Random page in this weird place

Just a person who happens to have a Tumblr. You can call me Alli. Brazil • 23y

[allikawaii]

I decided to make a new pinned post just for safe reasons.

Current fixation: Searching For a World That Doesn't Exist (MinecraftARG) | Malevolent (podcast) (ARE YOU HAPPY INTERNET??)

Occasional rare talk on: Obey Me! | (18+) 14 Days With You | some other yandere game I used to obsess about (may or may not be 18+) | Undertale | Homicipher | Bloodmoney!/HEP

Archived: (Roblox) Pressure | (Roblox) Grace | (18+) What in Hell is Bad?

Hi, thanks for checking in this humble page of mine. It's my personal space, which means I'll treat it like my room: random things scattered and no filters.

No, that doesn't mean it's a 18+ space

Also doesn't mean it's a minor 'safe' space

It's kind of a limbo.

I won't, like, share straight up porn, but it doesn't mean it can't happen. I WILL talk about adult fandoms on occasion (I did had a 'What in Hell is Bad' phase, and if you know how messed up the game is you know what I mean), but most of my interests are PG stuff (because I'm mostly a cute person).

Just be warned in case you are a minor because I am an adult, but human: I can fumble on occasion and say something inappropriate. But not out of malice.

I just suck at being social '-')b

[askaboutmymoths]

I recently had a realisation. To me, Kayne has similar vibes to a maned wolf. I mean-

look at these beasts

so silly and wonderful! And they're not even wolves! Or foxes or coyotes for that matter, they're entirely their own thing.

so much leg too!

and yet

they can be so spooky and ominous, like something bad is about to happen at any moment

Conclusion - Kayne Nyarlathotep Malevolent is a maned wolf

[allikawaii]

AYYY MANED WOLF MENTIONED :D

Can we expand this to visual as well? Like, Kayne is always with hands and feet stained with blood and a maned wolf has those black fur on paws. Just swap a color and... :)

[thecoolestcurator]

What do you mean Scratch couldn't remember anything about being Lilith but Arthur being its favourite was so carved into its very being that it could still identify Arthur as such?!?!

And Lilith wants me to believe it was all a lie?

[creaturepeaches]

Either shes lying about scratch not remembering him or shes lying about him just being a randomly selected cultist that she only pretended was special.

[thecoolestcurator]

Obviously option 1 is that what Arthur represents to her--her ticket to freedom from her evil shitty dad--was strong enough it stuck around even through becoming a Forgotten One. The Plan is so important and so carved into the core of her being she keeps up the act even when it's Scratch with only a vague feeling.

Option 2 and what I personally believe the most because of how weird Lilith is about Arthur is he is legitimately Her Favourite in a very important way and that emotion is strong enough it was passed on to Scratch. Not that she'd ever admit it (in fact maybe Scratch admitting it so easily is part of Scratch being like Lilith's subconscious, removed from all the conscious thoughts and worries that would have her deny it) but there is a genuine and very strong emotional bond there (especially because Lilith doesn't have that many).

[creaturepeaches]

option 3: he WAS her favorite and scratch was desperate to meet him again but then she found out about the bella stuff and so she doesnt like him anymore :/

[allikawaii]

Random jumping in to add my two cents and another option:

At first, Arthur was a random choice. But since she had to kill his parents out of mercy, she grew guilty of it. And so became affectionate toward little Artie. I mean she was a kid without a present parent and she took it from another due to her plan, and even though she wants to appear detached she is still pretty close to humans :/

[daysneezes]

Prologue: The Door

At the crossroads, there were no clues left for D3rlord3 to follow. No books, no broken blocks nor signs. Without a guide, this single decision was his to make.

And so he turns left.

Chapter index coming soon

[foundtheturtles]

I’m going to talk about Malevolent. Welcome to my TED talk, take off your coat, dry your shoes, stay awhile.

mainly, I’m going to talk about perseverance. let’s be real here. Our boys John and Arthur are insane for surviving that much.

Buuuut the one thing that kept them going? Hope. Silly, dumb, blind (haha) hope kept them both alive through Horrors, Terrors, Scaries and Kayne.

the main type of Horrors/Terrors/Scaries you ask? What comes up the most? What is the most terrifying thing ever to the poor widdle blind detective and his pet vestigial structure of a god?

being alone. Honest to god (any god) alone.

