I wrote this ficlet mainly for myself, I probably won't publish it in ao3 or other fanfiction platforms.
Originally I wanted to write a darker Sebastian, maybe more cold-hearted and inclined to BDSM but this is all got. I couldn't managed to make him darker, my heart couldn't take it.
This is a Sebastian Sallow X Slytherin Male!MC
I repeat Sebastian Sallow X Slytherin Male!MC
It's written in second person and from PoV of both protagonists
Warning: NSFW, mild angst, underage sex, slight voyeurism/exhibitionism if you squint
You confessed your love for him, he rejected you respectfully, he said he wasn't interested in men and left. Your heart broke, even though you were mentally prepared for this, it still hurts like hell. Why would you fall for Sebastian Sallow though. You knew a guy like him wouldn't fall for you. Despite everything you were grateful that he treated your feelings with respect, and didn't make fun of you or told everyone about it. Still your friendship with him it's not the same afterwards. Having to share a room with him makes your healing process difficult and painful. Little by little you reconnect with your other friends, you go ingredient hunting with Garreth, or shopping with Natti, grooming the beasts with Poppy, even blowing up some poachers' from time to time, studying with Ominis, or go for a broom flight with Everett or Imelda. Little by little you shove your feelings for Sebastian to the bottom of your heart. But in the end you know it's all just a mask, your feelings for him are still there unwavered. If he asks you know there's nothing you wouldn't do for him.
Should you give an opportunity to Garreth or Amit maybe? You know for a fact that they're interested in you, they haven't made it subtle that they fancy you, but it doesn't seem fair to date someone while you have another person in your heart. Yet you accepted Garreth's invitation to Hogsmeade Lupercalia festival, but you let him know in advance that you are not prepared to date anyone right now. Both of you go there just as friends. Both of you had a great time,the masks, the drinks, the dance, hitting people with whips made of silk paper and soft fabrics, it's the first time you enjoyed yourself so much since that day. At the end of the day when you said goodbye to Garreth for that wonderful evening you kissed his cheek as thank you. When you arrived at your room you almost jumped when you saw someone was already there.
—Did you enjoy the festival?—he asked
—Sebastian, you scared me— you say holding you hand over your heart
—Why? This is my room too, isn't it? It should be normal to find me here—Sebastian retorted in a bit of a condescending tone
—You're right, it's just that I wasn't expecting you
—Maybe you had so much fun with the Weasley boy that you forgot about me—Sebastian blurted
—What? —your mind could not entirely process what Sebastian was trying to say
—What I'm saying is, you seem to be enjoying yourself quite a bit with other boys for someone who said he loved me not four months ago. You seem to have forgot me quite quickly—
You don't know how it happened, it's like your body just moved on its own. You only are aware of it when you see your hand slapping Sebastian's face. You can just feel your mask finally breaking, tears falling on your face.
—How dare you? Do you have any idea how difficult these months have been for me? How much have I suffered? How difficult it was for me to reconnect with my friends? To find joy?— you let your emotions explode all at once.
Sebastian stays there, not moving at all.
After a moment you recompose and dry your tears from your face.
—I'm sorry—You apologize—I shouldn't have snapped like that, I shouldn't be pushing these emotions on you, when it was me the one that fell in love like a fool. You are not the one to blame for this, it is entirely my fault.—You walked away from him
Sebastian started to walk towards you. You prepared yourself for him to return the hit you just gave him, instead you felt him pulling you towards him. Your mind went blank when you felt him kissing you. You opened your mouth to ask for an explanation but Sebastian used this to deepen the kiss.
When the kiss was finally over. You were too dazed to say anything.
—Do you still love me?—Sebastian asked
—Yeah—you answer without thinking
—Great!—Sebastian said self-satisfied, before guiding you to his bed
You feel flattered that the new fifth year fancies you. But you're not into blokes. He's definitely handsome. Anyone should be lucky to get that boy's attention, but you prefer gals.
Anyway you try to distance yourself from him, you know how difficult it could be trying to forget someone, especially when you have to see that someone everyday.
You must admit that your days are not as fun anymore without him, but there's nothing you can do about it.
You see him unmotivated and somewhat sad during the first two months, but he's slowly starting to open up to his friends again, even Ominis has opened up to him again and overall the New fifth year seems a bit happier. For some reason you felt like something sinks infinitely in your stomach at that realization, but you choose not to address it, and keep going to your normal routine.
Did you see that Ravenclaw guy flirt with the new fifth year? No, you should be seeing things.
Now that Gryffindor potions maniac was definitely flirting with your new fifth year. Wait “your new fifth year” since when exactly?
It doesn't matter. Why do you care so much? Why have you been paying so much attention to him anyway?
No, that's not what happened, impossible. You look at your pajamas. Oh shit. It's true, you just had a wet dream about the new fifth year. How? You're not supposed to like boys. But then again how do you explain dreaming about fucking your roommate and enjoying every bit of it. Sure you are perfectly able to appreciate masculine beauty, your best friend Ominis for example, he's a pretty good looking guy, but you can't imagine yourself in bed with him. It feels almost like incest to you, Ew.
But somewhat, somehow now you're all about having intimacy with a guy you just met, no that's not possible. No, your brain is playing tricks on you. Yes, that 's it. You disregard this stupid dream, and all the others that came after that one.
