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Bucky Barnes
Safe Series: R18, Long. Slow burn. "Enemies" to Lovers. Fluff
You're an Avenger, you get hurt on a mission, you and Bucky are in a safe house in Budapest. ( I'm not good with summaries; Avengers slice of life fic, Bucky is pining after you just as badly as you are for him. Flirty, tension, possessive Bucky, sarcastic reader, bantering. Tony-Natasha- Steve-Clint-Thor all live in tower. It's fluffy as all hell, but there's some serious smut moments so be warned.
I got really carried away with this one, and by carried away I mean this is like novel sized fan fiction. I am deeply ashamed at how fast I wrote this compared to the size.
I have somewhat proof read but there could still be a few mistakes just due to me missing something. Grammar isn’t a strong suit but I tried.
It’s all typed out and complete, it’s just the editing, so stay with me on this. Please I need something good to come from my shame.
WARNINGS WILL BE AS PER CHAPTER.
Safe Chapter One
Safe Chapter Two
Safe Chapter Three
Safe Chapter Four
Safe Chapter Five
Safe Chapter Six
Safe Chapter Seven
Safe Chapter Eight R18/MDI
Safe Chapter Nine R18/MDI
Safe Chapter Ten
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CW: Cheeky shit, cavity inducing fluff, like so much fluff, Protective Bucky. confessions. Never Have I ever. team bonding
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-Chapter Ten-
You pull up at the tower, making your way inside to see Tony, Clint, and Thor all shouting around a table of cards with a half finished whisky bottle on the table glasses empty,
"Hey honey, I'm home." Your voice calls out with a playful tone.
Tony's head whips around at the sound of your voice, an expression of fake outrage on his face.
"You've gotta be kidding me," He complains, pointing an accusing finger at you, "Now you decide to show up?"
Clint and Thor immediately break out into raucous laughter, obviously having been drinking. Meanwhile.
"Hey, I was busy." You sat with a grin as you walk over to wrap your arms around Tony's shoulder in a friendly hug as he sits.
You run your eyes over his cards. "Oh.. shit hand, Stark." You say with a smirk as you glance across the table to the others.
Tony groans dramatically, throwing his cards down onto the table in defeat. "Of course you'd notice that too," He grumbles, "I don't know why I even bother playing with you people."
Clint lets out a loud laugh before nudging Thor, who raises his glass with a wide grin.
Meanwhile, Bucky lingers near your side, watching the interaction closely. He doesn't say anything, but he does look mildly irritated at how close you are to Tony right now. His jaw clenches slightly when Stark returns your hug casually, like it's nothing.
"Barnes!" Thor says loudly raising his glass. "Another successful mission I assume." He says reaching for another glass before pouring whisky messily into it and passing it to Bucky.
Thor's booming voice rings out through the room, causing Bucky to glance up in acknowledgment. There's still a slight look of annoyance lingering in his gaze, though he masks it quickly by taking the glass from Thor.
"Yeah," He replies gruffly, "Everything went as planned. No issues."
He takes a long swig from the glass, though his eyes stay glued to you as you continue to lean into Tony. His fingers are starting to grip the glass in his hand just a little tighter.
You let go of tony with a pat on his shoulders. "So what's the wager." You say looking at the cards across the table. Clint shoots you a sly smile at your question. Tony just sighs dramatically as he leans back in his chair, clearly still not used to you constantly beating them at cards.
"We're going with double or nothing this time," Clint says, "Loser has to do something for the winners without complaint for a week.
"Ohhh I like that, very nice." You say as you slide into a seat at the table. "Deal me in." You say with a smirk.
Clint spreads out the cards and passes you a hand, letting your eyes look up to Bucky, he's leaning against the counter sipping his whisky.
Bucky's gaze immediately locks onto yours again, his mind already running a mile a minute. Seeing you sitting there across the table, so confident and carefree as you prepare to play cards with your friends, it has his jaw clenching even tighter as he tries to rein in the feeling of wanting to grab you and keep you all to himself.
It takes a solid few seconds before he replies gruffly, "Be careful," Though there's a hint of teasing in his tone. Of course he knows you can take care of yourself, but he can't help but worry anyway.
"Was that a hint of concern I hear?" Tony jokes glancing up at Bucky.
Bucky shoots Tony a half-hearted glare in response, though that's all it takes for the table to burst into collective laughter at his expense, Steve, Thor, and Natasha all grinning uncontrollably at his reaction.
"Shut it, Stark," He mutters gruffly, trying to act like he's not affected by their teasing. But the fact that he can't take his eyes off you is a dead giveaway of his concern for your wellbeing. Even when he turns back to take another long drink from his glass, his eyes can't help but flick back to you.
"Touchy as always." Tony says with a grin, his eyes flicking to you, "How do you deal with him?" He asks, you let out a laugh.
"Oh it's really not as hard as you'd think." You say coyly.
Not deliberately hiding your relationship but also enjoying being back without merciless teasing just yet.
Tony raises an eyebrow at your response, clearly not buying the vagueness but Bucky's hand tightens around his glass as if daring Tony to press any further.
The air is thick with unspoken tension, and Natasha just shakes her head knowingly in the background.
"Mm-hmm," Tony hums skeptically before leaning back in his chair again, "Something tells me you two are keeping secrets."
"Me? I would never." You say with a grin as you look over your cards.
They all shoot you a knowing look at your words, though they don't press the issue any further. Bucky still hasn't relaxed his grip on his glass as he continues to watch you across the room. His eyes are intense as they watch every tiny move you make, his expression remaining carefully indifferent though his irritation is clear. His gaze flicks to the others at the table every now and then, but mostly it's trained entirely on you, like he can't stand to look anywhere else.
You continue the game, not at all surprised that you won.
The others all moan and whine around the table watching you as you just sit there smiling.
An exasperated groan emits from every player at the table as they realize they've all been bested, again.
Thor and Clint look genuinely affronted that they've yet again lost, while Tony just groans in defeat. "How do you do that." Clint says with a shake of his head, "Every goddamn time!"
"It's a gift." You say with a smirk. Already thinking of what you're going to make them do.
"And no complaints the whole week, right?" You say clarifying the terms.
The other three all let out exasperated sighs of agreement, their expressions all varying from disgruntled to resigned. Tony just shakes his head, already knowing he's been beat again. "Yeah yeah, no complaining the entire damn week," He mutters, "No matter what ridiculous thing you make us do."
"hmmm, alright I'll go easy. I'm off dishes for the week. You can fight amongst yourself as to who gets what." You say with a laugh watching their faces.
Tony immediately drops his head onto the table with a loud groan, already dreading the prospect of doing dishes for an entire week. "Oh, come on!" Clint complains, "That's just cruel."
Bucky can't help but let out a low chuckle as he watches their reactions. He still hasn't moved from his spot against the counter though, keeping himself close just in case.
"Yeah? Want me to think of something worse?" You say with a laugh. Clint and Tony both shake their heads in a panic at your words, clearly not wanting to push their luck, they've seen enough of your skill to know better.
Bucky can't help but chuckle again as he downs the rest of his glass, watching you have them wrapped around your finger like that. That same feeling of possessiveness is rising in his chest again, the urge to grab you and keep you all to himself getting harder and harder to ignore every time he sees you laughing and teasing the others so casually.
"Oh actually, you know what.. " You trail off.
The men all let out a collective groan at that, immediately knowing something bad is coming.
"Oh, Jesus Christ," Tony mutters, "Here it comes."
"Seeing as there are so many of you, and only so many dishes.. I want cocktails, again, you can fight amongst yourselves as to who does what, but I think it's only reasonable." With a coy smile, your gaze shifts to tony once more , "though you know I have a soft spot for your mixes." You say with a pointed look.
If it's at all possible, Tony's groaning gets even louder at those words clearly already knowing that he's going to lose this fight.
"Oh no," He protests, "Not the cocktails! Anything but that! No way in hell am I making you cocktails for a week straight. That's just mean."
You bring your cards up again showing the table the winning hand. "Ah ah ah, I didn't make the rules."
Clint actually groans as he drops his head onto the table in defeat, Thor just shakes his head with a loud laugh, clearly amused by all of this while Tony looks completely exasperated as he glares at you.
"This is rigged," He mutters, "I'm calling it. You cheated."
Bucky's still watching from the sidelines with an increasingly amused expression. He hasn't said anything yet but god does he love seeing you like this, in your element, having fun with them all while teasingly holding power over their suffering for the next week.
"How would it be rigged?! I just got back!" You say with a laugh. "Now if you need suggestions for the cocktails you know where to find me." As you send a wink in his direction.
Tony just lets out another groan and shakes his head at that, while Thor continues to chuckle in the background.
Clint just stares at you with an almost pained expression as he mutters: "You are ruthless, you know that?"
"I've been called a lot of things, I can't say ruthless has ever been one of them." You say to Clint with a huge grin on across your face.
Clint just shakes his head as he leans back in his chair, clearly not buying that statement for even a second. "Yeah, well," He mutters, "That's because you haven't made me do dishes and cocktails before."
Tony just grumbles under his breath, still dramatic about the whole thing while Thor laughs heartily at their misfortune.
You look at Thor, I wouldn't mind some of that Asgardian mead at least once this week."
Thor's booming laugh gets even louder at that, his expression lighting up in genuine amusement as he slams a massive hand down on the table. "Ah! A woman with taste!" He declares proudly, "You shall have the finest mead in all of Asgard, my friend!"
Tony just groans again, shaking his head dramatically at the table like he can't believe what's happening to him.
You slide your chair back and stand up. "Now if you'll excuse me I have some unfinished business to attend to. We still on for movie night?" You say before turning to leave the table.
Tony just grumbles something about not being there under his breath, clearly still in sour about this new arrangement while Thor just grins and nods. "Of course!" He says with a wide grin, "Wouldn't miss it for anything!" Clint just shoots you a pitiful look as you stand up, already dreading the week of torture you've given them.
You laugh as you walk across the room, your eyes meeting Bucky's as he places his glass down on the counter behind him. You tilt your head ever so subtly to the doorway towards the hall that leads to the bedrooms before catching Steve watching you with a grin.
Bucky's gaze immediately catches on to the gesture, his expression hardening in an instant as he nods slightly in acknowledgment before taking a small step forward.
Steve can't help but raise an eyebrow at that, clearly noticing the look that passes between the two of you. He just shakes his head with a smirk, his gaze drifting back and forth between you and Bucky, knowing damn well what's about to happen.
You make your way down the hall, till you reach your room, you only but open the door before Bucky's hands are on your waist, his face nuzzled into your neck.
"Where'd you learn to play cards like that huh?"
Bucky's lips brush against the sensitive skin of your neck as he murmurs that question, his voice rough with amusement and something much, much darker. His grip on your waist tightens possessively as he presses his body flush against yours from behind. "Because," He growls lowly, "That was impressive."
"There wasn't a hell of a lot to do in the shelter." You say with a dry laugh.
No one else knew about your past like he did, you'd never spoken about that time of your life to anyone before last night. You're thinking back to your trauma dump with a shake of your head.
Bucky's grip tightens even more at that, his head dropping instinctively to press a soft, lingering kiss to the crook of your neck. The mere mention of your past has his possessive, protective side coming to the forefront immediately, as always.
He can't help it he just needs to touch you to remind himself that you're with him now. Safe and his and alive. He trails his nose lightly along the skin of your neck, breathing in the familiar scent of you as he responds gruffly: "What kinda hell was that place?"
"I'm sure it was a cake walk compared to what you've been through you." Your voice is soft as you turn to face him and pressing a tender kiss to his lips before pulling away "But I sure as hell wouldn't want to go back."
Bucky can't help but let a small laugh escape at that, the sound slightly self-deprecating. He knows you're trying to be comforting, and goddamn if that isn't one of the many reasons he loves you so much. His arms automatically wrap around you, his hold on you strong and secure as he pulls you against him. He dips his head to bury his face in the crook of your neck, breathing in another deep lungful of your scent like he'd been starving for it.
"God, you have no idea," He mutters lowly. A shiver runs down his spine at the thought.
"Hey," You say with a gentle tone, "C'mere." Stepping backwards pulling him with you until the back of your knees hit the bed. Bucky goes willingly, his grip on you never loosening as he lets you guide him backwards. The second the back of your knees hit the edge of the bed, his hands move to gently push you down onto it, not forcefully but with that same firm assertiveness that's just so inherently Bucky.
He follows almost immediately after, one hand resting beside your head while the other cups your cheek, his blue eyes burning with intensity as they flicker between yours and your lips.
"Stay with me?" You say softly, "at least until it's time to go back out for the movie." You say with a smile watching him intently, your body sinking into his touch once more.
Bucky's lips twitch into a smirk at that, like the very idea of leaving you is absurd. His fingers gently tangle in your hair as he lowers himself over you, pressing a slow, lingering kiss to your lips before pulling back just enough to murmur gruffly: "I'm not goin' anywhere." His voice is rough with promise, not just for now but for every night after this one.
You kiss him back softly, nothing heated between you, just pure affection, needing to be close.
You feel him shift his weight so he's laying next to you as you place tender kisses to his lips and cheeks with a smile.
Bucky's eyes flutter shut as he feels the soft kisses you trail over his face, a low rumble emanating from his chest involuntarily. He can't help it, every point of contact with your lips just feels so goddamn good. You can feel the tension leaving his body as the slow seconds tick by, just the act of being close to you like this enough to put him at ease.
He cracks open one eye and murmurs teasingly "You're spoiling me.
"You don't like it?" You say with a sweet smile knowing full well the effect you're having on him feeling him soften beside you.
Bucky's lips curl up into a smirk as he opens his eyes to look at you deep blue and full of nothing but affection.
"You know damn well I do," He mutters gruffly, pulling you even closer so that your bodies are flush against each other. His hand drifts lazily up and down your back, his fingers tracing little patterns over the fabric of your shirt.
"That's what I thought." You say with a smile, kissing him softly once more as you revel in his soft touch against your back.
Bucky lets out a low hum of contentment as your lips meet his again, his fingers trailing up to tangle in your hair, gently massaging the back of your scalp in slow circles. The way he holds you is firm but never rough, just enough to let you know he doesn't plan on letting go anytime soon. "Mmm," He murmurs against your mouth when you pull back just enough for air, "Keep talkin' like that and I might never move from this spot."
"Then I'd be the luckiest girl in the world," You coo, eyes fluttering back open to his. Those words immediately draw a soft laugh from Bucky, his eyes crinkling at the corners when he sees the look in your eyes. His free hand moves to gently cup your face, the pads of his fingers brushing delicately over your cheek to gently tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear as he murmurs lowly "God, you're cheesy."
A small chuckle leaves your lips. "You love it." You tease cuddling into him closer.
Bucky rolls his eyes playfully, but he's already pulling you even tighter against him, wrapping both arms around you and pressing a rough kiss to the top of your head in silent agreement. Yeah, he loves it. Loves all of it. Loves you.
"Shut up," He grumbles gruffly, though there's no real bite to it's just that same protective warmth he always gets when holding you like this.
You stay like that for the next few hours, tangled into him, all doe eyed, breaking the silence every so often with a teasing remark before there's a knock on your door.
Bucky growls low in annoyance at the sound. He was fully content to stay like this all goddamn night and clearly he didn't appreciate getting interrupted.
With reluctance he lets go of you long enough to call back irritably, not moving from his position on the bed at all. "Whaddya want?"
The door opens softy, Natasha walking in with a grin across her face at the sight of you. Natasha barely suppresses a smirk at the sight of Bucky draped over you like an overgrown, grumpy limpet. She crosses her arms and leans against the doorframe, clearly enjoying this. "Thor is getting snacks," she says innocently, "And he insists on feeding everyone like we're his long-lost children. A beat. "...You coming or what?"
"Movie time?" You say excitedly not even caring that Natasha is watching you curled together.
Bucky lets out a long-suffering sigh, clearly annoyed at having to move but he also can't say no when you look at him like that. He grumbles something under his breath.
Natasha just smirks knowingly at the sight, already turning to leave and calling over her shoulder, "Try not to be too cute on the way out."
You laugh and grab a pillow behind you and biff it in her direction, before pulling yourself up into a sitting position looking down at Bucky all soft and comfortable. Natasha dodges the pillow with ease and grins at you in response as she walks out the door.
Bucky just rolls his eyes affectionately at both of you before running a hand through his messy hair and mumbling, "Jesus, I'm surrounded by children."
You stand up reaching your arms for him before opening and closing your hands like a child who wants something. "One more kiss, then we have to tone it down for a few hours."
Bucky lets out a low chuckle, his eyes dancing with amusement as he reaches up to grasp your hands, pulling you down onto his lap instead of getting up. His lips meet yours in a slow, lingering kiss, the kind that makes it very clear he doesn't give a damn about toning it down, his tongue slowly working with yours as he tilts your head back.
When he finally pulls back, his voice is gruff with unspoken affection. "Like hell I will."
"Bucky.." You drawl "we will never live it down, we are seriously outnumbered out there." You smile against his lips.
Bucky groans in reluctant agreement, he knows you're right, but god does he hate the idea of pretending for even a second. Still, he presses one last firm kiss to your lips before begrudgingly letting you go.
"Fine," He grumbles as he stands up, "But I'm sitting next to you."
A pause. Then "...And glaring at Stark if he so much as looks your way."
"Jealous Barnes? You say with a smirk placing a kiss to his cheek before checking your reflection in the mirror, straightening out your clothes and hair.
Bucky's head automatically turns towards you at that, his eyes raking up and down your body with a possessive gleam. "Damn right I am." he replies as he steps up directly behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his chin on your shoulder to stare at you through the mirror.
"I'll let you off this time, but only because of how god damn good you look right now." You say with a smirk.
Bucky's lips curl up in a smirk of his own as he watches you through the mirror, his eyes darkening slightly at your response. His grip on your waist unconsciously tightens as he leans down to nuzzle into your neck, inhaling your scent like he was starving for it.
"You keep talking like that, doll, and I might never let you out that door," He mutters gruffly against your ear. "Cmon, we gotta go out before Clint eats everything." You say with a laugh before turning your body into his and standing on your tiptoes to whisper in his ear "Besides, we have all night for that." You purr before taking a step towards the door like you didn't just cause his heart to lurch in his chest.
Bucky lets out another low groan at that, his fingers instinctively reaching out to grab you and pull you flush against him.
You can practically hear his mind trying to convince him to skip movie night altogether with the way his body is pressed into yours like he needs to touch every inch of you. His lips immediately start working their way up the side of your neck, kissing and biting and marking you up like he goddamn owns you.
"You're killin' me, doll," He murmurs against your skin, "I swear you're doing it on purpose."
"Oh but it's so much fun." You say with a smile over your shoulder before quickly walking back to flatten his own shirt down so it doesn't look like you just tumbled out of bed.
Bucky lets out a half-hearted grumble as you smooth down his shirt, his hands drifting to rest on your waist again as if he can't stop touching you for even a second. His hands running up your waist in gentle strokes.
The moment you step back though, he quickly straightens himself up, running a hand through his slightly messy hair before turning towards the door with an exaggerated sigh.
"You're lucky I love you," He mutters gruffly before pressing one last rough kiss to your temple and pulling the door open. You beam up at him before walking through the door, feeling him close behind as you walk into the common area.
Bucky keeps close to you as you step into the common area, his hand resting possessively on the small of your back as he surveys the scene. The others are all lounging around, chatting amongst themselves as they wait for movie night to start. Steve looks up as you and Bucky come over, his eyes flickering curiously over you both, a smile playing around his lips as if he knows exactly what you and Bucky were doing upstairs.
"Where's Tony?" You say with a grin knowing full well he's in the kitchen either finishing up dishes or working his way through mixing drinks.
Natasha smirks from her spot on the couch, gesturing lazily towards the kitchen. "Where else? she muses, "Stark's already drowning his sorrows in dish soap.
Sure enough, a loud clatter comes from the kitchen followed by Tony's exaggerated groan of misery as he clearly drops something.
"Proud of you Tony" You shout out towards him as you make your way to the couch and sink down into the corner waiting for Bucky to join, watching the room quietly hoping no one questions it.
A grumble of protest floats over from the kitchen, clearly in response to your words. Tony pops his head out a second later, raising an eyebrow at you with a hint of playful annoyance when he sees you sitting there.
"Oh, ha ha, laugh it up, kid," He mutters with a slight roll of his eyes. His gaze drifts slightly over to Bucky who plops down in the spot beside you, one arm coming to rest casually over the back of the couch like it's nothing out of the ordinary.
Tony's brows furrow down slightly as he shoots a look across you both, looking rather innocent as you settle into the room, his eyes flick to Natasha and she just shakes her head like she doesn't know a single thing.
Tony returns to the kitchen briefly before coming back and placing a brightly coloured cocktail in your hand. "Oh very impressive, what's this one?" You say eyes looking over the glass before taking a sip and rolling your head back. "Fuck, that's good."
Tony grins as he takes a long sip of his own drink, clearly pleased at your enthusiastic response. "That there," He gestures towards your drink, "Is a Pink Lady. A little sweet, a little sour, the perfect combination. He glances over at you with another smirk, clearly unable to resist saying "...Kind of like some people I know."
"Cocktail and a compliment? You're too much." You laugh as you tuck your legs under you, moving slightly closer to Bucky, your knees just about grazing his leg. Bucky shifts almost instinctively at the feeling of your knee against his, like he's drawn to you like a damn magnet. His fingers twitch slightly on the back of the couch, he looks like he wants nothing more than to reach out and pull you into his lap just so he can keep you to himself. Instead, he just grumbles irritably at Tony. "Watch it, Stark."
"What did I do?" Tony laughs as he finishes handing drinks to the rest of the team, placing a bottle of Asgardian mead in front of Bucky like a peace offering.
If anything is going to get a super soldier tipsy it's that.
Bucky eyes the bottle of mead warily, knowing full well what it's capable of doing to someone like him. Still, he can't help himself from taking a long gulp from the bottle, as if trying to drown out his growing urge to just pull you into his lap and forget everyone else is even in the room.
Tony grins, clearly pleased with the effect he's already having on both of you. He plops back down on the couch beside Steve, slinging a casual arm around the back of the couch in a lazy motion. The others are already starting to get comfortable as well, their attention shifting to the TV screen in anticipation of the movie.
"Alright people," Thor booms out suddenly, "let's get this show on the road. It's time for a little entertainment."
"What are we watching?" You quip, hand resting on your knee, your fingers brushing Bucky's leg in the most subtle way you can.
Bucky shifts again as your fingers brush against his leg, his eyes flickering over to you, a mixture of affection and frustration in his gaze. He's torn between wanting to pull you close and wanting to just keep it together. In the end, he settles for moving his knee just barely, so that it's lightly pressed against yours instead.
"No clue," Steve answers. "Thor chose it, so God only knows what we're in for."
You and Natasha recognize it almost immediately as it starts. You both gasp and shoot a look at each other grinning.
It's one of your guilty pleasure movies you watch during girls night. "10 things I hate about you!" You both shout excitedly. All of the others look over at you in surprise when you and Natasha start exclaiming in excitement.
Steve looks a little bewildered, clearly having no clue what you're getting so excited over. Tony and Thor just look mildly intrigued, like they want to see what all the fuss is about. Bucky's brows furrow in confusion at your reaction, his gaze flicking between you and the screen before he shoots you a sidelong look.
"You two like this movie or something?" He mutters as he watches the opening. "Oh it's so good." You say beaming up at him.
"It's very.. fitting." Natasha says with a smirk watching you both. Bucky's gaze flicks to Natasha when she says that, his eyes narrowing slightly, clearly not liking that little hint at all. Still, he takes another long gulp from the bottle of mead, trying to force himself to focus on the movie instead of the urge to pull you in his lap like he so desperately wants to.
"Fitting?" He murmurs, his expression growing more puzzled by the second. You let out a surprised laugh and shoot a look her way. "Smart bitch." You say grinning at her.
Natasha just smirks as you make that comment, clearly amused by this whole thing. Meanwhile, Bucky is still looking more and more confused. He looks like he wants to question you both more on that statement, but he manages to rein it in and keep his gaze on the movie instead.
As the movie starts you see the room slowly get pulled in, watching intently. Despite his earlier reluctance, even Bucky finds himself slowly getting drawn in by the movie. He watches the scenes play out with rapt attention, completely focused on the story unfolding on the screen. Every now and then, he sneaks a look over at you, his eyes flickering over your face to see your reactions to different scenes. He finds himself leaning closer and closer to you as the movie goes on, until he's almost right beside you, his leg pressing against yours.
Natasha can't help but notice Bucky's subtle movements, a knowing smirk forming on her lips as she takes in your closeness. She exchanges a knowing glance with Steve, who just smiles slightly and shakes his head, they can clearly see that Bucky is struggling to keep his composure, his eyes constantly flickering over to you like he's physically incapable of looking anywhere else.
"You right over there Buck?" Steve says with a knowing smile watching as Bucky takes another swig from the bottle of mead, not even flinching at Steve's question, too focused on watching you, not the movie.
His grip tightens slightly around the bottle as he mutters under his breath, "Shut it, Rogers."
Tony lets out a loud laugh from across the couch, clearly enjoying Bucky's struggle.
"Damn Barnes," He says with a grin, "Someone's wound a little tight tonight." You shoot a smirk to Steve. "Oh leave him be, we all know this wouldn't be his movie of choice." You say with a laugh trying to play it off.
Bucky grumbles something under his breath at that, half in amusement, half in frustration. He takes another long sip from the bottle of mead as if to drown out the urge to just grab you and pull you into him.
"Not necessarily," He admits gruffly, "But I'm not complaining." A pause, then he leans closer and mutters so only you can hear
" ...Unless Stark keeps runnin' his mouth.
Tony grins and gives Bucky an overly innocent look, clearly enjoying this whole situation entirely too much. "What, I'm just making conversation here," He says with a slight shrug, "It's not often we get to see our resident grouch enjoying a romantic movie. Can't blame me for having some fun with it."
Natasha snorts a laugh at that, her gaze flickering over to Bucky with clear amusement. Even Steve smirks, clearly loving every minute of this interaction. You finish your drink with one last gulp, and swish your glass at Tony.
"Round two?" You say with a smirk challenging him across the room.
Tony lets out a loud groan of protest, dramatically draping an arm over his forehead as if this is the worst possible thing he could be subjected to. "You're killin' me here," He grumbles,
"Fine, Fine! But this is my last drink, I swear." He gets up with exaggerated reluctance, still muttering under his breath as he makes his way back towards the kitchen. "
Got a whole week of this Stark, should get better with those cards huh?" You shoot back with a laugh, Tony just rolls his eyes and flips you off over his shoulder but it's clear that he actually enjoys this banter with you, even if he'll never admit it.
He disappears into the kitchen, the sound of bottles clinking together as he starts to mix up another round for you both. Bucky can't help but smirk at that, his eyes flickering over to you with a mixture of admiration and affection. He's clearly loving watching you banter with Tony with zero fear or hesitation, and his fingers twitch again against his leg like he just wants to touch you again. You notice Bucky's finger twitch softly and push your leg against his, at this point any one else would just think you're getting comfortable, spreading out on the couch enjoying time with the team.
Bucky exhales sharply at the contact clearly struggling to keep his damn composure. His hand shifts just enough to brush against yours, his fingers barely grazing your skin before he pulls back again. His jaw clenches as he forces himself to focus on the movie instead of dragging you straight into his lap and kissing you stupid right there in front of everyone.
Meanwhile, Steve and Natasha exchange another knowing look both clearly enjoying this way too much. Natasha leans into you from her curled up position in the arm chair beside you.
"You're going to break him." She whispers. A grin curls at the corner of your lips at Natasha's words. You know damn well she's right, you are gonna break Bucky if this continues much longer. You're playing a very dangerous game here, seeing just how far he'll let you push it before he snaps. And for some reason, you're enjoying every second of it. You love watching him struggle like this, his gaze flicking between you and the movie like he's completely incapable of focusing on both at once.
As if to prove Natasha's point even further, Bucky lets out an audible huff from beside you, his jaw clenching so tightly you're worried he'll actually break a tooth. His leg is pressed so firmly against yours now, his whole body visibly tense as he keeps his gaze fixed on the movie, though his eyes keep flickering towards you every few seconds, his expression completely entranced.
"Oh it's not that bad of a movie is it, Barnes?" Natasha jokes as she watches him. Bucky growls under his breath at that half in frustration, half in amusement. He can't help but let out a huff of laughter at Natasha's comment, his expression almost grudgingly amused as he mutters a response.
"Oh, shutup," He grumbles, "It's not the movie, it-" His eyes drift over to you again, his hands clenching into fists on his thighs. He's trying so damn hard to keep himself together right now.
You watch him intently, seeing how hard he's trying to play it cool in front of the group. Clint catches it and pipes up. "It's what? You feeling the mead already?" He says with a smirk.
Thors voice booms across the room. "That is top shelf Asgardian mead my handsome friend!"
Tony walks back in with your drink in hand. A new one this time. You do love how good he is with cocktails. "Oo, and this one?" You say watching him as he moves away, his own glass in hand back over to where he was sprawled on the couch next to Steve.
All eyes shift over to Tony as he walks back into the room with the new cocktail for you, a satisfied smirk on his lips as he takes his seat next to Steve and swirls the drink in his hand. "Ah, yea, this delightful little number is a White Russian. Bit more of a kick than the last one, be careful with that one, sweetheart. You might end up drunk off your ass before the night is through. You take a sip. Feeling the coffee taste mix over your tongue. "Oh 100% yes!" You say leaning back further into the couch, shoulders brushing against Bucky's chest as his arm is still spread across the top of the couch behind me. You keep my gaze on the movie, the tension between the characters filling your chest a little further.
Bucky lets out an involuntary grunt as your shoulder presses against his chest, his arm immediately tensing up like he's trying to hold back the urge to just grab you and pull you back against him. His hand twitches again, his fingers curling into a fist against his leg to try to keep some semblance of control.
On the other side of the couch, Steve is trying desperately not to laugh at the sight of you sitting so damn close to Bucky, he knows exactly how on edge the poor man is right now.
The movie has progressed to the point that the characters are realizing they have serious feelings for each other and you let out a soft sigh over your glass. Tony maybe a heavy handed pourer but they taste damn good.
Bucky's grip tightens on the back of the couch at that sound, his eyes snapping over to you as he stares at your expression for a long second before huffing in amusement. He mutters something under his breath, clearly fighting another urge to just yank you into his arms.
Tony, who had been smirking at Steve and Clint from across the room, finally breaks out into laughter when he hears your content sigh, clearly amused by how invested you're getting in this damn movie. "Oh my god," He groans dramatically, "Barnes is actually gonna combust before this night is over."
You feel Bucky go tense beside me, your watching him with a laugh as he turns to Tony, "not my fault this movie is ridiculous."
Tony laughs in response, shooting a sly look over to where you and Bucky are practically sitting on top of each other on the couch.
"Uh huh," he says, clearly amused beyond words, "I'm sure it's totally the movie's fault you're sitting there looking like a damn statue while your girl sits half in your lap getting invested in the love story."
His eyes flick to Tony, while your eyes go wide as he refers to you as Buckys girl.
You hear Natasha let out a small laugh at your reaction, while Bucky's entire body goes stiff at Tony's word's, his jaw visibly tightening as his eyes dart over to you, searching your reaction. For a second, it looks like he might actually say something in response to that but then he just clenches his teeth and takes another deep swig of the his drink instead.
Natasha is practically vibrating with amusement beside you, her smirk growing even wider at your wide-eyed expression.
"Ohhhh," she murmurs under her breath, "That's interesting."
"That is VERY interesting." Tony says leaning in, eyes no longer on the screen but on the two of you. Bucky's expression darkens instantly at Tony, his fingers digging into the leg like he's trying to physically restrain himself from lunging across the room. His jaw is clenched so tight you swear you can hear his teeth grinding together.
"Stark," He growls, his voice dangerously low, "Shut it."
Natasha just leans back in her chair, clearly enjoying this entire situation way too much. "Or what?" She teases lightly clearly poking the bear on purpose now.
You shoot a look at her, though you can't help the smile that's playing at your lips.
"Why are we picking on Bucky?" You say trying to act like I have no idea what's going on as you try to shut it down.
Natasha smirks at you, her gaze flickering between you and Bucky before she lets out a small chuckle. "Because it's fun," She says simply, "And because the way he's reacting is absolutely priceless."
Steve just shakes his head from where he's sitting, clearly amused but trying to stay out of it. Tony, meanwhile, looks like he's having the time of his life watching this entire thing unfold.
"Ah! You are feeling the buzz now, yes?" Thor calls out.
Bucky shoots Thor an unimpressed glare, his grip tightening on the back of the couch as he struggles to keep his damn composure. He's definitely feeling something right now, but it's not just the mead.
"Not drunk enough for this shit, He mutters gruffly, his voice rough with barely restrained frustration. Tony just barks out a laugh at that, clearly enjoying every second of Bucky's suffering. Steve shakes his head in amusement, though there's sympathy in his gaze when he looks over at Bucky. You can see the way his face is lightly flushed knowing the mead is having a similar effect on him as your own drinks.
You tease and grab the bottle out of his lap and take a swig before passing it back. You splutter from the burn.
"Jesus Christ, Bucky, how the hell are you drinking that." You say looking up at him still wincing from the liquor.
Bucky lets out a rough chuckle at your reaction, his smirk growing as he watches you sputter from the burn of the drink. He takes the bottle back without hesitation, downing another long sip just to prove a point, before leaning in closer, his breath warm against your ear when he mutters: "Super soldier," He rasps, "But don't worry, doll, I'll slow down if it makes you feel better. His voice is laced with teasing amusement, but also something darker, something hungry.
The group only heard him say 'super soldier.' as he whispered the last part only loud enough for you to hear as he lowered his head towards you.
A blush creeps across your face and you readjust. The group all noticed the way you shifted suddenly. Eyes focusing forward.
"Woah woah woah, what's this?!" Tony says enjoying this far too much.
Bucky glares across at Tony, his expression growing more and more frustrated at the way everyone seems determined to push his goddamn buttons right now. His eyes flicker back to you for a split second taking in the way you're trying, and failing to hide your blushing expression.
"None of your business," Bucky grunts in annoyance, "Can we get back to the damn movie?"
"Umm actually I think we need a show of hands on who actually wants to finish the movie because I have a better idea, Tony says as he gulps down more of his drink. He looks around the room at the group. "Hands up if you vote finishing the movie."
You bring your hand up but Steve is the only other person who does, clearly taking pity on you as he knows exactly what you're trying to do.
Bucky lets out a frustrated groan as he sees Steve is the only other person in the room who has his hand raised.
"Goddamnit," He mutters under his breath, clearly irritated beyond belief.
Tony's smirk only grows wider at this turn of events clearly enjoying the fact that Bucky is clearly outvoted here.
"And what do you suggest we do then?" You say watching him over your glass as you take another sip.
Tony grins clearly loving the fact that he's got everyone's attention now. He leans forward, swirling his drink lazily in his hand as he eyes you and Bucky with open amusement.
"Well," He says smoothly, "How about we play a little game instead? Nothing too wild, just something to liven things up a bit.
Bucky immediately tenses at that, his eyes narrowing slightly as he shoots Tony a warning look. "What kind of game?"
Tony holds his hands up, his face the picture of innocence. "Nothing crazy, I swear. Just a classic game of Truth or Dare." He grins, clearly enjoying himself far too much.
Bucky bristles at the words, clearly wanting to protest "Stark"
"Ah, ah, Barnes, Tony interrupts, "You're outnumbered. This is happening. Now shut that pretty little mouth of yours and sit back and enjoy the show.
You can't help the laugh that escapes you, still feeling in control of your body but can't ignore the alcohol buzzing through your blood stream.
"This just an excuse so you and Clint can Mack on each other?" You say with a scoff towards Tony
Tony smirks at your comment, clearly enjoying the fact that you seem to be enjoying this scenario.
"Hey, I've got no shame in my game, sweetheart," He says with a wink, "Besides, you know Clint's a damn handsome man."
Clint pipes up from across the room, his eyes drifting over to Tony as he grins. "Damn right I am," He smirks, "And you're not too bad yourself.
Bucky just lets out another annoyed huff and you laugh again, sinking further into Bucky while putting your free hand up in mock surrender. Okay okay! You start us then, since it was your bright idea I say rolling my eyes towards tony once more.
Tony grins, clearly thrilled that you're getting on board with this idea. "Alright alright," He says, clapping his hands together. "Let the game officially begin." He drums his fingers against his chin, as if he's in deep thought, though you're pretty damn certain he had this whole game planned out in his head the moment he suggested it.
"Hmmm, who to pick, who to pick?" His gaze drifts over to the rest of the group as he pretends to consider his options.
"Ah, I know." He points at you with an almost predatory smile.
"You're up, darlin'. Truth or dare?" You laugh louder, curling your legs up closer under me as you straighten up, bracing for what this night is turning into. "Truth." You say with a smile knowing full well he wanted you to pick dare.
Tony feigns disappointment for a moment at your choice, his shoulders slumping. "Awww, no fun," He teases, "But a deal's a deal. He hums as he thinks of a question, a sly smile playing at the corner of his mouth. "Alright, Have you ever fantasied about someone in this room?"
"What kinda question is that?" you quip back with a smirk.
Tony just laughs at your response, his smirk turning into a full-on cheeky grin. He raises an eyebrow at you knowingly, clearly enjoying your reaction to the question. "Hey, you picked truth," He points out.
"Can't back out now, sweetheart. You gotta answer."
You pause for effect, "Mm once or twice." Nonchalantly taking another sip.
Tony lets out a huff of exasperation at your lackluster response, clearly disappointed that he's not getting the reaction he wants.
"Once or twice," He says slowly, drawing out the words, "That sounds suspiciously vague. Care to be more specific?"
The rest of the group is watching the back and forth with curiosity, clearly enjoying this little game. "Don't need to, I answered your question." You say innocently and turning to Clint.
"Clint, truth or dare?" You say moving the focus to him, Clint lets out a loud laugh clearly enjoying this whole exchange. "Damn, I love how you just shut him down like that," He says before taking another sip of his drink. "Alright, fine. Dare."
"Oo, okay.. Okay. I dare you to.." You look around the room. Eyes fixing back to Tony. A laugh escapes, memory fresh with what the mock flirting said moments ago.
Kiss tony, WITH tongue." You say challenging to shut them both up.
Tony's eyes widen in surprise for a split second before he immediately grins, looking completely unfazed, clearly thrilled with the direction this game is taking.
"Ohhhh," He purrs, "Now we're talking."
Clint, on the other hand, chokes slightly on his drink, his face turning bright red as he stares at you with wide-eyed disbelief. You did not just say that."
"You talked the talk, are you both secure enough in your masculinity?" You tease, Clint just looks like he wishes the floor would swallow him up right about now, his face turning even redder if possible at your challenge. But Tony, on the other hand, isn't looking fazed at all. He grins at you again, clearly not backing down from the dare.
"Oh, I've never been more sure of my masculinity." He smirks at Clint. "How about you, Hawkeye? Still feeling up to it?"
Clint rolls his eyes. "Oh yeah, Laura is going to love this.." He says rolling his eyes before standing up.
Tony just grins as Clint stands up, clearly loving the attention. He makes a show of straightening out his shirt before getting up from the couch and stepping over to where Clint is standing.
"Alright then, Legolas," He says, "Let's make it good."
He doesn't even hesitate, just grabs Clint by the back of his neck and pulls him into a kiss right there in front of everyone. Tony Stark does not half-ass anything.
"It's definitely with tongue." You say eyes glued to them.
The room erupts in laughter and wooping, everyone shouting as they watch Tony and Clint go at it. Natasha is clapping slowly, clearly amused beyond words. Steve just looks like he's given up on life entirely, covering his face with one hand while shaking his head in exasperation.
Meanwhile, Bucky is staring at the whole scene with a look of mild disgust, his expression caught somewhere between annoyed and vaguely impressed by their commitment to this damn dare.
"Well," He mutters under his breath, "That's enough for me." He takes another long drink from the bottle of mead like he needs it to cleanse this whole image from his brain.
"Not for you?" You joke as you flick your eyes to Bucky, knowing everyone's still on Tony and Clint. You beam up at him.
Bucky lets out a gruff laugh, his fingers twitching against the bottle of mead as he leans in slightly closer to you, his voice dropping low.
"Careful," He murmurs, "Or I'll show you exactly what that kinda talk gets you."
