wake tf up

active march'26 | 22 | they/he | tw: ed

[alm0stlucid]

🌱intro 🌱

• heyheyy ! call me Lu, they/he, 22 yo

• living abroad and terrified of people

• been with 4n4 since i was 10 ish and more recently b3d

• 1,55m (5'1ft)

• sw: 55kg (121lbs) hw: 57kg (125lbs) lw: 46,5kg (102lbs) gw: 40kg (88lbs)

• no homophobia, transphobia, racism, xenophobia, ped0s or any kind of hatred ! (i will also not interact if you're under 16 or no age in bio)

• just here to vent and maybeee get to know someone who'd understand

i've never been that active here so pls interact + my dms are always open 🫶🏻

[alm0stlucid]

i just said the actual words for my 3d to my therapist for the first time

i think i'll try recovery .....

[alm0stlucid]

nvm, she said i don't have one lol

[alm0stlucid]

i just said the actual words for my 3d to my therapist for the first time

i think i'll try recovery .....

[alm0stlucid]

slept with my crush last night but he's gonna keep seeing someone else and we agreed it was a one time thing

guess i'm only good for s3x 😍 i feel disgusting

[alm0stlucid]

at least the w3ed made me thr0w üp most of this morning's binge

[cosmiccgloom]

I’ve decided to embrace hitting rock bottom and fully wallow in it🙏

[alm0stlucid]

the fact that my intro post has 130 reactions is so sad considering i never really talked with anyone on this app : P that says a lot about me ig

[alm0stlucid]

can't listen or make music anymore, can't write, can't draw, i don't have the will to do anything but smoke, i don't wanna be here anymore

[alm0stlucid]

my therapist talked about antidepressants for the first time hahah

[alm0stlucid]

i really don't think i can take it anymore

[alm0stlucid]

nEW LW !!!! i cant believe that, after years of wanting to get to 45, i'm the closest i've ever been

i'll make it this time !!!

[alm0stlucid]

i really am a failure damn

[alm0stlucid]

guess who hit the bottom again, we're so back : DDD

[alm0stlucid]

i can't fucking believe i gained back almost all the weight i lost in the past few months, i really am a failure

[prettykitty303]

[alm0stlucid]

!! TW BODYCHECK !! ALSOOO i'm not a girl !! so dont refer to me as one pls

august 2024/2025

i can finally see some progress ! this is almost 10kg difference 🥰 and im currently at my lowest ever !

[alm0stlucid]

am i really 6kg away from my ugw ???? ive never been this close, what happens when i get there ? what if i end up losing all the progress and go back to last year's weight ?

[alm0stlucid]

update: binged for 3 days straight but went on vacation with my parents and managed to eat healthy ish + an average of 20k daily steps, manifest i didn't gain chat

[alm0stlucid]

46,8kg 🥰🥰 and everyone keeps noticing i'm skinnier hihih i love coming back home after a honeymoon phase

[alm0stlucid]

i really hope i can !!at least!! maintain my current h31ght while i'm with my parents, thankfully they've also been eating somewhat healthier and i've been quite active

manifest, chat !!