the sudden knock on your door wakes you up. you groan, your head feels like someone was constantly hammering your brain and you could barely open your eyes of how much you had cried.
that afternoon you had gone to the jyp building to spend some quality time with your boyfriend, felix. you hadn’t been able to do much for the past months since he was so busy with promoting and touring. you always tried to not complain, it was his job after all, but it was hard when some days all you wanted to do was cuddle with your boyfriend and could barely even get a call.
all you wanted was some time to talk, eat some snacks, cuddle and maybe kiss a little (a lot) but things didn’t go as you planned. not even an hour after you had arrived, felix had asked you to leave, telling you he needed to do a lot of things and when you complained about him not spending time with you all hell break lose. he started yelling and then you started yelling, the fight only stopping and your heard what he was saying.
“you’re just a distraction and it’s not worth it losing my time over you when i could be doing something productive”
“losing time? we haven’t done anything together for months, it almost feels like ain’t a couple anymore”
“yeah, and i think is better like that”
his words were the only thing you could think about, everytime they repeated on your mind your heart would pang in pain, making more tears come out till you had finally fallen asleep on your sofa.
you hear the knock again, this time it’s stronger and eager. slowly you make your way to the door to find felix standing behind it. he has a regretful expresion with his shoulders slumped. you look at him for a minute of complete silence, he doesn’t even look at your face so you decide to close the door.
“wait, i’m sorry, I didn’t mean those things”. his voice is hoarse, like he just spent all they crying, maybe he did.
“we barely spend time together and when we do, you’re complaining all the time” you say firmly, “maybe you’re right, we’re better on our own” his eyes are full of tears threatening to spill as he looks for something to say. you sigh defeated, wanting to just go to sleep and cry your feelings out.
“but... but you’re my home” the last three words come out as a whisper and you can see the tears roll down his cheek, they’re rosy and full of freckles, like they were the day you met.
you can feel your heart break, it breaks because of what he said but mostly because you miss him so much, you miss his kisses, the way it feels when he hugs so hard you can hear your bones protesting, you miss his voice when he would call you the moment he woke up to ask how you were and you miss his face that used to always be adorned by a smile that could outshine the sun.
your stomach turns when you see the fear in his face, fear of losing you and something in you gives in. you open the door completely and engulf him in a tight hug. when he feels your arms around him his legs give up and you slid down to the floor, staying like that, arms and legs tangled, his face on your neck as you hear him cry and apologize again again.
after a moment you take a deep breath separating from him.
“let’s go to bed, you most be tired”
he nods and with sleepy eyes he grabs your hand tightly and walks inside your apartment till he reachs your bed, getting under the covers and signaling for you to lay with him.
“i love you” he says honestly and vulnerable.
with his arms around your waist and his face on your chest the two of you fall asleep.
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