, i t's Alec

That poetic Bastard. Living and drowning in my dreams. MaDD blogger.

[somaddicouldscream]

My MaDD ass, installing my daydreams in an already existing fictional universe

[alecisdaydreaming]

Don't be shy

Hey! So I noticed I have been getting more messages, I just wanted everyone to know you can message me! Don't apologize for it, ask me questions or just say hi! I don't bite hahaha.

[alecisdaydreaming]

Hey, what’s up? We’re kind of neighbors in mental illness categories, (in that I disassociate, and you daydream. Both are escapist type things) Anyways your blog is informative af, and I appreciate that it’s here. -Jett ((If this came off rude please tell me because I don’t mean to do that at all))

Hey! No not rude at all! It's nice to get messages, and know my blog is useful hahaha!

[wanderingalonelypath]

Aesthetic MADD: listens to music, smiles for no reason, staring out the classroom window dreamily, laying in bed all day, creative, artistic

Reality MADD: obsessively clicks the volume up until your ears ring, mouthing entire conversations angrily with facial expressions, pacing so hard your scared you’re parents will hear, trying to pay attention in class but it feels like trying to catch sand, daydreaming while staring at a blank word document and using the blinking line like a metronome, feeling like you aren’t in control of your own thoughts

[maddjudaiyuki]

Since we all talk about our paras a lot I just wanna give a shoutout to those who have very few/no paras besides their parames and their daydreams revolve around fictional characters/people important to them

Yall are amazing and creative and daydreams about your fav characters/people are super cool!!!!! ☆

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Maladaptive Daydreamer Problems #17

Always missing the best parts in a movie because you daydreamed through them

[alecisdaydreaming]

MaDD Things

Nearly being run over by a car because you're in the middle of an intense scene with music blasting in your ears and you're on a scooter.

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Maladaptive Daydreamer Problems #24

It’s a miracle if you’re good at remembering the way to places since you’re always daydreaming in the vehicle

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I’m thinking of starting a Discord server meant for fellow maladaptive daydreamers at some point in the near future, would anyone be interested??? Interacting with this post in any way will be taken as a “yes”

These are the overall themes for possible sections/channels I had in mind, feel free to suggest more themes and/or specifics for the themes:

-Para rambling

-Venting about MADD problems

-MADD humor

-Daydream universe rambling

-A place to toss daydream prompts into

-Somewhere to show off any type of media you made about your daydreams/paras

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Maladaptive Daydreamer Problems #21

Having to stop daydreaming when you’re with other people because you feel like everyone can see what you’re daydreaming about

[alecisdaydreaming]

I thought..

I thought I was the only one who did what I did. Create scenes and worlds in my head, for years I thought that. I actually was so embarrassed about what I did, living in these made up worlds. I have been doing it since I was seven and I am seventeen, it has been here for so long now. And only around two years ago I found the name for what I did....And was so shocked to find the amount of others who experience the same thing I do. Which is a drug. We are all addicted to this life destroying drug, which tears reality apart. Reality becomes an illusion over time and you feel reality slipping beneath your feet. As you stand between the two worlds, you want to stop but cannot. It soothes you and tells you everything will be alright, death and happiness is all made up in your head. You begin to redraw yourself from reality as you rather meet these made up people in your world.  

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Maladaptive Daydreamer Problems #20

Having to keep the volume of your songs low when you’re sitting next to someone, because you fear they might hear your songs, and then not being able to get completely immersed in your daydreams

[alecisdaydreaming]

I get paranoid that someone might be able to hear me replay the same song twenty times. 

[alecisdaydreaming]

I am going back to a physical high school after my school holidays.......and I am so nervous. With MaDD it’s going to be hell, I know because I have been through it before. While doing online education it was a little easier to manage my schoolwork...I just hope I do OK. The last time I even had interaction with someone my age was two years ago....I’m not joking I wish I was tbh. I have bad panic attacks and anxiety so I just really hope nothing bad happens. 

[alecisdaydreaming]

Paras...

I have so many para’s that I cannot even keep up with them all.....some can just appear out of nowhere for some of a plot. And others have tragic backstories and have been around for six years. And some are just disposable......when someone needs to be killed, they get killed. Holy fuck I put my guys through so much. Sorry but not sorry. Also a lot of inspiration for my para personalities are from characters that exist. 

My parame is the most significant out of all...of course. They have the most awful backstory and life. I have so many different plots and worlds and my parame’s backstory and personality is different in each world I have made......And this is why I get nothing done hahaha. 

[indigoworlds]

Ask my about my

29374864393738396292629153 paras and their Tragic™️ backstories

[nxferatu]

yo just a lil reminder that all genders n sexualities are 100% welcome n supported on this blog

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Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

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Couldn’t scroll

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I don’t give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your ‘theme’ have a heart and reblog.

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