His words are laced with playful warning, but the way his eyes flicker over your face makes it clear he's only half-joking. Your eyes darken at him before turning back to the group before anyone notices, thankfully, everyone is still completely absorbed in Tony and Clint, so none of them pay any attention to the little exchange between you and Bucky.
They're all just hooting and hollering as Tony and Clint finally break away from their kiss.
Tony lets out a whoop, slapping Clint roughly on the back before sinking back onto the couch, clearly pleased with himself for completing the dare.
"l admit, It, I'm impressed." You say with a laugh before it's Clint's turn to ask someone truth or dare.
Clint grins at you, still looking a little bit shell-shocked and red-faced from that whole situation, but managing to regain his composure almost instantly.
"You know me," He says with a shrug, "I never back down from a challenge." He scans around the group, clearly considering his options for victim."Ok, Bucky. Truth or dare?"
You feel him groan next to you a small laugh falling from your lips as you turn to him to see what he picks.
Bucky just shoots you a sharp look at your laugh, though his eyes soften once he sees your expression. He sighs, clearly reluctantly conceding to the fact that he's not escaping this game in the slightest. He huffs in resignation before answering. "Dare."
The others burst out in choir of 'oos and ahhs' as Clint thinks of a dare. Clint just smiles at the reaction, clearly relishing every damn second of this whole shitshow. He scratches his chin as he thinks.
"Right, I've got one." Bucky just stares up at him expectantly, expression mostly neutral but there's a hint of hesitance and even a bit of trepidation in his eyes at what kind of bullshit Clint is going to throw at him next.
Clint grins even more, clearly enjoying every damn second of this. "Alright, here's the dare."
Bucky tenses, anticipating the worst as he waits for Clint to spit it out. The entire room is suddenly completely silent, everyone completely focused on him.
"Alright, I dare you to down your vessel." He says, eyes flicking to the bottle in Bucky's hand, still nearly full.
Bucky just stares at Clint for a moment, his eyes widening slightly at the dare. He's clearly trying to keep his face neutral, but there's a hint of hesitation in his gaze, like he isn't exactly thrilled with this particular choice. "You serious?
Clint just grins at him, clearly enjoying this whole thing far too much. "Dead serious, Barnes. Drink up. Bucky looks down at the bottle of mead in his hand, taking a deep breath before lifting it to his lips without any further resistance. He chugs the entire thing in a matter of seconds. There's a few whistles and shouts of approval from around the room, and even Tony looks slightly impressed as he watches him down the entire damn thing. "Damn, Bucky", He says, clearly a bit surprised by Bucky's sudden action,
"You do realize you're gonna be completely sloshed after that, right?"
You take the empty bottle from his hand and place it on the table in front of you. "Bucky.. that was insane." You say, eyes still wide knowing how strong it was, even with him being a super soldier there's no way he's not going to feel that in a matter of seconds, Bucky just lets out a slow breath, his eyes flickering over to you as he tries (and fails) to keep his expression from shifting into something slightly more unfocused. His movements are already noticeably slower, and there's a slight flush creeping up his neck.
"Yeah" He mutters. "I'm fine." The words come out just a tiny bit slurred, something that makes Tony bark out another loud laugh.
You shoot a look towards Clint. "I think you broke him." You before watching Bucky once more, seeing the flush up his neck as he relaxes into the couch further. Clint just shrugs, clearly loving this entire situation. "Eh, he'll be alright. Probably."
Bucky just grumbles something unintelligible under his breath, his movements noticeably more sluggish now as he sinks back into the couch. His head lolls slightly towards you, his expression still stubbornly trying to maintain its usual annoyed scowl despite how obviously drunk he is. "I'm not broken," He insists, "...Just... really comfortable."
YouI let out a small laugh. "Mm yeah okay.." You say watching him like you don't quite believe him with a smile spreading across your lips.
"Okay well I guess you're up then," You say still watching him.
Bucky just grunts in response, clearly not thrilled at the fact that he's responsible for coming up with the next truth or dare, especially given his increasingly inebriated state. He shifts his gaze around the room, still trying to maintain a hint of his usual grouchy composure, though it's obviously getting harder for him by the second. After a moment, his gaze stops on Clint.
"Fine," He mutters grumpily, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Truth or dare, Legolas?"
Clint lets out a laugh. "I'll be nice. Dare." He says with a smirk on his face taking a sip of his drink.
A small, slow-spread smirk curls at the corner of Bucky's mouth, clearly he's got an idea, and it's not gonna be an easy one to manage.
He straightens up a bit and meets Clint's gaze, a hint of smug satisfaction in his eyes.
"Alright then," he says, his voice just barely more than a gravelly rasp now, the mead clearly having its effect on him already.
I've got a good one for you.
Clint just cocks an eyebrow, clearly ready for whatever bullshit Bucky's about to throw at him. He's obviously confident, but also slightly wary of the slightly-crazed gleam in Bucky's eyes. He takes another casual sip of his drink, as if to say 'bring it on.'
"Alright then," He says, a cocky smile on his face, "Hit me." Bucky leans forward slightly or at least, as much as his currently inebriated state allows. His smirk widens into something almost predatory.
"I dare you..." He pauses for dramatic effect, "...to go the rest of the night talking like Thor."
There's a beat of silence, then Tony bursts out laughing so hard he nearly falls off the couch. Steve rubs his temples like he's already regretting everything. Natasha just shakes her head, grinning. Clint stares at Bucky in utter disbelief. "You bastard," He mutters but there's no real heat behind it, just sheer resignation to his fate.
You let out a laugh next to him, your hand sliding down your face as you wipe the grin from your lips. "Oh this'll be good." You say. Clint follows through as expected. Bucky just grins smugly, clearly pleased with himself for the brilliant dare. He relaxes back into the couch, already completely entertained by the whole damn thing as Clint takes a deep breath and starts speaking... in a truly awful impression of Thor's booming voice.
"Friends!" He suddenly declares in his best imitation, standing up straight and raising an imaginary Mjolnir into the air. "I am feeling the effects of the mighty Asgardian mead!"
Bucky can't help the laugh that slips out of him and neither can you as the room erupts in laughter.
Thor looking wide eyed at Clint. "AH yes! My brother!" He says to Clint. Bucky's laugh is rough and a little breathless his shoulders shaking slightly as he watches Clint commit fully to this ridiculous bit. His metal arm is draped over the back of the couch again, fingers twitching absentmindedly as he leans in toward you slightly, clearly enjoying himself more than he'd ever admit out loud.
Meanwhile, Thor just looks downright delighted by Clint's impression his grin wide and genuine as he slaps Clint hard on the back with enough force to send him stumbling forward a step. "Ah! You honor me with your impression!" He booms enthusiastically. "Truly, we are kin in spirit!"
Clint just groans dramatically under his breath though there's amusement clear in his expression too as he plays along. The rest of the group is still laughing hysterically at this entire exchange.
Tony especially seems like he's having the time of his damn life watching this unfold. You can't help but lean forward bringing both hands to your face as laughter rolls out of you at the sight of it.
Bucky glances over at you, his smirk softening into something fonder as he watches your laughter. The way you're holding your face in your hands, the way your shoulders shake as you let the laughter roll out of you, it's endearing in a way that makes his chest ache inexplicably. He's not even watching Clint anymore, suddenly far more occupied with the sound of your laughter than the ridiculous show Clint is putting on for everyone. "Alright my brethren" Clint continues, "It is once again my turn!"
You are nearly crying with laughter now. Sitting back against the couch and wipe a tear from your eye as you try to pull yourself together from laughing so hard, Bucky's expression shifts subtly, his amusement shifting into something far softer as he watches you wipe at your eyes, still grinning. His metal arm, which had been draped over the back of the couch, slides down just slightly close enough that his fingers brush against the nape of your neck for half a second before he pulls away again. He's clearly trying to be subtle about it, but there's a warmth in his gaze that wasn't there before.
Meanwhile, Clint is still fully committed to this bit gesturing dramatically with one hand as he continues. "Verily!: He booms, "I declare... truth or dare shall continue!"
Natasha rolls her eyes so hard she practically looks like she might pass out from it. Clint turns his body towards Steve, eyeing his new target, Steve just looks up from his seat on the opposite couch, looking as stern and stoic as ever as he waits for the inevitable challenge to come his way from Clint.
His expression betrays nothing, though his shoulders do tense slightly in anticipation of what's about to happen. "Rogers!" Clint says in his faux-Thor voice, his hand once again raised into the air as he points dramatically in Steve's direction. The rest of the team is still snickering from the Thor impression, clearly enjoying Clint's performance far more than anyone really has any right to. "I summon thee to the field of battle...of Truth or Dare!" Clint booms, pointing at Steve with exaggerated grandeur. His poor Thor impression is slipping into borderline Shakespearean now. Steve pinches the bridge of his nose, exhaling like a man who's had enough of this circus. "...Truth." He mutters, smart enough to avoid whatever chaotic dare Clint might conjure up.
Tony immediately perks up from where he's lounging, mischief sparking in his eyes. "Oho! Easy question then, Cap, when was the last time you got laid?" The room erupts in laughter again as Steve's entire face turns beet red. Bucky wheezes beside you, whether from amusement or the mead catching up to him is unclear, and promptly slumps further into the couch cushions like a drunk ragdoll. His metal arm slides entirely off the backrest and lands heavily across your shoulders, he doesn't move it. "My god, you guys." Steve says sipping his drink. "Uhh, 1944." he says his cheeks going bright red.
The team erupts into another round of laughter at Steve's answer, Tony in particular looks like he's trying his hardest to avoid falling off the couch, while Thor lets out a booming guffaw of approval at the timeline. Bucky, meanwhile, just lets out another wheeze-laugh next to you, his metal arm still resting heavily on your shoulders as you lean further into him.
Clint claps his hands together, thoroughly amused. "1944! That's a long dry spell, my friend!" You struggle to contain your laughter at Clint's impression as he continues, he really is putting his whole heart into it.
Your shoulders shake as you try to still your laughter enough to take another sip. "This is going to be a long night."
Steve just looks like he'd like to sink into the couch cushions and disappear as the team teases him about his poor love life. His entire face is still red with embarrassment as the laughter continues, though he can't help the small smile that tugs at the corners of his mouth in spite of all the torment he's getting.
Meanwhile, Clint is clearly enjoying every second of it, his expression almost maniacal as he claps his hands together once more and points his gaze at yet another unlucky victim. "Tony, your time has come!"
Your eyes flick to tony to see what he'll pick, Tony takes another sip of his drink before sitting up slightly in his seat, eyeing Clint with his usual air of smug confidence. "Dare, obviously. Bring it on."
Clint grins, clearly, this is exactly the answer he was hoping for from his target. Bucky lets out a huff of amusement from beside you, still leaning heavily against the back of the couch and your shoulders, his metal arm still draped across you like he's forgotten entirely about how much physical space he's taking up at this point.
No one really bats an eye at Bucky's arm around you considering the state he's in, except Natasha who just grins at you.
Tony grins right back at Clint, clearly ready for whatever bullshit dare he's about to throw his way. He leans forward slightly, his expression cocky as hell. "Alright then, hit me."
Clint just smirks, clearly enjoying every second of this. "I dare you," He says in that faux-Thor voice again, "To give Steve the most awkward lap dance known to mankind."
The entire team erupts into laughter, even Thor looks amused by this sudden turn of events. Steve just lets out a groan and immediately tries to sink further into the couch cushions like they might swallow him whole at any moment. Tony shoots up, "Alright cap, brace yourself. This will be the most action you've gotten since.. well. 1944 apparently."
Steve groans again, but obediently straightens up and sets his drink down, clearly resigning himself to the inevitable. Everyone else in the group is barely able to contain themselves, clearly enjoying the hell out of this show. Even Bucky is watching with obvious amusement, his metal arm still heavy across your shoulders as he lets out a low chuckle.
Tony struts over to the opposite couch with all the confidence of a man with a plan, positioning himself in front of Steve before sinking down onto his lap. His hands slide up Steve's chest as he grins down at him with that signature Stark smugness. "Enjoy the ride, big guy." He teases, his hips rolling ever so slightly against Steve's as the rest of the team howls with laughter.
Steve just clenches his jaw and lets out a long-suffering sigh, clearly resigned to his fate. You cover your eyes, sitting up straighter into the couch, unintentionally pushing yourself closer to Bucky. "Oh my god I can't watch."
Bucky lets out a gruff laugh at your reaction, his grip tightening slightly around you as he tugs you in closer against his side, clearly enjoying how flustered you are by the whole spectacle. His voice is rough with amusement when he murmurs low in your ear, "Don't lie, doll. You're totally peeking."
Steve looks like he's seriously considering walking straight out of this safehouse and never returning, his face bright red as Tony continues his ridiculous lap dance with zero shame whatsoever.
You push your hand against Bucky's chest still hiding your eyes with one hand. "Oh shut up." You laugh, feeling your body hot with second hand embarrassment and alcohol.
Bucky just chuckles, his chest vibrating under your palm as his grip tightens slightly around you, pulling you further into his side. His smirk is evident in his voice when he mutters against your hair,* "Make me."
Steve finally snaps, grabbing Tony by the shoulders and physically pushing him off before standing abruptly. "Alright, that's enough," he declares, though there's no real anger behind it, just sheer exasperation as he tries to compose himself again.
The rest of the team howls with laughter at Steve's reaction. Thor especially seems to be enjoying every second of this. Natasha leans forward from where she's sitting across from you both, her grin wide and knowing as her gaze flicks between Bucky and you for a long moment before she smirks. "So whose turn was it next?"
"Yours." You say confidently. You haven't gone yet you say sitting back and leaning your head back over the arm of the couch to face Natasha.
Natasha arches one perfect eyebrow at you, her smirk deepening as she leans back in her chair, clearly unbothered by the challenge. She glances between you and Bucky for a beat before shrugging. "Alright then." Her gaze sharpens on you like a predator locking onto prey. "Truth or dare, sweetheart?"
You sit back up right facing your body more towards hers. "Oh Jesus, me? Really?" You sigh out a laugh. "I'm not stupid, truth." You say as the room ecos out in boos.
Natasha just grins slow and dangerous, as the team groans in disappointment around you. She tilts her head slightly, considering.
"Fine. Truth." She leans forward, resting her elbows on her knees as she pins you with a knowing look. "Who was the person in this room that you were fantasizing about?"
The room goes dead silent for half a second before erupting into chaos. Tony wolf-whistling loudly while Clint dramatically clutches his chest like he's been personally betrayed by this line of questioning. Bucky's fingers twitch against your shoulder where his arm is still draped over it, though he pointedly doesn't react beyond that.
Your eyes widen at the fact that she would out you like that. You shoot a playful glare at her. "I told you that in confidence!" You blurt back.
Natasha just grins unrepentantly. She lifts one shoulder in a shrug, her eyes sparkling with mischief as she watches you sputter in surprise at the question. "Hey, I told you this was a game of complete honesty. Everyone else has had to deal with embarrassing questions, you're getting no special treatment."
Tony is absolutely losing his mind at this point, slumped across the opposite couch with a hand pressed dramatically to his forehead. "Oh my god, this just keeps getting better and better."
You sigh. Looking around the room debating your options. "Can I change it to dare?" You plead. Knowing Bucky wouldn't react badly to it but not wanting to admit that you had a very dirty dream about him a few nights before.
Natasha studies you and your shifting gaze closely, her brows raised in curiosity as you consider your options. After a beat, she raises one eyebrow and gives a small nod. "Alright. You can pick dare. But don't take that as me going easy on you."
Tony lets out an overly dramatic, long-suffering groan from the other side of the room before sitting up. "C'mon, I'm invested in where this is going! Spill it already!"
"Dare. I pick dare." You blurt out a flush across your cheeks.
Natasha grins, clearly pleased by your decision. "Good choice."
She looks around the room for a moment before her smile turns wicked and an idea sparks. "I dare you, to sit on Bucky's lap for the rest of the night."
Bucky's eyebrows shoot up at her suggestion his metal arm shifting against your shoulders as he shifts in his seat. Tony and the rest of the team whistle and holler their approval at the suggestion, with Steve just covering his face with his hands in mild horror.
You let out a sigh as you shake your head with a laugh. "God sake, screw you guys." You say turning to face Bucky with an eyebrow raised.
It was a dare, the room won't get any worse, you try convince yourself.
You watch Bucky who's the most tipsy you have ever seen him.
Bucky just stares at you for a long moment, his expression unreadable (partially because he's drunk, partially because he's Bucky). After a beat, his lips twitch into the faintest smirk as he shifts slightly on the couch, his metal arm moving from your shoulders to lazily stretch along the back of the cushions instead, as if silently inviting you to do exactly what Natasha dared.
The room erupts into loud cheers and whistles (especially from Tony), but Bucky ignores them all completely, he just keeps watching you with those heavy-lidded blue eyes like this is some kind of test. "Oh my god." You laugh as you stand up and climb into Bucky's lap, and lean your shoulder into his chest.
Bucky just lets out a low, amused huff as you drop into his lap. His arm automatically slides around your waist, his grip surprisingly steady as he pulls you flush against his side and turns his head so his nose is a few inches from your ear. He murmurs low enough that only you can hear him, his voice rough with alcohol and the slight hint of a smirk in his voice. "Don't worry, doll. I'll play nice."
You close your eyes in disbelief with a smirk across your face. Before looking across to Thor.
"Thor. Truth or dare?" You say acting like this was all for the dare and you weren't actively enjoying being back so close to Bucky.
Thor, who has been watching this entire chaotic game unfold with the excitement of a child at a feast, suddenly sits up straighter as you call his name. His grin widens immediately. "Ah! A fine choice!" He booms, "I shall choose DARE! For I fear no challenge laid before me!"
Tony groans dramatically from across the room though it's clear he's having fun too. "Oh great," He mutters, He's gonna do something insane and reckless now."
You think for a second, brain foggy from being so close to Bucky once again, his scent a mix of his cologne mixed with the alcohol, you take a deep breath and fill your lungs.
"Alright I dare you to.." You think for a moment before looking at Natasha and wanting to get her back.
"Bicep curl Nat." You say with a laugh.
Thor just grins, his eyes lighting up at your dare.
"Very well. Just watch and be in awe of my godly strength!" He rises to his feet and saunters over to Natasha, effortlessly scooping her into his arms in a show of pure muscle. Natasha just grins at his overconfidence, clearly not bothered by his boasting. She loops one arm lazily around his neck, taking the whole thing in good stride. "Alright then, big guy. Show me what you got."
Thor grins wide, clearly confident in himself. "Hold on tight, my lady. For this will be like holding a feather." He flexes his bicep dramatically, his muscles bulging impressively under his shirt. Natasha just raises an eyebrow, completely unfazed by his display of strength. "I'm bracing myself for the shock of my life." She deadpans.
Thor holds her off the ground effortlessly, looking like he could hold her like that indefinitely. "Just watch the greatness unfold," He says, his voice full of bravado. Natasha, still cradled effortlessly in Thor's arms like she weighs nothing at all, lets out an amused hum. "Impressive," She says flatly, "But I think we all knew you could do this."
She then twists suddenly, using her own ridiculous strength and flexibility to flip herself out of his grip and land gracefully on her feet beside him. The entire team erupts into cheers, Tony clapping sarcastically while Clint wolf-whistles. Thor looks momentarily stunned before bursting into booming laughter. "Ah! You are as formidable as ever, Lady Natasha!"
Meanwhile, Bucky's grip tightens slightly around your waist where you're still perched in his lap, his breath warm against the side of your neck as he mutters low enough for only you to hear, "...Should I be worried about how much fun you're having with this?"
You lean the smallest distance closer into him and hum out your response. "Should I be worried about how you're slurring your words" You say only loud enough for him to hear with a smirk on your face.
Bucky lets out a low chuckles, the sound so low it feels like more of a vibration from where you're sitting against his chest. His metal arm tightens further where it's still wrapped around your waist, pulling you in impossibly closer as his lips move to brush faintly against the skin beneath your ear. "...M'not that drunk," He mutters gruffly, though his slightly slurred words and the faint flush on his cheeks give him away. His breath is warm against your neck.
Tony pipes up snapping you out of it. "Alright, Bucky! Truth or dare." Bucky's attention instantly snaps back to the game at Tony's words, his metal arm finally relaxing its grip around your waist as he shifts back against the couch.
"Truth," He answers easily. His voice is a little raspier and rougher than usual, thanks in part to the alcohol in his system.
You mentally thank Bucky for picking truth knowing just what Tony would pick right now if he had said dare. You watch Tony as you feel Bucky smiling, he really is feeling the mead.
Tony smirks, clearly enjoying this entire situation far too much as he leans forward slightly, his eyes flickering between Bucky and you with clear amusement.
"Alright then," He says, "Truth." He lets the word hang for a dramatic beat before continuing, his grin widening into something outright devious.
"So, when was the last time you got laid?"
Your eyes perk up to Tony as you take in what he's just asked. Your eyes widen slightly as you brace yourself. You can't bring yourself to look at Bucky as you wait for his answer.
Bucky's arm tenses almost imperceptibly around you as soon the words leave Tony's mouth, he's clearly not expecting the suddenly personal question. "That's none of your damn business," He snarls back, his usual gruffness suddenly heightened with the slight slur from the booze.
Tony just grins, clearly enjoying getting under Bucky's skin. "I'll take that to mean never."
Bucky sighs shaking his head. "Alright fine, you want the real truth?" Tony grins, clearly already loving where this is going, he sits back in his seat, his expression smug as he shoots a satisfied look around the rest of the group. "Hell yeah, I want the truth." Natasha just lifts her eyebrows, clearly interested and amused by the turn this conversation has suddenly taken. Steve is visibly bracing for something, while Clint looks downright gleeful. You brace myself because you know what he's about to say.
Bucky just runs his hand down his face exasperatedly though there's still a drunk twinkle in his eye. "About.." he pauses looking at the clock on the wall. "24 hours ago." Bucky's words are met with an immediate burst of shocked reaction from the room.
Tony lets out a whistle of surprise, while Steve's eyebrows shoot up towards his hairline. Even Clint looks shocked by his answer. "Damn," Tony whistles, "Didn't realize you had game like that, Barnes."
Bucky shrugs with a smirk on his lips as he looks back over to Tony.
Tony just grins, clearly impressed by Bucky's surprisingly honest answer. "Not gonna lie, I thought you'd still be a virgin, man."
Bucky just rolls his eyes, though there's a hint of humor in his exasperated tone. "Jesus, I'm not a goddamn monk."
You laugh at Bucky's comment before you see tony think about it a little longer.
"Wait so after a mission you went out and found a bird?"
Bucky's smirk just deepens at Tony's blatant curiosity, his expression shifting into something a little more mischievous as he leans back against the couch, still keeping you close in his lap. "No," He says smoothly, "Didn't have to go out looking for anything."
The silence that follows is absolute. Then, Tony's jaw actually drops open slightly as realization dawns on him. Clint chokes on his drink mid-sip. Steve looks like he wants to spontaneously combust right there and then. "Oh my god," Natasha murmurs under her breath, her lips curving into a slow, knowing smirk as she glances between Bucky and where you're still perched very comfortably in his lap.
Your eyes focus on the wall across the room not able to look at the group as the realization at his words hits the room.
The room is quiet for a moment, everyone, including you trying to process Bucky's unexpected admission. Tony is the first to break the silence, his tone somewhere between shocked and amused. "...Are you saying what I think you're saying?" Bucky just gives him a lazy shrug, his arm tightening slightly around your waist in an almost possessive gesture. as he tucks your head under his chin. "Yeah. That."
Tony blinks in surprise, clearly not having expected that answer. Steve looks absolutely shell-shocked, while Natasha is just trying her best to hide her knowing smirk. Even Clint looks taken aback, though he just looks like he's trying to piece the pieces together in his head. "Damn," Tony whistles. "I never took you for someone who would hook up with one of our team members."
"I never said it was just a hook up." He blurts his words slurring ever so slightly. That's it, that's the moment the entire room erupts into chaos.
"Wait, wait, hold up. Are you telling me you two are..." Tony gestures wildly between you and Bucky, apparently incapable of finishing that sentence coherently. Steve looks like he's experiencing an existential crisis where he simultaneously wants to protect your innocence and also sink through the floor from sheer secondhand embarrassment. Natasha just grins outright now, clearly having known this entire time.
Clint slams his hands down on the table as if making a grand realization. "Oh my god," He breathes out. "You're not just messing around. You're together."
You bury your face in your hands still on Bucky's lap, your face red hot you can feel it through your palms.
Tony still looks absolutely stunned while Steve just looks dazed, like he can barely process anything he's hearing right now. Clint has a look of utter excitement on his face as he turns to look directly at you, his eyes sparkling with barely contained glee.
"How the hell did that happen?!" He bellows, leaning back in his chair. "I thought you two hated each other's guts. I literally thought you were going to rip each other's throats out with how much you two bickered constantly."
"Next question." You manage out, wiping your hands down your face to try and clear the blush still heavy.
Tony immediately perks up, his grin returning full force as he zeroes in on you, clearly sensing a chance to milk this for all its worth. "Alright fine, then answer me this: who made the first move?"
Natasha raises an eyebrow at Tony's bluntness but doesn't intervene, clearly just as curious as the rest of them. Bucky shifts slightly under you, his grip tightening ever so subtly around your waist like he's considering stepping in, but he stays quiet. Waiting for your answer instead.
You glance at Bucky, scanning his face for permission to say.
Bucky locks eyes with you when he feels you looking over at him, the corner of his mouth just barely flickering into a small smirk. He just nods almost imperceptibly, a wordless signal for you to be honest. It's a rare moment of openness and vulnerability for him in front of the rest of the group, but he trusts you, and your answer means more than anything else to him. He keeps his arm wrapped around your waist, his fingers rubbing small, soothing circles against your hip bone.
"He did." You say still not able to look anyone in the eye.
Tony actually lets out a dramatic gasp, clutching his chest as if physically wounded by this revelation. "BARNES?!" He exclaims in disbelief, "Mr. 'I Don't Have Emotions' made the first move?"
Natasha finally loses her battle with staying composed, she snorts into her drink, shaking her head with a look of sheer amusement on her face. "Color me surprised."
Clint looks between you and Bucky like he's just witnessed the single greatest plot twist in human history. "...I am shook," He declares solemnly before collapsing back onto the couch dramatically, "Absolutely shook."
Meanwhile, Bucky just tightens his grip around you slightly, his voice low enough for only you to hear when he mutters against your hair,
"'M never living that down now... thanks, doll." You turn to face him as you mouth sorry to him, your blush flushed across your neck and cheeks. You bury your head into his shoulder as the team continues to make comments and jokes.
Bucky just huffs a quiet laugh against you, his arm tightening slightly around your waist in reassurance as he lets his lips brush lightly against the shell of your ear. "'S fine," He mutters gruffly, though his voice is warm with amusement despite himself. "Worth it."
Tony, meanwhile, dramatically slaps a hand to his forehead from across the room. "I can't believe I missed all the signs. This explains SO MUCH!"
Clint grins at Natasha like he's just cracked some great mystery before pointing at Bucky accusingly. "The way you glared at every single person who even looked in her direction suddenly makes perfect sense."
Bucky just levels a glare at Clint, though there's no real heat behind it now, just lingering irritation from being called out so blatantly. His fingers flex against your hip again as he mutters under his breath,* "Shut the hell up, Barton."
Natasha leans forward with an amused smirk. "Aw, look at that. He's blushing."
Steve finally snaps out of his stunned silence long enough to rub a hand over his face with a sigh. "You know what? I don't even care anymore. Just be happy or whatever." He grabs his drink and takes an extra-long sip like he's trying to drown this entire conversation out.*
Tony claps his hands together abruptly, grinning like he's just had another brilliant (terrible) idea.
"Alright! Since we're all sharing: kissing privileges in front of the group? Yes or no?" You shoot your head up and look at Tony. Eyes wide.
Tony's grin only widens in response. "What?"
Steve just groans with his head in his hands. "Tony, I don't think that's.."
Clint suddenly whoops from across the room. "Go go go, I want to see this!"
Natasha just grins, looking like she's watching this all unfold with intense satisfaction. But it's Bucky that speaks up first. "Sure, what the hell. Can't be worse than the rest of the night at this point."
You wait for Tony to spit out the challenge he's so clearly waiting to ask.
Tony grins almost diabolically. "I love an eager volunteer. Alright then, I dare you to kiss in front of the group. A real kiss, not some half-assed cheek-peck or bullshit."
Steve buries his face in his hands, looking almost physically pained by this entire situation. Clint is literally grinning from ear to ear, looking like he's watching the best show he's ever seen in his damn life.
You go to refuse before Bucky is turning your face to his. "Mm my pretty girl" He purrs, a drunk twinkle still in his eye as he tilts your chin up.
Steve makes a strangled noise of despair in the background as Bucky pulls your face to his, looking into your eyes for just a beat before his gaze flicks towards the rest of the room in a clear challenge. He tugs you more comfortably into his lap before leaning in and capturing your lips in a searing kiss, his metal hand coming up to thread gently through your hair as he makes a point to kiss you slow and deep for everyone to see.
You can't help but lean into his touch pulling yourself closer and letting his tongue part your lips as a choked whimper escapes you.
Bucky just pulls you impossibly closer, his grip tightening around your waist as he deepens the kiss in response to the sound that slips out of you. The noise makes him groan low in his throat, and for a second, it's like he forgets there are other people even in the room.
Tony lets out a loud whistle from across the couch, half impressed, half scandalized. "Damn."
Clint dramatically shields his eyes while still peeking through his fingers. "MY EYES."
Steve looks like he's about to spontaneously combust where he sits, his face beet-red as he throws back what's left of his drink with one swift motion. Natasha just leans back with an amused smirk, clearly entertained by this entire turn of events.
You both slowly pull back to breathe. foreheads together as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. You look at him wide eyed as the reality comes crashing down in your mind. That this was in front of an audience.
You blush like crazy, Bucky is still holding you close, his metal fingers still woven into your hair and his forehead pressed against yours as you both catch your breath. He can tell instantly that the reality of what just happened is just now starting to sink in for you, he can see the flush of embarrassment and slight self-consciousness starting to cross your face. But he just keeps his fingers gently tangled in the loose strands at your nape, grounding you back to him once again, before pressing a soft, reassuring kiss to your forehead, not caring at all that his teammates are still very much watching.
You shuffle your body so you can see the room again still pressed against Bucky as both his arms hold you to him.
"Well you asked." You laugh shyly.
Tony just whistles again, his eyes still glued to you both as he grins approvingly. "Fair enough." Clint finally un-shields his eyes to shoot you both a smirk before leaning back on the opposite couch with an exaggerated sigh. "That was... actually pretty hot."
Steve makes an almost wounded sound at Clint's words, looking like he's actively trying to bleach his brain clean of this entire conversation. Natasha just laughs openly, completely unbothered as she shakes her head in amusement.
"You should have seen her last night." Bucky says eyes flicking to Clint with a proud grin.
Steve groans in absolute despair, clapping his hands over his ears as if to physically block out Bucky's statement. Tony, meanwhile, barks out a laugh and nearly falls off the couch in sheer delight.
"Oh my god, I can't believe we're getting actual BARNES locker room talk tonight!" Natasha looks downright delighted at how quickly this has escalated, though she does shoot Clint a warning look when he leans forward like he's about to ask for details.
"Don't even think about it." Bucky just smirks, clearly enjoying the chaos he's unleashed with that one remark but then his expression shifts to something more protective when Clint opens his mouth.
"One more word, Barton, and I'll show you exactly what my metal arm can do," He warns, though there's still a hint of amusement in his voice. Tony claps a hand over Clint's mouth before he can even attempt to say anything incriminating. "Nope. Let's not get murdered tonight."
Steve finally lifts his head from where it had been buried in his hands for the past few minutes, looking absolutely done with everything happening around him.
"...Can we play a different game now? Please?" You just laugh as Bucky tightens his arms around you, his metal arm cool against your hot skin, you laugh thinking about how the group is worried about what he can do to them with it and you just want it wrapped around your body.
Bucky just laughs as well, his metal arm shifting slightly against the small of your back as he feels you laugh against him. The sound of your laughter makes his chest practically swell with joy, and he can't help himself from pressing a soft kiss to the top of your head when you keep giggling.
Natasha looks highly entertained by the entire show though she does take pity on Steve's suffering. "Alright then, I think we've terrorized Steve enough for one night. Someone come up with a less... incriminating game to play."
Tony immediately perks up, snapping his fingers. "I've got it! Never Have I Ever, PG version only. Cap might actually combust otherwise."
Steve shoots him a grateful look while Clint groans dramatically. "Booo, you're no fun."
Bucky just leans back against the couch with you still securely in his lap, smirking as he mutters under his breath, "'M good with whatever... long as I don't gotta move." His metal arm traces idle circles on your hip like he's already forgotten they have an audience.
"I might call it a night." You say watching the room.
Bucky raises one eyebrow as you mention leaving, his metal hand suddenly halting its circular motions on your hip as he looks at you curiously.
"You tired, doll?" He sounds somewhat reluctant, like he wants you to stay with him at least a little longer, the idea of you leaving without him suddenly not sitting well with him at all.
You can't resist the way he's looking at you like he wants to keep you close on his lap even in front of the others. "No" You whisper. "wide awake, I just thought you might want an out." You say pressing a kiss to his cheek before thumbing over his face.
Bucky lets out a soft huff of breath as you press a kiss to his cheek, his expression softening considerably at the gentle gesture. He shakes his head and tightens his grip on your hip, pulling you impossibly closer in his lap so you're pressed right up against his chest again.
"No way, sweetheart. I'm not letting you get away just yet," He mutters gruffly. "I need my pretty girl to stay with me."
You melt into him, no longer caring about the group watching you. The initial shyness under the teasing fading as you look at the man wrapped around you. You kiss him quickly but tenderly, pausing for a moment before turning back to the group.
"Okay fine, I'm staying. Group of absolute animals." You say with a laugh as you shake your head in disbelief.
Bucky grins triumphantly when you turn back to the group, wrapping his metal arm more securely around you like he's making damn well sure you're not going anywhere. His eyes linger on you for a second, admiring how damn cute you look with your mussed up hair and flushed face. He then turns his attention back to the others, raising an eyebrow at the way
Tony is looking at the two of you like you're both the most fascinating thing he's ever seen. "Never Have I Ever, right? I think we should get the drinks ready again first."
You lean into Bucky pressing a kiss on to his shoulder. While Tony goes to collect more liquor, and another full bottle of Asgardian mead to top it off. Your heart humming, body buzzed and feeling like a bundle of light and static and so unbelievably in love.
Bucky grins as you press a kiss to his shoulder, the motion sending a spark of heat straight through him. He holds you a little closer, relishing the feeling of you in his lap and the feeling of your soft kisses against his skin. He knows they have an entire team watching, but he can't find it in himself to care one bit, not when the way you're pressed against him, warm and light and alive, is enough to drown out the world. He just leans into your touch and keeps you tucked against his side, his eyes tracking Tony's movement across the room as he moves to get the drinks.
While the others try to pull their eyes away as they chat amongst themselves. Besides Steve who is just leaning back a proud smile on his face as he watches the two of you, enjoying seeing Bucky so soft and happy looking. spitting image of the Sargent he once was.
Bucky catches Steve's fond, approving expression and meets it with the smallest but most genuine smile of his own. It's fleeting, barely there before he ducks his head slightly toward you again, pressing a rough but affectionate kiss against your temple.
"You're gonna be the death of me," He murmurs gruffly but there's only warmth in his tone.
Tony clinks another bottle down on the table with a dramatic sigh as he flops back onto the couch across from you both.
"Alright, lovebirds, focus up! The game isn't over yet." But even he can't hide the way his gaze flicks between Bucky and Steve like this is some kind of miracle unfolding in front of him.
You smile into him. Kissing his shoulder once more before turning your attention back to the group. Reaching forward slightly to grab the bottle for Bucky and your own drink as you sink back into him, stretching out your legs in front of you as you get more comfortable, your body pressed to his.
You hold the bottle out for him waiting for one of his arms to snake back from my body as you take a sip of yours.
"Damn Tony you're on a bloody good roll tonight." You say eyeing yet another cocktail. Bucky's arm finally loosens just enough to let him take the drink from you, his fingers brushing against yours deliberately as he does. He takes a long swig before setting it down on the table next to him, his other arm still firmly wrapped around your waist like he's worried you might disappear if he lets go for even a second.
Tony grins at your comment, raising his own glass in mock salute. "Well someone had to keep things interesting! And clearly, my talents are being wasted on mission briefings."
Steve rolls his eyes but doesn't even bother protesting anymore, just leans back with a quiet chuckle as Bucky pulls you even closer against him. Natasha watches the two of you with an amused smirk, her gaze knowing and satisfied as she takes another sip of her drink.
"Alright, bags not starting." You say with a smile, Clint groans dramatically. "Fine, I'll take the bullet, but only because I'm a goddamn hero. He sits up and clears his throat before raising his glass with an exaggerated flourish.
"Never have I ever, stolen Stark's tech to use as a makeshift toaster." Tony immediately jerks upright, pointing accusingly at Clint while practically shrieking, "SEE?! THAT WAS YOU! IT TOOK ME THREE DAYS TO FIX THAT!" Clint just shrugs sheepishly as Bucky chuckles against your shoulder, the sound rumbling through you like distant thunder. His fingers trace idle patterns on your hip again under the cover of chaos, completely unbothered by the pandemonium unfolding around him.
You laugh as well, your body still buzzing, nearly overwhelmed with the amount of happiness running through you.
Bucky feels your laughter vibrating against him and presses his lips to your temple again, his own grin lingering even as he pulls away. He tightens his grip on you slightly, letting the warmth of the moment sink into his bones.
"Good?" He murmurs low enough for only you to hear, voice rough with affection (and maybe a hint of smugness that he's the reason for your happiness right now).
Tony, meanwhile, is still indignantly recounting every piece of tech Clint has ever "borrowed" without permission.
Thor egging him on while Natasha just watches them all like this is her favorite soap opera.
Steve looks both resigned and amused at the same time.
You nod against Bucky's body. "So good my love." You say taking another a sip as you watch his eyes darkly, never breaking your gaze.
Bucky's expression shifts into something heated at your words, his fingers tightening just slightly on your waist as he holds your gaze. "Yeah?" He murmurs, voice dropping even lower, rougher.
His thumb strokes slow circles against the fabric of your shirt like he's mapping out every inch of you through the touch alone. The way he's looking at you makes it clear that if they weren't surrounded by their (loud, nosy) teammates right now, well. Things would be moving in a very different direction.
Tony notices the shift instantly and claps his hands together loudly, grinning like a madman. "Okay! New rule: no eye-fucking during Never Have I Ever!"
You break your eye contact and finish the gulp feeling the alcohol burn down your throat. A blush across your cheeks.
"Sorry, sorry. I'm new to this." You laugh, eyes back on Tony.
Tony just laughs, shaking his head. "You both are in that new-relationship, gross-can't-keep-your-hands-off-of-each-other phase, aren' you?"
Bucky just grunts in agreement, not even trying to deny that he hasn't taken his hands off you since the game started. He tightens his arm around your waist for emphasis, pulling you even closer against him. His body is pressed up against you, almost enveloping you entirely in his presence.
You shrug slightly to Tony. "Hard not to." You grin winking in Tony's direction, full of a new found confidence and liquid courage.
Bucky grins at the confidence in your voice, clearly enjoying the sight of you being so comfortable and happy with everyone watching you as you sit comfortably in his lap. His metal fingers flex against your hip like he's trying his hardest to keep himself from just grabbing you and taking you right then and there.
Steve and Clint are actively rolling their eyes at your flirting, but Natasha just watches the two of you with a smirk. Tony just laughs louder than ever before, holding his glass up to salute you. "Damn right!"
You laugh a real laugh. "Thank you, someone who gets it!" You say holding your glass back up to him.
Tony laughs again, tipping his own drink back before speaking again, his eyes flickering between you and Bucky in amusement. "I'm just saying what we're all thinking. About time you two finally got together, You're practically joined at the hip anyways."
Bucky just rolls his eyes at Tony's commentary, his grip on you still tight and possessive as he pulls you back against his chest. "Says the man who spent years ogling after Pepper from afar like a goddamn love-struck teenager."
You let out a loud shocked laugh. "Ohh nice one." You say beaming at Bucky.
Tony gasps dramatically, clutching his chest like he's been personally wounded. "Low blow, Barnes! Low. Blow."