Arthur experiences this multiple times - not only just not having any family members (until Daniel, but you know what I mean), no friends (for, like, 80% of the podcast) and no safety net that he is in anyway aware of. He’s so, so alone.

and he is so

scared.

he loses himself (Faust?? Larson?? Uncle??) he becomes the thing he was trying to destroy so many times. And he doesn’t really matter. Not really. The only reason why he’s special is because someone else was (Kayne, what an attention seeker). Only because Kayne wanted to bring the rock down on dear Azathoth’s head did any of this happen to Arthur. So he doesn’t matter. Remember that.

Now I’m gonna talk about Faroe. My girl has been through it, okay? So.

when she was born: alone

when she died: alone

both major points in someone’s life!!

and for most characters that come into a story (are born into it, found in a ditch, adopted, etc, etc) the point in which they enter the story and the point in which the exit is wildly important.

(I know this is the same for the mc too but likkee)

so little Faroe, who was born alone with only a dead mother, preoccupied doctors, empty room and no dad, and died to a dead house, preoccupied nanny, empty room and no dad.

so by many people’s terms, our little girl never even existed.

she was no one and nothing, just like the lighter, just like Arthur.

I’ve noticed this theme with lots of things in Malevolent: insignificant things/people/places/memories can make all the difference.

capital Nothing becomes capital Something. a detective becomes a hero.

a fragment of a god becomes something to believe in.

a messenger becomes the message.

John and Arthur met because of a little accident, survived because of a little light and lots of little (mostly insignificant in the wider view of Existence) people and their little lives and experiences.

TLDR; stuff only has meaning if we let it.

[allikawaii]

First thing that came to mind was "The Purpose"

... I'll just say that because idk what else to add.

[soundoftheirwings]

Gotta tell you guys something wild in the Chinese fan sphere

So some fanartist drew a “sexy” (read: booby) version of a (cartoon) character who is traditionally very non-sexualised. Fans of the character got mad about it because it’s kind of groundbreaking how that character is written and portrayed and this art totally ignores the entire point of the character. They demanded the art be deleted. In response to that other people said, well what the fanartist did may be distateful but they have every right to draw what they’re into. The two sides fight for days and each starts a harassment campaign and even report their “opponents’” accounts.

So far so typical. But things eventually come to a head and they decide that this will be settled by votes - not through a poll. Through donations to a children’s education charity via each side’s portal. Whoever can get the highest amount of donation wins.

And that is how this charity received over 1 million in donations in three days lol. Oh btw the “freedom of expression” side won by a landslide (960k to 40k)

[tlbodine]

From now on this is how all petty fandom disputes should be settled.

[flagellant]

[curbledmilk]

[allikawaii]

This image made me get off my fear and get internship papers done (anxiety about the whole thing was keeping me down)

[niraheist]

smol

[robotclownindulgence]

Yellow: Now that i'm completely separate from john i can finally develop into my own character :)

Kayne: Hello i'd like to talk to you about color theory

[allikawaii]

That drawing thing is easy! /j

(I need to look some refs for my Arthur to join John of the wall)

[pusheen]

[allikawaii]

I check one Bungo Stray Dogs post talking about the ugly art of the Dead Apple cover and now tumblr won't stop recommending bsd stuff

[allikawaii]

It is fun, lol.

I haven’t seen you mention the main, either lol, it was pure coincidence.

Well, here you are. Not much to see but enjoy your stay

[theloverislost]

as we are rapidly approaching pride month, here’s an obligatory reminder!

AROMANTIC PEOPLE

ASEXUAL PEOPLE

AND AROACE PEOPLE

ALL BELONG IN THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY

I WILL REMOVE EVERY BONE IN YOUR BODY IF YOU SAY OTHERWISE

[allikawaii]

It was the paper John as well I believe you said some slightly paraphrased things from the other blog. Plus I think there was a Kayne or Manager RP-er around.

I don't remember mentioning my main over there, at most my username (Alli)

Yeah I gave up on the manager RP as it would be too much work :v

Anyway this is fun lol

Editing here because I realized what you mean, I think. Yeah I gave the hint of a Kayne RPer appearing on my RP blog.

[allikawaii]

BRO I FOUND YOU! ON ACCIDENT TOO!

How that happened lol was it the paper John or what?

[starbeenz]

Happy birthday to the cutest little horror around.