Confessions I canāt keep inside me anymore.
I am so literally tired of krp world sometimes. I used to enjoy every day of it, I used to love it, be into it a lot and be happy while rping. But it changed. Let me tell you what bothers me... since my muse knows person A and person B, who are a couple, and is their friend, I feel totally lost in my rp world. Person A owns a multiverse blog and they got a lot of dating people, including person C. B and C know about each other. C hates B because B gets more attention of A. And my muse is like... needed only when C or B needs to complain about A. Though since few days, A started to be as annoying as C and B and I barely can stand being the mun here. I wonder what should I do. My muse feels rejected, like they are nothing but a listener who must listen all whining and must help B and C to live with A. My muse feels mostly like a bother, whenever A and B or A and C are around them. My muse feels bad and angry at the moment. Though they used to be really okay with A and liking their company, things changed and everything is complicated. Worst thing, thereās no one whoād listen to my muse speaking about it, since all his friends are the same or not care. My muse tried to speak out to C but they didnāt show any interest in listening to them, because all they usually talk about is person A and how bad they treat them ( well, A doesnāt like whiny people and things being with C is a mistake but my muse is too good person to tell that out loud.) As a mun I know they might possibly read this or see this somewhere, but I really... canāt speak out to them about my problems, because all what C and B want to listen about or talk about is person A, and A is always busy though it happens to them to find a moment for my muse. I donāt blame them for being busy. They are great rper and they got great muse and I just wish they wouldnāt be getting as annoying as B and C.Ā
Anyway, I didnāt talk much about B. Well, B is usually fine but acts very childish at moments and is being rude sometimes. They usually talk to me with one word and always are likeĀ āwhere is Aā. My muse is sick of hearing about A. A became their main subject of the day. Everybody talks about A, everybody knows A and I really have nothing to A. Is just that my muse wishes there would be a day when people care about them instead of A.Ā
C or B rarely ask how is my muse. C asks more often becuase we talk more. B is likeĀ āwhateverā to my muse and Iām like.. why they are friends...Ā
Anyway, I wrote it because damn, I need to talk out sometimes and I have nobody whoād listen. So here it is. All my confession.
My mood as a mun is ruined by rping for now and I donāt enjoy it as much as I used to. Iām tired of it and I wanna escape everytime I feel down.
Iām thinking about hiatus, though I know Iād go crazy with all free time Iād have. I wonder if I ever can be happy in rp world.Ā
Also I hope nobody who knows situation reads it.Ā
I got so many feelings inside that itās hard to mention all of them
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