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Eglon van der Neer - "Judith (detail)" (c.1678)

how beautiful it is to finally be turning into a happy person

#I went through hell for years and years and years #now I feel like I am beginning :)#and I mean HELL #I feel like I radiate from within and have begun to create the positive life I desire #thanks therapy thanks art thanks nature thanks animals thanks the best therapist ever thanks true friends who are actually friends #oh and thanks ME for never giving up!#yay #and just cause I feel I am becoming happy overall doesn’t mean I don’t get sad sometimes #I just know it is gonna work out #drop people who make you feel bad about yourself and about life - they aren’t worth it!!#surround yourself with people you feel peaceful and good being around- who make you feel like YOU #work towards your goals actively work towards them - then there’s less time spent dwelling on horrible things from the past #get a good therapist and be honest with them #keep moving forward and know that people who have the things you want are no better than you - you can do it too!!!#I used to put everyone on a pedestal #now that I have finally joined the party I see they are no better and everyone is weird you just have to DO the things like who cares!

tierras

mta nyc bus

soliloquyinthedark

A bookshop in Syria, 2006

mahrahpalestine

Racism isn’t saying an uncomfortable word. Racism is every news media reporting on the individual lives of the 33 adult settler hostages to be released in Phase 1, and not one mention of the 100+ Palestinians, 25 of whom are children, that Israel has murdered since announcing the ceasefire. They’ll try to kill as many as they can before Sunday.

mahrahpalestine

Support my family from here to rebuild their lives. Your support makes us more attached to our land to build a better life.

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spicymochi

lil baby hippo and penguin

detailedart

The Knight of the Flowers, 1894, by Georges Rochegrosse. Detail and photo by Paul Perrin. Edit.

#so SUMMERy ugh I love this

steamandcream

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

satanasaeternus

“Holding The Moon” Knights Ferry, California by Eric Hock

crevicedwelling

an American crocodile of impressive proportions I saw in Costa Rica

#it looks like this :}

n1ntendos

I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

bodyglitter

so ummm when is it My turn to receive love and affection

flowerytale

Sharon Olds, from "Little Things"; Strike Sparks: Selected Poems, 1980-2002

southernsolarpunk-deactivated20

I don’t even care who fucking wins the presidency this year look at this

themythicalcodfish

This makes an INCREDIBLE difference!!!! For fuck sake go vote!!!!

jarmes

A few years back a Republican won my house district by six vote. Now she’s talking about making it illegal to protest the Gazan genocide. Pay attention to Congress

sniperct

For the record, this is EVERY TWO YEARS. Every two years the entire US House and 1/3rd of the senate are up for election. Every. Two. Years. And your local elections are just as important and many of those are in years without a federal election. Voting is not one and done, its upkeep.

maggieithink-06

Texans! We have a chance to take out Ted Cruz this voting period. Yes all our reps are also up but listen!

Collin Allred is a black democrat from Dallas and former NFL player who has been endorsed by all major News publications in Texas (the chronicle the tribune the austin times etc) and he currently represents the 32nd congressional district. He promises to work to get our rights to our bodies back and wants to expand affordable birth control. He’s a civil rights attorney, he grew up in Brownsville and he is our one chance against Ted Cruz before we are stuck with him for another 2 years PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE research Colin and help us turn texas blue