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just an ordinary person who loves food and poetry.

[suhyla]

Salaam! Ramadan Mubarak! Do you have any tips/advice for what to do during Ramadan when you’re on your period? Mine just started and it’s only the second day of Ramadan and it feels weird to not be fasting or praying. I’m reading the Quran, but I was wondering if you have any ideas about what else I can do? Thank you!

Wa alaykum as salam sister and Ramadan Mubarak to you and your loved ones 🌙

1) I recommend listening to tafseer videos. They're super helpful and really allow you to contemplate over the Quran and understand what you're reading. If you speak English, Nouman Ali Khan and Abdul Nasser Jangda have tafseer videos, and if in you speak Arabic - definitely check out to Sheikh Sharawy's videos. There will certainly be more available in other languages (Arabic, Urdu, etc.) as the amount available in English is kind of limited.

2) Seerah. You can check out seerah videos and try to learn more about the Prophet. I linked a Seerah playlist I enjoyed on my Linktree.

3) Other Islamic playlists. Another personal favorite is Bilal Assad's Life and Death lecture series, in which he covers the journey of the soul - from life, death, to the afterlife (and the difference in experience between the soul of a believer and a disbeliever). You can find that on my Linktree as well, and another recommendation is Omar Suleiman's lectures on Angel Jibreel. Super super emotional. If I find a link to the whole series, I'll try to put that up for you as well.

4. Acts of service. Give charity. Volunteer. Make food for someone you love. The one who feeds a fasting person gets the same reward as the one fasting, without it detracting from their reward.

5. Dhikr and duaa. I strongly recommend you wake up an hour before fajr (the last third of the night) and make duaa, even if you cannot pray tahajjud. The duaa made at this time is like an arrow that never misses its target. Ask for everything you wish and don't be shy to ask for anything, Allah is the Most Generous! And wallahi there's so much barakah in the duaas of this time. I still see the blessing in the duaas I made during Ramadan years ago to this day.

6. Share your reflections as you read Quran, listen to lectures, make duaa, etc. Type up your thoughts and share them with others, perhaps it will be what pushes them to read the Quran, make duaa, or listen to Islamic videos for the first time. Then it will be a sadaqah jariyah for you even in the grave. And if you don't want to share them, you can always just make a journal for yourself.

7. I know I said duaa already, but these duaas are so important imo that they deserve their own point haha. Ask Allah for Jannah constantly. Ask Allah to love you. Ask Allah to allow you to be of His close friends. Feel your connection with Him grow, so that when you can pray, you feel your imaan has reached new heights.

May Allah accept your deeds and bless you endlessly!

(Also I'm assuming you do this already, but if not - if you're reading Quran, make sure you're reading from a phone not the actual mushaf when you're on your menses inshaAllah!)

[allaboutsmisade]

Looking back thru my life, im bless with good family and good friends. Ever since aku Spm walaupun rapat time form 5 aku ada geng aku which is i hv known them since Krk. Dorang buat hidup aku happy and ceria during form 5 until now and i hope sampai bila2 pun kitorang akan hangout sama2 and aku akan realisasikan impian dorang pergi tempat jauh2 sikit sbb sblm ni parents aku strict la klau nak bagi keluar jalan luar negeri ahahhahaha which is aku finally jujur dgn dorg kenapa i'm a bit susah utk keluar and after that no more hard feelings hahahaha. And not to forget my first ever bestfriend which is @nurainaahambali yg stay thru thick and thin dgn aku. She's my first bestfriend sepanjang aku hidup and dia family now. It's like kitorang macam other half to us sbb apa2 berlaku, terjadi dkt aku and dia. Dia broken, aku broken, dia sedih aku pun tgh bersedih. She complete me. Lepastu masuk f6, rapat dengan @snaskr , aku jumpa someone yg sama sikap dgn aku, cuma dia lagi soft tapi dia selalu manjakan aku idk why dia selalu adore aku hahahahahaha and aku pun adore dia, now bahagia dia, aku pun bahagia jugak. Aisyah kau penting dalam hidup aku, even kita kenal sekejap je masa f6 tapi skrg kita dh kenal diri kita masing2 and kau family bagi aku. Kau penting tau, and aku bahagia kenal dgn kau. Sama penting dgn Aisyah and Ainaa jugak is Faz and Mariam sbb dorg ada utk aku thru f6 journey, malas sama sama kena marah sama2. Happynyaaa f6 aku sbb ada dorg la the biggest important people..... To be continued

[allaboutsmisade]

Aku rasa insecure and not pretty enough for being me...

