[amakyuo]

Maru …_( :⁍ 」 )_

refer to by nameㆍqueer ㆍ southeast asian

this is just a personal sideblog out of the many I have already. I preferably don't like to interact from main so I just stalk people with reblogs. cw: I sometimes reblog blood

[amakyuo]

Hi its been a while since i've opened tumblr, something happened that sort of made me lose too much confidence in myself that being seen by everybody made me too nervous. its a selfish reason i know, but im somewhat better i think.

i haven't watched season 3 of squid game, frankly I probably never will because i heard about what happened by an irl friend of mine who watched it and was as upset as I was when they talked about it to me. To say that I felt disappointed would be an understatement, not just because of how much I loved Jun-ho and In-ho's story, but the show itself was holding a powerful message that in the end it couldn't follow through with. As much as I want to try and find the same passion I had for the show as I did earlier this year, I really can't because I dont want to wrack my brain about what if's and what should've been's when there are other things I could be doing with my time. It's like all the thoughts and theories I had were put to waste, i would've understood somewhat if maybe the hwang brothers didn't get as much focus but the entire season just being as bad as it was makes me more frustrated and hurt because it was already a very special kind of show.

i've been watching other things, but in the back of my head i had still been waiting and wondering about what squid game's finale would be like and after finding out, i cant bring myself to look for why it became like that and i probably already know the answer but i dont want to lose my head over it.

[fuck---u-up]

Hi, sweetheart, I hope you still remember me;) I also didn't watch the third season, and I found out about it from other people on social media. To say I was devastated would be an understatement. It's heartbreaking that they didn't give the Hwang brothers even a fraction of the attention they deserved. Inho gave his brother his daughter, 222, and that's how I see their relationship progressing. Honestly, the theories we had were pointless, and the show didn't even go in the right direction. It was expected for me that Ki-hun would die, but there was also a huge hope for a backstory, a normal conversation, a reunion, or at least something related to In-ho and Jun-ho, but it didn't happen. And I want to cry. The third season mentally killed me, and I'm not saying it's bad, but like most people, I had different expectations that were never fulfilled. Thank you for writing this post, I've missed you.

[amakyuo]

I definitely still remember you! Before I even took a break from tumblr, I went to look at some of your fun posts on Shameless, I havent completely watched the show myself but coming back for a bit here its reminded me of how im into another series that isnt squid game now too :)!

It really is heartbreaking for me seeing how In-ho and Jun-ho's story turned out, barely showing us anything of their important relationship in the final season, and youre totally right about the show not even going in the right direction. with how season 3 was written, the Hwang brothers were bound to have their story treated badly as like you said, any normal conversation, reunion or just anything, it didn't happen at all. I had expected a lot of things, some bad things and some good things, but in the end this is what happened, it really is just a giant disappointment for me. Not just in how the director decided to put aside In-ho and Jun-ho's story, but just overall how the director made season 3 in general... I think the way you worded it "different expectation that were never fulfilled" is the best way to put it. In the end, thats really how I feel.

I didn't actually expect any response to my previous post, but seeing that its you Im happy that you gave me your own thoughts on season 3! I missed a lot of things about tumblr, i just needed time to recollect myself, but I also missed you too.

[amakyuo]

Hi its been a while since i've opened tumblr, something happened that sort of made me lose too much confidence in myself that being seen by everybody made me too nervous. its a selfish reason i know, but im somewhat better i think.

i haven't watched season 3 of squid game, frankly I probably never will because i heard about what happened by an irl friend of mine who watched it and was as upset as I was when they talked about it to me. To say that I felt disappointed would be an understatement, not just because of how much I loved Jun-ho and In-ho's story, but the show itself was holding a powerful message that in the end it couldn't follow through with. As much as I want to try and find the same passion I had for the show as I did earlier this year, I really can't because I dont want to wrack my brain about what if's and what should've been's when there are other things I could be doing with my time. It's like all the thoughts and theories I had were put to waste, i would've understood somewhat if maybe the hwang brothers didn't get as much focus but the entire season just being as bad as it was makes me more frustrated and hurt because it was already a very special kind of show.

i've been watching other things, but in the back of my head i had still been waiting and wondering about what squid game's finale would be like and after finding out, i cant bring myself to look for why it became like that and i probably already know the answer but i dont want to lose my head over it.

[amakyuo]

It's difficult for me to even write fanfiction or edit or watch shows and I have no idea why because this slump has been going on for too long like at this point its something in my brain

[amakyuo]

waiting for squid game → gets bored → revisits old fandom → goes crazy → waiting for update → gets bored → nothing to do → spends money

[amakyuo]

impulsive sketches

[fuck---u-up]

How beautiful🙏

[amakyuo]

thank you 🥺🥺🥺

[svetzzi]

go away forever with me

[amakyuo]

I miss you. You're my favorite Hwang brothers blog.

it's sort of nice to know that im missed haha. Im inactive a bit because im handling some things nowadays, so I dont have the energy to talk or write about squid game.

Im also just gonna say it now that I never intended to be a hwang brothers blog, and I don't even consider myself one either! 😊 I'm just a blogger who likes watching shows, and I was asked to watch squid game and so I did and I happened to have a pretty empty blog so I just used it to talk about my favourite brothers. While I really love Jun-ho and In-ho, at the moment I am definitely focusing on my other interests that I have bigger attachments to.

I'm just waiting for S3 to come out, but as of now im putting my full attention onto other things so I likely won't be mentioning squid game or the hwang brothers on this blog until the final season is released

[amakyuo]

in-ho and jun-ho are separate characters to me from squid game now. they are soooo precious to me i get tunnel vision... how manyr characters in squid game i hold up two fingers with tears in my eyes

[amakyuo]

trying to buy things online but i have zero experience buying things online on my own and asking family members feels so embarrassing because they're always like "do you need this...? i'll help you but... do you really need this? no i will totally help you get it but doesnt it seem a bit much :( ? but i'll help you for sure." like okay i have to go through ten layers of psychological warfare before being able to get something from Japan

[communistkenobi]

I kind of don’t really care about the parents of trans kids at all lol even the supportive ones. I don’t care if they’re scared for their child I think we should just focus on the wellbeing of trans youth and not treat parents as protagonists of reality

[amnesiaguy]

collecting posts of this type

[evilfoxboygenius]

[crinege]

literally my favourite genre of post

[apple-scrumper]

[bisexual-cyborg]

[guardcanine]

[amakyuo]

impulsive sketches

[junglejim4322]

No joke though watching people on here say the most basic heterosexual catholic ass bullshit is so funny straight up wymmmm you think if someone hasn’t been proposed to in two years they should break up. Wym there’s no point to a relationship without the end goal of marriage. Wym you think liking photos on instagram is indicative of wanting to cheat. Wym you think nonmonogamy is soulless. God damn lol you’re skirting the line judging of people based on body counts and saying bisexuals are more likely to cheat at that point

[amakyuo]

I cut my hair really really short and now I feel like I can breathe againr

[flimflix]

me and my band of dumbshits on our fuck machines