An Old Soul Trying To Cope

Welcome to the place where most of my inner thoughts are put on display. ~Diagnosed Oct. 1, 2011 with MS. ~

[kars]

I am awake but at what price

[eli0tknight-deactivated20181203]

All our generation wants is a small apartment and a spouse that loves them back.

[boredeasily]

I want to go everywhere. I want to see everything.

[always-non-existent]

Linger

So today at work I was helping these two guests and I guess they were in town for a wedding and we’re bored so decided to get coffee. So we kind of talked for a bit trying to decide what they wanted to drink and my god one of them was just so lovely. He was tall and average built; dark hair lighter skinned Hispanic with glasses and braces. Very friendly and very confident. Me being socially awkward I can garunteed I was probably blushing and hopefully it wasn’t too obvious that I was flirting. We talked about matcha and esspresso and I recommended one of my favorites and he was okay with that. He ended up taking off his glasses and that’s when I about died; his eyes were completely stunning and I was so intimidated. I stopped making eye contact at that point and just finished their order and continued w the next guests. I honestly wish I was brave enough to ask for his number or something but social anxiety is just the best.

Also this is just a very abstract post so I remember this day.

[kelsiline]

[captain-harpo]

Honestly one of the main reasons to see Greatest Showman is that Zac Efron hasn’t sung since he was Link in Hairspray and Troy Bolton in HSM and those are huge parts of my childhood and I need to reliveeeee

[text-posters]

my life can be most accurately described by the sound a wet sponge makes when you throw it on the floor

[animationstations]

[catholicamputee]

this was the weirdest movie ever.

[marsup]

shrek 2 was the highest grossing film of 2004 and is the 26th highest grossing film of all time

[imanes]

coming out of my cage and

going right back in

[melonmemes]

[vivienvalentino]

Everything is shit and the world might be on the verge of nuclear war.

Bruno Mars: *releases another 80s/90s sounding bop* 

Everyone:

Growing up in an abusive household is a fucking trip dude……If you’ve never had someone angrily wash a dish at you or fold a sock in your direction then how are you gonna understand why I get nervous when you quietly do the laundry, or why I ask “are you mad at me?” when you set the bag of groceries down too hard? It’s a totally different way of living and it impacts you long after you’ve left the situation.

[sothisistherapy]

This is so important.

[notsafevorework]

Abused kids speak a language you can’t learn

[newhologram]

My heart races when I hear someone sigh and then the adrenaline takes forever to wear off. I hate having these reactions even when I know I am safe.

[tatu-lu]

It really is the tiniest things that trigger me and ppl seem to think I’m exaggerating.

[satansbasturd-deactivated202311]

Cuddle and finger her

[tastefullyoffensive]

[bimbo4bimbo-deactivated20190718]

Could be us

[avirgoworld]

but you playin

[bloodbending]

peter parker in the 2002 movie is fuckin…. incredible. he gets bitten by a fuckin jacked red blue spider and he doesnt say “hey someone should take me to the hospital mayhaps?” he just goes home. then the bite swells to the size of a fuckin jawbreaker but he’s like “nah i just need a nap.” then he wakes up the next day and discovers that he DOESN’T NEED HIS GLASSES ANYMORE and he has a fuckin six pack. does he flip his entire Fuck? no. he says, “cool.” iconic.

[laughingfish]

2002 peter parker had no health insurance

[milkeyedmender]

when your friends sibling is hot

[lumwinkle]

I actually don’t care about the relatable post, but I freaking love this gif. It’s blowing my mind

[lucidnee]

Patrick was a fake ass friend to spongebob. He was a bitch

[a-tom-ic-bomb]

Source?

[lucidnee]

episode where Patrick fam came over and sponegbob pretended to be dumb for him and Patrick flip flop ass started making fun of him.

[skyakafreckles]

Patrick was cold for that

[reign-sl]

And that episode where Mr Krabs gave them both a toy to share and he selfishly dodged and ignored SpongeBob to keep it for himself? TRIFLING

[lucidnee]

EXACTLY Patrick ain’t never been a true friend

[bodegaowner-deactivated20190930]

real friends……how many of us?

[sexthongsandbuddah]

And the time he ate his fucking chocolate bar & tried to jack spongebob for his.. nah son

[lucidnee]

Patrick did spongebob dirty so many times smh he a Gemini

[free-market-pluralist-deactivat]

Patrick has no self awareness.

[lprflagemoji-deactivated2017081]

what about when his slug wanted to be friends with patrick and he just ditched spongebob and clowned on him for it

[woodlandenjoyer]

When they were raising the clam together and Patrick kept leavin spongebob all day with the baby so he could watch tv smh

[hoplite-operator]

When patrick made spongebob believe he was ugly when he just had some bad breath

[dustinberrycool]

Wasn’t Patrick the one that ditched Spongebob in the advanced darkness at the bottom of the sea?

[joey-wheeler-official]

we’re pulling out the receipts tonight