[allaboutsmisade]

Ada cerita yg memalukan, but let me keep that story and let it menghilang by the time pass.

[allaboutsmisade]

No one.should.ever.find.and read my story in this account. Even my family or bestfriend. Akaun ni mcm rahsia terbesar aku yg aku luah semua bendaa. Omg i hv to create new rare name.

[allaboutsmisade]

My bad relationship trait is i would be super clingy with someone I love. Awal2 mmg org akan suka but lama2 rasa rimas 😭😫

[allaboutsmisade]

Sometimes we have that feeling where we are alone and no one appreciates us. So entahla aku ada banyak kawan yg baik but aku rasa lonely. Macam i am not important to people i love. Is it normal? I am bless with a good family too. But sometimes i feel lost. Entah la. Rasa macam nak hilangkan diri. Rasa jela. Tapi xnak buat pun. But one day if aku penat, aku buat.

[allaboutsmisade]

Overview pasal politik Malaysia

Bagi aku politik Malaysia masih lagi tak maju, pemimpin yg korup kalau kita tgk negara lain contohnya Korea, semua ada integriti kalau salah guna kuasa or anything yg gagal, diorang akn letak jawatan. Malaysia, sebaliknya. Makin korup, makin bnyk kuasa and jawatan yg mereka dapat. Sebagaimana majoriti pemimpin yg korup atau adil, sebegitulah jumlah pemikiran rakyatnya. Samada percaya bulat2 atau mengetahui yg benar. Once, aku pernah bercita cita nak jadi ahli politik sebab aku benci orang yang tak adil but bila aku dh besar ni, aku sedar, politik tu kotor. Kalau ada pemimpin yg bagus, maka rakyat yg susah itu berkurang. Jadi pemikiran sesetengah rakyat masih lagi berada pada tahap 40%. Sebahagian yg lain mempunyai kesedaran dan cakna dengan realiti. Aku yakin politik Malaysia akn berubah suatu hari nnti, dimana anak muda yg bijak dan moden akan lead Malaysia. Semoga negara ini dapat mengalami perubahan yg menjana minda rakyat.

[historicalemily]

lets remember all the information y’all

[allaboutsmisade]

Bila aku ckp f6 is the best phase in my life, kawan lama aku cam perli oh ok dorang tak special mana pun. Hahahaha noo. Kadang2 you know kita semua ada satu moment yg paling berharga, dimana people, environment and apa yg kita ras, everything is real. No toxicity, just stress sbb takut tak lulus exam. Kita semua ada fasa kehidupan yg kita nak ulang and ofcourse f6 la yg aku akan pilih. U know that phase in your life give you memorable moment, accept you the way you are, you learned many new things and so on. Sebelum f6 aku ada one group of good friends and ofcoz aku kenal my bestfriend from highschool too cuma bnyk environment yg toxic mengelilingi aku such as backstabber, and i'm not so matured too. Aku pun toxic. But f6 buat aku jadi matang, tak ada mengumpat dasyat sgt and bukak aib org. Mengumpat tu biasa lah benda2 silly and stupid. Yeah so aku agak terasa if one of my friends questioned my choice tau, sbb dia pun ada fasa life dia yg dia suka. So jgn la judge aku sorang. Sbb tu aku susah nak jujur and diam je banyak okehhh. Dlm hidup kita, kita akan jumpa bnyk org yg baik2 and kadang2 tak semestinya org yg kita kenal lama tu setia and always be with us, tetibe org yg baru sentiasa ada. But you know what, aku xkan lupakan kawan2 aku yg bantu, baik and sentiasa ada dgn aku, bc they are fucking worth to keep. Cuma life is a long journey, setiap fasa hidup kita, kita akan dijumpakan dgn org yg baru, so semua org ada choice utk decide the best for their life. Bila jumpa yg baik, kita simpan, yang tak baik, kita ambil pengajaran.