Natasha smirks into her drink clearly enjoying this entire exchange as she glances at you and Bucky again. "Touche."
Clint just grins at Tony's exaggerated suffering before raising his glass toward Bucky in salute. "Damn. He's got jokes tonight!"
Bucky smiles and tilts his head. "I'll be here all night."
Tony gasps even louder, feigning shock and horror while Clint cackles like a madman. "Oh my god, look what you've unleashed. Barnes knows jokes, everyone run for your lives!"
Bucky just smirks and shoots a wink in your direction, his eyes flashing darkly as he gives your hip a slight squeeze under the cover of everyone's laughter. He knows damn well he's putting on a show for you and you alone, and he's enjoying every. Damn. Second of it.
You steal glances at him smiling and laughing, throwing out jokes. It makes your heart sing to see him this relaxed and you can't help but think if it's just the mead or if you're part of reason, seeing how he is with just me is now shining through.
Bucky catches your glances every time, his smirk softening into something impossibly tender whenever he sees the way you're looking at him. He leans in closer, his breath warm against your ear as he murmurs just for you, "You know damn well it's not just the mead." His fingers trace idle patterns over your hip again, like he can't stop touching you now that he's finally allowed to. And judging by the way Tony is dramatically pretending to gag and Steve is rubbing his temples like this entire night has given him a migraine, Bucky couldn't care less who sees.
You catch Tony's mock gag and shoot a look to him "Aye aye, just because you don't have a hot super soldier whispering things to you." You laugh pointing your drink at him.
Tony clutches his chest in mock offense once more, gasping loudly but the grin on his face gives him away immediately.
"Oh-ho! There's fire in this one, Barnes!"
Bucky just tightens his grip around you possessively his smirk sharpening into something downright smug as he raises an eyebrow at Tony. "Yeah well... hands off."
Natasha finally loses it and snorts into her drink while Steve sighs heavily, rubbing a hand down his face. "...I'm too sober for this."
Bucky immediately grabs the bottle of mead from next to him and reaches his arm out with it in Steve's direction. "Try this." He says with his classic smirk, Steve hesitates for a fraction of a second before grabbing the bottle with a resigned sigh, taking a long swig and immediately coughing as the strong liquor burns down his throat. "Jesus, That's stronger than I remember," He rasps out, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand while Clint howls with laughter.
Bucky grins unrepentantly, clearly enjoying Steve's suffering just as much as Tony does. His grip around you tightens again when he feels you laughing against him, his smirk softening slightly at the sound. "Yeah well," He says casually, "Now you can suffer through this shit with us like old times."
Tony leans back, watching the interaction with a wide grin. "Damn, I almost feel like someone should be taking notes here. Barnes being sweet. Cap swearing. What the hell is going on?"
Clint wheezes, still trying to catch his breath between breaths of helpless laughter. "Right?!" He gasps out. "First time we've seen the Terminator actually smile." He turns to look at you and then Bucky.
"You two are goddamn adorable, you know that?"
Bucky places a kiss to your cheek before whispering, "That's all you babe." Against your skin.
Bucky's whisper sends a shiver straight through you and he grins against your cheek, enjoying the small reaction you can't hide. His thumb continues to trace idle patterns on your hip, his whole body practically buzzing with suppressed energy.
Tony just sighs dramatically. "See what you did, Barton? You jinxed it. Now they're being all cute again."
You can't help the stupid grin across your cheeks. "Alright alright, who's next?"
Clint claps his hands together gleefully, his eyes gleaming as he sits up straight again. "Ooh, pick me! I've got a good one." Tony just groans loudly, already dreading what's coming. "God damn it, I'm never gonna get through an entire game of this, am I?"
Bucky snorts at Tony's dramatic suffering, raising an eyebrow at Clint. "Better be good. I ain't gonna sit through another shitty question."
Steve just braces himself for the inevitable chaos as he takes another swig of his drink. Natasha looks completely unbothered as always, clearly amused by the antics of everyone around her. Clint grins clearly knowing he's just come up with some kind of goldmine.* "Alright, alright... I got it. Never... have I ever..."
Steve immediately groans, already regretting everything about this game. Tony just rolls his eyes but clearly curious to see where this is going. Bucky gives Clint a wary look, but still waits for him to continue. Clint leans forward with a devilish grin. "Never have I ever... hidden in a vent to avoid a mission debrief."
Natasha immediately takes a sip of her drink without hesitation. Tony points at her dramatically. "HA! Called it!"
Bucky just shakes his head, smirking, while Steve sighs, clearly not surprised in the slightest. Clint cackles victoriously as he drinks too.
"You sneaky bastards!" You gasp.
Clint grins and gestures wildly, clearly proud of the chaos he's causing. "The vents are just more comfortable than those damn chairs in the briefing room!"
Tony just rolls his eyes, but you can tell he's amused behind his exasperated expression. Even Steve can't entirely hold back a smirk as he shakes his head at the rest of them.
"You're all a bunch of goddamn pains in the ass, that's what you are." Tony grumbles.
"Aren't you glad it was us paired together all those times?" You say with a laugh as you lean closer to Bucky.
Steve taking a big gulp before smirking as his eyes gleam to me.
"Oh yeah like that wasn't pre arranged/" He laughs over.
Tony sputters on his drink as he starts laughing too.
"Oh my god, you planned this out, didn't you?"
Bucky just grins unrepentantly, "Damn right we did. You idiots are too noisy sometimes. Needed some time on our own.
"Ah ah ah, Buck, don't try and cover, you know I know." Steve says his cheeks slightly flushed as the mead starts effecting him as well.
Bucky throws his hands up dramatically in surrender, letting out an exaggerated sigh.
"Fine, Maybe I did manipulate a few mission assignments." He grins at Steve, clearly not sorry in the slightest as he tugs you impossibly closer against him again. "Worth it."
You gasp and look at him, "You did that too?" You thought it was only you that begged Steve to pair you on missions.
Bucky smirks, his expression downright smug now as he glances down at you. "Oh sweetheart... Steve owed me years worth of favors. No begging required."
Tony makes a strangled noise, somewhere between impressed and horrified. "Wait, wait, wait, are you telling me this was some kind of elaborate setup?!"
Steve just shakes his head with a long-suffering sigh, "...You two are impossible." But there's no real heat in it. Just amusement. Your eyes are wide and you can't help the tilt of your head as he tells you.
"You cheeky bastard!" You say, eyes gleaming at him.
Bucky grins, that damn cocky smirk plastered across his face as he holds your gaze in challenge. His eyes are a little darker now, probably partially from the mead flowing through his system, partially from the way he can feel you pressed against his chest. "Damn right I am, sweetheart. Problem with that?" He murmurs, his voice low and rough as it washes over you like a slow roll of thunder across a quiet night.
"Oi oi lover boy, that's enough." Tony calls out.
Bucky just flips him off, completely unrepentant and without breaking your direct gaze. His hand tightens automatically around your waist, almost possessively, like he doesn't want anyone to interrupt this moment. "Bite me, Stark." You laugh, shaking your head and downing the rest of your drink. Adjusting your shoulders as the last drop runs down your throat as you set the glass down.
"That, that was delicious." You say pointing to the empty glass and looking to tony. A hiccup leaving your lips as you sit back up. Tony grins triumphantly, the proud look of a man who knows his drinks are lethal in the best way possible. "Told you. I don't mix bad cocktails."
Bucky snorts at that but still glances down at you with an amused smirk when he hears your hiccup.
"You good there, doll?" He teases, his fingers tracing absent circles on your hip again as if to check for himself.
Natasha just shakes her head before leaning back into the couch with a quiet laugh, "I think that's our cue to cut you off."
With that Tony is back to his never have I ever tapping his chin thinking of a good one. Clint groans dramatically as he flops back against the couch, "Oh come on, what could possibly follow that last round?!" Tony just grins, clearly already plotting something terrible in that genius mind of his. "Oh, I've got plenty more where that came from."
Steve gives him a warning look, "...No."
Bucky just smirks lazily, his fingers still tracing idle patterns along your waist like he can't help himself. His voice is low and teasing when he speaks again: "Never have I ever... fallen asleep during one of Stark's tech presentations."
You take a sip of mead as everyone but Tony takes a drink. Tony squawks indignantly, making a dramatic show of throwing his arms up in mock outrage as everyone takes a sip of their drinks. "Oh my god, seriously?! Every one of you?! That is offensive, you all know I put a lot of work into those."
Steve just rolls his eyes and shakes his head at the engineer, "You spend an hour talking nonstop about how your latest upgrade works before getting to the point! Of course we fell asleep."
You can't help the laugh escape you, " I did try to stay awake but honestly, I don't understand half of that stuff you say at the start." You say a slight slur catching some of your words.
Tony just dramatically clutches his chest like he's been personally betrayed but he can't quite hold back a smirk as everyone laughs at his pain. Even Bucky snorts as he shakes his head in mock disappointment.
"Sweetheart, you are all heartless. You don't need to understand the science to stay awake, you could just listen to my voice!"
Clint laughs uncontrollably, practically doubled over with laughter as he tries and fails to speak, "Jesus... Tony, you really are such a goddamn nerd."
"You have a nice voice, it lulls me right out." You say laughing.
Tony just stares at you in mock horror, completely wounded at the brutal attack. Steve is desperately trying not to laugh out loud, but his shoulders are shaking with restrained amusement as he tries to hold it together.
Bucky grins down at you, his hand automatically tightening on your hip again as he lets out a low, rumbling chuckle. "Damn. Harsh, doll."
Natasha goes next, Tony pouts for a second longer before sighing in defeat, accepting that he's been outranked by the entire group for his apparently boring tech presentation skills. He looks at Natasha expectantly. "Alright, alright. Go ahead."
Natasha smirks, swirling her drink with slow amusement before locking eyes with Clint clearly about to destroy him on purpose.
"Never have I ever... tripped over my own bow during a mission."
Clint chokes on his drink, pointing at her accusingly as everyone else bursts into laughter. "THAT WAS ONE TIME! And it was DARK!"
Bucky snorts against your shoulder, his breath warm as he mutters under his breath, "Bullshit. I've got footage."
You laugh into him. "No way, you're going to have to show me that later."
Bucky grins, clearly already planning to drag out that footage the second he gets the chance, because of course he's kept blackmail material on all of them. "Oh, sweetheart... I got plenty to show you."
Clint groans loudly, "Traitor! You were supposed to keep that buried!"
Natasha just smirks into her drink while Tony cackles madly in the background. Steve is rubbing his temples again like this entire night is giving him a headache, but even he can't hide his smirk now.
Clint glares at everyone before shooting a pitiful gaze towards Natasha, hoping for a change in the subject.
"Alright, alright, I'm over it! It's my turn to ask a question."
Tony looks over with a raised eyebrow, "Alright, I'll bite. What you you got, Hawkeye?" Clint leans against the arm rest, fingers tapping against his glass in thought. His gaze is practically screaming mischief as he looks around the group again. "Oh, I got a good one."
Clint's grin turns downright diabolical as he leans forward.
"Never have I ever... accidentally called Natasha 'Mom' during a mission."
Dead silence. Then, Steve, Tony, and Bucky all immediately take a drink without hesitation. Natasha just stares, slowly blinking before taking the longest sip of her drink yet. "...I need more vodka."
You let out a cackle out that. You watch Nat stand up and swap her bottle for one of mead before sitting back down. Natasha takes a deep, slow sip of the stronger alcohol, her expression utterly deadpan even as the others are still wheezing with laughter around her. "You're all children."
Tony manages to catch his breath long enough to gasp out between laughs, "Oh my god, Cap! You too?! WHEN?!"
Steve just rubs his face, groaning in embarrassment. "...Budapest. In my defense, it was very chaotic."
Bucky who had been laughing silently into your shoulder the entire time, finally lifts his head, still grinning like an absolute bastard. "In my defense... she was acting like it."
Natasha just slowly turns her head to stare at him, expression flat. Bucky doesn't even flinch, just raises his drink in a lazy salute before taking another sip.
Clint is practically crying with laughter at this point, "Oh my god, this is the best game ever."
You shake your head in disbelief as you lean further against Bucky's chest, your body warm from laughter and mead and something dangerously close to pure happiness. His arm tightens around you automatically, anchoring you there like he can't stand even an inch of space between you two right now. His lips brush the top of your head again when he thinks no one's looking, soft enough that it could almost be mistaken for an accident if not for how deliberate it feels against your skin.
You feel Bucky take in a breath. "Okay, never has I ever.. he starts.
You lift your head, looking up at him while the others all go quiet again, waiting for his question. Bucky smirks, his fingers tightening just slightly around your waist as he finally drops his question: "Never have I ever... planned a fake argument with Steve just to get out of a Stark gala early."
Steve immediately takes another sip, this time with zero hesitation. Tony gasps in exaggerated betrayal, slamming his glass down on the table. "I KNEW IT! You two were conspiring?!"
Natasha shakes her head in quiet amusement while Clint wheezes through another fit of laughter. Bucky just looks downright pleased with himself, especially when you dissolve into giggles against him again.
Steve is grinning now too, his earlier embarrassment completely forgotten in the face of this new revelation. "Yeah, you got us. We couldn't take another minute of listening to all those rich assholes kiss Stark's ass or try to 'network' with us."
Tony opens his mouth to argue back, looking downright offended, but then he grins and shakes his head, deciding against it. "Okay, not gonna lie, I can't blame you on that one. Some of my guests are a little... much."
The games continues on a few more rounds before you lean up.
"Okay hold on I gotta pee." You drawl with another small hiccup. The game comes to a halt, most of the others looking over at you with amused expressions. Bucky's arm tightens automatically around your hip again, almost like he doesn't want to let you get up. However, he just nods at your comment, finally loosening his grip. "Alright, doll. Try not to fall over. I ain't carrying you to the bathroom."
You slide off him and stand up. Your body wobbling a little as the blood rushes back through you and the alcohol starts to catch up. You let out an exhale and slowly start walking towards the bathroom.
Bucky watches you like a hawk as you wobble slightly, his expression shifting between amusement and concern. He leans forward just slightly, ready to lunge if needed. "You good?" He calls after you gruffly trying (and failing) to sound like he doesn't care as much as he does.
Tony smirks into his drink at the way Bucky is basically vibrating with protective energy while pretending otherwise. "Oh my god. Just go with her if you're that worried." Bucky shoots him a glare over his shoulder but doesn't deny it.
You get to the bathroom door and your hands fumble with the door handle, you try two hands and still can't get it open when suddenly Bucky's hand reaches down and pushes your hands down gently while pushing the door inside the room.
Bucky smirks down at you, clearly enjoying the way you're struggling, but his voice is still rough with concern when he speaks. "Cute."
He nudges the door open all the way before stepping back slightly just in case you need space. But he doesn't leave. Just leans against the wall outside, arms crossed as he waits for you. "...Yell if ya need me." He mutters gruffly, like admitting that out loud physically pains him.
You smile up at him watching him with so much awe before you feel your body signals and your knees bend together. "Okay wait, - hold on I really gotta pee." You say before closing the door.
Bucky lets out a soft chuckle, shaking his head in amusement as the door clicks shut behind you. He keeps his side turned to the door, arms crossed as he leans against the hallway wall like some kind of brooding sentinel.
"Take your time," He mutters, but there's no real annoyance in it.
From inside the bathroom, you can faintly hear Tony's voice carrying down the hall, "You know if I didn't know any better, I'd say Barnes is whipped. There's a loud thud, probably Bucky throwing something at him.
Steve groans loudly like this entire night has given him a permanent headache.
You finish in the bathroom washing your hands and smoothing over your hair as you hazily look at your reflection, flushed and eyes twinkling, hair slightly messed up so you open the door with one hand and flatten out loose strands with the other.
Bucky glances over the moment you exit the bathroom, his gaze sweeping over your form like a touch, like he's just checking you over to make sure you didn't somehow get kidnapped in the 30 seconds you were gone. He pushes off the wall with his hip as you exit, his eyes still slowly roaming over you like he can't get over how goddamn pretty you are even now when you're tipsy and can't open bathroom doors.
He takes a step closer, his hands automatically reaching out. "How you holding up, doll? Still got your balance?"
"Ye-*hiccup*-s" You say as you correct your footing.
Bucky snorts, amused, but his hands still hover near your waist just in case you stumble again. "Yeah? Sure about that?" His tone is dry as hell, clearly not believing a word of it. But there's no real judgment there just quiet amusement as he watches you try (and fail) to walk straight.
From the couch, Tony dramatically announces, "Barnes! Stop hogging my best drinking buddy!"
Bucky just scoffs and shakes his head without looking away from you, his smirk deepening when he sees how flushed and happy and alive you look right now. His voice drops lower when he speaks again, "...C'mon. Let's get ya back before Stark whines himself into an early grave."
You walk back, Bucky's hand hovering at the small of your back.
Bucky keeps a careful eye on you, his hand hovering just above the small of your back, ready to catch you if needed. But he still lets you walk on your own, clearly enjoying the way you're trying to keep steady.
As soon as Tony sees the two of you returning, he dramatically throws his arms open. "Finally! I was about to send out a search party."
Steve just rolls his eyes while Clint grins at Bucky's overprotective hovering. "Aw man. Look at him being all sweet."
Natasha smirks into her drink clearly enjoying this far too much. "Adorable."
A stupid smile across your face as you hiccup again before curling down on the couch before Bucky.
Bucky grins down at you, shaking his head in quiet amusement. You're so damn cute when you're a little bit drunk, and it's doing all kinds of things to him.
He sinks down next to you on the couch not too far, just barely keeping himself from pulling you right into his laps again. But he still can't stop himself from wrapping his arm around your shoulders, tucking you in close against his side, possessive as hell.
You curl into him on instinct. You look like a love sick puppy but can't help it especially not in your current state.
Bucky just grins, amused. God, he can't get enough of you like this. You're warm and content and clingy, and you're pressed right against him like you can't stand to be anywhere else. His heart is doing all kinds of things as he pulls you even closer, his hand moving idly again, tracing small circles against the fabric of your shirt, like he can't help himself.
Steve is watching the two of you again, eyes soft as he takes in the scene. The man can't hide his damn smile.
"Ah Jesus, they even got Steve, look at him heart eyeing." Says Clint in a grand gesture as he laughs.
The whole group laughs as Steve immediately ducks his head, looking like some kind of awkward teenager who was caught with his hand in the cookie jar. Even Bucky can't help a quiet snicker at that, knowing damn well how much Steve is a softie deep down.
Tony sighs dramatically as he shakes his head, taking a long pull of his drink. "He's always been a sap, let's not act surprised."
You reach for the bottle of mead once more, taking another small sip.
"Hey, I get it, I've also fallen victim to looking at him like that." You say with a laugh.
Tony nods knowingly, grinning as he takes another sip of his drink. "See? See? She gets it." Clint lets out a loud howl of laughter.
"This is honestly the worst game of Never Have I Ever, ever. We're spilling all the secrets just for the hell of it. Natasha snorts, shaking her head with a quiet smirk. "You all act like the entire world doesn't already know that Steve Rogers is a hopeless romantic."
You smile, tracing patterns with your fingers just below Bucky's ribs catching yourself just watching his chest rise and fall.
Bucky lets out this soft little shiver at the feel of your fingers tracing against his ribs through the fabric of his shirt. He glances down at you, your eyes wide and soft and warm as you look at him, your cheeks still flushed from the alcohol. It makes something clench in his chest again, and it's a damn struggle to keep himself from just picking you up and hauling you straight out of this room. But he just keeps his damn hands to himself for now.
A beat of silence passes as the others exchange knowing looks, watching the way you gaze up at Bucky with such open, quiet affection. It's pretty damn cute if they're being honest.
Finally, Tony breaks the silence with a dramatic sigh. "Jesus, you two are too cute for my heart. I'm gonna get a damn cavity watching you guys."
A blush spreads across your face as you catch yourself. "Sorry got carried away, I mean look at him. Jesus Christ like he stepped out a wet dream." You say, words clearly coming out due to the mead as your eyes flick back to the coffee table in front of you.
Bucky practically chokes on his drink, his smirk deepening as he shoots you a look that says 'Oh, really?'.
His grip tightens just slightly around your waist, the heat in his gaze unmistakable now. "Doll... you might wanna be careful with those words unless ya want me to act on 'em," He mutters low enough for only you to hear his voice rougher than usual, laced with something dark and promising.
Tony groans loudly from across the table, "OH MY GOD. NO. NO MORE FLIRTING."
You grin and exhale slowly but a little shakier than you had liked.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm trying." You say, words slurring softly again.
Bucky's grin deepens at the way you're slowly starting to unravel in his arms, your cheeks flushed and words starting to slur. God damn, you're cute like this. He can't stop himself from leaning down to murmur near your ear again, knowing full well it's gonna drive you insane and not caring one bit if anyone else in the room notices. "Trying, huh? Doesn't look like you're trying very hard, doll."
You gasp. "Jesus Bucky, that's not helping my cause." You say gesturing to the room with a bright red flush across your face darkening.
Bucky chuckles, the sound low and rough against your ear, sending another shiver down your spine. He's absolutely loving this. loving how flustered he can make you with just a few words.
"Your cause was lost the second you started looking at me like that." He murmurs teasing, smug as hell. His fingers flex lightly against your waist again before he pulls back slightly just to watch the way your whole face burns at his words.
Tony dramatically flings himself back on the couch, "Alright! I officially hate this game now!"
"Wait wait I haven't finished my drink, ask another one." You plead.
Tony grumbles under his breath, still dramatically sprawled, but finally concedes. He scans the group with a lazy gaze before letting out another loud sigh. "Okay, fine. I'm game." He mutters just before turning his gaze to the group again with a wide grin.
"Never Have I Ever.." Everyone sighs in resignation, already preparing for whatever bullshit question he's about to ask next. They all hold their drinks, waiting.
Tony pauses for dramatic effect, clearly milking every bit of attention this moment has to offer. But finally, his gaze falls on you. "Never Have I Ever, fallen in love in under a week.
Clint groans loudly already knowing where this is going.
"I can't even drink to that Stark, cmon!"
You grumble not registering what you'd just admitted to with that sentence.
Bucky's grip tightens around your waist instantly, his smirk sharpening into something downright dangerous as he tilts his head toward you. "Oh? That so?" His voice is low, teasing, and painfully smug, like he knows exactly what kind of confession just slipped past your lips.
Tony looks absolutely delighted with himself as he dramatically points between the two of you. "THAT. That right there. That's a drink."
Natasha just shakes her head in amusement while Clint groans into his hands, "We've created monsters."
"It's not a drink." You argue pointing the rim of your glass at him. "I've felt that longer than a week!" You say waiting for the next round unaware of the slow smiles and realization on Tony's face.
Bucky goes still, holding his breath as he process those words. His eyes snap down to you taking in your flushed cheeks, the way your tongue has unconsciously darted out between your lips as you argue. He already knew you felt something, but this is different.
Tony is looking like he's just won the lottery. "Ohhhohohoho. This just got interesting."
You tilt your face up for the bottle resting on Bucky's knee, tongue flicking over your lips and let him tip a sip into your mouth, eyes never leaving his.
Bucky's gaze darkens instantly, his jaw clenching as he watches that movement of your tongue, the way it teases over your lips like you're doing it on purpose to drive him insane. His eyes never leave yours, the air thick with all the things you're not saying out loud. He's breathing hard, fingers digging into the soft flesh of your hip like he's fighting to stay in control.
Meanwhile, Tony is watching this whole exchange with a look of glee on his face. "Yep. Definitely interesting."
You part your lips as he tips the bottle up slowly eyes still on his darkly before you cuddle back down into him and say "That doesn't count I just wanted a sip"
I say still not registered the realization on the groups faces.
Bucky's fingers flex against your hip again almost involuntarily as he watches the way you curl back into him, completely oblivious to the group slowly putting the pieces together. He exhales sharply, amused and wrecked all at once by how casually you're tearing through his last shreds of self-control.
Tony finally leans forward with a smirk so wide it's borderline painful. "Sweetheart. I think you might wanna look around for a second."
Steve just buries his face in his hands while Natasha smirks into her drink, shaking her head in amusement at how oblivious you still are.
You scoff at him, but look around the room. "Why- what?" You say confused.
Bucky has gone completely still at your side now, his gaze flicking between you and the rest of the group trying desperately to control the way his heart is thundering in his chest at the words you spoke so nonchalantly, the words you still haven't even registered. Steve is still hiding his face behind his hands, muttering something that sounds a hell of a lot like 'damn kids.'
Tony smirks at you, gesturing to the way you're curled into Bucky's side, still blissfully unaware. "You, sweetheart, are giving away a lot of secrets right now."
"I didn't say anything?" You say sitting bolt up right. Looking around the room confused, slowly as to not blur the image in your already foggy head.
Bucky lets out a quiet grumble at your sudden movement, already missing you pressed against him. But he still grabs ahold of your waist, making sure you don't topple off the couch again in your drunken state.
Tony just laughs at your baffled expression, his gaze lingering on your waist, where Bucky's hand is sitting almost possessively.
"Oh, you said a lot, sweetheart. You just don't seem to realize how much just yet."
"Oh my god, Tony spit it out. I didn't say shit." You say still looking around the room with confusion across your features.
Steve is still hiding his face in his palms, but he's shaking with barely contained laughter. Natasha is grinning into her drink like she's watching some highly entertaining reality show unfold.
But it's Tony that leans forward, a slow, almost evil grin spreading across his face as he slowly raises his gaze to meet yours.
"Let's just say, you've been wearing your heart on your sleeve tonight, sweetheart."
"What do you even mean, we already established I'm with Bucky, is that what this is about?" You say through a defeated sigh as you shoot a look to Bucky as if to say 'is he serious right now?'
Bucky exhales slowly, trying valiantly to hide how the look you just sent him makes his heart skip a beat. He glances between you and Tony again, before his grip on your waist tightens again, a silent warning for you to stop being so goddamn oblivious. But the entire group is just watching the two of you like a tennis match, and it's driving him insane.
Tony rolls his eyes, still grinning. "Oh, we don't just mean your little thing with Barnes, sweetheart. We're talking about what you actually admitted earlier."
"Am I being Punk'd? What the hell is going on?" You say sitting up straighter as you shoot another glare at Tony.
Steve finally looks up, shaking with suppressed laughter as he takes in your panicked expression. Tony smirks even wider, thoroughly amused by the situation unfolding. Meanwhile, Bucky is sitting there, trying to will his heart rate down to a normal level. But he still hasn't taken his hand off your hip, and every now and then his thumb will absentmindedly start making those slow circles he knows you love.
"I promise, you are most definitely not being Punk'd, sweetheart." Tony quips.
You look to Natasha for help but she just smirks at you, you try Steve, your eyes meet his with a pleading gaze. Steve just sighs, shaking his head clearly torn between amusement and pity. But he's always been a terrible liar, so the softness in his expression gives him away instantly.
"C'mon you really don't remember what you said? Natasha finally takes mercy on you, her smirk sharpening as she leans forward. "You told us falling for Barnes didn't take a week.
A beat of silence. Then the realization hits like a goddamn truck.
Your jaw hangs open, you sit up straighter, eyes widening in panic, and flashing to Tony, Tony's smirk is so smug it could fuel a nation. He gestures at you with his glass like he's toasting your sudden realization.
"There she is! Welcome back to reality, sweetheart."
Bucky, meanwhile, has gone suspiciously quiet his jaw working as he tries not to react too obviously. But the way his fingers have tightened against your hip? Yeah, he definitely heard that part loud and clear.
"...So," he mutters after a beat voice dangerously low, "how long did it take?"
You gasp softly as the reality is still smashing down into you. Your eyes meeting his, Bucky holds your gaze his own dark with something unreadable but hot his thumb still tracing slow, maddening circles against the dip of your waist like he can't stop himself. There's no teasing in his expression now, just raw, quiet intensity as he waits for an answer. The entire group has gone silent. Natasha smirking into her drink, Tony biting back a laugh at the sheer tension in the air. But Bucky doesn't even glance their way. His attention is fixed entirely on you.
"Doll." His voice is rough now, all humor gone replaced with something dangerously close to hunger. "Answer me."
Our first mission. You whisper watching him like you might break under the weight of his eyes, fear flooding through your veins as you admit something so vulnerable.
Bucky goes completely still at your admission, something like shock and something like pure, raw relief flashing across his face. The breath he'd been holding escapes in a harsh gasp, his grip on your hip tightening almost reflexively like he's afraid he'll wake up and find this is a dream. His jaw is working silently, your words echoing through his head, over and over the truth of it sinking right down to his bones. You'd felt it from the start.
The whole group is staring now, completely rapt at the exchange between the two of you. You swallow hard, completely blacking out the others in the room. Your eyes fixed to his.
Bucky just stares back, eyes tracing over you like he's trying to memorize every little detail of this moment. Every bit of color in your cheeks, every little freckle he can see in your cheeks. Every flutter of your eyelashes as you blink. The way you keep licking your lips, it's like he wants to burn every little movement into his mind. His gaze is so intense now, it's almost overwhelming. It's like he wants to crawl right straight out of his own skin from how badly just wants to touch you.
Before he can even stop himself, his fingers slide up your waist to brush feather-light against the bare skin of your arm. His touch is almost reverent, tracing up to your shoulder and along your collarbone leaving goosebumps in their wake. His thumb gently brushes across your bottom lip, his own breath catching in his throat as he whispers, "Doll, why didn't you say anything?"
Natasha is watching this entire scene with sharp eyes her expression unreadable as she glances between the two of you. Even Tony is watching quietly, some of his usual bravado lost.
"I-um- I didn't - I didn't think you'd-" You trailed off, heart beating out of your chest, your hazy eyes focused just a little harder on his face.
Bucky exhales sharply, shaking his head like he can't believe what he's hearing. His fingers trace back down to grip your chin gently tilting your face up just a little more so you have no choice but to look at him properly.
"You didn't think I'd what doll?" His voice is rough now, raw with emotion. There's something vulnerable in his expression, something desperate. "You didn't think I'd feel the same?" A beat of silence. The air between you two is so thick it could choke someone.
The rest of the group is completely silent at this point. Everyone is watching the two of you with wide eyes, like they're watching something sacred being laid bare in front of them. Tony looks like he's watching an extremely personal therapy session he absolutely should not be seeing, And even Bucky keeps his gaze fixed on you, like he's completely forgotten everyone else even exists right now.
His heart is still pounding in his chest, the reality of your words finally sinking in. He can't hide the raw hope in his expression now, the absolute need to hear you say it out loud.
Bucky swallows hard, the line of his throat working as he struggles to keep his voice steady. "Say it."
It's barely more than a whisper, rough and pleading. His fingers flex against your skin like he's fighting the urge to pull you in even closer, to erase any last shred of space between you two right this second.
"Say you're mine."
The room is so silent you could hear a pin drop, Tony and the others frozen in place, watching with bated breath. But Bucky doesn't even glance their way. His entire world has narrowed down to just you, to the warmth of your body pressed against his, to the rapid flutter of your pulse under his fingertips.
His thumb brushes over your bottom lip again, slow, deliberate.
"Say it," He repeats, voice dropping even lower. "And I'll spend every damn day proving it back."
Steve is hiding his face in his palms again, overcome by the sheer emotion in Bucky's voice. Tony is staring at you both like he's watching a scene out of a movie that is, frankly, above his pay grade.
Natasha is watching the way your heart is fluttering in your chest and the way Bucky's pulse is pounding through the veins in his neck like she'd reading a fascinating book. But you can't focus on any of that, because you can't focus on anything in the world except him. Because those words are everything.
"Bucky.." You whisper, hands trailing up his neck to wrap around him.
Bucky practically growls under his breath, his body going tense against your touch. It's like he's been holding himself back from doing anything this whole time, but now that you're in his arms the restraint is slipping. One strong arm wraps around you instantly, pulling you closer against his chest. The other hand comes up to tangle in your hair, tugging your head back to make you look up at him again, and Christ that possessive glint is back in his eyes, darker than you've ever seen it.
Natasha catches the way your breath hitches and the way your both watching each other with dark eyes, feeling the sexual tension between you. She clears her throat. "You might want privacy for this next part."
Bucky doesn't even glance at her, his entire focus locked onto you like he's physically incapable of looking away. But his grip tightens around your waist, possessive as hell, before he finally forces himself to pull back just enough to actually think.
"She's right," He mutters gruffly, though it sounds like it physically pains him to admit that. His eyes flick down your face again, lingering on your lips for a beat too long before dragging back up.
"Unless you want an audience."
Tony chokes on his drink while Steve buries his face deeper into his hands with a groan. Natasha just smirks and silently stands up clearly ready to drag the others out if necessary.
CW: Cheeky shit, cavity inducing fluff, like so much fluff, Steve and Natasha and Tony are alive. Protective Bucky. confessions.
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-Chapter Nine-
"Not even close." You say, thumb brushing his cheek bone as your hand cups his face.
Bucky leans into your touch, something rare and unguarded flickering in his eyes for a brief moment before he lets out a slow exhale. His hand covers yours, pressing it harder against his cheek like he needs the contact just as much as you do.
"Good," He murmurs roughly, "'Cause I ain't ever letting anyone else try."
You can't help the stupid grin that forms across your face, thumb still brushing soft gentle lines across his face, feeling him melting into your touch. Bucky huffs out a quiet laugh, one of those rare, real ones that soften the hard edges of his face, before catching your wrist gently. He presses a rough kiss to your palm, lips lingering like he's savoring the feel of you.
"What's that smirk for?" He grumbles, but there's no heat behind it, just something warm and unbearably fond.
"You tryin' to tell me something?" Your heart clenches in your chest at his words. You don't trust yourself to not blurt out the three little words begging to be said.
Bucky watches the way your expression softens at his question, his heart squeezing in his chest just a little. He was half-joking, but the shift in your expression has him going quiet, watching you intently as he waits. He can tell you've got something on your mind something big, judging by the way your lips part ever so slightly and your eyes flit down.
A part of him wonders, just for a half-second, if maybe the same words are sitting on your tongue as well.
Your hearts pounding in your chest, the inner turmoil of letting yourself say it, to see if it he will back away from you, that you'd scared him off mixes with the smallest amount of hope that maybe he'll stay.
Bucky sees the internal war flashing across your face, the fear behind your eyes warring with that little glimmer of hope. He can practically see the way you're thinking, thinking that maybe if you say it, he'll bolt. He sees you holding yourself back. Maybe waiting for a sign that he won't run away. His hand moves again, fingertips tracing the underside of your jaw, tilting your face up until he can look into your eyes.
"Stop thinking so goddamn loud." Your eyes study his, your hands trembling against his chest.
"I don't want to ruin this." You say Completely vulnerable.
Bucky's expression softens, just barely, but it's enough. His hand slides up to cradle the back of your neck, thumb brushing against the pulse fluttering there.
"You won't" He murmurs roughly, "Whatever it is, you won't.
He exhales sharply through his nose, like he knows what you're holding back. And maybe he does, maybe he's been thinking the same damn thing this whole time.
"Bucky, I can't lose you" You say still holding back but your tongue is so close to just spilling the words out.
Bucky's breath catches just for a second at the raw emotion in your voice. His fingers tighten ever so slightly on the back of your neck, grounding you both as his forehead presses to yours again.
"You won't," He repeats, quieter this time. "Not like that."
His other hand finds yours against his chest, lacing your fingers together like he's making some unspoken promise before finally murmuring, "...Say it."
"I love you." You let out barely a whisper. Your eyes watching his waiting for him to say he doesn't feel the same way, that it's too much, too fast.
There's a moment of complete stunned silence as your confession hangs in the air between you. Bucky simply stares at you with wide eyes, so damn unguarded that for a moment, you might almost think you've shocked him to the point he doesn't know how to speak.
But then- then a breathless little word escapes his lips.
"Jesus." He breathes out, "Sweetheart...sweetheart, say that again."
You swallow hard, hopeful from his reaction but still feeling your heart pounding in your ears, in case this is like some horrible dream and you'll wake up without him.
"Bucky, I love you." You say slightly louder this time but just barely.
Bucky lets out a shuddering breath, almost like he's been punched, before suddenly dragging you into the tightest goddamn hug you've ever felt in your life. His face buries against the crook of your neck, his breath warm against your skin as he exhales.
"Say it again." His voice is rough but soft pleading, even. "One more time.
"I love you, I love you so much it scares the hell out of me." Your confession spilling out of you.
Bucky makes a sound against your neck, something raw and almost broken, so unlike his usual self it catches you off guard. His arms are tight around you, almost as if he's scared to let go. Hell, maybe he is. You feel his heart pounding almost as hard as yours as he pulls back to look you in the eye.
The emotions flickering across his face, vulnerability, hope, relief, affection, maybe just a little goddamn fear. So uncharacteristic it takes a moment for his words to register.
"I love you too."
You slump into him, relief flooding through you.
"Truly?" You whisper needing to confirm you didn't just dream this.
Bucky huffs a quiet laugh, rough but warm as his hand cups the back of your head, fingers threading into your hair to tilt your face up toward his. "Truly," He murmurs before pressing a slow kiss to your forehead, lingering there for a moment like he's making sure you know it's real. "Don't think I could've dreamed somethin' this good."
A smile spreads across your lips, your heart feeling like it could burst from the happiness flooding through you.
You lean down and place a soft gentle kiss to his lips.
Bucky melts against your lips like he's been waiting for this, just like he's been wanting and needing this for too goddamn long now. He kisses you softly once, twice, before pulling back and just resting his head against yours, breathing in the moment. He's still got his arms around you, still holding you close like you're his goddamn lifeline.
"Sweetheart," He murmured softly. "Can I ask you somethin'?"
"Anything" You say quickly, still melted into him. Watching him like he personally hung the moon and the stars just for you.
Bucky can't help the way his heart thumps at how goddamn eager you seem. But there's still the tiny part of him that's still unsure, that's still bracing himself, the old, cynical part that just wants to protect himself from things like this. So he hesitates, looking you over, taking in the way you're watching him like you'd let him get away with anything (which, he'll admit, is goddamn nice)
"...You won't make me regret this, will you?" He asks softly.
"Regret what?" You say eyes still locked to his bracing myself to get hurt like he's going to rip the blanket out from under you.
Bucky shakes his head slightly, expression tender, almost vulnerable. He holds you against his chest, still looking you over like any moment now you'll realize he isn't worth this (and in reality, he's not really sure if he is. He knows he should be pushing you away, for your own good. But he can't bring himself to).
"I'm no saint, sweetheart." He murmurs against the top of your head, "I'll piss you off. Make you hate me at some point. I just need to be sure you won't regret this. Us.."
Your lips turn up into a small smile, the tension dropping from your shoulders.
"Bucky.." You coo, your hand cupping his face once more. Watching how vulnerable he is, You've never seen him look so open and almost scared.
"I adore you." You say, eyes beaming.
Bucky feels your hand on his cheek, his breath caught in his throat as he watches you watch him, watches how goddamn kind you are towards him, how damn vulnerable he probably looks right now. He wants to look away, doesn't want you to see how he's coming undone.
"Stop it," He grumbles softly, "'m tryin' to be serious here."
"So am I" You pause for a second. "Do you have any idea how long I've pined after you?" You say softly watching his every move. Bucky's eyes widen at your confession, disbelief flickering across his face. He searches your expression for any sign you're not being serious, that this is just some trick or some game. But there's nothing there in your gaze but sincerity and goddamn tenderness and he feels his chest suddenly tighten.
He can't believe you'd really been pining after him for this goddam long, that someone could actually want him like that.
"Sweetheart, you're-you serious?" He breathes.
You chuckle softly, still wrapped around him. "Do you - uh- ... Do you remember that first night we met?" You ask a blush creeping across your cheeks.
Bucky raises an eyebrow, but the edges of his lips twitch up just a little, like he's already half-expecting some teasing remark to come out of your mouth. "Which part?" he grumbles, "The part where I tried to strangle you on sight? Or the time I threw you into a goddamn wall before we realized we were both after the same guy?" He shakes his head, huffing slightly in amusement despite himself.
You let out a breathy laugh, and about 20 minutes after throwing me into the wall you lunged in front of me blocking me like a human shield. You say a smile playing at my lips, Bucky's face twists in confusion before realization dawn his jaw tightening as he glances away, suddenly embarrassed. Yeah. He remembers now.
"You.." He grumbles, "That wasn't, I wasn'-. Christ, I was just doing my job." But his ears are already pink, and he can't quite meet your eyes because the truth is, even then, some part of him must've known you were different.
"After that I followed you around like a puppy. I begged Steve to put me on missions with you, even when I knew I might not come back from them.." You trail off watching his eyes with adoration.
