all things left unspoken

Everything we don't say

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I don't know what's worse: the hopelessness of not knowing what can happen or the denial of having something worth hoping for.

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I guess we never did specify what 'forever' meant.

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When asked about love people talk about the kisses, the butterflies, the looks, the gestures... and all these things are nice, sure. But what gets to me the most is all those moments where you see me make mistakes and be stubborn and be too damn prideful or those times when I am being a complete idiot and yet you still choose me over and over again. I find it insane how knowing full well I'm difficult and complicated and so damn imperfect...you still choose me.

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All I ask is that we see this through.

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All these memories have got me feeling like I still have you here.

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Just when I think I am starting to get used to the idea of not having you, when I tell myself maybe it was all in my head, and that none of it really mattered, and that maybe you just weren't meant for me... you come rushing back into my life and you do all these things that just scream out for me, and you give me that unrelenting look with those stupid eyes of yours and I swear it's like I can't help it and as if by clock work there I go again.- Every. Bloody. Time.

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I deal with these emotions the only way I know how, that doesn't mean I like it.

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That's how it goes, it's a bitter laugh, or an honest smile, maybe a glimmer in your eye, or perhaps a tear underlined with pain...however big or small, I notice them all. I will listen to every outspoken gesture you make, for I don't have eyes and ears for much else since you came along.

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You fill voids within me that I never knew I had.

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Watching you, watching me. I've never loved you more."

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There is no shade of color that will ever entice me nearly as much as the color of your eyes.

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I can feel us falling apart. You immersing yourself in a world so different than mine. No longer trying to find reasons to be around me like you used to. Like you're realizing I'm not indispensable ...and all I can do is sit and watch and pretend not to notice because I have no idea how to make it stop. I feel broken.

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When I travel, I always take some part of you with me. You're in every other song I listen to, you're stitched in the memories of my favorite shirt, you're in the way I toss my hair around and flip it sloppily to one side the way you like it, you're behind the inside jokes I smile stupidly about that no one else with me understands, and I don't remember exactly how you got here, I don't think you even know, but I'm happy you're with me wherever I go.

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Why do we wait until our worlds are falling apart to show and say what we've known and felt so deeply for some time? It's like we don't realize that the longer we go without telling people how we feel the more they go without knowing just how much they are loved or appreciated. How sad is it that we can feel so strongly for people and that because we can't find it in us to be courageous for two seconds, they won't know.

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Kiss me just because you can

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Why are we all so very deeply petrified of change?

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I hope you realize not everyone has the courage to watch someone they love turn away and try to make a life with someone else in hopes that they are truly happy when they feel you aren't enough. I may be lacking in a lot of things, but courage is not one of them. I was brave enough to let you go.

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