i am that alien matter

lesbian. confused linguist. writer.

[aloneholy]

leslie. she/her. 27.

also: @lyuricheva (prev bitchkovsky) / @surgeonshell / @morganadismay

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[fruitblr]

Decision to Leave (2022) dir. Park Chan Wook

[murderofsomeone]

I need to make something really elaborate and cool (doesn't move

[aloneholy]

i would love for things to stop happening

[barcarole]

In the Mood for Love, Wong Kar-wai, 2000. (photography by Wing Shya)

[ur-daily-inspiration]

The owl didn't see it coming

[wovi]

[ceruleanheaven]

month starting on a monday we have no excuse guys lets get to work and lock the fuck in

[ceruleanheaven]

yk its actually very chic and avant garde to start on tuesday the second

[ceruleanheaven]

many claim theres nothing more subversive and revolutionary than starting on wednesday the third

[divorcedwife]

studying history is like. here's to another beautiful day of not being pregnant and of having no obligation to ever be. thank you women who fight for abortion and contraception and independance from men for another beautiful day of not being pregnant and of having no obligation to ever be

[inlovewiththemooon]

guardian angel, come to me

[aloneholy]

survived the two day polish wedding

[aloneholy]

actually very funny thing happened when i was finally leaving the 5273th part of celebration today i said smth to the effect of “take care” to the bride, which in polish is said as “hold yourself” translated literally. and she (my old hs friend) ((tiredly looking at me)) was like “i have to hold myself. i have a wife now” and i just stared back at her and she was like “… no. i meant husband” amazing…. amazing.

[aloneholy]

survived the two day polish wedding

[mutationgirl]

(having a good week) that’s right. the goal is to increase my baseline. make the spirals shallower until they spin lazily on the surface of the water, lose their suction. im not trying to fix it all at once, im trying to incrementally improve my way into something tolerable. and once im there maybe i can shoot for good

(having a bad week) and in my terrible forge i will temper the flames of ruin

[wildspringday]

věra chytilová by vaclav chochola, 1956 via mubi

[dreamingnemleria]

[aloneholy]

Re: house of the dragon. Tldr; yes Matt Sm*th is there, but the lesbians are honestly worth it. He WILL annoy you but they are just that good that I think on the whole his presence is made bearable by whatever alicent/rhaenyra have going on + emma darcy and olivia cooke look insane 👌 if your mind wasn’t entirely made up

i admit my animosity towards matt smith exceeds normal levels (hate his eyebrowless ass) BUT ive been sideyeing the dynamic between emma and olivia for so long… also i know sonoya mizuno is in there and ive been in love w her since i watched maniac so. sooooo

[aloneholy]

florence + excerpts of light, april 2026