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That feeling...

(it had been a long time since the last post... Anyway..)

I found my self near thw glass window staring as everything seem to just passed by.. The more i look outside, the more dazed i am. I feel all the emotions that even i cannot explain. I am feeling more and more out of this world. Reality is hitting me like a bitch, because i am nothing but a dot. A dot that can easily be erase. I feel the pain of all this emotion and it hurts so bad.

The world will still go on even when i am gone. I am nothing but a dot.

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for the past few days i have been listening to sentimental and someone like me. They bring back memories in the past that are like ghost that is making me sad. memories that i want to burry deep deep deep on the oceans. in the past i was easy going and i like to play with the so thing called. i met a lot of good guys. but i just let them fall without any proper reciprocation. i like them but simply as a friend. when i was in college i started to take relationship until a certain person played with my emotion. i feel for him without reciprocation. i loved him.. but in return he hurt me. then a friend of mine confess to me. he told me he liked me ever since but i was so blind about it. i gave him a chance. but it did not work out. that was when we broke up before graduation. i went back to manila. and i am back in my old ways. i dont take relationship seriously because of my fear of meeting another jerk who will hurt me. i cried a lot in the past and i don't want that again. my sentimental feelings.

There

never thought that i am gonna meet you or to be friends with you. I have this aura that makes people think that i am unapproachable. but you approached me so suddenly one afternoon in the library. Honestly, i am not even aware that you are my classmate. so when you said, hi.. out of courtesy i said hello. but in my mind i was thinking.. “do i know you?”.

you talked to me that time and introduced yourself to be my classmate. we talked and talked.. and became friends that very same day.

ever since that day we started hanging out. we studied together and go out sometimes to eat. we have been close and almost became the best of friends.

we have a lot of things in common. our likes and dislikes are almost the same. In a short span of time, something changed between us. One day, out of the blue, while we were joking around, you blurted out that you like me. i laughed after and told you that you are such a joker. you suddenly became serious and told me again in a serious tone that you like me. i was taken aback and i did not say anything. you told me again that younlike me and you wanted us to be something more than friends. i told you that i will think about it. that day i was bothered by what you have said.

after that day we did not talked about that one afternoon. but you became sweeter through your actions and you never fail to send me sweet messages. you did not pressure me into anything. we were just happy.

i realized days after that i like you too. i told you that i am starting to like you and i saw how happy you are. Later on we became official. we were both so happy. we tried to manage our time between studies, family and relationship. we manage to do so for some time but eventually our studies became more demanding and time consuming. we became so focus at school that we often failed to see each other.

we started going to different schools.. we communicated via sns. and we tried to do so for months despite the fact that we are busy. we tried and we manage to. but as time passed i found it so hard to juggle everything. the demand from other aspects of my life is overwhelming and at that time i know that i needed to make a decision. a decision that wilk hurt us both.

i sent you a text saying that we need to see each other and so we did. we talked about it in a calm manners and we both open up our feelings about us and decided that it is bettet to part ways and end the relationship. we remained good friends and we still hangout if our sched permits.

we truly like each other but decided that we should focus first on what is our priority. i wonder what awaits us both.

#love #priority #studies #breakup #friendship

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