[allaboutsmisade]

When i was young

Masa dulu parents aku strict tak bagi keluar jalan2 dengan kawan. Hmm masa dulu aku selalu memberontak konon kebebasan bukan milik aku. Ada sekali tu aku terpaksa tipu kawan2 aku sebab parents tak bagi keluar and aku cakap nenek aku meninggal hahahhaha. Sebenarnya aku terpaksa menipu, entahla mungkin kalau aku jujur, aku takut mereka akan gelakkan aku. Biasalah lain parents lain cara. Tp skrg aku realize, dunia luar tu bahaya sangat. Aku lebih suka begini. Hanya keluar bila perlu and lebih berhati2. Bila aku keluar drive seorang, aku macam anxious sebenarnya tapi i love that feeling when u can be with your own self. And i will do the same with my child if i had one. Dunia sekarang sangat menakutkan aku.

[allaboutsmisade]

Things i wish to receive as a birthday present

1. A bunch of rose or maybe sunflower 2. Instax fujifilm cz i been wanting this since kid 3. Cat 4. Pandora ring or bracelet 5. Love letter

[allaboutsmisade]

Bestfriends

Firstly of course my other half nur ainaa bt hambali. We have been friend since 15 years old so she's there through thick and thin. No matter how and if i met someone better than her, she still my first and no one can replace that. I keep your name deep in my heart. Second is aisyah tahir. I know her well too and i love being friend with her because she suits me well and understand my weird language 😂. Third is mariam and faz. These two is an amazing friends and i love them freaking much. We complete us and i would never forget them because we makes fool of each other perfectly. Fourth is fathin qistina mazlan. I thank god for her existing. She is my backbone, my advisor, and the one who accept me wholeheartedly. She is family. Fifth is Alifah Ilyana. She is my knight in shining armour and always there when i need her during my difficult time. 6th is syahmi zain. He is my boy bestfriend, tq syahmi for always there for me when i need your advice. 7th is wawa and aj. They are that stylo friends in the city! They hv been my loyal client for their problematic love story. 8th is my redza gang which is syaf, alia, syazlin, anis, wani. They know me well too. They are supportive and make a great friends. Thet are all have a good heart and I love them too.

[allaboutsmisade]

I wonder, how can people falling in love so easily with someone they just met. It felt so awkward to truly open the way i am to someone who doesnt see me in real life and we both just knew and contact each other through online. I dont fucking trust this society nowadays. If u are lucky, maybe you would find someone who is sincere and have a good intention. It would be bad if we met someone who just being fake or somehow a bad people. It scares me a lot.

[allaboutsmisade]

Bila aku sudah tiada nanti, biar tulisan aku meninggalkan kesan kepada kalian. Doakan aku supaya sentiasa dirahmati dan dipelihara Tuhan. Doakan aku supaya dapat merasai taman-taman syurga yang diidamkan.

[allaboutsmisade]

Tuhan, kalau dia bukan tercipta untukku, jauhkanlah dia daripadaku. Kerana aku menyayanginya. Aku takut aku sanggup terluka kerana dia. Sedangkan dia tidak menyedarinya.

[allaboutsmisade]

Hello there, i just wanna share that i get to achieve dean list!!!! So my pointer is 3.89 and im like fucking surprise that i manage to get it!!!! I can't believe it guysss. I made it for my first sem. You know, i thought tht i couldnt get the dean list at first because i swear that i'm so clueless to answer one of the subject and i got A for it. Ya Allah thank you for this rezeki you given to me. I still couldn believe it bcs it was my first time seeing a straight A's in my result paper. Ya Allah, may the success continue for the upcoming sem and till the end of my uni life. I dream and i want to strive to get the royal study award for those who get the dean list every sem. I just hope that i can make my parents proud and be a bestest version of myself.