Specialist Creative Practice: Week 4, Day 2 - CAP1
We were to pick a quote or lyric to inspire our conceptual artwork. I picked a lyric from Billie Eilish's song 'Lovely' - 'Isn't it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone. Tear me to pieces, skin and bone. Hello, welcome home.
• Heart made of glass - break easily, vulnerable, internally fragile
• My mind of stone - hardened, cold, impenetrable
• Battle between the mind and the body?
• Perhaps suggesting a contrast between her state of mind, which is like stone, and the emotions she feel inside that cause her to feel fragile like glass. The mind is blocking or caging her heart?
• Could be refering to the effect of heartbreak? Or mental illness
• Mental illness slowly tears away at a person until they feel like all that's left is bone - raw, exposed
• All alone - refers to the feeling of being isolated by something - her mind, emotions or mental illness maybe? Mental illness can feel like a battle, which you are alone in.
From this I chose to explore the idea of the contrast between the heart and the mind. I wrote down words/ideas associate with each part.
Heart - free, loose, uncontrollable, emotional, life source, spiritual, sexual
Mind - solid, logical, angular, controlled, reason, intelligence, compelling.
I also started to link what materials would best represent each side, more fragile and natural materials for the heart while more solid, man made materials for the mind.
I found some wire which bent and twisted into a wire and then I mixed some plaster, making it a little thick so that when I dipped the wire structure in the bowl the plaster wouldn't run off. However, I changed my mind and decided that I didn't like that all the wire was completely covered in plaster so I wiped parts of the plaster away so that the wire was peeking through.
I wanted to make a platform/centre piece of sorts that my sculpture could rest on so I left the plaster that I mixed in to bowl for it to set. After leaving that to set, I decided I needed to move on to gathering more materials so I went out on a 15 minute walk to gather different natural objects/materials to use for my sculpture such as leaves, flowers, branches, etc.
I then placed the leaves and flowers inside the middle of the wire structure. The leaves and flowers would represent the fragility of the heart meanwhile the wire structure is the solid, cold barrier that the mind creates, blocking out the heart.