Bucky's expression softens almost painfully so, as he stares at you, realization hitting him harder than any of his own punches ever could. He blinks once, twice, as if trying to process the fact that someone like you would risk everything just to be near him. "Jesus," He mutters roughly, "No wonder Rogers always gave me that look whenever your name came up."
His hands tighten on your waist slightly like he's still trying to convince himself this is real. "...You're insane, y'know that?" But there wasn't any malice behind it, just something unbearably fond underneath the grumble. You laugh, covering your face with your hands. Incredibly embarrassed of how honest you're being tonight,
"m sorry, i know, but I couldn't help it.
"I felt so safe with you, even when I thought you hated me, but I still woke up every day wanting to be near you."
Bucky makes a rough sound at that, like your confession has knocked the goddamn air out of his lungs. He grabs your wrists, pulling your hands down away from your face gently before pulling you closer against him so he can see you properly.
"Hate you? Sweetheart, I sure as hell wasn't thinking about how goddamn annoying you were when I was dreaming about you at night."
His eyes flick across your face, that same vulnerability from earlier flickering behind the intense blue.
You freeze. That wasn't the expression you were expecting to be paired with that comment.
"You- you what?" You said watching him like he'd just grown another limb.
Bucky's gaze snaps back to yours, his expression almost defiant, like he's bracing for judgement. He swallows hard, knowing damn well he's laid his cards on the table.
But he doesn't look away, holding your gaze like he's waiting for you to tell him he's stupid, or crazy, or just too goddamn hopeful for his own good.
"I dreamt about you," He admits quietly, "Every damn night."
"Like sex dreams? I ask with a teasing smirk, Bucky snorts out a laugh, rolling his eyes.
"Jesus, you really got no filter, do you?" He groans, looking away slightly to hide the way that question makes his ears flush pink. He can feel your teasing smirk, and a part of him wants to wipe it right off your face.
"And what if they were?" He grumbles back trying to sound gruff and unaffected.
"All of them?" You ask raising your eyebrow playfully.
Bucky's grip tightens slightly on your waist, his glare flickering between exasperated and amused.
"Sweetheart," He growls, "You really tryin' to make me admit that shit out loud?"
But there's no real bite behind it's just that familiar, stubborn pride mixed with something softer underneath. His thumb brushes against your hip, a quiet confession in itself.
You get what he's hinting at, that not all of them were lust filled filthy dreams. A grin threatened to wipe across your face but you bite it back to a smirk.
"Yes." Bucky narrows his eyes at you knowing damn well that smirk means trouble. He exhales sharply, fighting the urge to kiss it right off your face (mostly because he knows it'll only encourage you further). "Yeah," He mutters gruffly after a beat, "...Not all of 'em." A pause. "Happy now?"
"Incredibly." You quip back before moving in his lap to cuddle further into him.
Bucky huffs out a rough laugh, his arms immediately wrapping around you and pulling you fully onto his lap so you can curl up against him. He buries his face in the crook of your neck like he's enjoying the fact he finally can, inhaling deeply like he's still trying to convince himself this is all real. But his hand slides up your back in a gentle, possessive gesture, his breath warm against your skin.
"Bossy little thing,"* He grumbles softly, but there's nothing but affection in it.
You giggle softly as his arms hold you close. "So safe." You whisper more to yourself than to him. A thought you meant to keep internally.
Bucky doesn't miss that quiet little whisper, his arms tightening around you on reflex at the sound of it. The way you said it so softly, so damn vulnerable, he can't help the way his heart stutters at the thought of you feeling safe with him. "Jesus, sweetheart," He murmurs softly against the top of your head, "You gotta stop saying things like that."
You grab his hand and bring it to your chest placing his hand against your heart. Letting him feel the comfort and steady heartbeat, though still a little faster than normal considering your body was fitting in to his like a missing puzzle piece.
You lean up so your forehead is against his shoulder.
"Why?" You whisper, melting into his touch letting him feel how you feel around him.
Bucky's breath hitches the moment you press his hand against your chest, his own breath catching in his throat at the way your heart races just a little faster than normal. He exhales slowly as you lean up against his shoulder, his eyes closing as he feels you relax against him. Your gentle question hangs in the air for a moment before he finally answers. "Because you're gonna give me a damn complex, sweetheart."
You laugh, a real laugh.
"Please never change." Your fingers tracing circles on his spine.
Bucky lets just let out a huff that's almost a laugh at that, feeling your fingers tracing over the sensitive skin on his back. He feels himself relaxing under your touch, something that would've shocked the hell out of him just a few weeks ago. He buries his face into the crook of your neck again, breathing in deeply and just taking this moment to soak this up. "Don't plan on it, He murmurs gruffly, a soft, almost playful hint in his rough voice.
You stay curled together like that for much longer than expected but you didn't care, you were soaking him in like a plant to the sun.
Eventually you tilt your head back and place a soft kiss to his cheek before suggesting a shower and moving to one of the beds.
Bucky makes a rough sound as your lips brush against his cheek, his arms tightening around you on instinct, like he doesn't want to let you go just yet. But he lets out a soft exhale as you mention the shower, he had been thinking the same damn thing.
"Good idea," He mutters gruffly, reluctantly loosening his grip on you and letting you up off his lap. But he's not far behind you, already following you towards the bathroom.
You step into the shower and reach your hand out for his pulling him in with you gently. Eyes watching his, Bucky follows you into the shower, his eyes locked on yours as he steps into the stream of hot water with you. His hands find their place on your hips instinctively, pulling you against him like he still can't quite get close enough. His gaze never wavers from yours, eyes darkening with heat and possessiveness, like even now, he'd be damned if anyone else saw you like this, so goddamn beautiful and vulnerable.
You know you're looking at him like a lost puppy that's just found its way home but you can't control yourself, not like this, not right now..
Bucky lets out a quiet exhale almost like your expression has punched the air right out of him. He stares back at you, eyes softening in a way that's rare and unguarded, before dragging his thumb gently over your bottom lip. "Jesus," He murmurs roughly,
"You look at me like that one more time and I swear to god" But he doesn't finish the threat. Instead, he just kisses you, deep and slow and achingly possessive.
Your eyes flutter closed, his thumb tracing your cheek as you feel your knees turn to jelly. Practically buckling under him. His words mixed with the way he was kissing you, like you were something to be Cherished.
Bucky feels you going a little boneless against him, his arms instantly tightening around you to hold you up. He kisses you harder, like he's trying to pour every goddamn thing he's feeling into it, like he's trying to tell you how damn much he needs this without having to say it out loud. His hand cups your face gently but possessively as his tongue slides against yours, taking over the kiss with an intensity that leaves you dizzy.
A whimper escapes your lips as you wrap your arms around his neck to bring you closer and and to keep yourself upright. Butterflies fluttering through you steadily.
Bucky lets out a low growl at the sound of that whimper, like the damn sound makes him feel a little feral. His hands slide down to your thighs and suddenly he's bending down, hoisting you up effortlessly into his arms and pinning you up against the wall.
You gasp into the kiss as your back meets the cold shower wall, it sending a tingle through your body making you arch into him even further.
Bucky groans into the kiss as you arch against him, his hands gripping your thighs hard enough to leave marks. He bites down on your bottom lip, his tongue gently soothing the spot after as his hips press into yours, pinning you securely against the wall. His eyes roam over your face, taking in every little detail, the way you look already wrecked and flushed, the way your eyes flutter shut in pleasure, the way you arch into his touch like you've been craving him for god only knows how long.
Bucky exhales shakily, pressing his forehead against yours as the water runs over both of you steam curling in the air between your breaths. His hands slide up to frame your face, his thumbs brushing gently under your eyes like he's memorizing every detail.
"Tell me again," He murmurs, voice rough but achingly soft, "Say it one more time. Your eyes closed, your body turning to liquid under his gentle touches. A small soft smile on your lips.
"I love you"
Bucky's breath hitches at the sound of those words, simple and uncomplicated, but so goddamn life-changing. He opens his eyes, staring down at you in awe, like he can't fully wrap his head around the fact that you're real. That you're here, and you're telling him you love him. He lets out a shuddering breath, his heart clenching painfully in his chest as he finally whispers,
"God, sweetheart, I love you too. so goddamn much. And then his lips were on yours. Soft and tender like you might break under him.
You do eventually continue your shower after pulling apart to breathe,
Rubbing soap across his damp skin. Eyes scanning his body like you're trying to memorize every last inch.
Bucky lets you take your time, watching as your fingers trail over every scar, every dip and curve of his body. like you're mapping him out. His breathing slows under your touch, the way your hands linger making his pulse kick up just a little faster. He can feel how much you adore him in that simple act, how much tenderness is packed into every brush of soap against skin.
"See somethin' you like?" He teases gruffly, but there's something soft underneath it, something unbearably fond as he watches the way your eyes trace over him.
"God, Bucky look at you." You say in awe, eyes still raking over him standing there with water droplets pouring across his muscular frame.
Bucky can't help the soft huff of laughter that escapes him at that statement, not because he doesn't think you mean it, but because it makes something warm and possessive and goddamn overwhelming bubble up in his chest. His hands cover yours, pulling you a little closer.
"Think I could say the same damn thing about you." His eyes rake over your body, taking in every dip and curve like you're the most beautiful goddamn thing he's ever seen.
You blush under his gaze feeling very exposed under his roaming eyes.
Bucky grins at the sight of your cheeks flushing because of him, his ego getting just a little bit of a boost. He tugs you a little closer, pulling your body flush against his under the warm water. His hands slide up your sides, mapping out the skin of your hips like it's a damn masterpiece.
"You're blushing, sweetheart," He murmurs, lips brushing against your temple.
"Anyone would think you're a little shy."
You hide your head against his body, wanting to curl in into a ball. You didn't want to admit but since your past relationship left you with a lot physical marks and the scar just under your ribs adds to already being a touch uncomfortable with your body.
Bucky feels you hiding against him and his expression softens as he figures it out. He lets out a soft exhale, running a hand gently through your hair as he pulls you against him. He feels a flicker of anger at whoever the hell left those goddamn marks on you, but he schools his face. He knows you don't need his anger right now, just his understanding. His free hand gently presses your chin up, forcing you to look at him.
"Don't hide from me," He murmurs gruffly, "Want to see you."
You watch him doe eyed and a pang of self consciousness hits you but you do it anyway. He let me study his, it's only fair to let him return the favor. You slowly step back so he can see all of you.
Bucky lets his eyes wander over you, taking in every single inch of you slowly and methodically. His gaze roams over the scars on your skin, the ones he'd suspected were there, and the ones that make his jaw clench with anger. But even through all of that, he still thinks you're the most beautiful thing he's ever goddamn seen. His hand gently brushes over the scar under your ribs, his eyes flicking up to meet yours with an expression that's impossibly tender and soft.* "You're goddamn stunning, sweetheart."
A blush creeps up your neck as he spoke. I take a step forward and close the gap between us, reaching up on my tiptoes to place a tender kiss to his lips, Bucky hums softly into the kiss, his arms curling around you instinctively to pull you closer. His lips move against yours slowly and unhurried, just appreciating the feeling of having you like this, your body pressed against his.
He can't help the possessive edge that creeps into his embrace, his fingers splayed across your back like he's trying to erase every other goddamn person who's ever touched you. "My girl" He murmurs, just quiet enough that you can probably feel it against your lips.
You shudder against him hearing him call you that, butterflies back in full force.
Bucky almost smirks at the shudder that racks through you, something possessive and just goddamn intoxicating in that sight. He tightens his arms around you, tilting your head back ever-so-slightly so he can see your expressions, taking in how your eyelashes flutter, how your lips part in a quiet gasp, how goddamn beautiful you look like this.
"Gonna take that as a sign you like it," He murmurs, his voice rough against your skin as he presses a line of kisses down your neck.
You bite your lip and nod. Not trusting your ability to not make a smart remark right now.
Bucky growls softly at the way you bite your lip, his hand slipping up to cup the back of your neck, tilting your head so he can look right into your eyes. His thumb brushes against your cheek, his expression darkening with something possessive and hungry as he studies the way you react.
"Say it."
"I do, hearing you call me your girl - I- it does things to me.
Bucky can feel something snap in the air as you say that something protective and goddamn feral. He makes a rough sound at that admission, his eyes darkening as he leans in so his lips brush against your ear.
"Yeah? Tell me what it does to you." He murmurs, voice thick and deep with some unidentifiable emotion
"It makes me want to be so good for you, let you have me.. However you want" You purr.
Bucky makes another low, rough sound almost like a growl at that, his lips brushing against your earlobe as he does. His hands grip your hips tight, fingers digging into your skin like he's trying to ground himself. "Jesus, sweetheart," He murmurs, "You say things like that and it makes me want to give you anything and everything I goddamn can."
Your eyes meet his, a lusty hazy mixed with something deeper.
"Bucky.." You whisper.
Bucky can't help the way his heart stutters when you look at him like that eyes glazed with love and lust in equal measure. His grip on your hips tightens just slightly, pulling you even closer as if he can't stand having any space between you.
"That's it," He murmurs against your lips, "Keep looking at me just like that."
So you do, you let yourself be vulnerable for him, to watch him like he hung the moon, eyes flicking down to his lips every so often as your body battles with giving in to him completely.
Bucky stares back at you like he's completely enraptured by you, taking in your every little expression and movement, the way your eyes keep flicking to his lips like you're aching for just a taste. He lets his gaze roam over you, taking note of every little detail about how goddamn beautiful you look, and especially like this, all wrecked and flushed and open. He can't stop the possessive edge in his gaze.
"God, I want you," He murmurs hoarsely, "So goddamn much."
"So take me." You whisper once more, still watching him like he's a gift straight from God.
Bucky lets out a low groan at that, like your words are pushing him right to the edge of his restraint. His grip on your hips tightens, pulling you flush against him as he leans in, his lips brushing against yours once, twice, before finally giving in and kissing you deeply.
"Gonna ruin me," He mutters between kisses, "Every goddamn time."
You melt into his kisses, starting soft and tender, Like he was testing if I really want him like he wants me. He hardens the kiss and a moan curls up through me, my hands running over his arms, Bucky groans against your mouth at the sound of that moan, his tongue slipping past your lips like a goddamned man dying of thirst. He walks you backwards until he's got you pressed up against the wall again, his hands roaming over every inch of skin he can reach.
"Make those sounds again." He murmurs against your lips, a command as much as a goddamn plea.
You don't hold back, letting every little whimper and moan escape you, letting them effortlessly drain out of you as our tongues work together, your back arching into him further.
Bucky growls against your mouth at those sounds, his hands slipping up under your thighs to grip them hard enough to bruise before lifting you off the ground. He pins you against the shower wall, his body covering yours as he kisses you into goddamn oblivion. "You keep makin' those pretty little sounds and I'm gonna wreck you in ways you don't even know, sweetheart.
Your head tilts against the wall, your body begging for his touch on your body. Picturing all the things he could do to you, all the thinks you've ever wanted. "Yes Sargent." You say with a smirk before opening your eyes to watch his reaction.
Bucky's breath catches sharply at the way you say that, his fingers digging into your thighs with enough pressure to have you gasping. His expression darkens instantly, eyes flashing with something dangerous and almost feral as he leans in close enough for his lips to brush against yours when he speaks.
"Oh, now you're playing dirty," He murmurs roughly, "Say it again."
"Touch me Sargent, please - please" You murmur under his gaze, his reaction sending a jolt straight to your core.
Bucky groans softly at the sound of you pleading your words like a goddamn punch to the goddamn gut. His grip on your thighs tightens with just a hint of something feral as he grinds his hips against yours, watching the way your head drops back in pleasure at the sudden friction.
"Jesus," He mutters thickly, "You're a goddamn menace, you know that?"
You hiss, rolling your hips with him in perfect harmony.
"Mm fuck, my love, you're driving me crazy" I whimper out
Bucky curses under his breath, the sound of you moaning sending something feral and possessive through him. He rolls his hips against yours again, pinning you harder into the wall as he captures your mouth in another heated kiss.
"Say it again," He growls, pulling back to look you dead in the eyes.
Your heart skips a beat, only just catching you let that slip out.
"My love." You whimper "Please." Your hands roaming his body like you can't get enough and need to touch him as closely and in as many ways as possible.
Bucky's brain is on the verge of goddamn short circuiting as you call him that. He groans against your lips, fingers digging into your thighs enough to leave purple marks as his body all but grinds against you. He'd never get enough of this never get enough of that goddamn name coming out of your perfect mouth.
"You're tryin' to kill me, sweetheart." He mutters gruffly,
"Keep call me that and you'll have me on my goddamn knees."
You gasp at the thought. Picturing his mouth between your legs. You can feel you shudder and you thighs start to move.
Bucky grins as he feels you shudder and shake under him, his eyes darkening with arousal and something a little more possessive. His hands slide up your body, slipping in between your legs and teasing you just barely enough to get you to whine.
"Sweetheart, can I ask you a question?" He murmurs, lips just barely grazing yours.
"Something I think I might already know the answer to."
You nod, eyes still fluttered shut, his hands teasing you leaving you breathless.
Bucky leans in close, his breath hot against your ear as he murmurs the filthiest goddamn thing you've ever heard him say:
"How loud are you gonna scream when I make you come on my tongue?"
Your eyes dart open, watching him like he's prey. Hips jerking instantly as you hear his worlds murmured in your ear, sending tingles and leaving goose bumps as you feel his breath on your skin. You can practically hear his cocky smirk.
Bucky practically smirks, hell, he is smirking as he watches you squirm at just his words alone. His fingers dance higher up your thighs, slow and teasing as he presses a hot kiss to the column of your neck.
"That's what I thought." He murmurs darkly. "Now let's see if we can get you screaming sooner rather than later."
"Ahf- yes- yes- please- baby" You stutter out.
Bucky groans at the way you stutter out those words, so needy and wrecked already, his hands gripping your thighs hard as he drops to his knees in front of you. His breath ghosts over the skin between your legs before he finally, finally leans in, tongue pressing flat against your clit in one slow, unhurried stroke.
"Yeah?" He murmurs roughly. "Like that, sweetheart?
Your body buckles forward, hands resting on his shoulders.
"Fuc- so good- so fucking good." You nearly cry into him.
Bucky groans against you at that, the sound vibrating straight through your goddamn core. His tongue circles you lazily torturously slow, before finally sucking hard enough to have your legs shaking under his touch.
"Scream for me, sweetheart," He growls against your skin,
"I wanna hear how much you love my mouth on you."
"Ah-ah- fuck- fuck- yes- just like that baby- just like that." You cry out body trembling as you feel your body crumble.
Bucky can feel the way your body trembles, the way you're already on the edge, barely holding yourself together. He doubles down, tongue flicking over your clit in quick, relentless circles before dragging a long, slow lick up, just to tease.
"That's it," He growls against your skin, "Let go for me."
You feel the pressure inside rise, about to lose it when you feel his flesh hand slide down, still pinning you with his metal one. Without warning he slides a finger in as his tongue drags along you once more.
You didn't even recognize the groan that rips through you, buckling and jerking your hip at the sensation. Bucky grunts with approval at the way you lose yourself completely for him, watching your every little movement with a predatory expression. He's almost smug as he doubles down on you, his finger curling and pressing in like he's trying to find that perfect spot "Mmm, that's it, sweetheart," He groans against you "Let me hear you."
Your moaning relentlessly now, a mix of whimpers and gasps as your nails dig into his shoulders, "I'm - Bucky- I'm - I'm -" You stutter out, your moans filling the room as you let the pleasure take over you. Your body tenses as you release.
Bucky holds you steady as your body goes rigid against him, his mouth and fingers relentless as he keeps dragging that sweet fucking orgasm out of you. He groans against your skin, half at the way your nails bite into his shoulders, half at the sounds pouring from your lips.
"Yeah," He rasps once he finally pulls back slightly, "That's my girl." You're trembling still, after shocks ripping through your body. Chest panting in ragged breaths.
Bucky grins up at you from his place on his knees, eyes raking over your spent body with possessive satisfaction. The fact that he's the one who made you lose yourself so goddamn thoroughly is a high that he just can't seem to shake. "Mm, so goddamn beautiful, He murmurs softly, running a calloused hand up your trembling thigh and leaving goosebumps in its wake.
He stands back up against you, holding you to him, the water still washing over you in the shower, almost like trying to wash the sin from the air.
Bucky presses a slow, lazy kiss to your lips as he pulls you back against him, arms tight around your waist, not just to steady you now, but simply because he likes the goddamn feeling of holding you like this. His breathing is still ragged against yours, his chest rising and falling with each unsteady inhale.
"You good?" He murmurs roughly, his fingers tracing soothing circles into the small of your back. "A blush creeps across your face, you nod as you press yourself into his chest, inhaling him in as your legs still tremble.
"You're incredible." You breathe, placing a soft kiss to his chest.
Bucky makes a low, pleased sound at that, his hand sliding up to cup the back of your neck as he presses another kiss to the top of your head.
"You ain't so bad yourself," He murmurs gruffly, "Now let me take care of you properly, sweetheart." His fingers begin kneading gently at the tension in your shoulders, like he's trying to work out every last bit of stress left in your body. The water continues to run over both of you, washing away any lingering tension as he holds you close against him.
You sigh at his touch, the lust fading from your eyes as you relish in how soft his touch is, how he's kneading out any tension your body has been holding for god knows how long. You've never felt so cared for, never had anyone be so tender with you.
Bucky lets his fingers keep working over your body, gentle, methodical, like he's memorizing every single inch of you through touch alone. His lips press against your temple in an uncharacteristically tender gesture, something achingly soft in his expression as he holds you close.
"Gonna make sure you never forget it either," He murmurs gruffly, "How goddamn loved you are.
A soft whimper leaves your lips. "What did I ever do to deserve you" You say as you feel your body soften completely, the tension that once felt like it was part of you forever being worked out from under his strong hands.
Bucky exhales sharply at your words, like the goddamn air has been punched out of him. His hands slow for a moment before they resume their careful kneading, fingers pressing just enough to soothe without hurting. "Should be askin' myself that same question, sweetheart," He mutters roughly, "Don't even wanna think about where I'd be if I never found you."
You nearly choke on the small sob that escapes your lips. Looking up at him like he was a prayer that had just been answered. Bucky's expression crumples slightly at the sound of that sob, his arms tightening around you instinctively. He doesn't know how to handle you looking at him like that, like he's something good, something worth worshipping, so he just pulls you flush against him and buries his face in your hair. "Jesus," He murmurs hoarsely, "You're gonna ruin me."
You stay held together for a little longer before slowly moving to turn the water off, you hand reaches for a towel before gently wrapping it around his waist before reaching for your own.
Bucky lets out a soft huff of amusement as you wrap the towel around him, his fingers briefly catching yours before you can pull away, squeezing gently like he just needs to touch you one more time. His eyes scan your face with something unbearably tender in them.
"C'mere," He murmurs gruffly, pulling you into his chest again, even now refusing to let too much space linger between the two of you.
You've never felt so high, your feelings for him messing with your own brain chemistry, completely consumed by him. You let him bring you into him, hands tenderly running across his chest, feeling his scars once more.
Bucky lets you map out his body, just drinking in the feeling of your hands against his bare skin. It always amazes him how goddamn gentle you are with him, like his scars are something beautiful instead of just reminders of all the things he's been through.
"Feel like I could spend an eternity just holdin' you like this," He murmurs, fingers tracing lazy circles on the small of your back. His eyes roam over your face, taking in every damn feature like a man starved.
"I'm not going anywhere Bucky, you're stuck with me." You let out a small laugh as you guide him out of the bathroom my fingers laced with his. We walk out to see our clothes thrown across the room from earlier. "If I had known we were doing this I'd has packed something a little more see through you say with a wiggle of your eyebrows as you reach to pick up you discarded clothes.
Throwing the Tshirt on and grabbing your emergency pair of clean under wear from your bag. Not bothering to put your sleep shorts back on.
You look back up to see Bucky back in his track pants, running the towel over his head, drying his hair. Bucky snorts at your teasing, tossing the towel aside before stepping closer, his hands sliding around your waist as he pulls you back into him. He presses a rough kiss to the top of your head, his lips lingering there for just a beat too long.
"Sweetheart, I swear to god" He grumbles playfully, ”you keep teasin' me like that and we ain't ever gonna make it out of this damn safehouse."
You laugh under him, before pausing for a minute, finally taking the moment to think about what happens next, what happens when we return to the avengers tower and back with the team.
Bucky's expression darkens at that, a frown tugging at the corners of his lips as he studies your face carefully. he doesn't need to ask what you're thinking, he can guess.
The thought of having to let other people in on what you guys have makes him feel like some kind of possessive animal, he's not sure he can stand the idea.
"You worried about what the team's gonna think?" He murmurs gruffly.
You let out a soft laugh at how quick and accurately he reads you, like he can see your thoughts flowing around inside your head. You pause for a second longer before saying, "I mean, Steve already knows how I look at you, it's the others I'm worried about." You say a smile creeping across your lips as you think of Steve's knowing glances as you begged him to put you on missions with Bucky.
Bucky feels something in his gut tighten at the mention of Steve, he knew damn well that the captain had been playing matchmaker with the two of you for weeks now. The fact that it had worked was probably something of a personal victory for the man.
"Yeah, he's gonna be smug as hell about all of this," He grumbles, rolling his eyes a little. "Damn meddler."
You laugh once more. "Oh he for sure enjoyed every second of it."
Bucky lets out a grumpy huff at that, knowing damn well he's right. Steve had probably been watching the two of you circling around each other for months with some kind of amused twinkle in his eye. His frown deepens a little as another thought occurs to him.
I swear to god if he tries to give me some goddamn shovel talk.."
A smirk moves across your lips as you exhale into him. "Youll what? Throw your best friend out a window?"
Bucky glares down at you, but there's no heat behind it, just exasperated amusement. He nips at your earlobe before muttering gruffly, "Depends on how goddamn smug he is about it." But the way his fingers press into your hips betrays him, he knows damn well he'd never actually throw Steve out a window (again). Not over something like this. You watch him for a moment longer. Fondness creeping across your face at his gruff humor, the way his body betrays his demeanor by the soft touch against your body. You guide him over to the bed.
"Hold me?" Bucky lets you pull him down onto the bed, immediately gathering you against his chest, one arm slung protectively over your waist like he can't stand to not have some part of you touching him. His nose brushes against the top of your head as he exhales slowly, his breath warm in your hair. "Always," He murmurs, like it's a goddamn promise.
You shudder at his words. Pulling yourself closer to him like it was even possible. Your fingers rubbing smile circles along his neck as you curl yourself into him like a love struck kitten.
Bucky lets out a soft sound at the way you cling to him like he's some sort of lifeline, he's never had anyone this goddamn needy and he thinks he's addicted to it. Your touch is like some kind of drug to him, he just wants more and more of it all the damn time. "Jesus, princess," He mutters, "you're gonna turn me into a clingy bastard."
"It would be my honor." You let out a small laugh, half sigh as you breathe him in.
Bucky lets out a soft snort at that, his arms tightening just slightly around you as if to make a goddamn point. His lips press against the top of your head again, lingering there for a moment like he just can't help himself. "God, you're gonna be the death of me," He mutters gruffly, though there's no real complaint in it.
You stay curled into him for the rest of the night, at some point falling asleep against his chest, his steady heart beat lulling you. His warmth and his strong body against you nearly absorbing you.
Bucky holds you through the night, watching over you protectively as you slowly fall asleep on his chest. He's got one hand tangled into your hair, his other gently rubbing at the small of your back in soothing circles. He's pretty sure he's never felt more goddamn content than he does in these moments, holding you against him, feeling the steady rise and fall of your breathing, and knowing that you're completely and utterly his.
You stir in your sleep slightly, your dreams betraying you as you wake with a start, images of the knife under your ribs twisting. You're mind flashing back to that moment.
Bucky's woken up by the sudden movement, his eyes immediately snapping open as your body jerks against his chest. His arm tightens instinctively around you before he even has time to fully register what's happening, his brain still half asleep.
"Sweetheart?" He murmurs gruffly, his eyes raking over you with concern as he realizes you're trembling a little. Your eyes dart to his, searching for any sign of danger at the man wrapped around you, it only takes a second to realize where you are and who you're with. Your eyes soften under his, his eyes blurred slightly sleep still heavy across his face. You sigh a small sound of relief.
Bucky's gaze softens when he feels you relax against him, the tension slowly fading from your body. His fingers come up to gently brush a strand of hair away from your face, the action so goddamn tender it makes his own chest ache.
"Bad dream, huh? He murmurs gruffly, already understanding what caused your sudden jerk awake.
You nod a slow small nod, fingers reaching up to cup his face. "It doesn't matter now."
You whisper. Your head shaking in slight disbelief at how you woke up and it wasn't all a dream.
Bucky feels his heart squeeze in his chest at the sight of you trembling against him, he'd do just about anything to protect you, but he can't protect you from your god damn nightmares.
"Wish I could make 'em go away," He murmurs gruffly, his thumb stroking against your cheek in the most tender gesture he can manage. He leans in and presses a kiss to your forehead, his breath soft against your skin.
"Bucky" You coo, "you're the best thing that's ever happened to me." You say softly.
Bucky's breath hitches at that, like you've just sucker-punched him straight in the goddamn gut. He tightens his grip on you, pulling you impossibly closer as he presses another kiss to your temple, his lips lingering there for a long moment before he finally pulls back to look
"Christ, sweetheart," He mutters gruffly, "you can't just say shit like that without warning."
You smile, a soft laugh escapes you. "I'm being so serious right now, I just want you to know that." Bucky has to blink back a wave of sudden emotion at that, your words sending a damn pang through his chest. He's not used to people being so goddamn honest with their feelings like this, and you just keep knocking him flat over and over again with it.
"Christ," He mutters gruffly, "you're gonna make me believe in that fairy tale bullshit at this rate, princess."
"And would that be so bad?" You say softly, your thumb still tracing circles against his skin.
Bucky exhales roughly, his hands tightening around you just slightly as he stares down at you like he's trying to commit every damn detail of this moment to memory. He knows goddamn well that loving someone like this is dangerous, but for once in his life, he can't bring himself to care.
"No," He murmurs finally, "Guess not."
You let him hold you as the sun comes up, bathing your bodies in warm glowing light as you just enjoy his touch. Being so close to him, feeling him be so vulnerable with you.
Bucky holds you until the sun is fully in the sky, his fingers tracing idle patterns against your skin like he's trying to memorize every single inch of you. There's something unbearably tender about it, the way a man like him can be this goddamn gentle with someone.
"We should probably get moving soon," He murmurs reluctantly, though he makes no effort to actually move away from you just yet.
You let out a sigh. "Yeah.." Thinking about how you have to catch a flight and return to the tower for the debrief on your mission.
Bucky groans softly already dreading the thought of having to be back in the same room with everyone else after this. The idea of people looking at you two, knowing what had happened between you, it makes his fingers twitch possessively against your waist. "Fuck," He mutters gruffly, "this debrief is gonna be torture.
You laugh slowly unwrapping yourself from him. "Shall we get it over with?"
Bucky heaves out a heavy sigh, reluctantly releasing you from his grip. The absence of your body against his already feels wrong.
"Yeah, let's go before the others try and send a search party," He grumbles, pushing himself up from the bed.
You both gather yourselves. You both freshen up and get dressed. Packing away your things and giving the room a once over before you sling your bag over your shoulder. A quick wince shoots through you from your wounded arm, your body so drunk from his touch last night you barely felt it until now, stiff and sore, it was healing but not as fast as you would have liked.
Bucky notices the wince immediately, his hand gently closing around your wrist as he frowns down at you, eyeing your injured arm with obvious concern.
"Is it still bothering you?" He asks gruffly, the frown on his face darkening as he runs his fingers gently over the bandage, checking for any sign of reopening. "It's just sensitive." You say gently sliding your bag down over it careful to not brush against the bandage as you go to swap it to your other arm before Bucky instinctively takes it from your grip before you get a chance.
Bucky makes a low noise in the back of his throat, something between irritation and protectiveness as he slings your bag over his own shoulder with practiced ease, avoiding any unnecessary pressure on your injury.
"You're gonna make me a goddamn mother hen," He mutters gruffly, his fingers linger against yours for just a second longer than necessary before he finally lets go. You feel a faint blush warm your cheeks slightly. "Such a gentleman."
Bucky rolls his eyes at that, though he can't hide the way the corners of his lips twitch up in a half-smirk at your teasing.
"Yeah, yeah," He mutters gruffly. "Just don’t go tellin' people. I got a reputation to maintain, sweetheart."
You laugh as you let him guide you out the door, his hand on the small of your back, his other arm carrying both bags like it's nothing.
Bucky's hand on your lower back is almost possessive as you walk out into the parking lot, his arm pressing firmly against you like he's scared you might disappear if he lets go for even a second.
"You gonna be okay on the flight back?" He asks gruffly, his gaze flickering to your injured arm as he slides your bags into the back of the car, before opening the passenger door for you.
"Yeah, I'll be okay, I'm more nervous than anything." You say as you get into the car before he closes the door and walks around to the drivers side. Enjoying the way he's still showing his gruff demeanor between the soft and gentle way he treats you.
Bucky climbs into the driver's seat, his gaze flickering over to you for just a second as the engine roars to life. You can see the tension creeping into the hard lines of his jaw, it's obvious that he's dreading having to be back at the tower and surrounded by the team just as much as you are. "Just stay close, alright?" he mutters, not entirely able to hide the hint of possessiveness in his voice.
"Couldn't help it if I tried." You say smiling up at him, your eyes twinkling, I watch his as he expertly reverses out of the parking lot and pulls out on to the road before resting your head against the seat and watching out the window unable to wipe the smile from your face.
Bucky has to resist the urge to reach out and grab your hand, instead keeping both of his hands gripping firmly on the steering wheel. He can tell that he must look ridiculous, being this goddamn tense and possessive over someone like you, but every goddamn fiber of his being just wants to hold you in his arms and make sure nothing touches you. "How long is this flight again?" He mutters gruffly, more to distract himself from his thoughts than anything else.
"Around 4 hours with the jet I say my eyes flicking to his. Could be worse." You shrug my smile still plastered across my face like it's permanent. Bucky lets out a grunt at that. "Four goddamn hours of being trapped on the same plane as the rest of the team while he's trying to pretend like he isn't completely fucking smitten with you sounds like torture.
"Could be better," He mutters under his breath, his fingers flexing on the wheel before quickly reaching over to flick through radio stations, anything to keep himself from grabbing your hand right then and there.
You let out a laugh. Well, yeah, we could have stayed in that safe house forever I say watching him. Bucky's lips twitch at that like he's seriously considering turning the goddamn car around and heading straight back to that safehouse.
"Don't tempt me, sweetheart" He mutters gruffly,
"You know damn well I'd do it." You grin at him. "Well if this goes to shit at least we have a plan." You say jokingly.
Bucky feels his lips twitch into a small smirk at your words, he always likes it when you talk like a smartass.
"Damn right we do," He growls softly. "Though I swear to god, if any of those assholes at the tower even look at you for too long, they're getting tossed out the goddamn window."
You let out a proper laugh. "I'd hate to see what you do when I get cat called walking down the street."
Bucky actually pauses at that, going quiet for a moment, the thought of some goddamn stranger catcalling you, getting too close to you, looking at you in a way that only he should look at you, makes his blood boil.
"Don't even joke about that," He mutters gruffly, "I'd break every goddamn bone in their body."
"Bucky it happens multiple times a day". You laugh watching him, "Maybe less with my new scary dog privileges I say with smirk." Bucky lets out a sharp exhale, his grip on the steering wheel tightening until his knuckles turn white. The thought alone makes his jaw clench.
"Tell me who," He growls lowly, "I'll make sure they don't do it again." "Bucky!" You laugh your head tilting back into the seat as we pull into the airport." "I don't know you they are, just gross men on the street who think they'll l get lucky."
Bucky lets out a sharp breath through his nose, shaking his head as he pulls the car into a parking spot near the jet. He turns off the engine and turns towards you his expression somewhere between annoyed and protective.
"They look at you like that again." He mutters, "you point 'em out to me. I'll take care of it."
"You're an avenger remember? You can't just go throwing random civilians around because they tried to get a look at my ass." You say with a laugh facing him. Your hand reaching for his. "You ready?" You ask your eyes flicking over to the jet.
Bucky lets out a heavy sigh as your hand finds his, his fingers lacing through yours without a second thought. He glances out the window at the jet, reluctantly resigning himself to the fact that he's going to have to share you with the rest of the team again.
"Yeah, let's get this over with," He mutters gruffly, giving your hand a small squeeze as he climbs out of the car.
Your hand reaches for the door handle but before you can even swing it open he's there, pulling it open for you watching you like you're a gift just for him.
Bucky holds the door open for you, his eyes never leaving yours as he leans down just slightly, his expression softening in a way that's reserved only for you.
"After you, sweetheart." He murmurs gruffly, and there's no trace of sarcasm in it this time.
A blush creeps up your neck, as you take his hand before he walks over and grabs your bags from the boot of the car, his hand meeting the small of your back as he guides you towards the jet.
Bucky's touch lingers on your lower back as he guides you up the ramp of the jet, his fingers pressing just a little firmer into your skin when he catches one of the other team members glancing your way. He shoots them a glare sharp enough to cut glass before leaning down to murmur in your ear: "Just stick close to me, alright?"
It's not a question, it's an order.
Your eyes rake across the plane, Steve and Natasha are already there tapping at their tablets filling in their own mission reports. You see Steve shoot a smirk at you as Bucky leans down close. You don't say anything about it. Just greet like normal. "Glad to see no one died," You laugh before making your way to a seat across from them.
Bucky follows close behind you, his expression immediately darkening when Steve smirks like that. He lets out a low grumble under his breath before sliding into the seat beside you, slinging an arm protectively over the back of your chair as he glares pointedly at anyone who dares to look in your direction.
"Don't even start, Rogers," He mutters warningly, though it's obvious that Steve is enjoying this way too much already.
Natasha raises an eye brow at the interaction. Normally when you and Bucky returned from a mission you sat as far away as possible from each other. Natasha's eyebrow arches higher, her lips twitching slightly as she looks between the two of you, taking in Bucky's protective stance and the way his fingers twitch against your shoulder possessively.
"Huh," She muses dryly, "Guess I don't need to ask how Budapest went."
You let out a laugh. Your uninjured arm moving up to rub your neck. "Successful as always." You say still not admitting anything.
Natasha's smirk turns into a full-on grin at your response, her eyes flickering between the two of you like she knows a damn secret.
There's a moment where she looks almost impressed by the way Bucky's body is practically pressed up against your side, and you can practically hear the way her thoughts are racing in her head.
"Uh huh, I bet it was," She muses dryly, "You both look comfortable."
You laugh again at the insinuation thick in her voice. "Hey we had a lot of time to talk." You say back innocently.
Natasha hums softly in response, her eyes flickering down to where Bucky's arm is still protectively slung over the back of your chair. The smirk on her face widens as she notes the possessive gesture, like the pieces have suddenly all slotted into place for her.
"And what, exactly, were you two talking about all that time?" She asks innocently, though her voice is teasing.
"Oh you know, the usual, how insufferable we are nothing new." You say as you feel Bucky's thumb rub circles on my neck.
Bucky's eyes narrow at that, he knows damn well that there was a lot more than that going on in that safehouse, although he can't deny that you're doing a damn good job of keeping up the pretense.
"Mhm, just the usual," Natasha says, her eyes flicking to the fingers still rubbing circles on your neck, "Right."
"So mission reports?" You say changing the subject and fighting the urge to lean further into Bucky, Natasha lets out a soft laugh, clearly not ready to stop teasing the two of you just yet. Her gaze flicks between the two of you like she's reading the tension rolling off your bodies.
"Sure, why don't you two tell us all about the mission," She muses, propping her chin in her hand like she's about to enjoy a damn good show. "You start retracing your steps mentally, telling them about the HYDRA agents and what you found, how many there were, the usual before you pause. "Ah- and one close call." You say moving your arm a little so they can see the neatly wrapped bandage across your arm.
Natasha's eyes zero in on your injury immediately, her expression sharpening into something more serious, though the smirk doesn't entirely leave her lips. "That's not exactly 'nothing new,' she says pointedly,
"Looks like you two had a little more excitement than usual."
Your eyes widen at her comment. A blush forming across your cheeks. "Wha- oh." You say catching yourself. "Well it would have been worse if Bucky wasn't there." You say honestly catching her off guard with how earnest I sound.
