[natalieironside]

There's always a moment of intense cultural whiplash whenever I realize I'm talking to someone who thinks "legal" and "illegal" are meaningful categories and ascribes innate goodness to following the law. It's like meeting a space alien.

[charlestrask]

sexual thrill at the mere prospect of cataloging things in a database

[girljournal]

[allsnuggedup]

Trigger warning for depression/ suicidal ideation

I’m not ok. I’m not good at opening up to people, it feels like there’s a mental barrier in my head blocking me from opening up, so I’m shouting into the void that is my tumblr blog. I’m not looking sympathy, I’m not looking advice, I just need to get things off my chest for my own sake. I feel like I’m losing my mind, it’ll be a fucking miracle if I even post this.

I’ve suffered from depression and suicidal ideation for well over a decade. I was never meant to make it this far. Every day I break a little more and I don’t know how much more I can take. I used to think I’d never actually do it, like I’d want to and I’d think about it a lot, but when I really thought about it I knew I probably wouldn’t, at least not in the immediate future, but I don’t know anymore. Depression has stolen most of my joy and energy, I’m tired all the fucking time. I stay up late every night because it’s the only time I feel I have to myself and whether I get a full nights sleep or little to no sleep it makes no difference. I think I hurt myself on purpose, I watch sad videos at night to make myself cry, to feel something. There’s a certain comfort in the pain, like if it’s bad enough it’s more valid that I feel this way. It’s self destructive, but I don’t know how to get better. I need help, but I don’t let people in and if they try I push them away. I’m not a good friend and I feel guilty about it. I’ve dealt with it myself this long, I don’t know any other way. I just want to get better, but it feels impossible.

Recently things have been getting worse, I’m staying up later, breaking down more, life doesn’t feel real anymore, like none of it matters. It’s just getting to be a lot and maybe if I share this here it’ll make things even slightly easier, I don’t know. I’m not entirely sure the purpose of writing this here, I guess since I can’t open up in person this is the best I can do for now.

[i-am-a-fan]

Me talking to the founding fathers: While your system was fundamentally rooted in democracy, it failed to account for the rapid change in society’s growth and vast diversity that would come from it. It also has no concrete definition for how serious to take it, making it easy for the greedy to take advantage of.

George washington eating his third fruit gummy snack: The idea was to hand the government into the hands of the people. Although, I doubt with such a large union of people that it’d ever be possible to reach one ideal we can all agree on. However, if a man was corrupted in power, it is the duty of the american people to remove him for the health of the nation.

Thomas Jefferson who’s 80 pages into the yaoi novel i forgot to take out of my bag: These twinks… where can i purchase one?

[i-am-a-fan]

that curse doesn’t work on me. Nice try tho. Yaoi jefferson will never have the same reach as miku binder jefferson and you have to accept this

[pocketsizedpanther]

Yall be careful!

[naamahdarling]

"it's all fake looking ugly slop! Weird fingers! You can always tell!"

I need you to realize that literally none of these things are true, and that by continuing to believe them, you are making yourself gullible.

[assignedmale]

[libertea-and-icedcoffee]

[horrorfag420]

HAPPY FAGTOBER EVERYBODY

[chaosophia218]

A California Redwood’s Tree Lifetime. Here is a photo taken of a California Redwood tree cut down in the late 1800s. Superimposed over the trunk, a graphic compares the timeline of the tree’s rings as they coincide with events in human history, showing that this single tree was alive for the majority of recorded history.

[depsidase]

[radicalgraff]

"Migration is not a crime"

Sticker spotted in York, UK

[thememedaddy]

[flowersfromunderground]

Be yourself so ppl looking for u can find u

[ri5k]

[sisyphusshrugged]

[taldigi]

Hello???? Suggestions????

[biglawbear]

Reblog if you're overworked and underfucked

[saviorified]

people who don't follow baseball are missing out they don't even know about the mariners etsy witch

[saviorified]

Yeah

[revolutionarykoolaid]

Never Forget the Reign of Terror waged against Muslims (and by extension, Sikhs profiled as being Muslim) in the nearly two decades following 9/11.

[teaboot]

I need some crowdsourced ideas if you’d be up for it! What’s the funniest possible way to congratulate my friend who lives 7000km away on getting their long-awaited top surgery?