lost myself a while ago

23 | missing you

[theoverlyanxiousmagpie]

absolutely me

[melblogsgfreethruptsd]

[sinistershepherd]

Hold up I’m having some character development (awful, brain numbing trauma)

[guiltyidealist]

"my child is fine" your child was a pleasure to have in class

[allaboutherlove]

Will it ever stop?

[allaboutherlove]

forever with me.

[hologramturtle]

girl in red- we fell in love in october (2018) // october passed me by (2022)

[allaboutherlove]

I am waiting for change. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting to feel alive again. But is it foolish of me to think change will come out of nowhere. I am stuck with what I got until I make a move. Today it hurts, it hurts so much.

[allaboutherlove]

I wish I was brave. I wish I was different. And god I wish you were different sometimes. I wish you were less angry and I wish I could just take you home knowing everything will be fine. All I want is you. All I ever wanted was you. I will be sitting at working, just hoping to see you walking in when I know you won’t. I know I will probably never see you again. I‘ve lost the love of my life and all I can do is take lorazepam to try to forget how much it hurts.

[jessicaherrerawrites]

[silent-insanities]

The moon hears me talk about you every night.

[heavensghost]

me: im giving up *still has hope*

[iglovequotes]

[doyouknowwhatimeme]

[unwell-friends]

maybe i'll feel better tomorrow

[unwell-friends]

maybe you will feel better tomorrow

[unwell-friends]

maybe maybe maybe. we wont know until we get there. we wont see until the sun rises. but maybe maybe maybe we'll feel better tomorrow.

see you there.

[shit-show-shadow]

[rjmxrell]

“Cheers to the pain we chose to hide.”

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