Alistai

Personal blog. New to Tumblr, I didn't know you could have mutiple blogs and I proceeded to post everything here. Forgive me.

[thevampirecrow]

i woke up feeling extremely sick at 3 am from presumably the heatwave. i kept feeling like i was going to vomit and pass out and overheat. so i went to the bathroom and laid on the floor for twenty minutes feeling like i was about to vomit and faint. then i tried sitting up instead and i almost vomited and passed out so i went back to laying down. and i was thinking maybe vomiting is better than feeling extremely unbearably sick and nauseous from the heat so maybe i should just vomit. but i hadn’t eaten in many hours so i was like… is there anything To vomit? is there even anything in my stomach? whatever so basically after the agony i just sat up and vomited. vomit came up four times in a row somehow? damn i guess. then i got really shaky but i was okay and didnt feel so sick anymore. then i just got up and rinsed my mouth brushed teeth whatever then slept again. i love england’s 30 degree weather heatwave thank you i am Dying

[alistaithethurd]

This could pass as a passage from classic literature.

[alistaithethurd]

They

      Are

Loud

  And 

     Make

    Beasts

Of ivory

    Rock

And sun

They 

  Came 

 Once

Along

Rivers

And

   Seasides

They 

Are 

  Everywhere

Like

 Moss

  That 

Grows

And 

  consumes

They 

Confuse 

  Me

With

    Their

 Thousand

Suns

 And 

Thousand

 Poles

The

Sky

   Is

Brighter 

        With 

Them

The

Air

    Reeks

              Of 

Smog

     That

           Wildfires

Leave

They

Consume

    The

                 Land

Like

All

    Of

Us

 But

They

    Do

   Not 

 Leave

Enough

Like

    A

Eagle

     Who

           Hunts

All

That

     Moves

We

   Came

       First

When 

          The

Earth

           Has

   No

    Vigor

      Left

     For

Them

    They

 Will

Pass

              On

And 

           Once

 More

       The

         Forest

     Will 

 Grow

To

  What

           It

was

      Long

ago

[alistaithethurd]

Learning a 3rd Language

This is a vent post this ain't for advice.

Learning a 3rd language has always been extremely stressful for me. Have you stressed over french and french classes? 3rd language classes have always been my least favorite ones and I don't want to learn a 3rd language but I'm kinda forced to.

When I learned french the teacher actually tried their best to teach us. Honestly french classes were fun sometimes.

There were many times when I got extremely upset over having to learn french. It seems extremely useless and a waste of time. It doesn't help me with any day-to-day things.

I'm learning german now and I absolutely do not like it. I don't know how the grammar works or anything. What does Sie mean? I don't know.

I had to skip the basics because I moved to a new school and unfortunately skipped most of the basic words and grammar.

What really makes me freak out was/is the assessment. I don't think the teacher gave a second thought on making the test. They really just choose a worksheet from the internet. We didn't learn half the words that were in the text. The name of a character/person in the text wasn't even mentioned and we had to deduce it from a question. I think this is a problem on my part, but I didn't recognize a lot of the words and those words had nothing to do with the topic we were learning. Those words were about B1 level but I believe we're/I am only A1/A2. The skill gap makes me feel like shit because I think I should know this but I don't think it's my fault.

Also not to mention how horrible the classroom atmosphere is. The boys are constantly talking and going on their devices, which doesn't actually impair my ability to learn german, but it's still annoying because when I want to ask the teacher a question, they're busy telling the boys to hush. The noise doesn't bother me much but it would be nice if it was quieter.

Also the teacher is kinda blind. I can have my hand raised and saying "teacher! Teacher!" and they won't notice for a solid 40 seconds. They don't notice a person using their device without permission unless someone points it out.

Learning a 3rd language sucks. Why learn a 3rd one when you're already stressed over a first and second.

[thevampirecrow]

broke a bowl i think i’m worthy of death

[alistaithethurd]

I've broken 2 bowls, 2 cups and bended a spoon it's alright

[firestorm09890]

Limbus Meursault is basically the designated cook on the bus (with multiple promo arts/merch depicting him cooking). In the book, Meursault eats eggs straight out of the pan because he doesn’t feel like making it nice.

Limbus Meursault is apparently their resident expert on funerary rites, and was the first to offer condolences about Cathy because that’s what you’re supposed to do when someone close to the person you’re interacting with has died. In the book, a huge stink is made at his murder trial because at his mother’s funeral, he smoked a cigarette and didn’t have the proper coffee for someone who should be in mourning, and then he went on a date like a day later.

Book Meursault is way beyond caring about acting properly or what others think of him, and doesn’t mind not recognizing his emotions. Limbus Meursault is desperate for an objective view of himself (see Fauvist and Cinq IDs), and tries his best to mold himself into what others need him to be (Bloodfiend being the only ID to have smiling sprites because the prince of the parade must smile, Dieci doing the dieci thing despite book Meursault’s atheism) or sometimes just what they *want* him to be (LCB Meursault stating that he stopped elaborating on his thoughts because no one wanted to hear it). Society wants book Meursault dead because he shows no sign of wanting to change himself and conform (his atheism contributes— they say he refuses to have his soul saved), but Limbus Meursault wants to be what they expect him to be, but is *incapable* of bridging the gap. He learned how to cook properly, but Papa Bongy liked Outis’s dish better because she put heart in it and he couldn’t.

