|- eris -|

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[alvaeris]

Don't think I'd make it if you ever did desert me

I know I shouldn't, but I love it when you hurt me <3

yanblr blog: @gothicladycurtains

dev blog: @ventriloquistwhispers

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I HAVE BEEN 155CM (5'1) FOR THE PAST FIVE YEARS.

.eris! | minor | neurodivergent | she/it woah update??? | books, poetry, art, philosophy. And Uhm chemistry | expect lots of inane rambling | single + lesbian????? kinda I don't know i CAN feel attraction to pretty much any gender but i have a heavy heavy heavy lean towards women | feel free to drop asks! need more friends | ask for disc | wtf else do i write erm | yan types- 259/The Problem Solver, RAMS , LSVT, OSWI, ODDAF | i talk about what i want to here | everyone's welcome, but i will block freely | may be tws on my posts, block me if you are uncomfortable | i don't bite! ;D

[alvaeris]

I'm happy to see you're still kicking, I hope life has treated you kindly

what exactly gave off the impression that i'm alive 🧐 i seem pretty dead to me in my. Professional opinion.

definitely kicking though. kicking You.

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we're playing dnd and I look so fucking hot right now imagine a lesbian dryad

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i may delete this blog soon

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i am a massive enabler if you ask me whether you should do something my answer will always be yes go for it you're the best in the world and if 50% of the time they fail then well that's not on my conscience

So my best friend wants to cut microbangs

in my defense i'm encouraging people to follow their heart the world tells them no don't make this stupid decision and i say hair grows back who cares if you look really silly for three weeks

[alvaeris]

i was looking at dresses on shopee and checked the reviews of one and got jumpscared by a picture of my childhood best friend?????? She left a review with her photo in it this is insane

[alvaeris]

my mother is afraid that i'll turn into a goth so she refuses to buy me any more black dresses

she also refuses to buy anything with "gothic" in the product description regardless of what the product actually looks like

[alvaeris]

"my hands are probably clean now" i think, right before my evil brain forces me to wash them twenty more times

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we chopped all my hair off! Well there wasn't that much to begin with so. My hair is just very thick

i kind of have a bixie now and one of my friends told me i could pass as a boy which was not my intention in the slightest and i do not see it at all. I really like cutting my hair short. my style is very feminine with long dresses and skirts and having short hair adds contrast and makes me feel like a cute lesbian woodland nymph

[alvaeris]

I FORGOT TJAT I HAD A COMPETITION TODAY UHHHHHHH

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i want to kill myself but i want to play dnd 🤔🤔

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hi i want a hot girl to be super mean to me okay? Okay bye

[alvaeris]

i'm going to start crying i am so fucking gay i love women

[alvaeris]

i have horrible intrusive thoughts that make me feel awful and sometimes i just sit there and wonder what is wrong with me and why i am having these thoughts and why they will not go away. like Why Me. and then i remember that i have ocd and that's just a Thing

[alvaeris]

hi (louder and more nonchalant and more lesbian than the other person)

hi (making out with you violently)/silly hello Lenore ;D

[alvaeris]

hi

hello

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recently i have been entertaining myself by filming thirst traps on tiktok this is very fun