Natasha's smirk softens slightly at the genuine sincerity in your voice, there's something unbearably sweet about the way you defend Bucky, even when he doesn't need defending.
"Sounds like someone had a hero," She teases lightly though her eyes flick to Bucky with an expression that might just be approval for once.
Your eyes shoot down, not trusting yourself to keep the banter going in this moment, your mind racing with how safe you feel with Bucky, how he patched you up so tenderly, Bucky catches your reaction out the corner of his eye, the way your cheeks flush and your gaze flickers down and it takes every ounce of his hard-won self-control not to pull you into his lap right here and then.
He clenches his jaw instead, his hand reflexively tightening on the back of your chair as he glares over at Natasha, almost daring her to make another smart-ass comment. "Ohh okay, I get it." Steve quips in watching the two of you.
Bucky's jaw clenches tighter, he'd actually temporarily forgotten that Steve was there. And of course, because his luck is just that damn terrible, Steve's noticed every little moment between you and him, and has that smirk on his face that's just begging to get punched. Bucky's gaze snaps to his oldest friend.
"Get what?" He grumbles gruffly, already knowing he's in for a verbal onslaught. "So I'm guessing you told him?" Steve says with a small laugh his eyes flicking to you. If the other team members were here he probably wouldn't have but with Bucky being his best friend and Natasha being yours he just leaned back into his seat sitting a little straighter as his arms cross over his chest like a proud older brother.
Bucky stiffens, Steve knew. He had known this whole damn time and was just sitting back, watching them with that smug-ass look on his face while the two of them pretended not to be completely head over heels for each other.
"Oh for fuck's sake," Bucky mutters under his breath, raking a hand down his face in exasperation. "You meddling punk."
Steve laughs at his reaction. "It's about bloody time."
Natasha looking up to Steve and back to the two of you a slight perplexed expression across her face like she was out of the loop
It takes every ounce of self-restraint Bucky has not to glare at Steve, Bucky has a feeling that Steve had every intention of letting him stew like this for however long he could get away with.
"Yeah, yeah," Bucky grumbles gruffly, his gaze softening ever so slightly when he looks down at you, the tension leaving his body as he realizes there's no point in hiding it now. He lets his hand slide over to lightly rest on your thigh, though he makes no effort to hide the possessive touch this time.
Natasha gasps softly at his touch against you. "Oh so like, this is really a thing?" Bucky feels a little surge of smug satisfaction at the way Natasha reacts like she's finally realizing that yes, this is very much a real thing now.
"Took you long enough to catch up, Romanoff," He mutters gruffly, but there's no heat in it, just amusement at the fact that even Natasha was thrown off guard by all this.
You laugh, eyes flicking up to his face. You linger a second longer than you meant to before meeting Natasha's shocked face.
Steve lets out a low laugh, clearly enjoying seeing the rest of the team completely thrown for a loop by this whole situation. And Natasha well, she just stares at you two like she's trying to decide if you're having a laugh at her. But you know the moment that she realizes the two of you are deadly serious.
She lets out a low whistle, her eyebrows raised almost into her hairline. "Alright, I'll say it. I did not see that coming," She says, sounding impressed despite herself.
"Really?" Steve says looking over to her, he's been practically drooling over her for months, you didn't notice?"
Bucky lets out a sharp exhale at that the word "drooling" makes his eye twitch slightly. But Natasha just blinks, looking between you and Bucky like she's trying to process Steve's words. Then her lips curl into a slow smirk, one that suggests she's about to enjoy this way too much. "Huh," she muses, "Guess I owe Stark fifty bucks."
You shoot your eyes to hers. "What??" squeak out my eyes wide in disbelief, Bucky has to fight the urge to laugh at your reaction, his lips twitching with amusement. But Natasha looks more than a little pleased with herself, a wicked grin spreading across her face as she explains. "Stark started a little pool on how long it would take you two to pull your heads out your asses," She says bluntly, her voice dripping with satisfaction.
"Who else is in on it?" You say quickly.
Natasha smirks at your question, partly because she thinks it's funny that you're taking this so seriously, and partly because she's actually kind of enjoying herself here. "Let's see, Stark definitely, Clint too of course, Banner put a couple of bucks in, Thor too.. Pretty sure Wilson and Vision pitched in too."
She rattles off almost gleefully, relishing in your dismayed expression.
Your jaw drops. You look over to Steve to see if she's bullshitting you but he just has a cheeky gleam in his eye as he shakes his head and laughs. Steve chuckles as he takes in your reaction, he's enjoying the hell of out the whole situation. But Natasha is still going, she's clearly not done yet.
"Oh, and I think even Hill got in on it," She says, looking entirely too satisfied with herself.
"Jesus Christ you guys." You say your eyes flicking to Bucky next to you in disbelief.
Bucky can't help it. your shocked and outraged reaction is too funny to resist, and he just laughs aloud, shaking his head in amusement. He gives your thigh a firm and possessive squeeze, like he's staking claim on you in front of everyone right there and then.
"Oh, it gets better, doll," He murmurs gruffly, the hint of a smirk on his lips.
"You knew about this?" You say watching him intently like you were the only one not in on the joke. Your eyes flicker with something not quite fear but the idea does pop into my head that what if this is all some sick joke and he made a bet to win me over, you couldn't see him playing ball with that, but Bucky sees the flicker of doubt in your eyes the moment your expression shifts from shock to something else entirely, like he could see the moment you thought about it and his amusement dies instantly. His grip on you tightens, his blue eyes locking onto yours with deadly seriousness. "No," He growls, low and sharp, "I would never do that to you." His hand moves to your face, brushing his thumb across your cheek bone, not caring that your two team mates are watching this unfold.
Natasha and Steve exchange a look this time, it's clear they're both picking up on the sudden shift in the air. Bucky's voice is too raw, his touch too tender for this to be some kind of joke. Natasha actually softens a little, while Steve just looks proud. But Bucky doesn't care about them, his eyes are locked onto yours like he needs you to understand him right this second.
"You're mine," He murmurs gruffly, "Not because of some bet. Not because anyone else thought it was funny. Because I goddamn couldn't help myself."
Your eyes flutter and you lean further into his touch. Your mind only focused on him, not even considering you were still being watched, forgetting entirely that it wasn't just you and Bucky because in this moment you're completely lost in him.
Bucky doesn't care about the fact that his friends are watching, hell, he probably doesn't even remember the fact that other people exist in this world. Because right now, all he can see is the way you're looking at him with those eyes, the way you lean into his touch, the way you trust him so completely.
He doesn't even notice the way Natasha and Steve share another loaded look, both of them realizing that he's completely, unequivocally gone for you.
Natasha clears her throat with a smirk, snapping you both back out of it, a blush completely taking over your face.
Bucky actually flinches as Natasha's voice cuts through the moment, and suddenly the realization that other people do in fact exist hits him in the gut like a goddamn punch. A surge of irritation washes over him, and he just barely keeps his hand from clenching into a fist, he doesn't like being interrupted, and he really doesn't like being reminded that other people are watching you like a spectacle now.
He glances over at Natasha, his expression hard and almost challenging, like he's daring her to comment. "Easy Barnes, I care about her too - nearly as much you.." She jests with a wiggle of her eyebrow.
Bucky glares at Natasha, though he still makes no effort to move his hand from where it's still gently touching your face. It's so damn hard for him to resist the urge to snap at her. But he knows, god damn it, he knows just how well Natasha looks out for you, hell, he and her had that in common and he just barely manages to keep the sharpness from his voice when he replies.
"Yeah, yeah, I know that, Romanov," He grumbles gruffly. You just let out a soft laugh as you watch two of the people most close to you bickering like old friends.
"Careful Nat, he's very protective." You say with a grin.
"Already had to talk him down from breaking any and all cat calling tradesmen." You laugh,
Bucky feels the corners of his mouth twitching into yet another almost-smile as you and Natasha banter, but he does his best to play it off like he's not completely captivated by your playful ease. He glances around to find that Steve has a smirk plastered across his face, watching everything unfold with satisfaction. Bucky just glares at him, hoping like hell that he's not blushing too goddamn much right now.
"Jesus Buck, I don't think in all our years together I ever saw you like this." Steve quips to Bucky as you and Natasha grin at each other, she's looking at you like a proud mother, Bucky's hand still pressed to your thigh tenderly rubbing circles with his thumb.
Bucky lets out a low grumble at Steve's comment. He wants to shoot back something snarky, something dismissive, anything to hide the fact that he can't seem to stop touching you.
But he can't think straight because you're right there, and you're so goddamn beautiful, and you're letting him touch you like this. He settles for rolling his eyes as he mutters gruffly: "Shut up, punk.
Steve chuckles, taking immense pleasure in seeing his friend, who is usually so cool and collected, acting like a flustered teenager all because of you.
"Hey, I'm just saying." He says with a smirk.
"You're a lot more...touchy, than normal."
I beam up at Steve, "Weird right?" You tease as your hand rests on top of Bucky's hand on your thigh.
Bucky's eyes drift down to where your hand is resting on top of his on your thigh, and his breath hitches subtly in his chest. He's so used to having you so far away from him, he'll be damned if he doesn't take advantage of this opportunity. His fingers tighten ever so slightly, his thumb tracing a rough circle against your skin.
Steve just laughs at your teasing, shaking his head as he watches the scene before him like it's some kind of goddamn movie.
"Soo.. Natasha says with a smirk. How'd this happen anyway?" Bucky lets out a huff as Natasha interrupts his moment with you again, and he really has to fight back the urge to glare at her again.
But he's just enough in control of himself still, and the fact that you're still holding his hand seems to soothe him a little bit.
"What, you want a play-by-play?" He asks gruffly, not exactly enthusiastic about recounting the events of the past twenty-four goddamn hours.
"With details." Nat replies her eyes flicking over him before wiggling her eyebrows at you, pulling Steve down back to his seat next to her like he needs the run down as well.
Bucky can't help it, he actually lets out a real, honest-to-god laugh, low and rough in his chest. Goddammit, why do these idiots have to be so goddamn nosey?
"Jesus Christ, you people are unbelievable," He mutters, shaking his head in feigned annoyance before reluctantly settling back in his seat, his hand still on your thigh. Steve and Natasha both look damn happy with themselves.
"I don't know what you could possibly be referring to." You say with a grin watching your friends face as she looks over you, seeing her smile as you look so content under his touch.
Bucky can't help but let out another rough laugh at your retort, giving your thigh a firm but gentle squeeze. He can hardly believe you're right here, sitting so damn close to him, letting him touch you like this in front of your friends. He lets his gaze linger on you for a beat, still caught up in how goddamn gorgeous you are, until Steve's voice snaps him back into the situation at hand.
"Alright, alright, let's start at the beginning, why don't we?" Steve says, his tone far more reasonable.
You laugh. "Look I don't think you want ALL the details" You say a blush creeping back up my neck as you lean your head on Bucky's shoulder as you adjust myself more comfortably in the seat.
Bucky tenses slightly, though not in an uncomfortable way when you lean into him, your head resting against his shoulder. He exhales through his nose, shifting just enough so that he can press a firm kiss to the top of your head without even thinking about it.
"No, they really don't," He murmurs gruffly and the tone alone makes it clear what exactly you're implying.
"You definitely did some freaky shit." Natasha laughs, Steve just watching Bucky proudly, something soft in his gaze like he's been waiting to finally see his friend happy.
Bucky scoffs and rolls his eyes at Natasha, though secretly he knows she's probably right. Because yeah, you did surprise him a little, but he'll be damned if he ever gives the two of them the satisfaction of admitting that.
Instead, he just shoots a look at Steve, noticing the way he's looking at him intently, like he's trying to figure out a goddamn puzzle.
"I have no idea what you're talking about," He mutters gruffly, clearly trying and failing to play it cool. You laugh at Natasha's comment
"Hey, you know me, you know what I like." You say implying that Natasha and you have spent many a girl chat discussing all sorts of feral things while laughing hysterically.
Natasha actually lets out a wicked laugh at that, looking entirely too proud of herself as she leans back in her seat, obviously enjoying this way too much.
"Oh, I know exactly what you like," she purrs with a smirk. "Which is why I'm shocked Barnes here managed to deliver on all your tastes."
Bucky suddenly feels his face heat up slightly, because yeah, he might've found out about some of those tastes firsthand last night. But he'd rather be shot again than admit that in front of Steve and Natasha right now.
You laugh, the vibration shaking your body slightly as you lean into him, head still firmly on his shoulder like you can't bear to not be affectionate, making up for all the lost time where you were both hiding your feelings for each other. "Look all I'm going to say is I was throughly impressed." You shoot a wink to her as your intertwined your fingers with his.
Natasha's eyes gleam with satisfaction, clearly enjoying the way you're practically gloating about your newfound relationship with Bucky while said man is still trying and failing to act like he's not completely wrapped around your finger. Steve just shakes his head in amusement, but there's something almost smug about him too.
Like he knew this was coming all along. Bucky exhales sharply through his nose at that "impressed" comment, pressing another firm kiss against your temple before muttering gruffly; "Christ. I'm never gonna live this down, am I?"
"Damn, Barnes, didn't think you had it in you." Natasha says with a laugh. "I've heard her list of fantasies ya know, and I just didn't picture you being the one to give in." She says playfully. A laugh erupting from Steve as he places his hand across his chest while he laughs leaning back further into the seat.
Bucky flushes again at Natasha's words, his hand tightening slightly against yours as he feels his jaw tense in embarrassment. He knew that you and Nat were close, but goddamn Bucky never realized just how much you might have shared with her over the years. The thought of you talking about what you wanted in a man, and the fact that he might've actually come out on top? It makes his head spin.
Steve just cracks up, the sound almost obnoxious in such a quiet space but Bucky can't quite bring himself to glare at his oldest friend for that.
They continue to tease you both a while longer, the banter flowing back and forth.
You adjust in your seat, the jet is more comfortable than most plane rides but it's still a plane. A small hiss escapes you as you brush your wounded arm against the arm rest.
Bucky's head snaps over to you the moment you make that noise, his eyes locking onto the bandage wrapped around your arm instantly. Even though he knows you're fine, he still can't help the way his heart skips a beat in concern, and he instinctively pulls you closer, trying to get another look at the injury.
"You alright?" He asks gruffly, already lifting his hand up to gently trace a calloused finger over the edge of the bandage. He tries to ignore the way Nat and Steve's banter has suddenly fallen silent.
"Yeah, I'm okay, I should probably redress this though." You say eyes falling from his to examine the bandage. His jaw clenches in barely concealed annoyance at that, you're still downplaying things, trying not to worry him even now. He knows it's part of who you are, and it's one of the things he adores about you, but god it drives him crazy when you act like you're less fragile than you actually are. You're still human, there's no super soldier serum running through you.
He glances down at the bandage, running his eyes over it almost possessively, as if he can figure out whether you're lying or not.
"Let me see," He orders gruffly." You turn your body to his almost instinctively as he slowly and tenderly unwraps your arm to see how your would is healing.
Bucky's fingers move carefully, painstakingly so as he peels back the bandage to check on the wound. His expression is deadly serious, his blue eyes flicking between you and your injury as if trying to gauge whether you're in more pain than you're letting on.
"Still needs a few days," He murmurs gruffly, already grabbing for one of the spare med kits stashed under the seat. He opens it with practiced ease and begins wrapping your arm back up with fresh bandages, his touch gentle but firm all at once.
Steve and Natasha watch quietly as they exchange a quick glance at each other like they've just seen the sweetest thing they could ever imagine.
You hiss once more as Bucky gently wipes an alcohol wipe over your wound before applying gauze and re wrapping your arm with soft but efficient movements.
Bucky's heart clenches in his chest when you hiss in pain, but he still doesn't hesitate for a second, keeping up the careful but efficient motions, his rough, calloused fingertips brushing gently against your skin as he works. The expression on his face is intense, almost laser-focused in that way he gets when he's taking care of something important and right now, you're it. He's hyper aware of Steve and Natasha watching you, but he's not about to stop what he's doing no matter what. You're more important than his stupid pride.
He finishes wrapping you back up, only getting up to discard the old bandages before sitting back down next to you and placing a tender kiss to the top of your head. Not caring that you both are still being watched.
Steve and Natasha watch the two of you with varying emotions: Steve is obviously happy for his old friend, his lips turned up in a subtle, approving smile as he sees Bucky be so gentle with you. But Natasha's gaze is different: not hostile by any means, but curious, and maybe even a little impressed. It's almost like she's taking notes on this completely new side to Bucky, his behavior so far from the usual, closed-off, detached man he usually is.
You catch Natasha's look. Your eyes beaming up at her, pride twinkling in your gaze. "Well, that's kinda how this happened." You say knowingly. Natasha's smirk returns in full force at your words because yeah, she gets it. Bucky didn't seduce you with grand gestures or smooth lines. It was his goddamn hands, rough and capable and tender all at once, fixing what was broken before he even realized he loved you.
Bucky shifts slightly against you when Natasha just raises an eyebrow at him as if to say 'so that's your move?'
He rolls his eyes but doesn't deny it.
You laugh at Natasha's unspoken comment, no words had to be spoken to understand her implication. Bucky watches the silent exchange between you and Natasha with narrowed eyes because he knows damn well that look means she's not done teasing him.
He grumbles something under his breath before pulling you even tighter against his side, pressing another kiss to the top of your head like he can't help himself.
Steve just shakes his head in amusement, clearly enjoying watching this all unfold.
"Okay okay, enough. Don't scare him off." You laugh running your hand down your face to cover the amusement laced with embarrassment as you lean your head back to Bucky's shoulder.
Bucky's lips twitch in a slight smirk at that, his hand tracing absent patterns over your thigh while watching you lean back into him. He can't bring himself to glare at you (you're way too damn adorable to even try) but he does shoot Natasha a pointed look that says 'keep your mouth shut.'
Steve just grins at the two of you, still thoroughly enjoying the scene before him. You and Bucky had been circling each other for so goddamn long, and now here you are, curled against him like it's the most natural thing in the world.
Steve laughs, "Oh I think it would take a lot more than us to scare him away from you, look at him!"
Natasha lets out a laugh, nodding in agreement. And she's right. Bucky's practically got his arm wrapped around you like a goddamn vice, pulling you even closer to him so that you're almost completely tucked into his side. He's so damn obvious about being possessive and affectionate that it's a miracle it took this long for any of you to notice it in the first place. Bucky just grumbles softly, ignoring their teasing because he knows they're not exactly wrong.
You laugh once more, leaning your head up to place a soft kiss to Bucky's cheek. Not caring about hiding your affection for him in front of your two team mates across from you, not after the conversation you've just had. Bucky's breath hitches slightly at the soft press of your lips against his cheek, his fingers tightening ever so slightly on your thigh in response. He doesn't pull away or act flustered (though if you look close enough, there's a faint flush creeping up the back of his neck).
Instead, he turns his head just enough to catch your lips in a brief but firm kiss, like he's silently saying 'mine' right in front of Steve and Natasha.
Natasha lets out an amused exhale through her nose at the display while Steve just grins like an idiot "So fucking cute." Natasha quips with a small laugh, still not quite believing how you two are interacting. Bucky shoots her a glare, though it's half-hearted at best. He knows damn well that you are both being sickeningly sweet right now, but honestly? He couldn't care less. Not when you're curled up against him like this, not when the way you're looking at him makes his chest feel tight with something he still hasn't figured out how to put into words yet.
Steve just shakes his head in amusement before finally settling back into his seat and picking up one of the mission reports scattered on the table.
"Alright, lovebirds," Natasha says with a smirk, "We'll give you two some space."
They laugh and whisper to each other as they head to the other side of the plane. You let your eyes meet his once more just watching him with awe. Bucky's eyes lock onto yours, his expression soft and tender for a rare moment. It's always amazed him how quickly you can go from being his witty and stubborn-as-hell friend to his goddamn everything. His fingers trace feather-lite patterns over the back of your uninjured arm, his gaze roaming over you like he can't believe you're actually here with him. His voice is low enough that only you can hear him. "Can I ask you something? For real this time, no bullshit?"
"Course.." You say tilting your head to the side slightly.
Bucky exhales slowly, his fingers still tracing gentle circles on your skin as he meets your gaze head-on. His expression is uncharacteristically vulnerable, like he's about to ask something that actually matters.
"You really happy?" He murmurs gruffly, "With this? With me?"
You let out a small laugh. Caught slightly off guard by his question, like it isn't obvious you would do anything for him.
Bucky gives you look, his expression almost challenging but there's also something almost shy in his gaze, like he's still somehow not sure how you feel about him.
"I'm serious, doll. You're not just settling?" He mutters gruffly, searching your face intently like he's trying to read your answer in your eyes. Your eyes watch his, a seriousness to your gaze. I bring my hand to cup his face.
"Bucky, I love you more than anything. I've never felt this way, and it honestly scares me a little.." You trail off. "I would follow you to the end of the world if you asked."
Bucky's breath catches at your words, his hand tightening around yours as if he needs the anchor. He exhales sharply through his nose, blinking a few times like he's trying to process what you just said, like he didn't expect this level of sincerity right here and now.
"Christ," He murmurs gruffly before pressing his forehead against yours, "You better mean that, 'cause I'm not letting go."
"I've never been more sure of anything." You say before leaning in and placing a tender kiss to his lips.
Bucky melts into the kiss, his hands tightening around you like he can't bear to let you go even for a second. His lips move against yours with a possessive tenderness as if he's trying to pour every damn thing he feels into this one moment.
Natasha and Steve are still on the other side of the plane, quietly pretending not to notice though Steve at least has the decency to look away while Natasha just smirks in your direction.
You slowly pull away, thumb still tracing his cheek. Eyes on his before slowly scanning the room to check the others weren't watching when you catch Natasha's gaze. You're lips purse into a smile as you rest your forehead against his.
Bucky lets out a gruff chuckle as he catches the look you give Natasha, knowing damn well that there'd be some ribbing about this moment once they got back. He presses another tender kiss to your forehead before leaning down so that his lips brush against your ear.
"You see the way they're looking at us?" He murmurs gruffly in your ear, his hold on you tightening almost subconsciously.
"Mmhmm," You say holding back a laugh. Bucky's lips twitch slightly, he can feel your amusement, and he knows damn well that Natasha is going to be insufferable about this later. But right now? He couldn't care less.
His hand slides up to tangle in your hair as he pulls you back against him, pressing his face into the crook of your neck for a long moment before muttering gruffly: "Worth it."
You spend the rest of the flight cuddled against him, not sleeping just resting and bracing yourself for what's to come.
When you land Natasha walks back over to you, mock covering her eyes with one hand. "Are you decent?" She says with a smirk.
Bucky shoots Natasha an unimpressed look as she saunters over, your hand still tucked firmly in his. His grip tightens protectively at your side, not willing to let go of you just yet.
Steve, of course, is still grinning that same stupid grin as he follows after her, not even trying to hide the fact that he watched you two be disgustingly in love with each other this whole damn ride.
"Oh, shut up, Romanoff," Bucky replies gruffly.
"Hey, just checking, I don't need that image burned into my brain."
You let out a laugh at her words, shifting slightly so you can rest your chin on Bucky's shoulder as you grin back at Natasha.
"You don't have the imagination for it anyway," Bucky quips dryly though his grip on your waist tightens just a little, like he's mentally preparing for the inevitable teasing that's about to come.
You laugh hiding your face in his chest. "Oh my god you two."
Bucky gives a satisfied smirk as you wrap yourself against him, his hand roaming up and down your back in a possessive gesture. He shoots Natasha a look, still looking thoroughly pleased with himself.
Steve laughs again, clapping Nat on the shoulder as he shakes his head. "This is what you get for goading them into this, Nat," He teases, "You're gonna have to deal with all the lovey-dovey now.
You slowly unwrap yourself from him as you push yourself up to stand. "You think the others will notice?" You joke dryly, thinking to how close we are to being back at the tower.
Bucky makes a displeased noise when you pull away, his arm instinctively twitching to drag you right back where you belong against him. His expression turns even more disgruntled at the mention of the others finding out.
"Stark's gonna be insufferable," He grumbles, though there's no real bark behind it. He pushes himself up from the seat after you, standing so close that his chest brushes against your shoulder.
"Well we could just pretend nothings changed." You say with a smirk. "Then no one wins the bet"
Bucky actually laughs at your words, his hand drifting lower to rest on your hip, just barely pulling you in closer to him like he's already forgotten he's not supposed to be this obvious about his affection.
Steve and Natasha both exchange a glance, both of them grinning at the sight. They know how much of a closed off person Bucky is, and the fact that he's openly being so affectionate with you, well, it shows a lot about how he feels about you.
"It's almost nauseating." Natasha says flicking her eyes to Steve standing behind her with a smile. Bucky glares at Natasha for about half a second before his expression shifts back to something softer when he looks down at you. He lets out an exaggerated sigh, but there's no real irritation behind it, just playful annoyance.
"You're lucky I like you, Romanoff," He grumbles gruffly before pressing a firm kiss to the side of your head as if silently reminding everyone that yeah, this is happening now.
You chuckle as you start to move to clear off the jet. Bucky grabs both our bags like it's second nature, Natasha smirks as Bucky shoulders both bags with effortless ease, like he's been doing it for you forever. Steve just shakes his head, clearly amused by the entire situation.
Bucky doesn't even glance back at them as he leads the way off the jet, his free hand resting firmly on your lower back like it belongs there.
"Yeah, yeah," He grumbles when Natasha makes some smartass comment under her breath, "Keep laughing."
You all pile into the car waiting for you on the tarmac, Steve in the drivers seat you and Bucky in the back.
Bucky immediately wraps his arm around your shoulders the moment you slide into the back seat, pulling you flush against him so naturally, it's like he can't stand to have any more space between you. Steve looks into the rearview mirror and just shakes his head bemusedly, a fond smile on his face. before he sighs playfully.
"You two gonna be like this the entire ride back?"
"couldn't stop him even if I wanted to." You say softly knowing just how pathetic you both look basically heart eyeing each other. Bucky just grunts in agreement, his grip on you tightening slightly as he drops another kiss onto the top of your head. He doesn't even care that Steve and Natasha can see every second of it.
He's too wrapped up in the fact that you're here, pressed against him like this, finally letting him hold you without having to hide anything. "Damn right," he murmurs gruffly, "Not a goddamn chance."
Steve groans dramatically from the front while Natasha just smirks to herself, they both know Bucky's officially a goner.
Hey, just wanted to give you a (couple of) heads up: put your fic behind the Keep Reading cut. Some people block accounts who post long posts. You also need to put Bucky Barnes in all your tags (like, go back and fix the tags in your older posts). Putting just Bucky won't help people find your fic.
Thank you! I didn't even know I could manually add a keep reading link. xx
Chapter Word Count: 10223 (The shame I felt when I checked the word count on this knowing what the chapter is was absolutely unmatched.)
This is what I was listening to when I wrote it if you wanna get immersive
R18 MINORS DNI, So much smut, Rough, possessive Bucky, Swearing, alcohol, praise kink x bucky, praise kink x reader, teasing, slight choking
CW: Cheeky shit, under current of caring for each other but both are emotionally constipated. Protective Bucky. confessions.
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-Chapter Eight-
"Christ," He mutters gruffly, "You really gonna make me spell it out?" His hand twitches like he's barely holding himself back from grabbing your waist and yanking you into his lap. Your eyes catch his hand tightening across the neck of the bottle resting on his knee.
"Bucky- I'm not a mind reader. I have no idea what you're talking about" You say. Eyes meeting his, still searching his face for any sign of a hint
Bucky's entire body is coiled tighter than a damn spring as he fights every single instinct inside of him to keep himself under control. You're so goddamn close to him he could wrap his hand around your waist and have you on his lap in a goddamn second. He clenches his jaw again, his eyes dark with need and frustration, his voice gruff and low.
"Jesus, I.." He huffs out a rough breath, his self-restraint hanging on by a damn thread. "I want you."
"Wha-" You breathe out. A shocked expression flashes across your face at his admission.
Bucky finally gives up all pretense of control as he watches your eyes widen at his words. Goddamn, you look so adorably stunned right now. His restraint snaps completely as he lunges forward in one swift movement, setting the bottle down on the table beside him and grabbing your hips with his flesh hand, pulling you forward into his lap like he's been imagining all goddamn night.
Your breath catches as he pulls you onto him. Eyes are still wide as you scan his face, half expecting him to laugh and push you back off.
Bucky lets a guttural moan escape as he situates you against his lap, your legs on either side of his. You feel so goddamn good perched on top of him, so damn warm and soft, your hips under his hands, your thighs against his legs. The sight of you sitting in his lap like this is even more than he imagined, and he almost doesn't dare to believe it's real.
He keeps his eyes locked on yours, taking in every little detail of your stunned expression, his voice gruff and husky as he finally speaks.
"Say something, doll."
You can't help the shiver that shoots across your body at his touch as he reaches up run this thumb along your bottom lip. Your eyes flutter closed as it sends tingles up your spine.
"Bucky," You say barely a whisper, "what- what are you doing?"
Bucky's hands tighten possessively on your hips as he pulls you just the tiniest bit closer to his chest, unable to resist the way your body responds so perfectly to his touch. He lets out a low hum at your whispered words. Your voice trembling with nerves and something else he wants to hear more of.
"Told you," He murmurs gruffly, lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
"Want you." His voice low as he practically purred the words out.
His metal hand moves up from your hip, tracing slow circles along the small of your back, just firm enough for you to feel every single inch of him burning into you.
Your breathing catches as his fingers trace along the small of your back.
"But- I- you- You say barely able to form words as your body melts into his touch.
Bucky grins against your ear at your stumbling words, he loves the way you're struggling to put together a coherent sentence, how goddamn flustered and out of control you are right now. His hand continues rubbing those slow, steady circles along your back, keeping you pressed flush against his chest, so close he can feel your heart thrumming rapidly against his ribcage.
"Cat got your tongue, doll?" He teases gruffly. Your eyes flutter open a haze in your eyes as you watch him half lidded.
"I - you - I thought-" You say melting into him. "I thought you hated me" You stammer out as your body betrays just how much his touch is effecting you.
Bucky's chest rumbles with a deep, possessive growl at your words.
”Hated you?" The thought is goddamn ridiculous. His hand tightens on the small of your back as he pulls you even closer against him, pressing his forehead to yours just hard enough for you to feel his intensity.
"Hate you?" He scoffs roughly. "Fuck no." His lips hover dangerously close to yours close enough for you to taste the whiskey on his breath, but not quite touching yet. "Never could."
Before you can think, before you can stop yourself. Your hands snake up across his chest and shoulders and wrap around his neck with a soft whimper.
The moment your hands snake up around his neck, all his restraint completely shatters, the sound of that soft, needy little whimper pushing him right over the edge.
He doesn't bother trying to hold back anymore, he's done playing games. Without another moment of hesitation, he closes the last remaining distance between you, capturing your lips in a possessive, brutal kiss. You moan into his mouth, arching your body into his immediately. Arms still wrapped around his neck, hands tangling in his hair.
Bucky groans at the soft, sweet noise that escapes your lips, echoing into his mouth, the sound going straight to his goddamn head. The feeling of your body molding itself against his, your soft curves pressing against his lean muscle, is damn near driving him crazy. His flesh hand slips under your shirt, fingers spreading wide across the smooth expanse of your back as he deepens the kiss. God damn, he's been imagining this moment for far too damn long, having you in his lap, tasting you, feeling your body against his, it's almost too goddamn much.
You're a mess. Chest heaving, whimpering into him, you let one hand untangle from the nape of his neck brush down his neck, feeling his pulse as your thumb works lines across his jaw.
Bucky growls softly against your mouth at your touch, the feeling of your hand tracing those soft lines across his jaw sending shivers down his spine. He can't think straight with you in his lap, damn near coming undone at your smallest touch. He kisses you harder now, his tongue delving into your mouth with almost feral hunger as his flesh hand slides down to your waist, gripping your hip tightly.
His fingers dig into the softness of your flesh, his breathing ragged and rough as he pulls away just long enough to look at you, his gaze dark with desire. "God damn it, sweetheart".
Your eyes are hazy with desire as you catch you breath. "Bucky, I didn't know" You say thumb still tracing the sharp lines of his jaw, your eyes watching his so intently.
Bucky watches you with dark, hooded eyes as you trace along his jaw, the way your expression is so damn needy and wanting almost making him lose it entirely. The sound of your voice, breathless, soft, and sweet is like goddamn music to his ears, especially when you say his name.
He lets out a sharp exhale at your words, shifting you on his lap so you're sitting directly on top of his growing arousal. "Didn't know what?" He asks gruffly, raising an eyebrow at you.
Your eyes widen and your lips part, feeling him rock hard under you. Bucky lets out a deep, possessive growl at your response, the look on your face when you felt the evidence of how much he wants you making his control waiver even more. He watches you intently, eyes dark and predatory as he takes in your expression, the way your body responds so perfectly to every little thing he does.
His hand leaves your hip to trail up the side of your body, his touch as light as a feather until it reaches the underside of your chin, tilting your head to look straight at him. "Look at you. God damn."
You swallow hard, body slowly rolling down into him, feeling him twitch under you, eyes never leaving his.
Bucky's breath stutters against your lips as you roll your hips into his, his body reacting instantly to the subtle pressure of your movement. His grip tightens on the underside of your chin, tilting it just slightly so he can watch every little change in your expression, every gasp, every flutter of lashes as he rocks up against you in response.
"Teasing me already?" He murmurs gruffly.
"You sure you wanna start that game?"
A small smirk plays at the edges of your mouth, breathless and hungry for him.
You roll your hips in time with his, one hand braced on his shoulder now as you slowly, but very deliberately move your body against him.
Bucky lets out a low, guttural moan as you continue to rock your hips right against his, his eyes closing almost involuntarily for a moment before he forces them back open again, determined to keep looking at you, to take in every damn detail as you drive him wild.
His hands snake around to your hips, his grip tightening even further as he guides your movements to match his.
"Sweetheart, He growls softly, "God-Just like that"
"Yeah? You like that? You purr. Your forehead pressing to his as your bodies move together.
Bucky lets out a rough groan against your lips, his forehead pressed tight to yours as you move together. Every slow grind of your hips sends fire shooting straight through him, and his hands clutch at your waist like he's afraid you'll disappear if he doesn't hold onto you tight enough.
"Fuck yes," He grunts out, voice wrecked and ragged,
"You have no goddamn idea."
You hum into him, the fabric of your sleep shorts riding up your thighs as you move.
"Fu-Bucky.." You whimper feeling his strong body roll his hips against yours in perfect time.
Bucky's heart damn near leaps into his throat as you whimper out his name like that, the sound going straight to his head and setting his nerve endings alight. He can feel your bare thighs under his hands as they slide up and down with your movements, every movement adding fuel to the fire building between the both of you.
"God, just like that," He grits out, voice gravelly with need. "Keep doin' that, sweetheart. You crash your lips to his as he whimpers, the sounds he makes sending you into a frenzy.
Bucky eagerly returns the kiss, his lips crashing against yours with a possessive desperation that makes his head spin. The way your hungry for him only serves to fuel his need for you further, his hips rocking urgently upwards to meet your movements, seeking more friction, more of your body, just more of you.
His hands move to your thighs again, sliding up higher this time, his fingers teasing along the edge of your shorts.
"Take them off." You say commanding against his lips. Bucking your hips high enough that he can pull the waist band down your body.
Bucky growls in response to your demand, his hands immediately gripping the waistband of your shorts and yanking them down with rough urgency, not bothering to be gentle when you're both this damn desperate. The moment they slide off, he tosses them aside without another thought before dragging you back against him, this time even closer, even more goddamn intimate. "Better?" He rasps roughly against your lips.
"Mmm much, much, better." You say grinding back into him, panties already feeling damp with need.
Bucky lets out a sharp exhale at the feeling of you grinding down on him, god damn, he can see just how soaked you are through the thin fabric of your panties.
His hands slide back up to grip your hips, guiding your movements against his as his lips crash back onto yours in a messy, needy kiss.
"Christ," He growls into your mouth, "You're so goddamn perfect."[
Your hands move, one flying back to the the nape off his neck holding him to you, while the other hand trails down his chest across his stomach exploring every inch of him.
Bucky groans softly into your mouth, your exploratory touch is driving him insane, the feeling of your fingers running over his bare skin making his heart race and his brain damn near short-circuit. He can't remember the last time he was this affected by someone's touch, maybe never but he knows damn well that he'll never be able to get enough.
"Careful, doll," He murmurs huskily, "You keep touchin' me like that and I ain't gonna be able to hold back.
At his words you move your face down and lick a strip up his neck before flicking your tongue to his earlobe. "Then don't" You purr into his ear before taking the soft skin between your teeth.
Bucky lets out a guttural groan at the feeling of your teeth sinking into his earlobe, his entire body shuddering under your touch, your teasing tongue, your sharp little bite, it's all too goddamn much.
His grip on your hips tightens almost painfully as he yanks you even harder against him, rolling up sharply into you with an animalistic desperation that leaves no doubt in either of your minds just how much he wants you. "Goddamn it," He growls roughly, "You're gonna be the fuckin' death of me."
You roll your hips into him, practically dripping, his possessive touch igniting something almost feral inside. "Keep making those noises for me and I won't be able to stop." You purr out as you kiss down his jaw. Bucky's hands fly to your ass, squeezing roughly as you roll against him, every damn sound you pull from his throat only making his control splinter further. His breath is ragged, coming out in harsh pants against your skin as you trail kisses down his jaw.
"You want me to fucking beg?" He rasps, gripping you even tighter. "Because I will."
Your head rolls back at his words. A low moan pouring out of you. He has no idea what he's doing to you, the way his breathing is ragged and strained, the way his eyes are fluttering closed at every new tease from you. Bucky can't tear his eyes away from you right now watching you lose yourself, watching you fall apart with every little sound, it's like goddamn magic to him. His hands are still clutching your ass like he's afraid you'll disappear if he doesn't hold you tight enough, his lips parted as he pants softly and takes in every goddamn detail of you.
His next words come out in a strangled whisper between ragged breaths. "Say the word and I'm yours. I'll worship you, baby, you just gotta let me."
"Fuck, Bucky" You pant out. "Such a good boy." You smirk as you press yourself harder into his groin.
Bucky lets out a deep, guttural groan at your words, something primal flaring inside him at the praise. "Good boy?" He rasps roughly, his voice wrecked as he grips you tighter, guiding your hips down against his again with possessive desperation. His breath is coming out in harsh pants against your neck now, his self-control barely even existing anymore.
His hands move up to tangle in your hair just tight enough to make you whimper before he pulls slightly away, forcing eye contact again as his lips hover inches from yours, "Say it again and I'll show you just how goddamn good I can be for you."
"Yeah, you like that? You like being a good boy for me?" You purr, eyes gleaming with desire and a challenge.
Bodies grinding into each other faster, your hands planted firmly on his chest feeling his heart beat drumming into the palm of your hands. Bucky's grip tightens in your hair, just shy of painful as his head falls back against the couch with a low, feral groan. His hips jerk up against yours almost involuntarily at your words, his body completely at your mercy now as you drive him wild.
"Fuck," He rasps out, voice shredded, "You have no goddamn idea." His hands slide down to grip your waist again before abruptly flipping you onto your back on the couch beneath him, his breath ragged as he hovers over you now, eyes dark and desperate.
"Tell me what you want from me. Say it."
You let out a strangled moan as your head falls back into the couch cusion, your breath leaving your body as he flips you, feeling him looming over you.
Your eyes fluttering closed as you arch into him. "Oh my god-baby, yes" You whimper, hands wrapping around his neck. Pulling him down closer to your lips inches apart.
"You have no idea how fucking hot you sound." You whisper.
"I want you to beg for me, I want you to whimper for me Bucky" You say, your voice low and husky from need and desperation.
Bucky lets out a choked noise at your demand, his whole body trembling with the effort of not just taking you right then and there. The way you look beneath him, arching up against him, practically panting as you tell him exactly what to do, it's the hottest damn thing he's ever seen.
He leans down even closer antil his lips brush yours in the barest hint of a kiss, his voice nothing more than a wrecked whisper, "Please."
His hips grind against yours roughly, "Please let me hear those sounds again. Let me make you feel good."
A low moan leaves your body, nearly animalistic as you let your hands tangle back in his hair, panting under him, his words, his voice sending me spiraling.
