Wanderlust

** TRIGGER WARNING** bands, youtubers, travelling and photography✌️

[thoughtsbysteph]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but mental health is real. Burnout is real. I'm going through it right now and it is HARD. It is so hard to function, to take care of yourself and do your basic household chores, to feed yourself and make sure you're getting enough sleep, to go to work with the expectation that you will be 100% mentally present, all the while your brain is giving you constant pushback and background noise and judging you by how little you're actually able to contribute because you've got all of these other ongoing problems living rent free in your head, and it's so loud and so mentally exhausting that you can't solve any of them. And I want you to know that it does not make you any less of an adult if you have to ask for help during times like this, or to express that you need accommodations so that you can recover from whatever is exhausting your brain so much that 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 cannot 👏🏻 function. And I get it, it's hard to admit things like this because you certainly don't want to put anyone out, but bb, if you don't speak up, you're going to reach a breaking point, and no one wants to see someone they love get so bad that they end up hospitalized. So please speak up.

Mental illness is real, and it does not make you any less of a person to admit that you are struggling.

[whatismypoint]

I want to fall back into a destructive spiral

I want to cut again

I know it’s bad

But it feels so fucking good

Slices against my thigh

Against my wrist

Oh god

I want to fall again.

[alwaysgonnabeforeveralone]

seeing your friends graduating school and knowing what they are going to do once they leave is hard to watch because here i am with no idea what i plan on doing tomorrow let alone next year.. 

[alwaysgonnabeforeveralone]

11 years later and .. I still don't know what I want to do..

[they-came-from-jersey]

What is one to even do with this information. I have no one to talk to about this.

[danrifics]

one of the greatest days on the internet btw

[ahappydnp]

fuck it *2014 galaxy edits your hard launch*

[yourworstnightmare8-deactivated]

I want to beat myself to death.

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

some things i didn’t realize were my ADHD until fairly recently:

(i’m probably combined type btw)

constantly starting new projects and wanting to do loads of things all at once, and then having loads of unfinished ones all over the place because i get tired of them before i can finish them and have another idea that i want to pursue

binge-reading books or whole book series within a few hours/days and not being able to think or do anything else other than that

being suddenly possessed with the urge to clean my entire room every once a month to a few months and not being able to do anything else other than that in that time when i have that urge, and getting incredibly angry and/or anxious when interrupted

being absolutely depressed, anxious, and having SI and/or SH urges/thoughts just because i’m bored, and nothing being able to solve that boredom no matter what i try to do

feeling rejected/unloved/unwanted in a ton of situations because of the way someone worded something

not being able to follow conversations because i keep getting distracted by my trains of thought, and because i can barely understand the person i’m talking to since i can’t hear what they’re saying

forgetting something i was thinking about/told/etc. as soon as i step into a new room/environment

forgetting literally everything, and learning to make lists, checking everything so many times, and thinking again and again about something to make sure that doesn’t happen

always fidgeting in some way, even when not anxious, and needing some sort of stimuli on in the background

my brain racing 90% of the time (the other 10% is when i’m extremely exhausted and my brain is shutting off/has shut off), even when i’m not anxious, and sometimes getting overwhelmed by that

forgetting something from a few seconds ago, and constantly needing to retrace my steps, whether physically or mentally

becoming really attached to someone new incredibly fast, and then feeling nothing (or not as much at least) for them once i’m adjusted to them

and many more things. i might do a part 2 another time, and just keep adding from there. but it’s incredibly astonishing to me that i only recently figured out these things and found answers for it all.

[omtai]

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

[anxietyproblem]

[jesuslovesjunkies]

[polaroid-self-portrait]

I’m a castoff, an extra bit to be tossed aside and forgotten, thrown away. Dust or ashes, either way, it’ll just be me finally achieving the only thing I can.

[tiredpoets]

HEY! YOU! Yea, you, scrolling through Tumblr for validation and support for your executive dysfunction because you feel powerless: I love you, and I know you're trying your best <3 Take a moment and breathe. Let your chest unwind for a little bit as you read this post. I love you despite the things you cannot do, and I hope you find people who see your complexities and value you for them instead of putting you down. You deserve empathy and comfort. I know it's heavy, so thank you for continuing despite how hard it is. I see you.

[1anonyymous1]

ⓘ This user needs a long break from everything.

[ttrust-no-one]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[sorga-deactivated20120706]

Reblog if you’re bored and you want anons.

[viintersol-blog]

[thollandss-deactivated20231215]

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