You almost forgot about the upcoming Lupercalia festival at Hogsmeade. You usually go with Anne and Ominis, but that won't be possible this year, and Ominis got a date, so you asked a Ravenclaw girl to the festival. You don't pay too much attention to the festival until you recognise the new fifth year in a fox mask beside the potions maniac in a lion mask. You cannot take your eyes out of them. He looks so beautiful, even with a mask covering half his face you can tell he looks great. It seems like he put a little effort to look good for his date with Garreth. You physically cannot deny it anymore, you like the new fifth year and seeing him having so much fun with the redhead boy makes you burn with anger and jealousy. You excuse yourself and go back to the castle, you decide to go back to your room. You're sitting in your bed reading a spellbook when you hear the door to your room open. You almost laughed when he got jump scared at seeing you in the room.
—Did you enjoy the festival?— you asked him
—Sebastian you scared me—he said with his hand on the chest
—Why? This is my room too, isn't it? It should be normal to find me here—You say confident
—You're right, it's just that I wasn't expecting you— He says
—Maybe you had so much fun with the Weasley boy that you forgot about me—you blurted without thinking
—What? —he asked visibly confused
—What I'm saying is, you seem to be enjoying yourself quite a bit with other boys for someone who said he loved me not four months ago. You seem to have forgot me quite quickly— You complain remembering how happy he looked with the redhead boy
It all happened in a blur, you just felt the pain in your cheek, but when you were about to demand an explanation you see him crying, and your heart shrinks.
—How dare you? Do you have any idea how difficult these months have been for me? How much have I suffered? How difficult it was for me to reconnect with my friends? To find joy?— he expresses in what seems like and emotional outburst.
You stay there, not moving at all. Feeling like shit. Now you see how much he suffered. And you don't want to see it anymore. You promise yourself that if he accepts you, you won't let him suffer like this ever again. But right now you don't know what to do to contain him. You really want to console him, but you don't know how.
And a part of you is hopeful that if you still provoke such an emotional response on him, you still have hope.
After a moment he gets himself together and dries his own tears.
—I'm sorry—he apologizes—I shouldn't have snapped like that, I shouldn't be pushing these emotions on you, when it was me the one that fell in love like a fool. You are not the one to blame for this, it is entirely my fault.—he walks away from you
You won't let that happen, you walk towards him. You pull him towards you and kiss him. You take advantage of his confusion and kiss him deeper. This feels so fucking right.
When you run out of air and have to separate yourself from him, you see him dazed. You loved watching what your kiss did to him.
—Do you still love me?—you ask
—Great!—You smile, and guide him to your bed.
You want to kiss him senseless, but more than that you want to fuck him senseless. It's not long before both of you are completely naked. Damn, he's gorgeous, way more beautiful than you imagined in your dreams. You cast a couple of spells to clean out both of you and lubricate him. You introduced two fingers in his ass and start fingering him slowly. Little moans escape his mouth. He tried to put a hand over his mouth to muffle his own moans, but you don't let him.
—Let me hear you— you demand
You enjoy every little sounds that comes from his mouth as your fingers fuck him.
When he's loose enough you add a third finger. You can see his back arching at this, you're enjoying his reactions so much. You almost forgot to pay attention to his cock, with your free hand you slowly mastubate him, sending him into a pleasure heaven. After some minutes you take your fingers out of his ass, a disappointed sound escaping from his mouth.
You clean the lube from your fingers.
He only nods. You slowly begin pushing your dick inside him. You distract him with kisses while entering him.
—Sweet Merlin! Sebastian you're bigger than I Imagined— he managed to muster
—You think often of my dick?—you ask
He nods again, blushing like an apple. Once you're all inside, you stay like that for a moment before thrusting. Once you started thrusting both of you become an orchestra of moans, groans and grunts.
—Whom do you belong to?— you asked him
—Y… you— He says, but you're not satisfied
You didn't even had time to warn him before you released you cum inside him.
For the second round you laid yourself in bed with pillows on your back and made him sit on your dick impaling himself with it while you restrained his hands behind his back. You loved watching your dick going inside him, maybe not today but you promised yourself you're going to recreate every single one of your wet dreams.
Suddenly you hear the door opening. You sit on the bed and cover his mouth with your hand has a muffled moan almost escape from his mouth as your dick goes deeper inside him.
—Ominis, we weren't expecting you yet. Do you think it's possible for you to wait for a bit outside in the common room for a couple of minutes? We're kinda resolving some problems right now and need some privacy.
—I can imagine what kind of problems you're solving right now, just make sure you clean everything before I come back, I can smell the sex from here. I'll distract our other roommates for a bit, but be quick— Ominis declared before getting out of the room again.
That was a bit embarrassing. But it was still quite exciting. You start thrusting your dick inside your lover again until both of you come.
—That was incredible— he said
—Amazing—You agreed—But now that you're my boyfriend, I have a lot more of this in mind.
—am I your boyfriend though? I don't remember being asked— he said cockily
—So you just go out in the world having sex with just any guy?— you ask
He pouts and made an angry face
—Arghh! Okay, okay— you concede—Do you Want to be my boyfriend, please?— you asked
—With pleasure— he answers winking at you
You want to stay like this and cuddle with him a little longer but after a few minutes both of you start cleaning up before Ominis could come back and kill you.
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