Bucky lets out a low, guttural moan of his own in response, feeling you come apart beneath him with every single one of his words. Your small hands in his hair, your body responding to him so openly, your voice.. Goddamn it all, it's making his brain short-circuit. His body grinds down against yours on pure instinct, his lips moving down to kiss along your jawline up to your ears his words now a desperate, ragged whisper against your skin. "Please, sweetheart. Please let me show you how goddamn good I can be for you."
You choke down a moan, half way between a whimper and a sob, "Fuck Bucky- Bucky," You plead to him one hand trailing down his neck, his stomach and abdomen, the other already has fingers curling tightly into his waistband.
Bucky practically growls at your touch, his body shuddering violently as your fingers curl into the waistband of his pants that small tug enough to make his hips jerk against yours again, desperate and rough. His lips crash down onto yours in another messy kiss, all teeth and tongue and unrelenting need before he pulls back just enough to speak, his voice wrecked beyond recognition. "Goddamn it," He rasps, "You keep touchin' me like that and I won't last."
Your eyes meet his as they flutter open under his gaze, chest rising and falling as I try to get a control of my breathing, watching him twitch at my touch, feeling him shudder under my hands, the feel of his stubble against my skin still lingering. "Oh baby, I haven't even started.. you're so good to me, look at you, such a good boy I purr as your fingers delve deeper slowly inching his waistband down.
Bucky nearly whimpers at your words, his entire body trembling under your touch, he's never felt like this with anyone else, he's never even come close. He lets his head fall to the crook of your neck, his arms bracketing you in as he lets out a shaky exhale against your skin, completely at your mercy as he lets himself be vulnerable.
"Goddamn it," He growls again, teeth grazing against your skin."Can't think when you talk like that, doll."
"Don't think, just feel." You coo again pushing yourself up under him, your other hand snaking back from his hair down his chest, lingering just above his waistband before bringing both your hands to the fabric and sliding it down keeping my eyes on his, flicking your tongue up against his chin.
Bucky's entire body jerks at your touch, his waistband sliding down as he hovers above you, breath ragged and eyes dark with pure need. The feel of your tongue against his chin makes him groan low in his throat, a desperate sound that vibrates through his chest into yours as he lets himself be pulled apart by you.
"Christ," He grits out, "You're gonna ruin me."
"That's it, so good, so good for me baby. Let me cherish you" You say leaning your head up to kiss his neck pushing his track pants completely off him. A strangled sound leaves Bucky at your words, his eyes practically rolling back into his head as you kiss along his neck, your soft, sweet voice telling him how goddamn good he is for you, how much you want to cherish him.
His pants pool at his ankles before he kicks them off completely with a frustrated huff, his body bare before you for the very first time as he leans back down over you, the need to touch you overwhelming every rational thought in his head.
"Sweetheart.." He rasps softly. "Please.."
"Yes Bucky?" You coax between nipping at his collar bone letting your tongue flick over it to soothe where your teeth grazed. "Please what?"
Bucky gasps as your teeth and tongue mark him, his fingers twitching against the couch cushions where they're braced on either side of you. His breath is coming out in short, uneven bursts now, like he's barely holding himself together under your touch.
"Please let me touch you," He finally begs, voice strained and wrecked, "Want to taste every goddamn inch of you."
As soon as the words leave his lips, you open your legs wider under him, arching up into his naked body, the dampness of your underwear rubbing up against him.
"I'm all yours, Bucky." You say eyes hungrily roaming over his features, the way, he's breathing, the way his eyes flutter closed as you speak.
The sharp intake of breath he takes as you open up underneath him is ragged and rough, his entire body trembling against yours as his eyes rake across every single inch of your face, he looks so wrecked and desperate and completely lost in you right now, like all you have to do is speak one damn word and he'd give you the world.
"You don't even know what you're doing to me, sweetheart." He rasps out, eyes dark as he looks down at you with a needy, possessive gleam in his irises.
A smirk playing at your lips. "Keep whimpering like that and I'll show you just what you do to me." you as your hand comes to tilt his chin up.
Bucky practically chokes at your words his lips parting in a silent moan before he captures yours again in a rough, desperate kiss. His hips grind down against yours with reckless abandon now, his control completely shattered as his hands move to grip your thighs tightly, pulling you even closer to him until there's not even an inch of space left between you. "Fuckin do it then," He growls against your mouth, "Show me."
A glint shines in your eyes as you slowly pull yourself up his body, pushing him back to the couch, straddling his hips, grinding your core into his, feeling him twitch through your underwear.
You let your fingers linger at the hem of your shirt before slowly, teasingly lifting it up your body before throwing it to the floor.
Bucky's eyes widen as you slowly lift your shirt up, revealing inch after inch of your smooth skin to his hungry eyes.
His hands immediately fly to your hips, gripping them with desperate strength as he watches you like you're the most goddamn beautiful thing he's ever seen. "Jesus Christ.." He mutters out, dark gaze raking across your half-naked skin like he's a starving man, like he'd do anything and everything you ask.
You watch him like he's the most incredible gift you have ever received, eyes full of admiration and dark with desire. "I'm going to make you feel so good baby, you want that, want me to please you?
Bucky's breath gets caught in his chest as he watches you, the way your eyes flicker across his face, looking at him like he's something amazing, something worthy of your presence. The soft, sweet tone of your voice as you talk to him like he's something precious. He lets out a harsh exhale, eyes fluttering slightly as his hands squeeze your hips.
"Jesus, yes," He breathes out "Want all of you. Anything, everything you'll give. Whatever the hell you want."
"Mmm, that's it baby, let me take care of you." You say placing wet kisses across his neck and collar bones.
Bucky's eyes nearly flutter closed at your kisses, his head tilting back to give you access as he lets out a low, shaky moan. His hands slide across your bare skin, leaving searing trails of heat in his wake his fingers tracing every curve and dip of your body reverently, like you're something to be worshipped.
"Don't care what you do, doll," He rasps out, hips bucking involuntarily up against yours, "Just touch me."
You moan at his words, kissing your way across his chest, placing a delicate kiss to each and every scar, trailing your way across him until you reach his left shoulder where the Vibranium arms meets his body, gasping softly as your fingers trail across his stomach while you take in the deepest scars on his shoulder as you place extra gentle kisses to them.
Bucky shudders under your touch, a strangled breath escaping him as you press those soft kisses to his scars, some of the worst memories he's got are written into his skin like this, but the way you treat them now, so goddamn gently and with such care...it nearly undoes him completely.
His flesh hand tangles in your hair, not pulling, just holding. Like he needs to anchor himself to you or he'll drown. "Fuck," He whispers hoarsely, "No one's ever.. You shouldn't even be lookin' at these."
But his body betrays how much he craves it anyway arching into every single brush of your lips against the jagged edges of himself.
"Beautiful." You whisper between kisses. Your hands on his waist, fingers trembling slightly as you continue kissing his scars. "So beautiful." You whisper again eyes never leaving his body.
Bucky sucks in a sharp breath at your words, like they're something holy, something he never thought he'd hear. His fingers tighten slightly in your hair as he exhales shakily, his chest rising and falling unevenly under your tender touch.
"Don't," his voice cracks for the first time, "Don't lie to me." But there's no venom behind it, just raw vulnerability. Like part of him wants to believe you so badly it hurts.
You move your head back to his, eyes pouring into his like your looking into his soul, seeing him so vulnerable like this sending a possessive pang across my chest. You bring your hands up his body to rest gently on his face, thumbs tracing his jaw once more.
"You are so beautiful Bucky." You say voice full of honesty and truth.
Bucky swallows hard, his breath shaky as his eyes search yours, looking for any hint of dishonesty and finding none. His lips part slightly, like he's about to say something, argue back again, but the words die in his throat when all he sees is your sincerity staring right back at him.
His hand lifts slowly from where it was tangled in your hair, hesitating for just a second before resting against your cheek with heartbreaking gentleness.
Sweetheart.." He murmurs roughly, "Don't know what I did to deserve you." Your eyes twinkle at him, at how he looks like the Sargent you'd seen in pictures. It sends a jolt to you heart, feeling like it's going to pound out of your chest. Your feelings for him taking over every ounce of control you had to protect yourself. You lay a tender to kiss to his lips. Saying everything you didn't admit out loud.
Bucky's eyes flutter closed as your lips meet his, softer this time, but no less intense. It's like every emotion he's ever tried to bury comes rushing to the surface at once, and instead of shoving them down like he usually does, he lets himself feel it all for the first time in years.
His fingers trail down your neck and over your shoulder before gripping your waist again, not pulling you closer yet, just holding on tight like you might disappear if he doesn't,
"You don't gotta say it," He murmurs against your lips, "I know."
Your breath hitches at the realization, you melt into him, completely and utterly enamored with him. You kiss back harder, holding your self to him like you couldn't bear to not be even a sliver apart.
Bucky groans low in his throat as you melt against him, his arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you flush to his chest with a possessiveness that leaves no room for escape. Not that you'd want to, anyway.
The way your body fits perfectly against his, the way every sigh and whimper from your lips drives him wild, it's like something out of a damn dream.
He kisses you back just as desperately, lips moving against yours like he's trying to memorize every last second of this moment before it slips away. "Mine." He growls between kisses, "All goddamn mine."
You feel a jolt hit your core, body trembling under his words, you jerk your hips up as you feel yourself start to throb inside you.
Bucky feels the way your body jerks against him, the way you react so perfectly to just his words, and it sends a possessive thrill straight through him. His hands slide down to grip your ass roughly, pulling you even harder against his hips as he lets out a dark, satisfied growl.
"That's right," He rasps hotly against your lips, "You feel that? That's all for me."
His fingers dig into your skin as he rolls up into you again, slow and deliberate this time, letting you feel every single inch of what he's doing to you.
Your head leans back slightly and your eyes nearly roll back as you gasp from how good he feels beneath you grinding himself into you with such a steady force as his hips roll against yours. His fingers gripping you like you're the only thing that mattered.
"Oh fuck- baby.."
Bucky's eyes darken further at the sound of your voice, the way you moan out against him, the way you look wrecked already and he's barely done a damn thing yet, he'd never get tired of seeing you like this.
He nips at your neck roughly, sucking and biting at your skin as he murmurs softly against you, "All for me, sweetheart. You mine. My girl."
The word is barely more than a guttural growl as it leaves his throat, all possessive and dominant and unapologetic. You're sure he can feel the way your entire body is throbbing for him through your underwear, your lips part as you hear him call you his girl. You whimper when he says it melting into him more like that was even possible.
Bucky can goddamn feel how desperate you are for him, the way your body practically quivers under his touch, how you look at him like he hung the goddamn moon, and the way you respond to him as he murmurs those possessive pet names, he's never felt like this for anyone in his life, and he's already addicted to the sound of you begging for him. "Such a pretty girl," He whispers, breath hot against your neck as he starts trailing rough kisses down your collarbone,
"All mine."
Your body jolts and you let out a small cry, pressure building in your core just from how he talks to you. You've never felt so good, your brain foggy and bordering on dizziness, you're completely falling apart under him.
Bucky feels your body tremble under his touch, the way you start to fall apart from just his words alone, it makes something possessive and dark coil tight in his chest. His teeth graze against your pulse point as he murmurs hotly against your skin.
"Look at you, sweetheart. So perfect for me." His hands slide down further, one gripping the back of your thigh to hike it up higher over his hip while the other slips past the waistband of your panties with no hesitation this time.
"Let me hear you. Want every goddamn sound."
Your panting and twitching, your breath catching in your throat every time you try to breathe. Eyes closed head back, rolling your hips towards his hand sliding into your panties.
Bucky groans at the feeling of you under his fingertips, so goddamn slick and already desperate for him, hips rolling instinctively into his touch like you can't help yourself. His breath is ragged as he presses slow, teasing circles against your clit, just enough to make your legs shake but not nearly enough to give you what you truly need.
"Fuck," He rasps out, "You're soaked for me." His voice is dark with satisfaction as he watches every tiny reaction flicker across your face like every single one is a gift just for him.
"Your nod your head slowly , not trusting yourself to try and speak just yet. You roll your hips harder but slower as you press your forehead to his.
Bucky exhales roughly at the way you press your forehead to his, lips parted and eyes fluttering shut like you're already on the edge just from this. He keeps up those slow, maddening circles against your clit, his own breathing uneven as he watches every tiny reaction he pulls from you. "That's it," He murmurs lowly, "Just take what you need." His fingers finally slide lower, dipping inside you with a groan at how tight and wet you are around him already. "Fuckin' perfect."
You clench around him, feeling his fingers slide into with zero resistance, a guttural moan leaves your lips as your hips jerk forward pulling him closer.
Bucky lets out an animalistic growl at the feeling of your body clenching around him, he has to bite down on his lip just to keep himself from throwing you down and taking what he wants so badly he can't think straight.
"So damn good for me, sweetheart," He pants out, fingers driving deeper into you as he starts a rough, uneven pace now, "You think you're gonna be able to take it like a good girl?"
You nod frantically, panting and crying out with every thrust back into you.
Bucky moans as he watches you nod desperately, all needy and pliant and completely at your mercy right now, he's never seen anything so goddamn amazing in his life. "Yeah?" He growls, voice so raspy he sounds almost strangled at this point, "You gonna give me everything, sweetheart? Gonna let me have all of you, just like a good girl would?"
You head flies back as you feel pressure building quickly, "I -I - close." You stammer out body practically buzzing.
Bucky feels the way your body tenses up around his fingers, the telltale tightening of your muscles as you get closer and closer to the edge and he doesn't let up for a second. His thrusts grow harder, deeper, curling just right inside you to make sure he hits that perfect spot with every single movement.
"Come on," He groans out roughly, "Do it. Cum for me." His thumb presses down hard on your clit at the same time, no mercy, no hesitation. "Now."
Your body goes stiff, a gasp leaves your lips, your eyes shooting open to his, your jaw dropping, tongue loose in your mouth as you feel yourself gush on to hip, your thighs dripping.
Bucky's eyes are locked onto yours as you release, watching every single micro-expression of pleasure flash across your face, the way your body tightens around him before absolutely falling apart under his touch. He doesn't let up for a second, fingers still working you through every last wave until you're trembling against him and gasping for air. "Goddamn," He rasps out, voice wrecked, "Look at that." His fingers finally slow before pulling away, but not without giving one last teasing flick to your oversensitive clit just to hear you whimper again.
"So fuckin pretty when I make you lose control."
Your eyes glued to his, you can't control your own impulses and grab his wrist bringing his fingers to your lips and slowly running your tongue across your lips as your lips part and you bring your tongue to taste yourself on him before bringing your lips down around his tasting every last drop.
Bucky's body jerks in response, a guttural sound ripped from the back of his throat at the sight of you tasting yourself on his fingers like that. Goddamn, the way your tongue traces his knuckles, the way you look up at him and suck gently on his digits, it's enough to make a lesser man lose his goddamn mind. His other hand comes up from your hip to grip your jaw, his thumb brushing across your lip just to feel the softness of your mouth.
"Christ," He growls out, "You're gonna be the death of me."
You release him from your mouth and place a tender kiss to the back of his hand before kissing down his arm as you slowly drop to your knees between his legs, hands running across his thighs, still wet from your release.
Any thoughts of having the upper hand here fly out the goddamn window in an instant when you drop to your knees in front of him. Bucky's jaw goes slightly slack, his eyes wide and dark, and his breath coming out in harsh, quick pants as he looks down at you like you're some kind of vision, some kind of goddamn gift sent down just for him.
"Christ," He mutters out again, voice rough as sandpaper, "You look so pretty on your knees for me."
Your tongue darts out running across your swollen and blushed bottom lip as your flick your hair over your shoulder and tilt your head as you dart your tongue across the base of his shaft, holding your tongue flat against him as you hungrily lick your way up, when you reach the top, you place a wet kiss to the head of his cock, eyes watching his every reaction.
Bucky's entire body tensed up like a bowstring the moment you touch him, the sudden burst of pleasure making his hands snap up to the back of the couch and dig in like he needed something to anchor himself to. "Jesus Christ," He rasps out, voice almost strangled, as he stares down at you through hooded eyes.
"You- you don't have to, you don't have to do that.."
"Do you want me to stop?" You say innocently, lips barely brushing against him. A small smirk playing at the corners of your mouth.
Bucky makes a strangled sound in the back of his throat when you drag your lips teasingly across him, your voice low and sweet and so goddamn innocent he almost lets out a whimper in response before he gets ahold of himself.
"God no," He growls out, all the muscles in his arms tensed and quivering with the effort it's taking to stop himself from grabbing you and hauling you back up against him, "Please, don't stop."
"Mmm, there's my good boy." You say before your mouth wraps around him.
Bucky damn near lets out a whine when you call him "good boy," something that should be too damn simple and yet drives him goddamn insane when it comes from your lips. His fingers flex against the couch, gripping so tightly he's surprised the leather doesn't tear.
"Jesus...you" He gasps out, voice barely more than a strangled moan. His head falls back, eyes squeezing shut as he lets out a harsh, ragged exhale. "Oh Jesus, you don't know what that does to me."
"So tell me" You purr after slowly bringing your mouth back up, tasting yourself on him.
Bucky shudders at the way you look up at him, your lips swollen and glistening, tasting like both of you now, and he thinks he might legitimately pass out if this keeps going.
"Makes me wanna ruin you," He grits out between clenched teeth, "Wanna fuck that pretty mouth until I can't think straight." His hips jerk upward slightly against his will, betraying how desperate he really is to do exactly that.
You moan sending vibrations through him as you take him back inside your mouth, one hand at his base guiding him in, and the other softly trailing down his thigh.
Bucky practically growls as you take him back in, the vibration from your moan tearing through him like an electric shock. His fingers bury themselves in your hair, not pulling yet but gripping tight enough that you can feel just how goddamn close he is to losing control completely.
"Goddamn it," He rasps out roughly, "You got no idea how hard it's gettin' to not fuck up into that pretty mouth."
Your eyes beam up at him, egging him on, mouth still working on him as you shuffle on your knees to allow him easy access to thrust into your mouth.
Bucky looks down at you through half-lidded eyes like he's in a goddamn trance. You're looking up at him so sweetly but still so filthy, like you're begging him to wreck you, and he thinks he'd die happy if he never saw anything else as long as he lives.
"Jesus," He pants out, "You're too good at this, you really gonna take whatever I give you, sweetheart? His hand slides down from your hair to grip your throat tenderly instead.
Your eyes flutter shut, as you guttural moan against him, working him harder as his fingers wrap around your throat.
Bucky's hand tightens slightly enough to let you feel the press of his fingers just above your pulse point, but not enough to cut off your air completely, not yet. Then he starts slowly rubbing little circles against your throat with his thumb just gentle enough to feel.
"Can I?" His voice is thick with need but there's still a hint of uncertainty, like he still wants you to decide. "Can I be a little bit rough?"
Your eyes open with a flutter, leaning into his touch as much as you can you still work him with your mouth, "Mmhmm," you moan into him, your eyes giving the okay.
Bucky lets out a low groan as you moan into him, your eyes fluttering back open with so much trust in them that it nearly kills him. His fingers tighten just enough to send a rush of delicious heat through you before he finally gives in, carefully guiding your head down further with his other hand until your nose brushes his stomach.
"That's it," He rasps out, watching the way your lips stretch around him, something possessive and rough threading through his voice. "Take every goddamn inch."
Your body jolts as you let him guide you down his length. Taking him in, savoring every last inch of him. Your eyes close as you feel them start to water. You don't want to stop though, feeling him under you, every twitch, every pant sending sparks through you body. He feels amazing inside you.
Bucky throws his head back with a guttural groan as he feels your eyes flutter shut and that little jolt rush through you, like you just love being used like this, being at his mercy.
"Jesus Christ, You're perfect," He pants out, one hand gripping your jaw and the other the back of your head, still not pushing, just touching you like he needs to feel as much as he can. "Can't- can't believe you're real."
You glide your tongue around, urging him to keep going, to go harder.
Bucky is just about at his limit but he's also still holding onto some scrap of self-control, still desperate not to take more than you'd give him. But the sounds you're making, the way he feels you so goddamn desperate to do this for him, he's not gonna last much longer if you keep up like this.
"Sweetheart," He rasps out, "I'm not gonna last much longer if you keep doing that, you really wanna?"
You slowly pull yourself off him, licking your lips cleaning up some of the drool at the side of lips and running down my chin. Now a mix of my own spit, my own juices and his. I kiss my way down his shaft. "Use me, use my mouth." You purr flicking your tongue against his balls.
Bucky groans, his entire body jerking at the slick heat of your tongue against him again. His hands are shaking now where they grip the back of the couch, fingers flexing like he needs something to hold onto so badly it hurts. "Christ-fuck.." He rasps out, his eyes locking onto yours as you look up at him from between his thighs like that.
"You sure?" Even though his voice is rough with need there's still a hint of uncertainty in there, like part of him can't believe you'd want this as much as he does.
"More sure than I've ever been." You say softly, parting your lips around him and kissing his tip before allowing myself to slide down further, waiting for him to use you.
Bucky lets out a guttural sound, almost a whimper at the way you look up at him like that, trust and need and something darker flickering in your eyes. His hands slowly release the couch cushion, instead moving to gently grip your hair, not pulling but just holding you still. "Just.." He rasps out, eyes fluttering shut, "Just tell me to stop if it's too much, okay sweetheart? I can't- can't hold back if you keep looking at me like that, but I need to know if it's too much."
You slow your tongue on him, watching him with anticipation but showing him you trust him, that you'll tap out if you need to.
Bucky lets out a ragged exhale, one hand buried in your hair, the other gripping your jaw as he starts moving his hips forward carefully. He keeps his eyes locked onto yours, making sure you're okay even as he feels himself getting closer and closer to that edge. "That's it." he rasps out roughly, "So fuckin' perfect.
His voice is wrecked beyond repair now, his thrusts shallow at first but growing faster as you take him like this
"Sweetheart, I'm gonna -fuck, you feel too good.
You hum through him in encouragement, hands running over his body opening your mouth wider around him.
Bucky's head falls back as a guttural sound is torn from his throat when he feels you take him deeper, the sound so damn desperate he barely even recognizes it as his own voice. "Jesus- Jesus." He gasps out, voice ragged as he gently pulls on your hair, "You're gonna-I'm gonna, if you don't stop, you know-I can't- I can't- can'."
Your eyes flutter up to his, tears across your cheeks as he thrusts harder, your watching him with dark eyes, brimming with need and borderline feral need.
Bucky looks down at you with hooded eyes, all wild, dark and possessive as he stares at you, completely wrecked by the look in your eyes, by the way you open up for him, take whatever he gives you like you love it. He never thought someone like you would look like that, like you're desperate for him, like there's nothing you need more in this world than him. "Sweetheart, sweetheart, I just- I need" he pants out, voice desperate and guttural between ragged breaths.*
You whimper as each thrust lands in your throat, juices running down your chin, you can feel him twitch inside so close to releasing inside you. You push your mouth a little further onto him feeling his tip hit against your throat.
Bucky loses the battle with himself completely when you push forward like that, your throat flexing around him as he bottoms out inside your mouth.
His entire body jerks violently, a choked-out groan ripping from his chest before he finally, finally lets go. "F-fuck, oh god, sweetheart he rasps out between wrecked gasps, "I can't-I'm gonna -gonna cum down your fucking throat, fuck-"
You take him all, holding yourself against him as you feel his release shoot into you, filling your mouth with warmth. Bucky groans loudly, the loudest he's let himself be in a goddamn long time, letting himself just come undone completely. His fingers flex against your hair and jaw, clinging to you like you're his lifeline, like you're the only goddamn thing that keeps him grounded right now. He can feel your body trembling against his legs, the way his release shoots down your throat, and he looks down at you so wrecked his entire body shakes with it.
"Jesus Christ. You're amazing." He groans, voice raspy and rough as he looks down at you. "Can you can you crawl up here?"
You pull yourself off him making sure to taste every last drop not wanting to waste any, you use your thumb to scoop the last of it off your chin and into your mouth as you straddle his hips once more.
"You taste so fucking good, baby." You purr out, savoring his taste in your mouth.
Bucky's eyes follow your every movement like a goddamn hawk, watching you lap him up and taste him off your thumb with a possessive heat in his eyes. He's never seen anything sexier than you like this, never thought anyone could look this good tasting him down like that.
"Jesus," He rasps out, voice still thick with need.
"You-you really like that, huh?" His hands slide around your waist, pulling you down onto his lap and into a deep, rough kiss, not even caring that you can taste yourself on his lips.
You moan into the kiss, tongues tangling as you let him taste himself in your mouth. Melting into him as his fingers slide up your waist.
His broad hand spreads out on your back, palm spanning your entire lower back and pulling you closer, your chest flush against his. The kiss is deep and messy, hungry and desperate and filled with every damn desire Bucky thinks he's been keeping buried since the moment he met you.
He groans into your mouth when you moan softly, his hand slipping up and gripping the nape of your neck again, his fingers buried in your hair as he devours your mouth.
You whimper as his hands move over you, your own hands wrapping around his neck pulling yourself closer, tilting my head so he has full control of the kiss.
Bucky lets out a rough groan against your lips as you tilt your head, so damn obedient, so eager for him to take what he wants. His grip tightens in your hair and on the small of your back, pulling you flush against him letting you feel every goddamn inch of his body pressed into yours.
"Perfect." He murmurs against your mouth, "So fuckin' perfect like this."
His hips rock up once, just enough to remind you exactly how much he still wants you. You gasp at him jerking his hips to yours, feeling him still solid underneath you. You're eyes widen at how fast he's ready to go again, a smile playing at your lips.
Bucky smirks up at you, his own lips swollen and kiss-bitten, eyes still dark with lust as he watches the way your lips part in surprise.
"What?" He teases roughly, "Surprised? Sweetheart, after what you just did to me? Ain't no goddamn way I'm lettin' this end yet.
His fingers grip your waist tighter, sliding down to hitch you higher on his hips so that his tip presses right against where you need him most, warm and hard even through the thin fabric of your panties. "Unless," he murmurs, voice dropping low again, "You're tired already?"
"Ah - fuck - Bucky - yes - yes" You pant pressing your forehead to his to center yourself.
Bucky groans at the sound of your voice, hoarse and wrecked already as you cling to him. His hands drag down your back possessively, fingers digging in just hard enough that you'll feel it later when he holds you like this.
"That's it," He rasps out, breath hot against your lips, "Say my name again, just like that." He rolls his hips up against yours, slow but firm, letting you feel every ridge of him through the thin fabric between you. "Want me to take these off?"
"Yes- yes- please - yes -Bucky" You whimper rolling your hips down on him.
Bucky's breath hitches at the way you say his name like that, so needy, so desperate for him. His fingers hook into the waistband of your panties in one quick motion, yanking them down just enough to expose you before he grips your hips and pulls you flush against him again.
"Christ," He groans, "Look at you." His thumbs trace slow circles on your bare skin as he watches how easily his cock presses right where you want him most, already slick and ready for him. "Gonna take me just like this, sweetheart?"
Trembling, already feeling yourself thick and wet with slick. "Yes, yes, anything for you Sargent." You say practically begging.
Bucky growls at your words, his grip tightening on your hips as he shifts you into position, lining himself up with a slow roll of his hips. He watches every single reaction flash across your face, your trembling, the way you fall apart just from the promise of him filling you up again. "God," He rasps out roughly, "You beg so damn pretty."
Then he drags you down onto him in one smooth motion, groaning when your body swallows him whole.
You cry out a load moan, head tipping back eyes shut, "Ye-ah- oh my- fuck." You pant not caring that some poor strangers outside might hear you.
Bucky moans at the way you cry out for him, your voice raw and hoarse already and he's only just gotten started.
"Jesus, Jesus Christ," He moans softly, "Feel so goddamn good around me, sweetheart."
He grips your face, his thumb rubbing over your lip as he looks up at you through his lashes.
"Wanna see you when I take you, okay? Open your eyes for me, wanna see that."
You open your eyes bringing you face to his once more, rolling your hips down as you bounce on him bringing yourself up just high enough that he almost slips out before pushing back down with a steady pace. Eyes locked on his, moaning and whimpering uncontrollably.
Bucky bites his lip so hard he thinks he might draw blood, trying with every ounce of self control he has to not flip you over and take you on the counter in front of him, but god damn, the look you're giving him. You're looking at him with so damn much passion, so damn much need, and you're taking him so goddamn perfectly, he knows he'd do anything to keep that sight of you just like this for himself, and no one else.
He runs a hand up your back, fingers tangling in your hair before pulling your head to his. The kiss is all messy and rough and teeth and tongue, just messy and desperate and like he's dying for the taste of you.
"I'm the only goddamn person you're going to be looking at with those pretty eyes, understand?" He murmurs against your lips. "No one else gets to touch you but me."
You moan louder at his possession on you. Only ever wanting to be his, the words send a jolt through your body.
Bucky hears the way you moan, how you respond, to him telling you he's the only one who gets to touch you. He likes seeing you looking at him like that, so needy and desperate, like you're his.
"That's it," He growls out, "That's it. I like hearing you moan like that, sweet girl. Like you're mine."
"I'm yours, I'm yours." You plead between heavy panting as you move yourself up and down him. Your breath hitching whenever he thrusts back into you.
Bucky's grip tightens on your hips, rough enough to bruise, but not hard enough for you to want him to stop. He meets every one of your desperate movements with a sharp thrust of his own, his jaw clenched so tight it hurts just to keep from losing it completely at the sight of you like this.
"Say it again," He demands, voice guttural and raw, "Tell me who the hell you belong to."
"I'm yours Bucky, all of me, it's all for you." You cry out pleasure pulsing through you, it's almost dizzying.
Bucky groans deep and primal at your words, his fingers digging into your skin as he pulls you down harder onto him with every snap of his hips. His forehead presses against yours, breath ragged and hot between desperate kisses. "Damn right you are," He rasps out roughly, "Gonna make sure everyone fucking knows it." His hands slide up to grip your throat lightly, just enough pressure to make your pulse flutter under his fingertips.
"Ahhh- yes- yes- baby d- dont stop- please," You choke out nearly a sob as your vision blurs.
Bucky swallows hard against your throat at the way you're begging, your voice so desperate for him it makes his heart damn near stop. No one, no one has ever begged him for anything like this, and he'd be lying if he said it didn't do something to his ego.
"Look at you," He groans against your skin. "All desperate and begging for me, sweetheart. You like it, don't you? Like me having you like this, completely at my mercy."
"Bucky-I- I'm-" you try to finish your sentence but a pulse rushes through your core like before, and you're nearly at your breaking point.
Bucky feels it, the way your body starts to tighten around him, that telltale clench that means you're right on the goddamn edge again. His hands slide down to grip your hips harder, helping you move faster as his own thrusts turn sharper, more desperate. "I know," he growls, "I feel it. Go on, sweetheart, let go for me."
His fingers dig in just enough to leave marks, like he wants proof tomorrow of exactly who made you fall apart like this.
You bite your lip, hard. Nearing drawing blood. Your moans turned to heavy pants as you feel your body ripple, "I'm gonna- so- close" you breath before you feel it snap inside you, your body shuddering as you gush on him, harder this time, soaking the both of you.
Bucky lets out a filthy moan at the feeling of you coming apart around him, his grip tightening on your hips to keep you exactly where he wants you as he watches your face twist in pleasure. He can't help but grind up into the slick heat of you, dragging his own release right back to the surface again with how good it feels.
"Jesus Christ," he grits out between clenched teeth,"You're gonna ruin me." His hips jerk up once, twice more before he finally loses it, burying himself deep as his own orgasm crashes over him with a guttural groan.
Your forehead pressed to his, jaw slack as you watch his eyes as he releases inside you. Bucky's forehead stays pressed to yours as he comes undone, eyes locked on you like he's memorizing every second of this. His hands slide up your back, pulling you even closer as his body shudders through the aftershocks, his breath ragged against your lips. "Fuck," He mutters hoarsely, "You feel- Christ-you feel too good."
His fingers brush gently through your hair now, softer than before, almost reverent.
"I've never felt like that.." You whisper, your breathing at a more manageable pace now.
Bucky's fingers keep stroking softly through your hair, his thumb tracing gently over your jaw as he looks you over. You looked so goddamn beautiful like this, breath ragged and eyes heavy with pleasure, like you belonged right there with him. The most beautiful goddamn thing he'd ever laid eyes on. His hand moves again, brushing over the mark he'd left on your neck earlier, something dark and possessive flaring in his eyes again.
"No one else has ever made you feel like that, huh?"
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R18 MINORS DNI, Eventual smut, Rough, possessive Bucky, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk, mention of death. Abusive relationship, mention of being harmed. Abusive drunk ex. she blames herself.
CW: We're entering flirty Bucky territory here. Cheeky shit, under current of caring for each other but both are emotionally constipated. Protective Bucky.
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-Chapter Seven-
He hesitates for a moment before he follows, walking over to the couch where you're sitting and lowering himself to sit down next to you.
He's close enough that he can hear every little breath you take, feel the warmth from your leg pressed against his. You flick your gaze across the room landing on an old tv, years of dust settled across the top of it. You lean forward and grab the remote from the table in front of the couch.
"Any suggestions you say playing it off like he wasn't just pressed against your body in the kitchen. Your brain cloudy from how close he was.
Bucky lets out an amused huff as you suddenly lean forward to grab the remote, his eyes watching the way your legs move, how the damn shorts you're wearing rise up just slightly. Damn, he's struggling to focus, but he's stubborn as he'll ever be. He sits back, spreading his arm along the back of the couch, his leg brushing against yours.
"Don't care, doll. You pick." He mutters gruffly.
You flick through the channels limited options before settling on a documentary about whales.
It's already started but only a few minutes in.
Bucky keeps his eyes focused on the documentary, mostly in an attempt to avoid letting it wander back down to your legs. But he can't deny that it's damn difficult to keep his gaze fixed on the damn TV when you're sitting next to him, when your body is so goddamn close to his that he can feel the heat radiating off of you.
Every now and again, he looks over to steal a glance of you from the corner of his eye, soaking in the sight of you curled up next to him.
"Ya know, " You say softly over the low hum of the TV, "when I was a kid I wanted to be a marine biologist" You say eyes fixed to the screen as it shows scientists on a boat.
Bucky looks over to you, a slight look of surprise on his face at your confession. He can't help but smile a little at the image of you as a kid, all excited about a life at sea.
"A damn marine biologist, huh?" He lets out a low, gruff chuckle before a teasing smirk tugs at his lips. "Never would've taken you for a science nerd, doll."
"Yeah" you continue. "I was obsessed, I used to go to the beach and spend hours climbing in rock pools looking for crabs"
You let a small laugh escape you, eyes still watching the screen fondly.
"I had this book that listed all the local species and I'd sit on the sand checking it off anytime I found one" You say thinking back fondly to your childhood.
Bucky laughs along with you, watching the way your expression softens as you reminisce about your childhood. He can't help but feel oddly fascinated by the sight of you like this, all soft and vulnerable and dare he say cute.
"Damn, doll," He teases gruffly, "and here I thought you were the type to play with Barbies or something."
"Oh I had Barbies," You say eyes finally flicking to his, "but i preferred the crabs." You add with a small laugh. "Cute little things."
Bucky laughs again, his shoulders shaking softly. You're just full of surprises, huh?" He takes another quick look at you, eyes flicking down to the leg pressed against his. You look so damn adorable sitting there like this, talking about Barbies and crabs. So damn sweet.
He shifts slightly, turning to face you a little more.
"So what happened? I take it you didn't become a marine biologist after all."
Your expression flattens as your memories flood through your head. "Yeah, no.." You say with a weak smile. "Something came up."
Bucky's brows furrow slightly, noticing the dark change in your expression. Something about the way your smile fades, the haunted look in your eyes, he's seen it enough himself to know that you're remembering something.
"Something came up, huh? He murmurs softly, shifting even closer on the couch, his gaze fixed on your face like a damn hawk. He's studying your expression, trying to read whatever you're feeling.
"It's stupid, really" You say eyes moving from your lap to watch his body moving that slightest bit closer.
"I shouldn't have let myself get in that situation" You say memories still flashing through your mind.
Bucky's expression hardens slightly as he sees the look on your face as if you're scolding yourself for something that wasn't your fault.
He shifts again, his body turning to fully face you now. His eyes are locked onto yours with an intensity that wasn't there before. "Doll," he says gruffly, "sometimes life just... happens. You don't get to pick what comes next."
His voice is rough but unexpectedly gentle, like he knows all too well what it feels like to blame yourself for shit out of your control.
"But I did pick it, you say softly eyes still drawn low. "I picked him"
Bucky's jaw tightens at your words, his muscles tensing as he realizes what you're implying. His eyes narrow slightly a dark protectiveness surging through him like a damn wave.
The idea of some bastard hurting you, or of taking advantage of the sweet, soft-hearted woman in front of him makes his blood fucking boil.
"Picked who?" He growls lowly, voice dangerously rough.
"He was charming, and handsome, but he had a drinking problem." You admit eyes still not able to meet his, you flick back to the TV, shots of whales gracefully swimming through the water.
Not sure why you were telling Bucky this but you couldn't stop as you continued on. "It started slowly.. well I guess he was just better at hiding it." You admit, Bucky's gaze remains fixed on your face, watching you intently. He's listening carefully to your every word, every confession, every detail. His jaw remains taut, hands clenched into fists in his lap. He's clearly trying to keep himself under control, but the possessive rage growing inside of him is damn near undeniable. His eyes are dark and stormy as he listens to you talk, teeth grinding together.
"How long?" He manages to grit out, voice low and guttural.
"Six years" You say. "I thought I could help him, ya know?" Your fingers fiddling with the water bottle in your lap, curling your legs into your body tighter.
"The first time he hit me," You pause. "I blamed myself, for provoking him, for being in the wrong spot at the wrong time.." You trail off.
Bucky's eyes widen as he hears how goddamn long you were stuck in this situation.
Six goddamn years, six years of putting up with that bastard's bullshit. It's taking every ounce of his self-control not to storm out of this damn apartment right now and hunt him down.
His eyes darken at the mention of him hitting you, his hands clenching into tighter fists than before. His voice is barely a damn growl when he speaks again. "He hit you?"
"I got good at hiding the bruises," You say, "he was smart, only leaving marks where no one else would see, I took it, I thought he was just struggling and it was my duty to help him, so I just took it." You say, the last words coming out a whisper.
Bucky's expression darkens further, his jaw clenching so tight it's starting to ache. The image of you hiding the bruises, covering them up to avoid people seeing what that bastard did to you almost makes him see red.
"Jesus Christ, doll..." He mutters hoarsely, shaking his head. The thought of you just taking that treatment, of suffering in silence, makes his heart ache with something he can't name.
"It only ended when he snapped one night, yelling at me, throwing dishes against the cabinets, before he grabbed the bottle.." You pause hesitant to say the next part.
Bucky is almost shaking with anger now, his body tense, muscles coiled tight as a damn spring. His heart pounds in his chest at the image you've painted for him, the thought of that bastard hurting you driving him insane. He knows there's more to the story, something worse that you're withholding he can sense it.
"Then what?" He growls lowly, eyes fixated on your face.
"He uh- well. He.." You let out out a dark laugh, no humor to be found.
"He grabbed a knife" You say watching your fingers fiddling with the sticker on the water bottle, peeling the edges.
Bucky's eyes widen even further at the mention of the knife, the sheer rage coursing through him reaching a whole new level. He can't fathom the idea of that bastard hurting you with a goddamn knife, the thought of you being threatened like that, the thought of you being scared for your goddamn life t's like poison in his veins.
"Jesus Christ," he whispers, his voice rough and guttural."He held a knife to you?" He growls, his voice almost feral.
You shuffle turning your body slightly. Lifting the hem of your shirt to reveal the large scar across your skin, just under your ribs.
"He did a little more than held it" You say with a dry laugh before dropping your shirt back down.
"I spent a few months at a shelter, witness protection." You say with a nod.
Bucky is quiet for a moment, the only sound the harsh breaths he's struggling to control. He's struggling to wrap his mind around the fact that you survived something so goddamn horrifying, that you went through hell and somehow came out the other side.
The sight of that damn scar on your body is like a stab to the goddamn heart. Slowly, he lifts a hand, reaching out as if to touch it, but he stops himself, his hand dropping again. "Jesus," he murmurs, voice rough.
You think back to your time at the shelter, no phones in the rooms, sign in sheets, hiding from a man you thought loved you.
"Yeah, not my finest hour" You say with a small smile that doesn't meet your eyes.