What I want to know is if this is a fundamental Meursault adaptation difference, or if Limbus Meursault was more like book Meursault before #theincident and his shitty trial, and because it didn’t end in his execution (which made him fully accept absurdism), it caused him to go “if I follow every rule with no deviation no one will find fault with my behavior ever again :)”

[mahgck]

PLAY LIMBUS COMPANY SOMEONE PLEASE ANYONE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME (updated 1/24/2026)

other powerpoints ive made

My UID: E345207387

[thevampirecrow]

gonna write some gay rabbit shit later

[thevampirecrow]

why is this the only thing i post today

[thevampirecrow]

i didn't even WRITE gay rabbit shit either i just THOUGHT about wanting to write it

[alistaithethurd]

The rabbits that came to my mind were the communist white rabbits. They wear ushankas. Idk. Who are they. I saw them on rednote once and they disappeared from my fyp.

[alistaithethurd]

I FUCKING FOUND THEM THEY'RE BORIS AND KOPTSEV FROM USAVICH WHAT THE HELL

[neur0nom1con]

[pukicho]

Doctor: $140,000 a year

Furry artist on Patreon: $160,000 a year

i think you’re lowballing the furry art amount tbh

[pukicho]

I’m sorry for the inaccuracies, Doctor Yiff

no matter how I respond to this I don’t look good, well played. i walked right into that

Well, furry artists are typically more competent and courteous than your average doctor, so I can see that.

[pukicho]

Did you just legitimately tell me that a person who draws wolf ass is more competent than a dude who spent 8+ years in a university to give you your lung transplant?

doctors are bullshit and furry artists perform an infinitely more valuable service to society compared to them

[pukicho]

You will die in 7 days

[hokuto-ju-no-ken]

It took doctor’s like 10 years to diagnose what was wrong with me, some insisting I was faking for attention while a furry artist I knew just went “that sounds like crohn’s” after hearing me complain once and ended up being right

Also I can’t go to a doctor and ask them to draw Rouge the Bat wider than she is tall with tits to match, now can I

[kolbye]

You could if you weren’t a fucking coward

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[raevenlywrites]

Art by coolfrogdude together at last

[bisexualshakespeare]

[ID: a comic illustrating the above thread as if it was happening in a theater. The users are mostly shaped like their icons, pukicho is a pikachu and hokuto-ju-no-ken is a gengar. The last panel is gengar looks back where a speech bubble comes out of the crowd to say, “you could if you weren’t a fucking coward.” /end]

[azzy-the-christian-furry-deacti]

I can’t believe I’m actually seeing this post

[beardedmrbean]

Magic of tumblr,

[athelind]

I am morally obligated to add the YouTube video whenever this thread crosses my dash

[capricorn-0mnikorn]

I’ve seen this thread more than a few times. But this is the first time I’ve seen this video. So thank you for your service.

[thevampirecrow]

it gets to the point where there are overwhelmingly so many male characters in jojo, that i just start forcefemming them. i just start headcanoning them as women. like nothing changes about them as characters i just one by one decide which characters to make women 😭

[alistaithethurd]

I once did this to my oc. I made her non-binary at first but then I realized that I have too many nb and male OCS so I made her femm.

[thevampirecrow]

it gets to the point where there are overwhelmingly so many male characters in jojo, that i just start forcefemming them. i just start headcanoning them as women. like nothing changes about them as characters i just one by one decide which characters to make women 😭

[alistaithethurd]

pov me giggling when im supposed to pretend i hate writing my english assignment which is a mystery story (I am adding a flirty lawyer and a straight-laced detective the yaoi will go so hard)

[alistaithethurd]

WAIT IS SCRATCH FROM TDAC NAMED AFTER THE PROGRAM SCRATCH WITH A ORANGE CAT MASCOT

[alistaithethurd]

wth man I had a dream (I think) last night. I had white teeth and then I noticed the gap between my bottom incisors and leaned closer to the mirror and noticed even more how misaligned my teeth were. And then they feel out like when you lose your teeth when you were like 9. My gums were bleeding and stuff and I could taste the blood (mmm yummy). I showed it to my mom and she wanted to push it back into my gums and say maybe that'll get it back. But I thought I should go to the dentist.

[thevampirecrow]

wow dutch is so beautiful

[alistaithethurd]

I am a pot apparently

[twee-tuu]

Aph in 11 seconds

[cookiedough77]

write that self indulgent fic, you would be insanely surprised how many people are waiting for THAT Fic™

[alistaithethurd]

please ive been looking for a fic where menthol cookie gets wrecked. have you seen him. twink.