"So this is nothing, really." You jest, your eyes going to your bandaged arm, trying to stop yourself from looking at Bucky, knowing you've just been so open and honest about your past, Still not sure why you told him, maybe it really was just from how gentle he'd been and how persistent he was about you being hurt.
Bucky pauses, his eyes falling to your bandaged arm as you try to downplay everything you just told him.
Goddamn you, trying to act so brave, so tough like you don't want his damn sympathy. It just makes his heart ache more for you.
"Bullshit," He mutters gruffly. "Just because you've been through worse doesn't make this any less bad."
You smile at him, catching the genuine concern in his voice. You try to make light of the situation, feeling a little embarrassed of the trauma dump. "So no, I didn't get to university" You say, your eyes back watching the scientists explain whale migration.
Bucky lets out a low huff at your words, your attempt to brush everything off. He doesn't laugh this time, though. His gaze lingers on you for a moment longer before he finally turns back to the TV as well.
"Doesn't matter," He grumbles gruffly, "Still could've been one if you wanted." He shifts slightly on the couch, his voice dropping lower.* "Would've looked damn cute in one of those little lab coats too.
You laugh at his comment. Fondly watching the tv, thinking about your childhood self full of hope of becoming a real scientist.
"I had one, as a kid" You say quickly. Sliding off the couch to go grab your phone from your bag. You settle back down next to him and click into a photo album titled Memories. and scroll through until your eyes land on a picture of yourself as a child. A white lab coat on standing by a rock pool with a starfish in hand beaming up at the camera.
A photo your mother had taken one afternoon. You turn your phone towards Bucky to show him.
A grin on your face. "Maybe in another life huh?"
"I mean I'm an avenger now, that's pretty cool too I say. Bucky's expression softens as he takes in the photo. God damn, you look adorable, all hopeful and full of innocence. It's all he can do to not coo at the sight of it, to not grab your cheeks and kiss your face relentlessly. He's never seen you look so goddamn sweet, and it's taking an almost superhuman amount of restraint not to react more than he already is.
He lets out a huff. "Hell of a lot more dangerous, doll."
You laugh, locking the phone and placing it on the table in front of you, you curl your legs back up under yourself and rest your head on the couch. "Yeah, I guess I just can't help myself" You say with a smile.
Bucky lets out a scoff at that, his gaze flickering over your face. He can't help but smile at your words even after everything, you're trying to keep a positive attitude. Damn, you always have an uncanny knack for bringing out the protective instinct in him, for making him want to wrap you in his arms and keep you safe.
"Damn right you can't, doll,\" *he says gruffly. \"You're like a damn magnet for trouble. "But think, if I didn't become an avenger, who would annoy the crap out of you?" You say brushing your shoulder to his with a laugh as you joke.
Bucky lets out a grunt, shaking his head at your playful jab. It's taking everything in him not to reach out and pull you into his damn lap, not to wrap his arms around your little body and hold you tight against his chest.
"I'm starting to think you do it on purpose just to piss me off, doll, he mutters gruffly.
You fake gasp. "Me?? I would never" You say with a smirk. Adjusting your position on the couch so you're facing him but still curled up against the corner of the couch.
Bucky lets out a snort, raising an eyebrow at your sarcastic response. You're damn adorable like this, all curled up on the couch with that sassy little look on your face, it's making his damn heart skip. He shifts his position as well, giving you his full attention.
"Bullshit," He deadpans. "You get a goddamn kick outta pissing me off."
"Only sometimes" You say the smirk still spread across your lips." Bucky grumbles again, shaking his head at your admission. Your damn smirk is seriously testing his self-control right now, his eyes roaming over your lips unconsciously.
Damn, he wants nothing more than to just reach out and pull that bottom lip of yours between his teeth, to hear the little gasp his action would pull from your throat.
"Only sometimes," He repeats gruffly. "Bullshit. More like all the damn time."
You laugh, your eyes watching his intently. Taking in his masculine features, the way his eyes crinkle when he smirks, his sharp jaw line, the way his eyes stay flick to my lips.
"You're fun to wind up."
Bucky lets out another grumble, shifting ever so slightly closer to you on the couch. Your laughter is damn near infectious, making his heart skip in his damn chest. Goddamn, just being this close to you makes his self-control waver, the desire to just reach out and pull your body against his like a damn vice. "You're a goddamn menace," He drawls gruffly. "You know that?"
"So I've been told" You say softly. Your eyes roaming his face, watching as he shifts the tiniest bit closer as if it was instinct.
Bucky huffs again at your response, resisting the overwhelming urge to reach up and wrap his fingers around your thighs, to pull your damn body right into his lap. The way you keep looking at his face isn't damn helping either, he doesn't think he's ever wanted anything as bad as he wants you right now, and it takes every ounce of his self-control to just keep sitting there.
"Yeah, well, you're gonna hear it again. You're a damn pain in my ass, doll." He murmurs gruffly.
"Oh please, you enjoy it just as much as I do." Unsure where your confidence came from as your heart beats so fast."
Bucky's jaw tightens as he hears your words, his body instinctively leaning in closer eyes darkening with an unmistakable hunger.
Your confidence is killing him, sending heat surging through his veins. He can practically hear your heart pounding from here and damn if it doesn't make him feel even more possessive.
"Yeah," *he admits gruffly, voice low and rough. "I do. " His gaze drops to your lips again before flicking back up to meet yours, his message loud and clear without saying another damn word.
You swallow hard, his strong body inches away, you could lean in and kiss him if you wanted.. But you hold yourself back, 'no he doesn't like me like that.' You think to yourself.
Bucky's heart's damn near about to beat out of his chest, every inch of his body screaming at him to just lean in and claim your mouth right goddamn now. But despite the undeniable need growing inside of him, the nagging voice in the back of his head is holding him back. He's trying like hell to convince himself that you don't feel the same, that he's just imagining the way your eyes keep flicking to his lips, that he's just going crazy. He's fighting a losing battle.
His fingers twitch against the couch cushion, knuckles white from how tightly he's gripping it to keep himself in place. He wants so damn badly to close the distance to press his lips to yours and finally silence all those stupid doubts racing through his head. But instead, he lets out a rough exhale and forces himself to lean back slightly.
"Goddamn," He mutters under his breath, "You're gonna be the death of me, doll." And with that, he stands abruptly, his need for space suddenly overwhelming before he does something reckless.
You watch as he moves away, eyes tracking him as he stands and starts heading towards the bathroom. "You need me to help with the shower?" You ask jokingly referring to earlier.
Bucky pauses at your words, his jaw clenching involuntarily at the thought of you in his shower.
Goddamnit, the idea is too damn tempting, he can practically picture it in his head, your soft body under the hot water, running his soapy hands along every damn inch of your skin. He lets out a low huff, trying to keep his voice steady as he gives you a quick glance over his shoulder. "You wish, doll." You chuckle as you watch the door to the bathroom close. Standing up and grabbing an old blanket from across the room before you settle back down, laying your legs across the couch, pushing your focus back the TV, brushing off the shiver that runs up your spine from what you nearly let yourself do when Bucky was so damn close.
You flick through the channels once more as the documentary ends, flicking through sports and god awful sitcoms when you hear the bathroom door open.
Bucky strolls out casually with a towel slung low across his hips, his chest bare as he rakes his hand through his damp hair.
Bucky steps out of the bathroom, skin still flushed from the hot shower, damp hair clinging to his forehead. He's not even trying to hide his goddamn body right now, letting you get a full view of every damn muscle on display.
His eyes immediately flicker toward you lounging on the couch, your legs stretched out invitingly. He smirks slightly when he sees how quickly your gaze drops down him before darting away again.
"Get bored without me?" he teases gruffly as he moves towards his bag across the room. You laugh it off, pretending like you weren't just ogling him.
"Like I'd admit it." You joke back. Flicking back through the channels to cover the fact that my eyes are tracking him move across the room when his back is turned.
Bucky grins at your smartass response, amused by your denial. His eyes flick over to you as he rifles through his bag, catching the obvious way your eyes are tracking his every damn movement. Goddamn, it takes all of his self-control not to strut over those and just let you look your fill.
He feigns obliviousness though, continuing to rifle through his bag for a clean pair of sweats. "Uh-huh," He hums. "Keep telling yourself that."
You force your eyes back to the TV finally landing on a rerun of an old game show. Bucky can't help but chuckle as he pulls on a clean pair of sweats, watching your eyes glued to the damn TV now. He's secretly thankful for a moment of reprieve from the damn tension that's been crackling nonstop between you both.
He walks over to the couch and plops down beside you with a quiet* thump, spreading his legs out to get comfortable.
"You're really gonna watch this boring ass game show?" He asks, raising an eyebrow in mock judgement. You ignore his comment as you answer the question the host of the show asked the contestant.
"It's kinda' like a pub quiz" You say not daring to look over at his shirtless body spread out on the couch.
You bring the blanket up to your chin as you fold your legs back under yourself.
Bucky huffs at your response, shifting slightly to stretch his arm along the back of the couch again. His bare chest on full display. His fingers twitch, fighting the urge to just reach out and tug that damn blanket off you just so he can see more of you.
"Yeah? And how many drinks have you had while watching it?" He teases gruffly, eyes flicking down to where you're tucked under the blanket before looking back at your face.
You gasp softly, how did he know that, you even left the bottle on the counter so he wouldn't give you shit about it.
"How did yo-" You say quickly.
Bucky lets out a scoff at your quick defense, a smirk playing on his damn lips. Goddamn, the way you stammer almost confirms every one of his suspicions, and he can't keep the smug expression off his face now.
"You seriously think I wouldn't hear you sneaking a few sips from inside the bathroom, the one that's right across from the counter? He drawls gruffly, raising a damn eyebrow at you.
"Your cheeks are flushed, doll."
You're eyes widen slightly before you laugh. Thankful that he thinks the flush on your face is from the gulps you snuck of whisky and not from watching him exit the bathroom.
Bucky grins slyly at your reaction, shaking his head slightly. You're so damn endearing with your flushed cheeks and nervous laughter. It only makes the possessive desire inside of him grow stronger as he looks at you tucked in that blanket, your legs curled under you. You're just too damn cute right now, and it's taking all his restraint to keep himself from pouncing on you right now.
"Care to admit how much you've had then, doll?" He asks gruffly.
"Or you gonna keep bullshitting me?"
You sigh, with mock exasperation. "Not enough." You augh as you finally let your eyes meet his again.
Bucky lets out a deep, throaty chuckle at your words, his chest vibrating slightly with the sound. The way you're looking up at him now, eyes locked with his again despite how flustered he knows you are... damn, it's making it impossible for him to hold back any longer.
Slowly, his smirk deepens into something far more dangerous as he leans in just slightly closer.
"Then maybe I should fix that," He murmurs gruffly, "Help loosen you up a little." Your eyes widen, an even harder blush spreading across your cheeks. You're silent, and a shiver shoots up my spine.
Before he can lean any closer he stands back up and walks to the counter bringing the bottle of whisky back with him before plopping back down and taking a swig himself.
Bucky watches you closely as he takes a long sip from the bottle, savoring the burn of the whiskey as it slides down his throat. Your silence, your flustered reaction is goddamn music to his ears, and he can't resist teasing you further. "Relax, doll," He drawls gruffly, "It was just a joke." He hands you the bottle with a smirk before leaning back against the couch again. Though his eyes linger on your lips longer than necessary.
You shake your head with a shy laugh as you lower the blanket so it's spread across your lap, my arm reaching for the bottle. Your fingers brushing his as I pull the bottle towards my self. "Jesus, Bucky" You finally say, voice still laced with a smile before taking a sip.
The feeling of your fingers brushing against his is almost enough to damn well push him over the edge. The urge to grab your hand and pull you into his lap is so damn strong, but he manages to keep himself in place just barely.
He huffs again at your words, his voice going gruff again as his jaw clenches slightly, the whiskey only amplifying the heat in his gaze.*
"Hey, it's not my fault you're so damn cute when you're flustered"
"Don't say things you don't mean" You laugh bringing the bottle to your lips once more, head tilting at the burn of the liquor hitting your throat once more before extending the bottle back over to him.
Bucky's eyes darken slightly at your challenge, watching the way you tilt your head back as you take another sip, your throat working with every swallow. The whiskey is doing nothing to dull his damn hunger for you right now, only making it worse.
"I don't say shit I don't mean," He growls lowly as he takes the bottle from you again, fingers lingering on yours a second longer than necessary. "You know that."
You sit up a little straighter, fingers brushing some loose stands of hair back behind your ear with a smirk. "Yeah yeah whatever" You say eyes on the blanket across your lap.
Bucky's gaze follows the movement of your fingers as you tuck your hair behind your ear, the way you're holding the blanket in your lap isn't damn helping either, only stirring his possessive need more. He raises an eyebrow at your dismissive response, the whiskey making his own control more difficult to maintain.
He lets out a low scoff at your words before he leans in slightly, his voice dropping to something deep and gruff.
"You really don't believe me, huh?
You eyes shoot to his, watching his expression, waiting to see the disingenuous gleam in his eye but don' see it, you just see him watching you like a puzzle he can't quite figure out.
Bucky doesn't look away from you. His expression unwavering, his blue eyes locked on yours with an intensity that makes your damn heart skip. He can see the moment you realize he's dead serious, and the corner of his mouth ticks up just slightly.
"Yeah," He murmurs gruffly, "That's what I thought." He doesn't elaborate, just lets the weight of his words hang in the air between you both.
Your brows furrow in slight confusion before he hands the bottle back to you. You take it, eyes fixed on the TV screen the voices fading to a low hum of background noise as your mind races.
Bucky notices how your focus drifts away to the TV, a smirk playing on his lips as he watches you intently. He can damn well see the wheels turning in your head, that little brain of yours working overtime to process his words. He shifts in his seat, spreading out a bit more, the smirk still on his face as he watches you out of the corner of his eye, letting you stew on his comment.
You let the silence between you remain, but its not awkward or uncomfortable. You're still thinking about what he said and take a sip of the bottle before answering another question from the TV trying to focus on anything but him.
Bucky watches you carefully, noticing every micro-expression on your face, every shift in your body language, every nervous tell that betrays how rattled you are. He knows you're trying desperately to make sense of what he said, and the more you try to distract yourself, the more his smirk grows.
Without warning, he suddenly reaches out and yanks the bottle from your hands, bringing it up to his lips instead. A deep, gruff chuckle rumbles in his chest as he swallows a big mouthful, his eyes never leaving your face. You had meant to pass the bottle back but you guess you were so focused on your own thoughts. Your eyes watch his hand reach for the bottle and loosen your grip for him to take it before finally meeting his eyes. "I didn't think you could even get drunk."
Bucky lets out a huff at your words, a sly, crooked grin on his face. The way you're watching him so intently, it's just feeding the need inside him.
"What, you think being superpowered makes me immune to alcohol?" He asks gruffly, taking another long sip of the whiskey before holding it just out of your reach.
"Don't be naive, doll."
"But- you're a super soldier" You say, eyes clearly radiating your confusion.
Bucky laughs aloud at your innocent naivety, he almost feels a little bad for being even more direct with you like this, but damn, you're so goddamn cute when you're all flustered. He can't help but tease you.
"I still have a liver, sweetheart," He drawls gruffly, lifting the bottle to his lips again to take another huge gulp. "Even super soldiers can get a little drunk." You open your mouth to protest but shut it quickly.
Bucky lets out a deep, throaty chuckle at your flustered reaction, shaking his head slightly as he lowers the bottle from his lips.
The way you just opened your mouth about to argue with him but then thought better of it makes something possessive inside him twitch even more.
"Goddamn, doll," He murmurs gruffly, "You're adorable when you don't know what to say." His smirk is smug as hell as he takes another sip, watching you intently over the rim of the bottle.
You know he's getting a kick out of teasing you, just like you do when you wind him up. You remind myself he's only doing this to get a reaction out of you. You take the bottle from him, your heart rate slowing back down at my realization.
From what you know about him, he was quite the ladies man back in the 40s and you're slowly starting to see how he did it.
Bucky watches you with a smirk, knowing damn well he's got you flustered as hell, he can practically read your thoughts. The way you're trying to calm yourself down, trying to act like you're not affected by him... goddamn, the way you're responding to his teasing is just driving him crazy. It's taking all of his willpower to just not reach over and pull you into his damn lap right now.
He lets out another low huff as you take the bottle from him, his eyes never leaving yours. He shifts slightly, his body subconsciously moving closer to you. He leans back against the couch, his body relaxing slightly as he props his arm along the back of it, eyes still locked on you.
That goddamn blanket is still spread out across your lap, and it's driving him insane, a clear reminder of how easy it would be to slide his hand underneath it, to let his fingers graze against your skin. He can almost picture your shiver response, the soft gasp that would leave your lips...
You take a larger than usual swig from the bottle. Forcing yourself to squish your growing feelings for him down.
Bucky can't help but raise an eyebrow as you take another huge sip of whiskey, the way the pale skin of your throat works as you swallow making him swallow almost reflexively. You look so goddamn tempting right now, all flustered and flushed, whiskey on your lips, that damn blanket spread across your lap, your body so close to his he's fighting a losing battle, and he knows it.
He clears his throat gruffly, trying to keep his voice under control as he speaks. "Slow down, doll. You're gonna make yourself sick."
You move the bottle back down to rest on your leg through the blanket. Feeling the buzz slowly creep through your bloodstream.
You know he's right but you'd never admit it. Your tongue darts out to lick across your bottom lip as you hand the bottle back over to him.
Bucky's eyes immediately fixate on the movement of your tongue across your bottom lip, his gaze glued to your mouth as a shiver runs through him instinctively. Goddamn, he's dying to lean forward, to kiss that bottom lip himself, to taste that damn whiskey on your mouth... he can't let himself get carried away like this, but goddamn it's so damn hard with you right here, so close to him.
He tears his eyes away after a moment, taking the bottle from you and taking a long drink himself. Bucky exhales roughly, the burn of the whiskey doing nothing to cool the fire in his veins. His grip tightens around the bottle as he leans back against the couch again, forcing himself to look at anything but you, the goddamn TV, his metal hand flexing at his side, anywhere that isn't your flushed lips or your thighs under that blanket. "Christ," He mutters under his breath, "This was a bad idea."
You shoot your eyes to his. "What was a bad idea?" You say softly.
Bucky exhales sharply through his nose, his jaw tightening as he forces himself not to look at you, not to meet your eyes right now. Because if he does, he's going to lose every ounce of restraint left in him.
"Being stuck in this damn safehouse with you," He grunts out gruffly. "Like this." His knuckles are white around the bottle again, like it's the only thing keeping him from grabbing you instead.
"What did I do now?!" You say, a frown moving across your face, lips parted softly watching his face for any sign of disdain.
Bucky's eyes flick to your face again against his better judgement, and damn if he doesn't almost let out a growl at that frown.
The last thing he wants is for you to think he's pissed at you or something. His expression softens slightly, but he still looks like he's struggling.
"Nothing, doll. Just... goddamn it, you don't make it easy." He murmurs gruffly, tearing his eyes away from you and taking another drink.
"Bucky- what are you talking about" You say adjusting yourself to face him further, moving subconsciously closer to him, your knee nearly grazing his as he's spread out across the couch.
Bucky lets out a sharp exhale as your knee nearly brushes against his, his body going completely still at the proximity. His fingers clench tighter around the damn bottle like he's either trying to strangle it or keep himself from grabbing you instead.
"You're really gonna make me say it?" He growls lowly, finally turning his head to look at you again, his eyes dark with something unspoken.
"Say what?" You say, a pang of worry hits your chest between the way your heart is fluttering.
A muscle jumps in Bucky's jaw as he clenches it again trying his damn hardest to keep his feelings in check. But the way you're looking at him so innocently, so damn unaware of the effect you're having on him... Christ, it's making it impossible for him to keep his true feelings to himself.
"That you make me goddamn crazy, doll." He mutters gruffly, his eyes dropping to your lap again as you shift closer to him.
"Wha- I thought we were having a good time for once." A small laugh escapes your lips as you think about what you could have possibly done to irritate him this time.
Bucky huffs again, shaking his head slightly at your reaction. The sound of your laugh is like music to his ears, but in this moment it just makes him more damn frustrated. You're so goddamn oblivious to what you're doing to him, to how desperate he is for you.
"You really don't know, do you?" He grumbles gruffly, finally shifting closer to you, the distance between you closing even further.
"know what..?" You say eyes still focused on his face like he's a secret code you can't crack.
Bucky lets out a frustrated sigh, like you're driving him up the damn wall, and maybe you are. The way you're looking at him so cluelessly, like he's some puzzle to solve, when all he wants is for you to figure out just how goddamn much he needs you... it's making his restraint shatter piece by piece.
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R18 MINORS DNI, Eventual smut, Rough, possessive Bucky, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk, mention of death
CW: We're entering flirty Bucky territory here. Cheeky shit, under current of caring for each other but both are emotionally constipated. Protective Bucky.
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-Chapter Six-
Bucky's smirk returns, his expression a mix of surprise and amusement as you finally cave and agree to his assistance. He follows you to the bathroom, his footsteps heavy behind you.
"You're damn bossy, you know that, doll?” He mutters gruffly as he enters the bathroom after you. Despite the teasing in his tone, there's a glint of anticipation in his eyes. "Fine, eyes shut. Now take off the damn shirt." He leans against the wall, crossing his massive arms across his chest as he waits.
You watch him looking at you “Well close them!” You say turning away from him as you go to lift your shirt carefully off your body, struggling a little to not move your wounded arm.
Bucky lets out an amused snort as your shirt hits the floor, his gaze glued to the line of your back as you carefully work around your injury. He can't help the way his eyes travel over your bare skin, the sight making his mouth water. His jaw clenches involuntarily as he struggles to maintain a modicum of control, his voice coming out rougher than intended.
"Jesus Christ, doll." He mumbles. Get in the damn shower. It's gonna take us all night if you keep movin' like that.
"My eyes shoot over my shoulder to see his eyes still open. “Bucky! You say with your hands covering your bra trying to keep whatever modesty you can. Bucky's gaze flicks to your face, taking in your exasperated expression with a cocky smirk. His eyes drag down to your hands covering your chest and he has to swallow hard against the sudden impulse to walk over there and move your damn hands. Instead, he just gives a low snort at your reproachful tone. “I was appreciating the view, doll. Ain't like I've never seen a bra before.”
You scoff, head tilting to the side, hand still across your chest. “Well you haven't seen mine and I would have liked to keep it that way” you say before twirling your finger for him to turn around. “ At least turn around then, Jesus Bucky, not all of us are exhibitionists.”
Bucky rolls his eyes, letting out a low snort of impatience. But despite the irritation in his eyes, he does as you ask, slowly turning around to face away from you. He can't help but grumble as he stands there with his back to you, his arms crossing over his chest. “Happy now, doll? Damn, I'm tryin' to help you and all I get is the third degree.” “Yeah well if you want to help, you'll keep your eyes to yourself“ you say turning your back to him once more as you reach your good arm down to shimmy out of the waist band of your track pants." A growl of frustration leaves Bucky's lips as he hears you turn away again, his eyes clenching shut. His hands clench into fists at his sides, the effort it takes not to turn around nearly killing him.
He can't help but feel some satisfaction, though, when the sound of your pants falling to the floor reaches his ears. His voice comes out low and gruff as he forces himself to keep his attention focused on the wall in front of him. “I can't even see anything, doll, quit bitching.”
You check over your shoulder to watch that he's still facing away as you move my hand to unclasp your bra. You freeze for a second standing there in the small room with just your panties left. Bucky's muscles are tense as he stands there with his back to you, his jaw visibly clenching as he struggles to keep his damn eyes off your half-naked body. Your reactions and the thought of you standing there in just that combined with his overactive imagination are damn near causing him physical pain at this point. But somehow, he manages to keep his eyes glued to the wall, his voice coming out gruff and hoarse when he finally speaks again.
"Jesus Christ, doll. You just about done?”
"Yeah yeah I'm working on it.” You say as you wiggle your panties down and quickly step into the shower pulling the curtain behind you.
Bucky exhales a long, slow breath as the shower curtain finally closes behind you. His hands clench again, his muscles tensing as he fights back the urge to turn around and yank that damn curtain open. He forces himself to keep staring at the wall in front of him, his mind racing with images of your naked body hidden only by that thin barrier of fabric.
"Took you long enough,” he grumbles gruffly under his breath. "You can turn around now” You say, opening the curtain just enough so he can hold the shower head at the right height.
A sigh of relief escapes Bucky's lips as you finally give him the all-clear, his shoulders sagging slightly as he turns around. His eyes land on your face at first but they quickly dip lower. They roam hungrily over every inch of bare skin he can see from this angle, drinking in every inch of your body with a dark, possessive gaze. "Jesus, doll,” he mutters again, the sight almost too much for him.
He takes a step closer, holding the shower head up where you've gestured.
“Eyes closed!” You say stepping further out of sight, letting the shower curtain protect your dignity as much as it can.
Bucky's brows furrow at your insistence, his hand tightening reflexively around the shower head. He lets out a frustrated grumble, but he can't argue with you. With an exaggerated roll of his eyes, he reluctantly shuts them again.
Damn it, it's a good thing has pockets, that he shoves his free hand into otherwise he'd be sorely tempted to yank that curtain right back open.
"Happy now, doll?” He growls gruffly. The sound is all too close to annoyance, but there's a hint of teasing beneath it. "Jesus Bucky, If I didn't know any better I'd say you're enjoying this. You say as you lather your body up, lathering soap into your hair with your good arm, keeping your wound out of the spray.
Bucky's jaw clenches again, your words hitting too damn close to home. He is enjoying this maybe a little too much. The sight of your body, the sound of your voice, it's all driving him crazy. But he's not about to admit it, of course.
He just snorts instead, his eyes still dutifully clenched shut as he responds. “What, staring at a damn wall? Yeah, doll, it's a blast." You step closer to the water letting it rinse off your body, brushing your fingers through your hair to rinse the soap. Mentality admitting to yourself that this would have been a hell of a lot harder if he wasn't holding the shower head low enough you could control where the water hit your body.
Bucky's eyes remain firmly shut as you step closer, every fiber of his being focused on keeping his gaze locked away from you. The sight of your body, all sudsy and wet, just out of reach is driving him damn near to madness.
It's taking every ounce of self-control he possesses to keep his damn eyes shut, his fingers clenching around the shower head in frustration. He clears his throat before speaking again, his voice low and rough. “You done yet, doll?”
"Yeah I'm done.” You say squeezing the excess water from your hair.
You flick the water off, your hand reaching out to grab the towel hanging up just outside the curtain.
Bucky lets out a low sigh of relief at your words, his body relaxing ever so slightly. It's almost over. no more standing here with his hands so close you trying to keep himself in line. Thank Christ for small mercies, he thinks as he stands there with the shower head, waiting impatiently.
"Finally,” he mutters under his breath. His gaze flicks down to your hand reaching for the towel, and he tenses again involuntarily.
You quickly wrap the towel around yourself, it's small so even with it covering your body you feel exposed. You take the shower head from his hand and click it back into its spot on the wall.
Before pushing the shower curtain across the rail and stepping out droplets still rolling down your skin. Bucky's gaze immediately flicks down when you step out of the shower, his eyes lingering on every droplet that rolls down your exposed skin.
He swallows hard as he takes in the way the towel clings to your curves, just barely covering what it needs to, and his jaw tightens involuntarily. His expression darkens with hunger as he forces himself to finally look away, clearing his throat gruffly.
“You good now, doll?” He grumbles, trying and failing to keep the rough edge from his voice.
"Much better” You say with a small smile. “Thanks” you say almost begrudgingly.
Bucky lets out a low huff, his eyes flickering back to yours with an unreadable expression. His gaze lingers for just a second too long before he finally tears it away again, clearing his throat roughly.
"Yeah, well," he mutters gruffly, "Don't get used to it.” With that, he turns on his heel and stalks out of the bathroom leaving you standing there in your damp towel and leaving behind only the faintest trace of warmth where he'd been standing. You let out a small sigh once he leaves the room. Turning to the mirror laced with steam, you catch a glimpse of yourself. The towel really isn't doing you any favors in covering your body. You huff as you turn to the door.
You walk out across the room, holding the towel closer across your chest like it's your saving grace as you reach your bag on the floor. You bend your knees slightly not wanting to bend your waist in the short towel and unzip the large pocket of your bag reaching for a clean change of clothes. The night before you packed in a rush, throwing in an oversized shirt that slumped down your shoulders, the neck wide and stretched so you can see clearly see your collar bones, a pair of comfy sleep shorts - white with little dogs on them and a cotton bralette and extra underwear.
You grab your clothes with your good arm, grip moving from the top of your towel to bundle the clothes into your arm before padding back into the bathroom, eyes fixed anywhere but Bucky as he stands outside in the hallway, just outside the bathroom.
He's leaning against the wall with arms crossed, head tilted back against the wall. His eyes are half-lidded as he stands there, trying to clear his head. But no matter how hard he tries, he can't get the image of your body out of his damn mind, the way the towel hugged every curve, the droplets of water still running down your skin... He's so goddamn distracted that he doesn't even notice you going back into the bathroom.
He's snapped out of his thoughts by the sound of footsteps, his eyes suddenly widening as he realizes you're standing in front of him with that damn short towel wrapped around you. Dammit, he can still damn near see every curve.
He quickly averts his gaze, grumbling under his breath. “Jesus Christ, doll.
Do you even realize how short that goddamn towel is?" His voice comes out gruff and strained. Bucky's eyes rove over your skin again for a moment before he catches himself, forcing himself to look away with a curse.
God damn. He's never seen you wearing something like this before, it's driving him absolutely wild. He's all too aware of the fact that there's just a few small pieces of fabric separating his hands from your curves right now, and it's taking every ounce of his self-control not to just rip off that goddamn towel.
You quickly slink the fabric over your body and walk back out running the towel through your hair. He scoffs gruffly as he forces his eyes up to meet yours. "You call those clothes?"
“What? Their comfy, covered more than that damn towel did.” You say darting back in to hang the towel up back on the hook.
Bucky lets out a low scoff at your reply, rolling his eyes with an impatient huff. He's starting to get frustrated, not with you, but with his own self. With the fact that here you are, standing in front of him looking all soft and sweet, wearing the damn near most tantalizing thing he's ever seen, and he's got no choice but to just stand here like a damn idiot with his hands in his pockets.
"Yeah, barely." He grumbles under his breath.
"What, you don't like dogs?” You say with a small laugh, as your arm gestures to your sleep shorts as you walk past him into the kitchen to check the fridge.
Bucky lets out a huff as his eyes fall back to your bare legs again, his gaze glued to where the shorts end mid-thigh. He swallows hard, an image of what's hidden beneath flashing behind his eyelids. Dammit. He has to fight the sudden impulse to just grab your hips and tug you backwards into his chest.
“They're cute" He grunts lowly, pushing off the wall to follow you into the kitchen.
"That's what I thought” You laugh as you continue the search for food. Bucky leans up against the counter, just watching as you poke and prod through the fridge. Damn, he is trying SO hard not to stare at your damn legs again. He can't help it though, that short little strip of fabric is doing things to him that are NOT fair right now. He lets out a low grumble as he tries to distract himself, gritting out Gruffly. "What the hell are you looking for in there, anyway?
"Something edible” You say as your hand stops on some microwave dinner Mac n Cheese. To be fair at least there is food in the safe houses, but it's all stuff that can keep for far longer than should be possible. You frown at the microwave dinner in your hand as you close the fridge with your good shoulder.
“I guess this counts” You say as you slide the packaging off. Bucky's brow furrows in mild disgust as he watches you pull out the sad excuse for mac and cheese from the fridge.
He can't help but snort at your reluctant acceptance of it, his lips twitching slightly. "Guess we're eating like goddamn kings tonight,” he deadpans sarcastically before nodding towards your food with a raised eyebrow.
"Need me to show you how to work that microwave now?” You scoff a laugh, your head shaking as you smile back down.
“Show off” You quip as you place it into the microwave and click the buttons on. Listening to it as it spins, the microwave hum the only sound in the room.
You reach for the drawer with the cutlery, remembering from your rummage earlier and pull out two forks. Bucky lets out a low, gruff laugh, eyes following your every movement as you work.
There's something oddly domestic about the whole scene, you in your little sleep shorts, poking around in the kitchen and microwaving a TV dinner while he stands there and watches.
He's just so damn aware of your little body moving in those stupid short shorts and it's taking all of his self-control not to grab your hips and just bend you over that damn table. You catch him watching as you glance up waiting for the microwave to beep.
"I'm assuming you'll be indulging with me?” you say sliding a fork his way. Bucky lets out a low, gruff hum, his eyes still lingering on your body for a moment before he forces himself to look at your face and then at the fork you're shuffling over expectantly.
He takes the fork, shifting closer to the counter next to you with a grumble. “Yeah, yeah, whatever. Can't let you suffer through this crap alone."
“How chivalrous” you scoff a laugh, turning to the microwave again just as it beeps. You open the door, steam bellowing out, before placing it on the counter between you, gently lifting the plastic from the top, steam rushes out as it's peeled back fully. You place your thumb in your mouth soothing the steam burn. “Fuck, that's hot” You say sucking on the soft skin of your thumb to soothe.
Bucky snorts, looking from the microwave down to your injured thumb. The sight of your thumb in your mouth does... things to him. It's a stupidly innocent gesture, but god damn it, it sets off all kinds of thoughts in his head.
"Yeah, cause boiling hot food usually is," He grumbles with an eye roll. Without thinking, he suddenly reaches out, his fingers wrapping around your wrist as he inspects your injury. His touch is shockingly gentle.
You laugh, “Bucky I'm fine! I'm not THAT breakable” You say as he takes your wrist and inspects your hand.
Bucky's eyes flick up at your laugh, his fingers still wrapped firmly around your wrist. There's something in his gaze, something that wasn't there before. His grip tightens just the slightest bit as he leans in closer. "Didn't say you were breakable,” he murmurs gruffly, His thumb brushes over the reddened skin of your thumb with surprising gentleness before he finally lets go, almost reluctantly, and steps back again.
You watch him as he tends to you, his body softening as he sees there's no real damage done. “Keep that up and I'll start thinking you're getting soft on me” You say before digging your fork into the sad meal between you, raising the food to you lips to blow on it gently.
Bucky scoffs, his gruff demeanor immediately snapping back into place and his sharp eyes flicking back to the food rather than your skin.
“Shut your mouth, doll” he grumbles gruffly, grabbing his own fork "You know damn well I'm the furthest thing from soft.” As he digs his fork in, his eyes flicker up to you again, just in time to see you blowing on your food and bringing the fork up to your lips.
Something about the sight is almost unbearably cute to him. Your eyes narrow as you take a bite.
“Oh yeah this is definitely in its own food group” You smile as you load the fork up again. “Nice and rubbery” You say before turning back to the fridge to grab two small water bottles from the inside of the door, turning back to place one in front of Bucky. as you lean back against the counter with my elbows propping you up.
Bucky lets out another snort of disgust, shaking his head at the food in front of the two of you.
"God, you're not making this crap sound any more appetizing, sweetheart.” He grumbles gruffly, raising the water bottle to his lips before he glances over at you.
His eyes immediately roam over your body, taking in the way you're leaning against the counter. His eyes drops to your legs, gaze locked on to the bare, exposed skin of your thighs. His jaw clenches momentarily.
"Better than nothing” You shrug reaching for my water and twisting the cap before taking a sip. You say with a smile looking over to him. Bucky's lips twitch at your remark, his eyes flickering back up to your face. He's trying and failing to hide the fact that he keeps staring at you like this. The way you're leaning against the counter in those damn short shorts is driving him crazy.
"Yeah," He mutters gruffly, "just." His gaze drops again lower this time, skimming over every inch of bare skin before meeting yours again. You pretend you don't see his gaze raking over my body, as you take another bite, you chew softly and swallow before saying “Cmon, surely it's not worse than army rations”
He lets out a low, gruff chuckle, eyes still lingering on your goddamn legs again. Damn it, he can't stop staring, he's addicted. He forces himself to look back at the food in front of him, reluctantly picking at a piece as he replies in a low grumble.
"Actually the army rations are the only thing worse than this crap.” He remarks with a sigh, taking an unenthusiastic bite.
You pause. “Did you like being a soldier?” You say softly. “Ya know, before.. everything?"
Bucky freezes at your words, his fork hovering mid-air for a second before he lowers it slowly. His expression darkens, brows pulling together as he chews on the question and the memories it drags up. "Yeah," He finally admits gruffly. "Didn't have a damn choice by the end of it, but... yeah.” His gaze flicks to yours for just a moment raw and open in a way you rarely see from him, before he shuts down again with another bite of food.
You watch him softly, looking at him as your mind pictures him in his uniform, innocent to what was going to happen to him.
Bucky forces himself to keep chewing, fighting off the rush of memories that the question brought back. He can feel your eyes on him, your gaze full of questions left unsaid. Hell, he can damn near hear the gears churning in your head as you picture him in that damn uniform.
"You gonna ask anything else, doll?” He mutters gruffly, eyes flicking up to meet yours, almost as if trying to see what you're imagining.
“I bet you were a good soldier.” You let out, “I mean to be a Sargent.” You say quickly.
Bucky lets out a quiet scoff, shaking his head slightly though there's something in his eyes that almost looks like he appreciates your words.
"Yeah, well," He mutters gruffly, “good enough to get my ass stuck in a damn HYDRA facility for seventy years." His tone is rough, but not as bitter as it could be.
Maybe you're growing on him after all.
You nod, eyes flicking back to the microwave dinner in front of you. “You didn't deserve that.” You say not moving your gaze. Bucky lets out another low huff, his shoulders tensing instinctively at your words. He knows you're right.
“Damn right he didn't deserve any of that, but he also doesn't really want to talk about it. Memories are starting to flood back to him, memories that he's been trying desperately to forget.
"Yeah, well," he mumbles stubbornly, "life's not exactly fair, doll. It is what it is..”
You finish the meal in silence, taking turns loading our forks. It's not much but there's a silent agreement to eat half each.
You bring your hand up to rest your chin on it, still leaning on the counter. Fiddling with the cap of my water between my fingers of my other hand. Bucky eats quietly as well, eyes flicking back to you every so often as you lean against the counter. He notices the way you're fidgeting, his eyes falling to your hand fiddling with the cap. He almost laughs. Damn, why does such a minute action look so cute when you do it?
"You always this damn antsy, or just when you're eating crap food?" He grunts casually, the faintest hint of a smirk playing on the corner of his lips as he sets his fork down, done.
His voice snaps you out of my thoughts, “Huh? Oh.. I just zoned out I guess.” You say placing the cap back on the counter.
Bucky's smirk deepens at seeing your surprised reaction, finding you oddly damn adorable for someone he has a tendency to want to strangle.
At your words, his expression softens slightly and he chuckles softly. "Yeah, you tend to do that," He drawls out teasingly, gaze flicking down to your fingers back to the water cap for a second. "Always too damn lost in that pretty little head of yours.”
You laugh, hand coming to your chest in mock affection. “You think I'm pretty?” You say jokingly, before grabbing the forks that were resting against the rim of the plastic tray, tossing them into the sink and putting the tray in the bin.
Bucky snorts, rolling his eyes at your tease. Damn, you're insufferable, but also stupidly damn cute. He leans against the counter as he watches you clean up, his own lips twitching into an amused smirk as he sees you drop the forks. "Smart ass,"
He mutters gruffly. "You know damn well you're pretty."
He pauses, his eyes roaming over you again. "Too goddamn pretty." He murmurs bluntly.
You stand up straighter turning your body to his, eyes flicking over his face searching for any disingenuousness.
Bucky's expression remains almost scarily impassive, except for the hint of mischief in his eyes as he holds your gaze. Damn, you're close enough that he can see every little freckle on your face and he can't stop himself from noticing how damn good you smell, how goddamn soft-looking you are. How easy it would be to just reach out and touch you. Just reach out and grab you right now and..
"What, doll? You think I'm lying?" He croons gruffly. You turn back to the sink to hide a blush creeping up your face.
You flick the tap on and wash the two forks you dropped in moments ago. “I just didn't expect that” You admitted, your back to him. Bucky lets out another low scoff, his expression softening just the slightest bit more as he sees your cheeks flush.
He's getting more and more damn amused with you the more you react to his words. With a low hum, he pushes off the counter and strides over to you, coming to stand right behind you. "Doll..." He murmurs, his tone lower, rougher, as he leans in dangerously close. "...you're the prettiest damn thing I've ever seen.”
Your breath hitches before you place the forks in the drying rack as you turn to him, wiping your hands on the towel folded neatly on the counter.
“I cook you a microwave dinner and you're putty in my hands” You say half a question half a tease.
Bucky lets out a huff as you turn around, his gaze immediately roving over your body, over your waist, your curves, your damn legs. He lets out a gruff chuckle, taking another step forward to crowd you slightly. That familiar, cocky smirk is back in place as he lifts an eyebrow.
"Yeah, sure doll. The damn dinner had everything to do with it," He drawls, leaning in even closer. His nose is almost brushing yours now, his voice dropping to a low grumble.
"You could feed me goddamn dirt and I'd still think you're beautiful.”
Your breathing catches in your throat at the sudden proximity.
“That all it takes?” You tease trying to fight the flush up your neck from spreading. “The slightest sign of a domestication?"
Bucky lets out another low chuckle one that sounds just a little too dark, a little too knowing. His eyes remain locked on yours as he takes one last step forward, his chest nearly pressing into you now. He brings his hand up and brushes a lock of your hair back behind your ear.
"Yeah, doll," He murmurs gruffly. "Turns out I've got a real goddamn weakness for pretty girls in their sleep shorts." His lips quirk into the barest hint of a smirk before he suddenly steps back again with another huff and turns to walk away, leaving you standing there breathless and wanting more.
It takes me a moment before your legs respond, standing there with your heart beating fast. You shake your head and grab the water from the counter walking over to the couch before you plop down pulling your legs under you as you curl into the corner of the couch.
Bucky can't help the slight smirk that tugs at the corner of his lips as he notices just how flustered he's managed to make you, again.
Watching you come back to yourself, he watches your every move like a damn hawk as you sit down, the water bottle cradled in your lap.
Chapter Word Count: 2922 (Guys I got the hang of it, my chapters wont have to be itty bitty from now on.)
R18 MINORS DNI, Eventual smut, Rough, possessive Bucky, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk, mention of death
Going to start these here as it's only going to get worse and will update as I go through and proof read each chapter to make sure im tagging it correctly
CW: We're entering flirty Bucky territory here. Cheeky shit, under current of caring for each other but both are emotionally constipated .
Let me know if I miss any warnings as I go, PLEASE I am fighting for my life.
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-Chapter Five -
After a beat, Bucky lets out an irritated sigh and leans forward slightly to rest his forearms on his knees. His eyes flicker up to yours for just a second before looking away again.
"Don't drink too much,” he mutters gruffly, “Still gotta change that bandage later.”
"Yeah yeah,” you say eyes still watching the liquid swish around inside the clear bottle.
“Ya know, if you weren't such a grumpy bastard I'd say this would be kinda nice.” Bucky snorts at that, rolling his eyes at your comment. He takes another swig from his own bottle before glancing sideling at you. There's the ghost of a smirk on his face as he mutters out a reply. "If you weren't so damn stubborn and hardheaded, this would be much more peaceful."
"Learnt from the best I guess” You say with a smirk as you bring the bottle to your lips once more, eyes still settled in your lap. Bucky lets out a scoff at your reply, the corners of his mouth twitching as he fights against the smirk that threatens to form. "Real funny," he mutters, eyes flickering over to you again briefly.
"God forbid anyone try to take care of your sorry ass for once.” You throw your head back with a laugh, body warming from the liquor.
“You're never going to let me live this one down are you?” You say, eyes flicking to him . Bucky leans back on the couch, one arm draped over the back of it as he finally meets your gaze properly.
There's something almost.. relaxed in his posture now, despite his usual gruffness.
"Nope," he says bluntly, popping the 'p' just to annoy you. "This is gonna haunt you forever."
A beat passes before a smirk curls at his lips just enough for you to catch it in the dim light. "Serves you right."
"Any one ever told you you're an insufferable old man? you say, another small laugh leaving your lips. Bucky snorts at your words, his gaze locked onto your face. He can see the way his taunting is finally loosening you up, the usual sass and fire in your eyes making his heart skip a beat.
"Old? You calling me old, doll?” He mock retorts with a raised eyebrow, his tone just daring you to keep pushing.
"What are you now, like 105?” You ask taking another sip, twisting your position on the counter to face your body towards the couch.
Bucky's eyes narrow playfully as you twist toward him, his smirk deepening into something more wicked.
"106, actually," he quips back dryly, "But who's counting?" He takes another swig from his own bottle, watching you over the rim with those piercing blue eyes. Your gaze softens, a smile spread across my face.
“Well hey, if you ever need tech support, I'm your girl" you say teasingly
Bucky rolls his eyes dramatically, but there's no real bite behind it. He leans back further into the couch, fingers tapping idly against the bottle in his hand.
"Oh yeah? You gonna teach me how to use a microwave next?" He fires back with a smirk of his own. "Real generous of you, doll.”
"You don't know how to use a microwave??" you say with mock horror. “It's worse than I thought..” You say with a laugh. “I was thinking more like WIFI, and dating apps, but a microwave? Damn Barnes.” you laugh, your fingers playing with the neck of the bottle.
Bucky lets out a scoff as you poke fun at him, rolling his eyes but the corners of his mouth twitching up in faint amusement.
"I'll have you know, I'm very technologically literate,” he retorts, feigning indignation. "I can work a TV remote and everything."
"Oh yeah? Well good for you! Maybe you aren't such a lost cause” you laugh. , Eyes watching him with your eyebrows furrowed slightly.
“TV huh? And what does the James Bucky Barnes watch? I'm imagining like John wick, news reports..” You say with a smirk before taking a long swig, the bottle raised to your lips.
Your eyes watching his over the bottle. Bucky gives you a deadpan look before his gaze drifts upwards, pretending to think about it. Of course, he has an answer in mind, he just wants to give you a hard time.
"Documentaries. Lots of documentaries," he finally says with a shrug, his mouth twitching at your expectant look.
"Gotta stay informed, ya know." He then throws in, completely dry and serious. "And John Wick.”
"I knew it!” You say with a laugh. Your knees moving as you tilt your head to the side laughing.
“You have a documentary preference? What's your type Barnes” You say with a smile still playing at your lips. Bucky rolls his eyes at your enthusiasm but doesn't bother hiding the smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
"War shit," he admits with a careless shrug, tipping the bottle back for another sip. "History. Espionage. Basically anything that makes me feel better about my own goddamn life." A pause, then
"And sometimes animals. Baby elephants and shit." He says it so deadpan, you almost miss the flicker of amusement in his eyes.
You let out a full laugh, tucking your hair back behind your ear as it flops forward. Your mind flashing with the thought of Bucky laying in his bed watching animal documentaries.
“Yeah? ever seen 'Our planet'? That walrus scene was rough, I turned it off after that” You say.
Bucky gives a sharp exhale almost a laugh, but not quite. His eyes flick to yours for just a second before he looks away again, taking another sip of his drink.
"Yeah," he mutters, voice gruff. "Fucking depressing." A beat passes before he adds, "I watched it all the way through though. Like an adult." His tone is dry as hell, like he's daring you to make something of it.
You smile, enjoying the conversation, it's always been bickering you think to yourself. It's nice to see a more casual side to him.
“I don't do animal deaths” You say. “Something about the way you know they don't know what's coming just stings a little too much.” A pause. “People on the other hand, fine.” You say with a dry laugh.
Bucky's gaze returns to you as you admit your weakness for animal deaths, a small smirk curling the corner of his mouth.
"So death and destruction, you're cool with." He muses, tone mockingly thoughtful. "But show you a baby penguin getting eaten by a killer whale and your world falls apart.”
"Yeah pretty much you say with a grin. “And like.. if people get sick.. More often than not, you can explain it, talk to them, say your goodbyes, ya know?.. I say with my eyes back in my lap. Bucky's eyes narrow the slightest bit as he listens to you, something like understanding flickering behind his gaze. He's quiet for a moment before giving a gruff "hmph." He takes another swig from his bottle before his eyes lock back with yours.
"Not everyone gets the privilege of saying goodbye." His words are blunt, matter-of-fact. "Life's not always neat like that, princess."
You pause, thinking about what he must have been through, how he was used by Hydra, how he never would have got to say goodbye to his family. Your face falls.
“Damn.. I'm sorry Bucky, I didn't think.” You say eyes not able to meet his.
Bucky doesn't respond immediately, his jaw tightening slightly at the shift in mood. He takes another long sip from his bottle before exhaling sharply through his nose.
"Don't." His voice is quiet but firm, not angry, just final. "It's fine.” A beat of tense silence passes before he stands abruptly, finishing off the rest of his drink in one last swallow.
He sets the empty bottle down harder than necessary on the counter and turns toward you.
"You should get some sleep," he mutters, eyes skimming over your form like he's making sure you're not about to argue with him again.
"That wound won't heal if you're running on fumes.”
"Yeah..” You say softly. Mind still racing about what he must have been through, how you would feel if it was you who had been through what he had.
“Hey Bucky.” You say reaching out to grab his arm but stopping just before making contact.
Bucky freezes when he feels your hand hovering near his arm, his muscles tensing instinctively. He doesn't pull away though, just glances down at your fingers like he's waiting to see what you'll do next.
"...Yeah?" He asks quietly, voice rough with something unreadable. His expression is guarded, but there's a flicker of curiosity in his eyes as they flick up to yours again.
"Uh- thanks, for ya know,” your eyes darting to the bandage he so expertly wrapped.
“I really am grateful” You say without meeting his eyes. Bucky's gaze softens ever so slightly as you thank him, but he quickly schools his expression back to neutral. He notices your averted eyes, but he doesn't comment on it. Instead, he just gives a gruff "S'not a big deal, doll." He's quiet for a moment, his thoughts visibly churning behind his eyes as he studies your face.
Finally, he lets out a low sigh and mutters, "Just don't get yourself damn hurt again, okay? I'm sick of patching you up.”
You let out a small laugh, watching him.
“I'll do my best” You say before shuffling forward to the edge of the counter letting your legs hang off the edge. Bucky's eyes follow your every movement as you adjust yourself on the counter, his gaze locked on your every shift. He lets out a humorless snort at your words, shaking his head slightly in disbelief. "Your 'best' usually ends with me hauling your sorry ass to the med bay with a new set of stitches,” he mutters, his tone rough and gruff. "So I'm not exactly optimistic, doll.”
You sigh. A smile across my lips. Kicking your heels softly against the base of the counter.
“Can I shower with this?” You say eyes back to your wound, “or am I going to have to stick one arm out like an idiot” You say, eyes gleaming with a hint of teasing as you beam up at him.
A smirk tugs at the corner of Bucky's mouth at your words, a glimmer of amusement in his eyes. He's quiet for a moment, eyeing your injured arm with narrowed eyes as he feigns deep thought. Then, with an exaggeratedly careless shrug, he responds.
"Guess you'll just have to risk wetting a perfectly good bandage, doll." He pauses, his smirk deepening into more of a full-fledged smile. "Or... I could help you.”
Your breath hitches a smidge, You play it off with a small laugh thinking he didn't mean it to sound quite like it did.
“What you gonna plastic wrap me up?”
Bucky lets out a quiet snort, clearly enjoying your reaction even if you try to play it off. He steps closer, just enough for his presence to feel more there, looming over you in a way that isn't threatening but definitely intentional.
"Nah,” he mutters with deliberate nonchalance, "But I could hold the damn showerhead for ya."
The smirk tugs at his lips again as he watches your face.
"Unless you'd rather take the plastic wrap route. Real stylish look."
Your eyes widen in shock for a split second, not expecting him to be so forward.
“Are you serious?” You say way too fast. “Jesus Bucky.”
You laugh it off. Pushing yourself off the counter finally, expecting him to step back but he doesn't. Your chests far closer than they've ever been.
Bucky's smile only widens as your eyes go wide, clearly loving the way you react to him. He doesn't move when you hop off the counter, your bodies nearly flush together. His gaze is steady, almost challenging as he looks down at you.
"Why so surprised, doll? I'm just bein' considerate."
His voice is low, teasing, his Brooklyn accent sneaking through and his eyes glimmer with amusement. "Figure you'd rather use your free hand for balance than to hold a damn shower head.”
"But, I'd be naked.” You say barely a whisper, immediately catching yourself, feeling like an idiot. Of course he's just teasing you and you took it literally.
The moment the words leave your mouth, Bucky's eyes flicker from amused to something... darker. His gaze drifts over your body, slowly and deliberately, before returning to yours. It's like he's envisioning the whole scenario in his head, picturing you naked under the shower spray right in front of him and he's enjoying every damn minute of it.
He's silent for a moment before he murmurs, voice gruff and low, "Yeah, you would be.”
Your jaw drops open slightly. Eyes wide. Before your brows furrow into a look of confusion. You feel your face move and quickly wipe the look from your features.
“Let me check if there's any plastic wrap” You say turning away from him, eyes searching the kitchen for anywhere that might be.
As you turn away, Bucky's gaze follows your every move with predatory focus, his eyes lingering on the way your hair swishes over your shoulders. He watches as you rifle through the cabinets, his jaw clenching as he watches your back. He can't help but smirk at your insistence on the plastic wrap, but he also sees right through your attempted change in mood.
“Why the hell are you even looking for that, doll?" He grumbles, raising an unimpressed brow as he steps closer to you.
“You're the one who says I need to take better care of myself, isn't that what people do? I guess I could use a bag..” You trail off still searching the kitchen. Opening and closing drawers and cabinets.
Bucky lets out a scoff, shaking his head as he comes up behind you, effectively boxing you in with his body. He reaches out, his arms bracing on either side of you against the counter top, trapping you between him and the edge of the counter.
"You'd really rather wrap yourself in a damn garbage bag than let me help you, doll?" He mutters, voice low and rough in your ear. His chest brushes up against your back, the press of his body against yours intentional.
He's toying with you now, enjoying the way you react to his proximity.
"Well excuse me for not wanting to get back to the tower after having you in the shower with me, isn't that against code or something?”
Bucky's smirk deepens as you try to huff your way out of this. He leans in just slightly closer, his breath hot against the shell of your ear.
"Code?" He repeats with a low, gravelly chuckle. "Pretty sure we threw any code out the window back when we almost blew up that HYDRA base last month." A beat passes before he adds, "But if you wanna sit here and argue about regulations instead of taking care of yourself, be my guest."
He straightens up then, giving you just enough space to turn around but not enough to escape his presence entirely.
You feel him move back slightly, turning around to face him not expecting him to still be so close.
“I'm trying to take care of myself!” You say gesturing to the drawers and cabinets that left my search for plastic wrap a failed attempt. “There's nothing in this place besides some shitty cutlery.” Bucky lets out another gruff chuckle, watching your flustered expression like a goddamn hawk. The sight of you, trapped between him and the kitchen counter, flustered and out of breath, is doing damn unspeakable things to him. He's taking a real, physical effort to keep his gaze off your lips right now, to keep himself from doing something stupid. Like lean in and see if your lips are as kissable as they look right now.
"Yeah, doing a real fine job of it, doll." He murmurs drily.
You huff, cursing yourself for even contemplating taking him up on his offer.. You really did want a shower, still feeling the years old dust on your skin from the mission earlier. The dried blood still sticking to your skin down your arm.
In spite of himself, or maybe because of it. Bucky finds himself staring at the way your skin is stained with dirt and dried blood.
He itches to reach out and wipe it clean with his own hands, to gently soothe the tired lines on your face. He's too distracted by his own thoughts to do anything but stare for a beat, his eyes dark and hungry.
"You need a damn shower, doll," He finally mutters, voice low and rough. "Come on. Bathroom." He pads off towards the bathroom. Leaving you standing frozen for a second running ideas through your head of how best to let him help without seeing you.
Bucky pauses when he realizes you're not following, turning back with an impatient quirk of his brow. His arms fold across his chest as he waits, unimpressed by your hesitation. "You comin, or am I gonna have to drag you there?" There's a teasing glint in his eyes, one that says he knows exactly what's running through your mind right now.
"Okay but you have to keep your eyes closed” You say slowly walking passed him into the bathroom.
I got really carried away with this one, It's huge. I am on the A03 waiting list so for now I will have have to break this into a million chapters. I have somewhat proof read but there could still be a few mistakes just due to the size of this thing.
TW : R18 eventually, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk,
Okay maybe it was just how I was bringing the text over to tumblr because now it's letting me do big chunks of text again. IDK what that's about but hopefully chapters can start being more like I intended them to be when I wrote this.
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-Chapter four -
"Thanks” You say softly. Your hand coming up to tuck a stray few strands of hair behind your ear.
You go to stand up, to get back to your impromptu training when you feel his eyes on your body. Bucky's gaze burns into your back as you move away. His fingers tap against his knee once, impatient, like he's stopping himself from doing something reckless.
"You really think I'm lettin' you go right back to sparring after that?” His voice is sharp, but there's an edge beneath it, something possessive and frustrated. He exhales through his nose, shaking his head slightly before standing up.
"Sit down," he orders gruffly.
You put your hands up in mock surrender.
“Hey it was your idea in the first place, you know, I still need the practice.” Bucky narrows his eyes at you, clearly unimpressed with your flippant response. He crosses his arms over his chest and steps closer, just enough to remind you of the height difference, just enough for it to feel intimidating.
"Yeah? And now it's my idea that we take a damn break.” His tone leaves no room for argument. "We can pick this back up when your arm isn't leaking again. Until then, sit down, doll."
Your eyes flick to his. The way he towers over you, his gaze never weakening as he orders you to rest.
“Alright alright, Jesus, you act like this will kill me. Do you know something I don't?” You laugh as you take a step forward brushing your shoulder to him as you return to the couch.
A muscle in Bucky's jaw ticks as your shoulder brushes against his, but he just scoffs in response. He rolls his eyes, watching you take a seat again before he sits down heavily next to you. "Maybe I'm just tired of seeing you get your ass handed to you every time we spar,” he mutters, not meeting your eyes.
"It's a pain in the ass, having to patch you up all the damn time.”
"Aww, Bucky, it almost sounds like you care!” You tease, the smile not quite making its way to your eyes as you feel his weight sink down next to you.
Bucky scoffs again, clearly annoyed by your teasing but there's a flicker of something else in his eyes. Something he doesn't let you see for long. “Yeah, yeah. Laugh it up," he grumbles, shifting slightly on the couch so that his arm is just barely brushing against yours.
"Just don't go getting yourself killed on my watch."
"Ah I see, it's a pride thing.. don't want Tony cracking down on you if I end up in the med bay?” You laugh. Leaning you head back against the top of the couch behind you.
Bucky's eyes flick to yours at the mention of Tony, his expression darkening just a bit. He hates when you joke about getting hurt, even if he can't, or rather, doesn't want to admit why.
"Yeah, well, maybe you should think about the rest of the team before you go throwing yourself into fights like a goddamn psycho.” His voice is gruff and annoyed, but there's concern beneath the surface still.
"You're not indestructible, doll.” “That's all I think about when I'm out there.. remember when you nearly got choked?”
I dart my eyes to his, watching his face to see if he actually believes I don't think about the others wellbeing.
Bucky hesitates for a beat, the memory of that fight still fresh in his mind.
He remembers how you had lunged in without a second thought, how you'd put yourself in danger to save him. "Yeah, yeah, I remember.” He admits begrudgingly, his eyes meeting yours. And there it is again, that flicker of something in his eyes that he tries so hard to hide.
"But that's different and you damn well know it." "How is that different?!” You plead.
“Sure you would have got him off eventually but you could have been hurt Bucky.” You say eyes still on his.
Never going to admit that he really is incredibly strong and very helpful to have on your side.
Bucky lets out an exasperated sigh, running a hand through his hair in frustration, both at you and at himself for even having this argument.
"Because you were reckless, doll. You got yourself hurt trying to save me, not vice versa.” He locks eyes with you, blue eyes steely and serious.
"You can't just keep putting yourself in danger like that for me every damn time.”
You pause for a second before saying “You'd do it for me..” Your eyes going forward to focus on the counter, a med kit still open, random supplies still scattered across the tile.
Bucky's shoulders tense at your words, his hands clenching into fists reflexively. Of course he'd do it in a heartbeat, but he's not ready to admit it out loud just yet.
The thought of you getting hurt, of you getting killed trying to save him makes his gut clench with something dark and fearful.
"That's not the point," he mutters, avoiding your gaze. "I can take care of myself. You don't need to risk your own ass for me.”
"So what, I just let them pile up on you? Bucky.. you're the biggest threat to them, of course they all want the glory of reporting back to whoever the hell it is.”
You tilt your head as your arms come up in an exasperated gesture. 'I killed the winter soldier' ya know? They'd be a god amongst their peers.” You say with a serious expression. Hiding the slight hiss that escapes you as you flex your wound.
Bucky's eyes narrow as he sees you wince in pain, his jaw clenching at the sight. "Damnit, doll, I swear to god, if you don't stop moving around so damn much I'm gonna tie you to the damn couch," he spits out, frustration and concern mixing in his tone.
"And I'm more than capable of taking care of myself.
I can handle a few wannabe idiots.” He says gruffly.
There's a slight pause. “I'm okay, just sensitive you say dropping your arm back softly between the two of you.
Bucky gives you a skeptical look, his dark brows furrowing in doubt. He knows you're downplaying it, trying to act tough.
"Just sensitive, huh?" He mutters, his tone dry. "Yeah, I'm sure that's why you're sitting there all stiff as a board. You think I can't tell when you're hurting, doll?”
“I've had worse. honestly you're like a damn mother hen... are you like this to the rest of the team or is it just that you pity me?” You spat. Your tone not as soft as intended.
Bucky snorts at your words, annoyed by your stubbornness and wounded pride. "Yeah, yeah, you're so tough, I get it. You can take anything the goddamned world throws at you." He rolls his eyes, his annoyance growing as you accuse him of pitying you. "It's more like sheer annoyance that I gotta take care of your stubborn ass all the time.”
“I never asked you to! You take it upon your self and then scold me for it. Honestly Barnes, you're infuriating.”
Bucky scoffs, leaning forward in his seat to glare at you. His eyes flash, frustration and irritation burning brightly in their depths.
"Right, sure. I just take it upon myself to patch up your damn wounds every chance I get. You make it so goddamn difficult to not care, you know that?? You push and push and push, and then act like a wounded puppy when someone tries to show even a modicum of concern!”
Your eyes still focused on the counter. Shaking your head slightly in frustration.
“Whatever.” You quip before standing up quickly and walking over to the bottle of alcohol still sitting on the counter.
Bucky watches you walk away, his glare intensifying as he sees you reach for the bottle again. His patience finally snaps.
"Christ, are we really doing this now?” he growls out, shoving off the couch and closing the distance between you in a few quick strides. Before your fingers can even wrap around the neck of it, his metal arm shoots out to grab your wrist not painfully, but firmly enough to stop you in your tracks. "Enough."
"I'm not going to just sit there while you scold me like a child. I'm not bleeding out, I'm not unconscious. I'm resting like you wanted. Look,” you say eyes meeting his, “I'm not as fragile as you clearly think I am, if we are stuck in here for the night, I'm at least doing something to make it less miserable” you say finally.
Your other hand reaching for the bottle and bringing it to your lips and taking a slow swig, eyes locked to his over the bottle.
Bucky's grip on your wrist tightens just slightly as you raise the bottle to your lips, his jaw ticking with irritation.
He holds his glare for a long moment before exhaling sharply through his nose like he's physically restraining himself from just grabbing the damn thing out of your hand.
"Fine,” he grits out between clenched teeth. "But if I catch you passing out on me or messing with that wound again, I swear to god" He doesn't finish the threat. Instead, he lets go of your wrist and snatches another bottle from the counter before stalking back toward the couch.
you prop yourself up on the counter, bringing your knees apart to sit cross legged. Bottle in hand, you slush it around before taking another swig not looking up.
Bucky doesn't look at you as he settles back onto the couch, his jaw still set in irritation.
He takes a long swig from his own bottle, barely wincing as the alcohol burns its way down his throat. Silence stretches between you, tense but not entirely unpleasant.
The safehouse hums with the quiet noise of Budapest outside, distant traffic and occasional voices drifting through cracked windows.
I got really carried away with this one, It's huge. I am on the A03 waiting list so for now I will have have to break this into a million chapters. I have somewhat proof read but there could still be a few mistakes just due to the size of this thing.
Tumblr keeps telling me I have too many words so the chapters are starting and stopping in the best places I can to be able to post. x
TW : R18 eventually, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk.
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He starts pulling you in the direction of the couch, jaw set determinedly.
"Sit. We're taking care of that now.
You let out a barely audible hiss at the sudden force on your wrist.
“yes Sargent” You say with a bored drawl, your other hand coming up in a mock salute.
Bucky rolls his eyes again, completely unamused by your salute. He leads you over to the couch and practically pushes you down onto the cushion with a firm hand on your back.
"Smartass." He mutters, stepping back to grab the med kit he'd left on the counter earlier.
"How do you ever get anything done if you refuse help every damn time you need it? You're too damn stubborn for your own good, you know that?”
“That's rich.” You scoff. “You definitely seem like the type to ask for help.” You roll my eyes.
Bucky pauses mid-reach for the med kit, giving you a long, deadpan stare. His jaw clenches briefly before he huffs out an irritated breath.
"Yeah, well. At least I don't pretend like it's fine when I'm actively bleeding all over this goddamn safehouse." He grabs the kit and stalks back over to you, dropping onto the couch beside you with a pointed glare.
"Now shut up and let me fix this."
"You really are always like this aren't you?" You say watching him with amusement.
Bucky lets out a humorless laugh, his eyes fixed on your wound as he starts to unwrap the dirty bandages.
"What? Annoyed? Bossy? Or is it the whole actually caring for you despite you being a stubborn pain in my ass thing that you're talking about?”
His tone is sardonic as he carefully peels the soiled fabric away from your skin, his touch surprisingly gentle despite the irritation in his voice. Your gaze focused on his face watching how meticulously he checks your wound. You didn't say anything, his monotone tone confession sent your brain flicking through memories trying to find any hint, any at all that he's given you that indication at any point.
Bucky senses your gaze on him, but he doesn't look up from his work. He gently cleans the reopened wound, his expression stoic as he concentrates on the task at hand.
"Stop staring." He mutters, his voice a gruff grumble as he feels the weight of your gaze. It takes everything he has to not look up and meet your eyes, to not let his gaze linger on the soft curves of your face for too long.
"Just watching that's all.” You quip back. Bucky's lips twitch ever so slightly in response to your reply, but he doesn't look up from your arm. His fingers move with steady precision as he starts to redress the wound, his touch almost... tender.
"Right. 'Just watching,'" he repeats, a hint of sarcasm creeping into his voice. He glances up, finally meeting your gaze for a split second before glancing back down. "Well, quit watching me like that, doll. It's distracting.”
"What if I like watching you play doctor?” You smirk, fighting fire with fire.
Bucky's jaw tightens at your smirk, his fingers faltering for just a second before he catches himself and continues his work.
He glances up at you again, his expression carefully nonchalant. "Careful, princess,” he drawls, narrowing his eyes. "You keep looking at me like that, and people might start to think you actually like me, or something.”
You shoot a glare at him, unable to help the shiver that runs up your skin when his eyes meet yours briefly. Tension thick in the air.
You play it off knowing he's just being a smartass and is messing with you.
Bucky doesn't miss the shiver that runs through you though, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. He knows he has an effect on you, even if you'd never admit it, and he loves to tease you about it.
He finishes re-bandaging your arm and checks it's secure in place, his hand lingering on your skin for just a few seconds longer than necessary. His eyes meet yours again, locked in some unspoken challenge.
“There. Good as new," he murmurs, voice low and gruff. "Now try not to bleed all over the place again, yeah?”
You pause for a moment admiring the neat bandage around your arm, how gentle his touch was against you.
I got really carried away with this one, It's huge. I am on the A03 waiting list so for now I will have have to break this into a million chapters. I have somewhat proof read but there could still be a few mistakes just due to the size of this thing.
TW : R18 eventually, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk, Sparing,
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"Yeah well, now I have an excuse to drink.” You say. Sitting on the counter, medical supplies strewn around me.
Your perfectly fine arm reaching out for the alcohol still between us from when it was a disinfectant. Bucky watches you with an amused eyebrow raised, leaning against the counter next to you. His eyes track the movement of your hand, eyeing the alcohol with a mix of curiosity and warning.
He doesn't move to stop you, but his fingers twitch as though he's barely holding himself back.
“Didn't realize you needed an excuse to drink." He says mockingly, tone dry as he crosses his arms, muscles flexing beneath his shirt. "Don't you?” I say bringing the bottle to my lips and taking a swig. “don't we all?"
Bucky's smirk softens just slightly, something dangerously close to understanding flashing in his eyes before he shuts it down with a scoff. "Yeah, well. Some of us have actual reasons."
His tone is still light, but there's an edge there. A warning. Then he reaches over and plucks the bottle from your grip effortlessly, giving you a pointed look.
"But I ain't babysitting you through a hangover tomorrow."
You scoff at him. "I'm a big girl Bucky, gimmie the bottle.” You say motioning him forward with your hand.
He just laughs, his smirk widening as he takes in your stubborn, demanding demeanor. A part of him is secretly impressed, even as he tries to hide it behind his usual gruff exterior. He raises an eyebrow, not budging an inch.
"Oh, I know you are, princess." He drawls, crossing his arms once again, biceps straining against the fabric of his shirt. His eyes gleam with something almost like affection.
"But I also know you're a damn pain in the ass when you're drunk.”
"You've never even seen me drink!” You say in protest. Bucky chuckles, shaking his head as he gives you an almost fond look.
"Yeah? And whose fault is that? His fingers drum idly against the counter to be closer to you than before.
He's still holding the bottle just out of reach, but there's something playful in his stance now. "Tell ya what." He leans in slightly, voice lowering just a fraction. "You get through tonight without trying to stab me again and maybe I'll let you have some." he almost purrs. .
You scoff, thinking back to how you were wounded in the first place, what you were doing mere hours ago.
You'd been sent to take out some of Hydra's facilities when you were surrounded. Someone lunged at you and Bucky threw his arm in front of you to push you back the same time you drew your knife, just stopping your blow millimeters away from his arm.
Bucky's smirk shifts into something sharper at the memory almost amused. His eyes lock onto yours, unwavering. "Still think you got better reflexes than me?” he asks, voice low and teasing. There's a challenge there beneath the words, but his grip on the bottle loosens just slightly. An unspoken truce forming between you two.
"One drink." He relents with an exaggerated sigh, "then we're gonna work on that sloppy defense of yours."
You know he's right, You shouldn't have let the agents get that close to you, You panicked and froze up for a second and could have been killed because of it.
You reach your fingers out for the bottle, taking a long hard swig, shaking your head slightly at the burn that hits Your throat. Eyes looking forward. Bucky watches you, studying your every move as your throat works to swallow the alcohol. His gaze flickers between your fingers wrapped around the neck of the bottle, your eyes focused on nothing in particular, the subtle shudder of your body as the liquor hits your system. He says nothing just continues his silent observation, something almost like concern etched faintly into the lines of his face.
He's not used to seeing you so... vulnerable. So human. "Okay fine, help me work on my defenses.” You say with a small sigh. your face turning to his eyes meeting.
Bucky raises an eyebrow, clearly surprised at your sudden agreement. He hadn't expected you to give in so easily, but he's not about to look a gift horse in the mouth.
"Alright. First thing first: no more zoning out in that pretty little head of yours.” He pushes off the counter, moving to stand in front of you, eyes scanning over your form with a critical eye. “You freeze up like that in a fight again and you'll get yourself killed.”
"I just panicked,” You say truthfully. - You might as well be honest about your mistakes if he's going to actually help you.
Bucky nods, appreciating your honesty. His eyes soften the tiniest bit, just enough to notice. He crosses his arms, shifting his weight as he studies your form with an almost clinical look. "Panic is normal. It's what you do next that counts." His tone is surprisingly gentle. There's a sense of understanding in his eyes as he takes another step closer, now only a couple of feet away from you as you face each other in the room.
“You got some potential, doll. But your form is sloppy as hell."
You roll your eyes. “Well yeah, we just found that out. You say gesturing to your wound. A corner of Bucky's mouth quirks up in a smirk. He clearly enjoys your stubbornness, even if it's starting to grate on his nerves
"Don't get smart with me, princess. I'm tryin' to help you here." He takes another step closer, now standing directly in front of you. His body nearly pressed against yours as he looks down at you with a mix of annoyance and.. something else. "Turn around." "What? Why-” You say before You feel him have you on your ass in a second.
The sudden impact sending a hit of pain up your shoulder from your wound. You gasp still shocked from how quickly he had you on the ground.
“Jesus Bucky! I figured I'd at least get a heads up. What the hell was that?!"
Bucky doesn't even have the decency to look apologetic as he stands over your slumped form on the floor. In fact, there's the slightest hint of satisfaction on his face as he looks down at you like he's enjoying this. "That," he huffs out, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, "was a demonstration. You're too damn slow. I got you on the floor in two seconds.”
With your arms resting on your knees that are pulled to your chest, you gather your breath. “Well you told me to turn around!” You say as you stand back up Bucky crosses his arms, watching you with an amused glint in his eye.
"You think Hydra's gonna give you a warning before they take a shot at you?" He clicks his tongue, shaking his head slightly. There's something almost fond beneath the sarcasm, like he enjoys this more than he should.
"Again." His tone is firm. An order, not a request. He shifts into position like it's nothing. "This time don't wait for me to tell you what I'm doing.” He says though you can hear the humor in his tone.
You're better this time, still knocked on your ass eventually but there's at least some back forth this time. Bucky exhales sharply through his nose, something between a scoff and a laugh. He reaches down, grabbing your wrist and hauling you up without hesitation. His grip lingers just a second longer than necessary before he lets go. "Better." He admits begrudgingly, though the corner of his mouth twitches in what could almost be called approval.
"Still sloppy as hell, but at least you're not going down like a sack of potatoes anymore." You lunge for him feeling more prepared, a slight kick out of his gaze looking almost proudly at you. You don't think and use your injured arm to block him off as he casually swings back at you. Caught up by trying not to get your ass handed to you - again. You guess with the adrenaline pumping through your body it wasn't that strange that you didn't notice the blood through the bandage and the throbbing pain in your arm.
Bucky notices the use of your injured arm immediately, his eyes narrowing. He moves quickly, grabbing your wrist and pulling your arm forward.
"Damnit, doll" He exclaims irritably, a frown forming on his face as he sees the blood seeping through the bandage. "You're gonna reopen the wound if you keep using it like that!”
There's a slight pause.
“I'm going to take a lucky guess and say it's definitely reopened.” You say getting back in position like you weren't bleeding through the bandage.
Bucky rolls his eyes at your stubbornness, clearly exasperated. "You're a goddamn pain in the ass, you know that?"
He mutters, running a hand through his hair in frustration. Then, in a move you didn't expect, he marches over towards you, grabbing your injured arm none too gently to examine the reopened wound.
"Do you actively try to be difficult, or is it just a natural talent of yours?" "Eh, I have always been gifted” You say in reply with a huff as he makes a deal about checking my wound.
Bucky just snorts in response, his eyes still focused on your arm as he pokes and prods at the injury. His touch is surprisingly gentle, at odds with his gruff exterior.
"Gifted? More like a damn pain in my ass.” He mutters, a hint of annoyance in his voice that's undercut by a hint of almost-concern.
"You're gonna need to get this cleaned and re-bandaged. C'mon." He says gently pulling you closer so he can guide you back to the counter. You tilt your head back cursing at the ceiling.
“Honestly, Bucky it's fine, let's keep going." Bucky shoots you an incredulous look, his grip on your arm tightening just enough to let you know he's not taking no for an answer.
"Are you serious? You're bleeding through your damn bandages and you want to keep going?" He shakes his head, a scoff escaping his throat." Jesus, doll, you really are stubborn as a mule."
Prompt: Bucky and you were in a safehouse in budapest, hiding. They had just finished a mission where they stole HYDRA intel, and they had to lay low for a few days before they could get out of town. Bucky and you despised eachother, so this was absolute hell for you guys. you sat at the counter, wearing white button up tank top and black trackpants. You had a large cut on your arm, and you were breathing deeply as you poured alcohol on it to disinfect it.
Pairing: Bucky X Avengers reader. - Slow Burn
Chapter word count: 815
I got really carried away with this one, It's huge. I am on the A03 waiting list so for now I will have have to break this into a million chapters. I have somewhat proof read but there could still be a few mistakes just due to the size of this thing.
TW : R18 eventually, Swearing, alcohol, slight medical talk.
Will update as I go. First time posting since I was like 12 so let me know if I need to add anything xx
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"Ah- fuck.” you hiss. Pouring the clear liquid into my deep wound.
Bucky watches from across the room, his expression unreadable arms crossed over his chest, leaning against the door frame. His metal fingers tap impatiently against his bicep until he scowls at your clumsy attempt.
"Christ. You're gonna pour half that bottle on yourself and still not do it right." Bucky pushes off the wall and strides over, snatching the alcohol from your grip before you can react.
"Move." His tone is rough, but there's an undercurrent of irritation, like he'd rather be anywhere else than helping you. Still, his free hand lands firmly on your wrist to pull it closer for inspection, grip unyielding.
The second his fingers brush your skin though? A muscle in his jaw twitches. He doesn't let go. You roll your eyes, scoffing at his little outburst.
“Seriously? Is it not enough that I'm in pain? You have to be such a dick as well?" your tone on the verge of infuriation.
His grip tightens just a fraction, not enough to hurt, but enough to make you feel it. His eyes flick up to yours, blue and burning with annoyance.
"Sweetheart," he drawls, voice dripping with sarcasm, "if I was being a dick, I'd let you keep messing this up until your arm got infected."
He douses a clean cloth in alcohol without breaking eye contact before pressing it against your wound. firm. Unapologetic. His smirk is sharp when you inevitably flinch.
"See? You were gonna do it all gentle huh? like a damn amateur.
Your mouth snaps shut. How the hell did he know you were going go be gentle. Were you really that obvious?
His eyes rake over your flushed, pain-stricken face, and he grins, all teeth. "You're too damn predictable, princess."
He starts wrapping your arm in fresh gauze, large hands working the cloth around your wound in well-practiced and surprisingly smooth motions. The smirk on his face deepens just the slightest bit, clearly enjoying teasing you in your weakened state.
"You should be thankful at least one of us actually knows what their doing." he says as he continues, his smirk still plastered to his face. His eyes eyes flicking back down to you as his hands start across your arm softly.
You scowl at him.
Hating the way you liked seeing him like this, how the skin around his eyes crinkled when he smirked, an arrogant gleam in his eye. How his body leaned and his facial expressions moved across his face. You got carried away watching him like a code you couldn't crack.
He sees your scowl fall down your face as you watch him like a lost puppy. Bucky notices you watching him intently, his movements pausing as he takes in the look on your face.
His expression sobers ever so slightly as he lets his eyes rove over you in return, studying you with that same intensity, trying to read the meaning behind the gaze. He feels his heart thump a little faster, something unfamiliar stirring inside him at the sight of you with your guard down.
"See something you like, doll?" he teases, the corner of his mouth twitching upward in a cocky smirk. Absolutely mortified you quickly focus your eyes down snapping you out of where your mind had landed. You swallow quickly.
“Sorry I uh- zoned out." You huff trying to play it cool. Bucky's smirk widens as he sees the embarrassment on your face. He can tell you're trying to play it off, but there's a glint in his eye that tells him he caught you.
He finishes wrapping up your arm, still holding onto your wrist. "Mhm, sure. Zoning out." His thumb lightly brushes over the pulse point in your wrist, feeling the rapid fire of your heartbeat beneath his touch. He pretends not to notice.
"Would this still be considered swooning now days?" he says with a smirk still plastered across his face.
You let out a laugh. “Oh in your dreams maybe.”
His grin sharpens, and he leans in slightly, just enough to be dangerously close. His breath ghosts over your ear as he murmurs, "Oh, sweetheart. You have *no* idea what happens in my dreams."
Then he pulls back with a devilish smirk, releasing your wrist like it's no big deal except his fingers linger just a second too long before finally letting go.
"Jesus, bucky! You half gasp half laugh.
He just laughs, that deep, rumbling sound that seems to come from his chest. He takes half a step back, stuffing his hands in the pockets of his jeans. His gaze flicks to the wrapped arm, eyes gleaming with satisfaction.
"There. All patched up. Try not to get yourself killed next time." His voice still has that playful edge, but he's back on familiar ground now.
The arrogant, cocky, infuriating prick you recognized.